tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20680709663070968082024-03-14T12:30:55.524+08:00Loves <3In three words I can sum up everything I've learnt about life: it goes on.
:)Sandra Cheahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16564874219743861142noreply@blogger.comBlogger1033125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2068070966307096808.post-29950610869238466682014-09-27T22:11:00.000+08:002014-09-27T22:11:12.534+08:00Don't know why. The fact that I gotta write this down instead of telling it to the people whom are concerned, is just.. sad.<br />
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I was watching the video I made for my bestfriends..<br />
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And then I was wondering, where did all these happiness come from?<br />
How did these things happen?<br />
Why?<br />
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I didn't make this video because I was interested in making videos. No, its not like that. Making that video was tough for me because every single effort I put in there, was done, with love. And I made that video when I knew everyone was upset about something. It wasn't for someone's birthday or anything. I didn't want to make it a point where I only gift you guys something on your special day. I wanted you girls to know that, I would be there, if you need me. Whenever, wherever. Especially at your worst.<br />
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That the background song, wasn't just a background song about some stupid friendship. Every single phrase of the song, reminded me of a special particular memory of us.<br />
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And no, I didn't simply take random videos and put it into the song and call it "a video I made for you girls." Every moment I had with you girls, at some point, I know some of us might just forget this and at that split second, one day, everything will change. But memories will last forever.<br />
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I don't know how to explain this but it really has a special deep meaning to it to me.<br />
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Maybe, just maybe, you would never understand how much you girls actually mean to me.<br />
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These past few weeks had been so tough for me, again.<br />
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And I can't figure out the reason behind it. I seem to be okay but I know deep down I've been shutting down.<br />
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And these few days had been the worst, because I would shut myself from everyone..<br />
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I feel like, I don't know how to communicate with my friends anymore. Especially my bestfriends. I don't seem to understand why my good intentions are never seen? I remember someone told me that I must always see the positive side of EVERY SINGLE thing instead of questioning people's decision. And so, I tried.<br />
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I never really did ask why for anything anymore.<br />
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I just tried to.. not question ANYTHING. But again, its like, I'm never doing something right. And all my good intentions are always mistaken. I don't understand because I did these things because I care.. and that I love these people. But it doesn't really seem that way because they don't feel loved or cared or something. It just made them feel negative. And unhappy whenever I care about something.<br />
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I remember saying,"One day when I stop arguing with you people, it means I stopped caring."<br />
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Right now, I feel like I speechless how people, especially you girls think of me. The fact that you mistaken these little things made me feel so disappointed. Because its suppose to be "a little thing" and there shouldn't be any misunderstandings because apparently, we are suppose to know each other inside out.<br />
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But again, I was wrong.<br />
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I came to a point where I'm so tired of saying,"I'm sorry. I didn't think of your feelings. And I shouldn't have done that because I didn't know it would hurt your feelings."<br />
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And no, its not because I'm tired of apologizing. It's because it came to a point where I thought....<br />
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Hey, Sandra. If you didn't even think of doing this, or even say anything, NONE of this would actually happen. You wouldn't upset anyone nor even have arguments with these people that you really love.<br />
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They say,"oh no la.. its not like that.. its just that, the closer you are to someone, the more violated the person feel if you this this and that that....."<br />
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I don't know how true is that. And I still don't understand why.<br />
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Right now, I'm not angry or pissed at anyone. I feel like I've been so damn stressed lately that my emotional problems are coming in again.<br />
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"You gotta stop being so emotional over everything, Sandra."<br />
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Does it happen to cross your mind that its not my choice? I've been trying to change so much for everyone to be a better person. And I'm trying so so so hard to be a better person. In this process, I AM losing myself. No doubt. But if its the bad side of me, I don't mind losing. But sometimes, I just feel like I'm taken granted for.<br />
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Like,"No, Sandra.. you gotta think from his point.. and her point of view.. and her feelings and his feelings.."<br />
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And then.... have you guys ever thought of mine?<br />
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To be very very effin honest, it is not easy, AT ALL. For me to go through so many things ESPECIALLY my health problems. From the outside, I still look fine, don't I? I'm disappointed because I've been mistaken as "using my friends" to do things for me because "I'm not capable of taking care of myself."<br />
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HOLD ON A MINUTE.<br />
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Wait, what? Did I just hear that coming out from my bestfriend's mouth?<br />
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So then what am I suppose to feel?<br />
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I don't want to even start a conversation with my bestfriends because I'm so afraid to know the truth and that I've came to the point that all these while, maybe, its just me, holding on to things too tightly till these people don't feel uncomfortable.<br />
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Then would it be better if I just disappear from your lives?<br />
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Call me an extremist.<br />
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But think for me too.<br />
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I'm trying to heal here. I'm feeling very very lost. And confused.<br />
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And the last thing I need to hear from my bestfriends after all I've done for them is,<br />
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"Everyone have burdens. You need to learn how to take care of yourself."<br />
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Umm. YES, I know.<br />
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So that is the exact reason why I'm shutting myself out from everyone.<br />
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So that I'm no longer a burden to anyone.<br />
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...<br />
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Come to think of it,<br />
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Maybe this is the exact reason why people actually suicide.<br />
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Till then,<br />
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<br />Sandra Cheahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16564874219743861142noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2068070966307096808.post-77095191979253757522014-09-02T16:32:00.004+08:002014-09-11T16:29:55.359+08:00It's okay. This 4 months had been one of the best 4 months of my life because I met you.<br />
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You have changed me into a better person but,<br />
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in the process,<br />
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I think I'm losing you.<br />
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It's okay.<br />
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I'm afraid,<br />
but if we don't working out,<br />
its okay.<br />
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I thank you for all the memories that we've created together.<br />
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I'll still love you.<br />
I'll always love you.<br />
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But love doesn't mean everything.<br />
And things don't always go the way we want.<br />
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I love you for who you are but.. .. sigh.<br />
I try my best to comfort myself.<br />
But if you need me, I'll be here.<br />
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BUT IT'S OKAY.<br />
It's not anyone's fault.<br />
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I'll never blame you for not changing for me<br />
or..<br />
walking away.<br />
You have every right to do it.<br />
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It's okay.<br />
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And I'll be okay.<br />
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<i>"You can do it. One day at a time." </i><br />
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<i>I just want you to know, that I..</i><br />
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<i>Thank you for everything.</i></div>
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<i>Thank you for what you've taught me.</i></div>
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<i>Thank you for listening to me.</i></div>
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<i>Thank you for tolerating.</i></div>
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<i>Thank you for loving me.</i></div>
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<i>I love you :)</i></div>
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<i>#lifegoeson</i></div>
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Sandra Cheahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16564874219743861142noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2068070966307096808.post-66316950349715751632014-07-28T00:36:00.001+08:002014-07-28T00:36:33.293+08:00My Superheroes<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<i><b>Because, they mean alot to me. </b></i></div>
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<i><b>Really. </b></i></div>
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<i><b>When days are dark and when I feel all alone and confused about everything in life.</b></i></div>
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<i><b>They were there for me. </b></i></div>
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<span style="background-color: #dbedfe; color: #3e454c; line-height: 15px; text-align: left; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>Dear girls,</i></span></span></div>
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<i style="background-color: #dbedfe; color: #3e454c; line-height: 15px; text-align: left; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: x-small;">I took few months to complete video. Initially, it was for Heng wei's birthday, and then I was so busy and I took so long that, I was like,"Hmm.. why not i do it just like for the 4 of us?" </span></i></div>
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<i style="background-color: #dbedfe; color: #3e454c; line-height: 15px; text-align: left; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></i></div>
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<i style="background-color: #dbedfe; color: #3e454c; line-height: 15px; text-align: left; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: x-small;">Besides, during the holiday, we missed each other so much. And Heng Wei was so upset because Joel was leaving, Enes was upset because Dan was leaving, and although Phoebe never did say anything, I could feel that she was dying inside because she missed Kai so much. But I knew she was just holding on, trying to be strong. I knew all of you were just holding on, trying to be strong. So, I wanted to make a video for all of you, and tell you that, no matter what you still have us and we can still be happy, even if its just the 4 of us. It took me 2 months to just choose the most suitable song. I first heard the song in Phoebe's car and I told myself. HM. THIS IS IT. </span></i></div>
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<i style="background-color: #dbedfe; color: #3e454c; line-height: 15px; text-align: left; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></i></div>
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<i style="background-color: #dbedfe; color: #3e454c; line-height: 15px; text-align: left; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: x-small;">I wanted to cheer you guys with this video. But, lately, I myself had been so so upset that, when I edit again and again everyday, I begin to realise, that this video means so so much to me. I swear I've watched this video at least 100 times. I would watch everyday, probably 5-6 times a day. And re-edit.. and another 5-6 times. I keep finalising it but never did because I keep finding more suitable clips and photos.</span></i></div>
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<i style="background-color: #dbedfe; color: #3e454c; line-height: 15px; text-align: left; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></i></div>
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<i style="background-color: #dbedfe; color: #3e454c; line-height: 15px; text-align: left; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: x-small;">Whenever I'm sad, I would smile while watching this video. These days had been very confusing and tough for me despite my health and everything else. But I'm so glad that I have all of you to lend me a shoulder to cry on all the FREAKING TIME and tell me what I should do when I'm lost. So, basically, its a "thank you" video. Hope you enjoy my 4 months of hardwork. I love you girls I hope when you girls are sad, you would watch this video would put a smile on your face. </span></i></div>
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Love,
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The girl who've always loved you girls back.</i></span></span><br />
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Sandra Cheahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16564874219743861142noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2068070966307096808.post-38751450280825914742014-07-02T15:32:00.000+08:002014-07-02T15:35:21.916+08:00Thankful.<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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So, I've went through another chapter of my life.<br />
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This 2 weeks had been a really tough week for me. I was told that I had to go through 2 surgeries at one time. It was tough to take it all in because it was so sudden. I met the doctor on Friday and then he suggested to have the operation on Monday. During the weekend, so many things went through my mind, but I couldn't wait to go through the operation at the same time because it would mean less pain. For the whole weekend, I prepared my mind for the operation.. On that day itself, I was nervous, but I told myself that this is for the best and I shouldn't be scared because I'm in good hands.<br />
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Getting wheeled to the operation theatre was the worst, actually. So many thoughts were going through my mind but I could handle it. When I reached the pre-operating bay, I looked to my sides.. On my left, there's this pregnant lady who was about to give birth. She was breathing really heavily.. Well, it was kinda awkward for me. HAHA. On my right, there's this 18 year old boy who injured his patella from playing basketball.<br />
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I tried to close my eyes and get some rest before the operation. I think there was 45 mins more of waiting. But the time seems to draggggggg. Finally, it was my turn. Just in a matter of secs, I was forced to breathe some oxygen as they injected general anaesthetic into me.<br />
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The next thing I know,<br />
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"Mei Teng, wake up.. operation is over, Mei Teng!!"said the nurse.<br />
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I woke up feeling really uncomfortable. Pain on the lower half of my body, I felt horrible. Like I needed to go to the toilet but it was just the side effects and the mind games the drugs were playing with.<br />
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However, after 2 hours resting at the post-operating bay, I felt much better. And I was surprised that I felt fine. I was like,"Oh. The operation wasn't that bad."<br />
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As I was wheeled back to my room, my mom was waiting outside the operating theatre for me. And then she told me,"Sandra, the doctor didn't do anything."<br />
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I was like,"WHAT DO YOU MEAN THE DOCTOR DIDNT DO ANYTHING?! WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?!"<br />
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The operation failed halfway.<br />
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<i><b>Whut?</b></i><br />
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I was instantly depressed. You mean, I go through so much drama, and then you told me nothing was done?<br />
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Or should I say, nothing could be done.<br />
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I spent the rest of the day being emo. My mind was a messed.<br />
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<i>"So, you're telling me, I need to live with this pain for the rest of my life?"</i><br />
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The question in my mind that was on repeat the whole day after the operation.<br />
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But thank God, Waffles was with me the whole day, telling me that everything will be fine. And no matter what my decision is, he would be there to support me no matter what. I felt a little more relieved.<br />
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But not entirely.<br />
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Because I still needed to make a life-changing decision.<br />
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I was left with 2 choices. To cut an organ out.<br />
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Or to live with the pain. Forever.<br />
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The next few days was tough. But in the end, I realise, I couldn't take the pain anymore. It was horrible. It's affecting me in every single way. My life, is just being a mess with the excruciating pain that I have 3 weeks in a month.<br />
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And I chose the first choice. Which I never thought that it was even A CHOICE for ME in the first place.<br />
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The next few days were tough. Going through the pain. Being on liquid diet was the worst. Surviving on Milo for 2 days. Too horrible.<br />
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But now, its been almost 2 weeks since my operation and I'm glad that today, I went through all those and I'm a happier person.<br />
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We'll see how it goes in this long term period.<br />
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For now, I'm thankful for my parents, my family, my relatives, and of course, my friends. Each and everyone of them who was there for me when I was at my lowest.<br />
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I'm so thankful to have them.</div>
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Thankful for everything that has happened </div>
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although it was tough..</div>
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but at least it made me a stronger and a better person.</div>
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:')</div>
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Till then,</div>
<br />Sandra Cheahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16564874219743861142noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2068070966307096808.post-76664193930357886722014-05-20T23:39:00.000+08:002014-06-12T13:52:24.810+08:00Before we say goodbye, <i><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I like to get things straight.</span></i><br />
<i><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span></i>
<i><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">The fact that you don't wanna be with me is because you are afraid that if things get bad between us, we don't have to try that hard to patch things up because we are not tied down with a knot called the relationship.</span></i><br />
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<i><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Because you don't want to drag me down into your sad life. </span></i><br />
<i><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And you don't want me to feel your burden.</span></i><br />
<i><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">But you will always be there for me.</span></i><br />
<i><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">But just know that, I will be there for you as well.</span></i><br />
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<i><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I would never want to force you to be in a relationship with me because even if I might not be the reason that you're happy, but i would never want to be the reason that you're sad.</span></i><br />
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<i><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">You asked me why am I so honest to you in everything?</span></i><br />
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<i><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I can't bear the thought of making people wonder what I'm thinking. I've kinda went through enough and learnt it the hard way that honesty is really the best policy.</span></i><br />
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<i><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">You asked me why do I even like you?</span></i><br />
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<i><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">You don't know how much you mean to me and how much you're inspired and motivate me in so many ways. I'll tell you what I like about you.</span></i><br />
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<i><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I like how you love your friends more than you love yourself.</span></i><br />
<i><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I like how responsible you are in doing your work.</span></i><br />
<i><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I like how you like to get things done in the most productive way.</span></i><br />
<i><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I like how you know what are your priorities.</span></i><br />
<i><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I like how you would be doing something important and looked up just to smile at me when you see me.</span></i><br />
<i><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I like how you spend time thinking how to make things better for everyone.</span></i><br />
<i><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I like how you would stop me from whatever I'm doing and give me a tight hug because you know I'm not okay. </span></i><br />
<i><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I like how you admit that you will miss me when I leave for US.</span></i><br />
<i><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I like how you fill the blanks in between my fingers when you know my day wasn't that good.</span></i><br />
<i><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I like how you fling my hands away once you see a shadow pass because you're afraid that people might notice that you were holding my hands. (because you're cute that way, although its not that cute when you do it all the time =.= )</span></i><br />
<i><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I like how you don't judge people based on their appearance but taking time to know them instead.</span></i><br />
<i><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span></i>
<i><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I'll be honest with you and I'll tell you that I've never met a person that had inspired me so much and to remind myself that I have to be grateful for what I have in life because not everyone can live like how I'm living despite the pain I go through.</span></i><br />
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<i><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And you're always there to hold my hand and tell me that it will get better.</span></i><br />
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<i><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I don't need a guy who is rich, who buys me presents to make me happy or a guy who is handsome and take selfies all the time with me or a guy who claims that he can provide me happiness by spending 24 hours a day with me and feeding me with endless amount of food.</span></i><br />
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<i><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I appreciate guys like you, who would spend 5-10 mins just to check if I'm okay no matter how busy you are. </span></i><br />
<i><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And who would give me a hug when you know I'm not.</span></i><br />
<i><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And who would talk to me properly and respect me as a person.</span></i><br />
<i><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And who would spend time trying to understand me and what I'm going through.</span></i><br />
<i><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And most importantly, to be honest to me.</span></i><br />
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<i><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">But I understand that you would never want to be with me because you think I deserve a better man. Therefore, i would never force you to be in a relationship with me.</span></i><br />
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<i><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Its okay. </span></i><br />
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<i><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Because I understand that nothing lasts forever. And forever is a lie.</span></i><br />
<i><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">All we have is the time between hello and goodbye.</span></i><br />
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<i><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">So, all I want to do right now is to appreciate the time we have and let you know why I like you in the first place,</span></i><br />
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<i><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">before we say goodbye one day.</span></i><br />
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<i><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Most of all, I want you to know that I love you for who you are and even if we don't work out,</span></i><br />
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<i><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I'm glad to have you in my life.</span></i><br />
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<i><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Really.</span></i><br />
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<i><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Till then,</span></i>Sandra Cheahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16564874219743861142noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2068070966307096808.post-11461797003328759132014-05-10T00:51:00.003+08:002014-05-10T00:55:27.837+08:00Just a thought.<div style="text-align: center;">
<i>It's been a long time, folks.</i></div>
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<i>So many things had changed over this past 3-4 months.</i></div>
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<i>Some days, I would be so upset over how things have changed </i></div>
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<i>but on some days, the thought of having you around.. </i></div>
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<i>somewhere already does cheer me up.</i></div>
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<i>Never thought I would be so inspired and </i></div>
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<i>motivated by your personality.</i></div>
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<i>Everything about you makes me happy and </i></div>
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<i>I haven't felt this way in a very very long time :')</i></div>
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<i>Thank you for being part of my life.</i></div>
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<i>Us working out or not is another question </i></div>
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<i>but all I know is I would never ever want to lose you even as a friend :)</i></div>
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<i>Because you're worth every bit of it.</i></div>
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<i>And I hope you realise one day that you're more precious than you thought you are.</i></div>
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<i>:)</i></div>
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Till then,</div>
Sandra Cheahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16564874219743861142noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2068070966307096808.post-35127523912377779942014-01-05T00:20:00.000+08:002014-01-05T00:22:25.187+08:00Two Zero One Four.<div style="text-align: center;">
Happy 2014! :D</div>
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Wow.</div>
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Its 2014. :)</div>
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Can't believe how fast time flies.</div>
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That day I went for a barbeque party at Sally's house on the 2nd of January 2014. We were so bored that someone asked,"What was the one thing you regret back in high school?"</div>
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I was thinking really hard and I thought I had a really awesome time in high school but after awhile, I did thought of a thing that I regret.</div>
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I regretted not spending enough time with my high school friends during the last 2 years of my highschool life especially when everyone goes out together and I didnt really join them. But anyway, overall I am satisfied with my high school life. I had lotsa fun, just by reading my blog, I know it was really fun but i sorta regret for not blogging more often in Form 4 and 5.. Especially Form 5.</div>
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I can't help but to go back to the past for awhile and reminisce about it while listening to this song.</div>
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I have deep thoughts whenever I listen to it.</div>
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I remember asking a friend if he would feel intimidated and scared to love a girl who is richer than him.</div>
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I was thinking in my head,</div>
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Why is he afraid?</div>
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It was just a random question I popped up out of nowhere but to think about it.</div>
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What if the girl likes him as well but he is afraid just because she is richer. Nobody is perfect, isn't it?</div>
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As an example, a girl like me just wants to have someone who loves me for who I am and that's all I'm asking for. I'm not afraid of having a poor guy as my husband. I just hope that he is someone who is independent and not afraid to try.</div>
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But life, HAS to be complicated.</div>
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I am so ready to take on 2014.</div>
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Semester 3 is gonna be real tough and its the toughest, I heard.</div>
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But I'm gonna try my best and give it all because I can't give up on who I want to be in the future.</div>
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So, future Sandra who is reading this and prolly blogging about how stress you are, make sure you read this to remind yourself your current strength and hope to give your very best in everything so that you can go to Berklee and be SOMEONE USEFUL after using so much of your parent's hard-earned money.</div>
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DON'T. EVER.GIVE.UP.</div>
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Sandra Cheahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16564874219743861142noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2068070966307096808.post-22767483297762305732013-12-28T16:07:00.001+08:002013-12-28T16:07:09.324+08:00Silly me.<div style="text-align: center;">
I had been so emo in the last post.</div>
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Referring to the last post, my friends didn't bail out on me.</div>
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They surprised me.</div>
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And I was really touched that I couldn't bring my face up to look at them.</div>
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And I'm so grateful to have them as friends :)</div>
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Thank you, minions.</div>
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You girls never fail to make me happy all the time :)</div>
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Sandra Cheahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16564874219743861142noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2068070966307096808.post-66881891262599272992013-12-17T11:19:00.002+08:002013-12-17T11:25:07.717+08:00Twenty.So, I'm finally twenty.<br />
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And I'm wondering why my laptop is right in front of me and I have the time to write this post on my birthday morning..<br />
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I'm starting to hate birthdays.<br />
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I always thought its always the happiest day of my life every year.<br />
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No.<br />
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In fact it makes me sad.<br />
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I can't believe its my birthday, and I'm just laying on my bed with my laptop in my pajamas..<br />
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Friends? Where are they?<br />
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Some prolly thought there would be alot of people celebrating with me.<br />
Some of them not in KL.<br />
Some of them not in Malaysia.<br />
Some of them are really busy.<br />
Some of them feels awkward to meet me if its not a party.<br />
Some of them.. just, couldn't make it last minute.<br />
Some of them.. just.. can never make it anymore for my birthday for the rest of my life.<br />
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As I'm typing, I know exactly who am I talking about in every "some" of them.<br />
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I was really happy till my friends who were suppose to celebrate with me suddenly pulled out due to unforeseen circumstances . Actually, its expected la..<br />
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I guess today is just another day for me to think about life. And what I really want to wish for.<br />
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Seems like my wishes never come true before........... since everything I've wished for all my life.. did not come true at all.. Whether its family and relatives' health, my own health, studies, love, friends, happiness and.. period pain?<br />
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I just wanted a place to vent out how I feel, then at least in the future, I know I felt at this point. I feel like I'm just gonna tear up but.. I won't let myself cry on my birthday no matter how sad am I...<br />
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Anyway,<br />
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I got a call from someone last night. Although its the same person, and the same voice. It seems to sound different. A different tone. Never thought our conversation would be like that.. it was a nice one.. but for me, it wasn't a pleasant one. At times, I thought some words are sincere but in the end, to that person, it was a joke.<br />
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Well, I didn't laugh. It wasn't funny at all to me.<br />
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Instead, it hurts.<br />
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To know, that what you thought was sincere and true.. wasn't.<br />
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Last year's birthday was a nightmare to me. It was a day where I finally know the truth of everything, and how much it hurts me.<br />
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I thought this year would be different.<br />
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Seems like, nothing had changed and I'm the one who changed.<br />
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When my friend couldn't go out to celebrate with me,<br />
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if it was me last time, I would have rage and get angry at her, and not talk to her for months and i will hate her and i get so so mad. I would wanna make her feel bad and stuff like that..<br />
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But this time, when i knew about it, I was just like, "oh.. okay.. its okay.. its not your fault. I wanted to stay at home anyway. Perfect :) "<br />
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I didn't want her to feel bad.<br />
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Maybe, I've became more considerate.<br />
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After going through so much, I guess I know how it feels to be hurt and get hurt by words. So, I guess I don't want anyone to get hurt emotionally as well. Especially my friends.<br />
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Maybe that's why I'm the only one hurting, all the time.<br />
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Nonetheless, I love my friends because they were there whenever I needed them..<br />
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Except.. today.<br />
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hmm..<br />
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Happy 20th Birthday, Sandra Cheah! :)<br />
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Till then,<br />
<br />Sandra Cheahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16564874219743861142noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2068070966307096808.post-31354920615305408732013-09-19T23:23:00.001+08:002013-09-19T23:23:21.639+08:00Night blues.Hello!<br />
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I feel like I'm gonna reach my breaking point again soon :D<br />
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Thus, hello, blog :)<br />
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I think the only thing that I can't overcome is.. myself.<br />
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My mind.<br />
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I don't know how many times I should tell myself, "It's okay."<br />
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I feel like I'm a really selfish person deep down inside. Like, I can't control between how I SHOULD feel and how I'm FEELING.<br />
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Sigh.<br />
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What am I suppose to do?<br />
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<br />Sandra Cheahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16564874219743861142noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2068070966307096808.post-33367242369531206922013-08-27T18:46:00.000+08:002013-08-27T18:46:08.350+08:00Breakdowns.wow.<br />
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Just wow.<br />
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All along I thought I was just nervous for exams but today was just.. wow.<br />
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I had 3 exams today, traditional harmony, contemporary harmony and private instruction, which is practical.<br />
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Can't believe I'm googling how to stop hyperventilation.<br />
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I always exaggerate that I hyperventilate when I'm excited or whatever.<br />
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But today, I finished my paper and I had 5 minutes to check, and I realised I did one question wrongly, I was so nervous that I just erased everything and I was just blank. I tried filling in notes but my hands were shaking tremendously. I couldn't think. My heart was beating so fast that I couldn't breathe. And when my lecturer collected the paper, I stood up and everything was just spinning.<br />
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I walked out of the class and my bestfriends were laughing at me cause I was not walking straight. They thought I was joking and right when I walked out of the class, I almost fell but luckily I was leaning against the wall, i couldn't see properly, my heart was beating so fast and I was about to blackout. I couldn't breathe, I was gasping for air and tears started rolling down my cheeks because I couldn't breathe.<br />
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Right when I wanted to fall, my best friend caught me and helped me to sit down. Phoebe helped me to sit on the chair and held my hand, I could hear Phoebe telling me to BREATHE, SANDRA.. BREATHE! Her face was as pale as mine while Heng Wei was looking for my phone. She wanted to call my mom and send me to the hospital.<br />
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I remember that moment. It was so scary. So this is how hyperventilation really feels like.<br />
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At that moment, I really thought i was going to choke till death or something. I always say I feel like dying and then I realise I was trying really very hard to gasp for air.<br />
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It really shocked me that I could actually get panic attacks.<br />
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Phew, I gotta get out from this depression and stressed up state as soon as possible.<br />
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Many people think I'm just this happy bubbly girl all the time,<br />
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I need one.</div>
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I feel like everything is moving so fast and things are becoming so different.</div>
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I haven't blogged in 10 thousand years because I'm so so busy with work and since uni reopened, I barely have enough time to sleep T.T </div>
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I feel like I've grown so much. </div>
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But my brains.</div>
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In the sense that I understand more and more how people and things work.</div>
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Like the world keeps changing, and we, humans, keep learning how to adapt to the.. the.. UNPREDICTABLE WORLD.</div>
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Sometimes, I'm just upset with life la.</div>
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And TODAY IS THE DAY.</div>
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Anyways, thank god I have these awesome friends to support me and listen to my rants all the time :D</div>
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My piggie. OINK!</div>
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Awesome HELP college friends :D</div>
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And my minions ^^V</div>
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<br />Sandra Cheahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16564874219743861142noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2068070966307096808.post-50830576471242513442013-07-17T00:17:00.002+08:002013-07-17T00:17:45.544+08:00Numb.Sorry for not blogging for so long.<br />
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College just started and im just as busy as hell.<br />
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Sigh. Things are getting tougher as we grow up, no?<br />
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I feel like I need to be even tougher everyday.<br />
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It's saddening when my health problems are piling up but I don't even feel anything anymore when doctor tells me things. Like, I'm so used to the doctor telling me that there's something wrong with me.<br />
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So used to pain that I don't even feel it anymore.<br />
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So.. numb.<br />
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Whether its emotionally or physically.<br />
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Sometimes I wonder if life must be this difficult to get through. Omg, sorry for such an emo post today. I've been getting along but today is like a breaking point. I have a friend that who needs my help. I feel responsible for some things. Like if I can't even help a friend, how am I suppose to pursue my career as a music therapist to help to emotionally weak ones?<br />
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I'm not a professional, but..<br />
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I will use all my strength and ability to get this friend through difficult times. No matter how hurt and broken I am, I would never want the people around me to be upset.<br />
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But sometimes.. its difficult to answer some questions.<br />
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Omg, even I don't even know what I'm talking about. Sigh.<br />
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I've been browsing through my blog to find some pictures and its just like a roadtrip to hell/heaven. Depends how you look at things. I don't even know if its a good thing or a bad thing.<br />
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I realise I love taking pictures because that's the only thing that will last. Capturing that particular moment where everything was perfect and happy. Cause things and people do change. Very drastically. And the only way to reminiscent about them is through pictures.<br />
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Goodnight, people.<br />
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I haven't been blogging for awhile cause I was too busy hanging out with my friends and talking behind people's back. HAHAHAHA.</div>
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That's normal right?</div>
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But oh well. TOOTS THAT :D</div>
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So yesterday, I went out with my 2 of my best college mates :D </div>
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So I sorta ran out of the store the minute I saw THAT FACE.</div>
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ANYWAY, i don't give a damn about some low class liars. Like, you know clearly that I hate people lying to me and stuff like that, but thinking back, why did I get so pissed? </div>
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When there is nothing to do with me.</div>
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I remembered how mad I was, I literally wanna kick that face when I heard about it. I had my fist clenched so tight when I heard the news BUT, WHATDEVESSS,</div>
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I don't even bother about you anymore.</div>
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And that day, I went out with these girls, just to hang out with them in their uni and just have a little chat because without them, I won't feel what I'm feeling right now, which is being happy :)</div>
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I was reading my 2008 posts.<br />
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Just cause I don't wanna remind myself about 2009, 2010, 2011 and 2012 because it would be stupid to smile at those.. memories.<br />
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I wanted to find myself again.<br />
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Like me, ME before everything started.<br />
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It sounds really weird though.<br />
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OH WELL.<br />
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IM WEIRD.<br />
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#justsaying<br />
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and yes, this is a very random post :) and i usually post things up because its too long for me to write in on Facebook or its too personal for the PUBLIC/ FRIENDS THAT ARE NOT REALL FRIENDS ON FACEBOOK to know or question about it.<br />
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Ciao, lovebirds! :D<br />
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I came across this song and was instantly addicted to it :) Its so true. Everything in that song. :)<br />
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:: Dear God, I don't usually pray all the time but let me wake up with a smile tomorrow :)</div>
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THAT I'M NOT THE ONLY GIRL IN THE PARTY.</div>
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Most of this guys were helping me in every way AND I REALLY THANK THEM FOR THAT :')</div>
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Phoebe, thank you for always being there for me. To sing me a song just to make me happier. </div>
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listening to my rants,</div>
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Chee enn! I didn't cry so you owe me a meal :D</div>
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Not a good thing but we all learn from our mistakes :)</div>
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And thank you to xiau wei, yuen ping, 9 awesome girls, and all of you who know about what I've BEEN THROUGH. (YES! PAST TENSE FINALLY!)</div>
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In supporting me in every way. I swear I would be there for you guys as well. I would never ever turn my back on all of you. The amount of help you guys given me. Too much. Its priceless :)</div>
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I've had such a great time there. Here are some photos :)<br />
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Went to Orchard Road here :)</div>
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So happy that they had Laduree cause it can only be found in Paris and London and that was the first time I had it and since then I miss eating it so much. ;)</div>
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Such a pretty logo :)</div>
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My favourite are the salted caramel and coconut chocolate marshmallow :)</div>
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I came across this dart thing and .. its really interesting.. hahahah NOT BEING PERVERTED. But its the first time I see such thing. ahhahahah it would be fun, no? AMONG GIRLS. haha</div>
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Barbie World!</div>
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She's my cousin sister in law which I met up there as well :D</div>
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She was there for a business trip.</div>
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A MORE RANDOM PICTURE. haha.</div>
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So we went to my cousin's cousin's apartment and THE POOL THERE IS SO OHHHH-SOME!</div>
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They had underwater gym. SUPER COOL KAYS!</div>
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Oh, we made sushi to eat in the Adventure Cove. You guys have to go there. Its a 10 times cleaner waterpark than Sunway Lagoon. HAHAHA.</div>
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Had so much learning how to play the ukulele from my cousin's cousin :D</div>
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Sandra Cheahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16564874219743861142noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2068070966307096808.post-23193560946807237732013-06-05T17:13:00.001+08:002013-06-05T17:13:16.164+08:00Effamelle.Hi.<br />
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I just posted about Sunway lagoon and trips to Ipoh and Penang.<br />
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But, in actual fact, I'm feeling really unhappy right now.<br />
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There's so many things going through my mind.<br />
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Doing music really really isn't an easy task.<br />
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Getting 90 marks is JUST an A- , and of course, A is 93marks and A+ is 96 onwards.<br />
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The grades are wayyyy to high, I think.<br />
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Therefore, getting a GPA of 4.00 is nearly impossible. So, I got my results today and to me, it was disappointing. Although to many people, its considered really good. But its just that, I have my expectations. And, I had really been working my ass off to shift my mind off from so many things. Although I did quite well but I wanted to be better because I NEED to go Berklee College Of Music. You have to be BETTER than the best to be there. Its the one of the most prestigious music school in the whole wide world. Its like getting into LSE for Economics.<br />
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People tell me not to push myself too much.<br />
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How not to? I really need to get out from this country. This life I'm living, its not even A LIFE. I NEED A CHANGE. I need to leave. ASAP.<br />
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It's really crazy. I had to be unhappy over the same thing again and again, I had to wake up in the middle of the night over the same nightmare again and again. I had to think about the same thing every morning I wake up. ITS KILLING ME, SERIOUSLY.<br />
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I lost myself.<br />
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I'm trying so hard to gather myself together and be happy and stuff. But, sigh.<br />
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Yes, I have a great family and really fantastic friends. But everyone have their own problems.<br />
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So do I.<br />
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I appear to be this really strong girl who keeps a smile on her face EVERY SINGLE DAY. But there's still things deep inside my heart which is killing me softly.<br />
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Sigh.<br />
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I'm disappointed in myself in SO MANY MANY WAYS.<br />
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I shouldn't be unhappy, because I have everything I want. I am independent, strong, great friends, lovely family, supportive people everywhere etc. But, ahhhhhh!!!!!!! I WANNA SCREAM MY LUNGS OUT.<br />
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I HATE THISSSSS.<br />
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I'm disappointed that I disappoint people around me.<br />
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My friends, they try to help me. They are there for me all the time.<br />
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BUT WHY CAN'T MY WOUND HEAL?<br />
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FML.<br />
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:'(<br />
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Holiday started and the first place I went with my friends is Sunway Lagoon.</div>
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The last time I went it was with........ MY FRIENDS as well. </div>
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That was like.. in Form 5. After SPM.</div>
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I was happy but like, some memories just kill, don't they? :( Sigh.</div>
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And not to mention, i was punched by my guy friend accidentally with full force and my face is still bruised :( ugh.......!</div>
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Anyway, just some photos of the outing with my ICOM friends :)</div>
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er, just so you know, that "girl" behind me is a GUY. =.= ahahhaha</div>
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Penang food :D</div>
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During a company dinner in Penang which was the main reason I went there. </div>
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Greetings, lovely ones! :)</div>
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This would be short random post of everything.. so.. yeah :P</div>
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So, holiday has finally started for me and eerrmmmmmmmmm I'm broke even before going for holiday shopping :( I HAVE A GOOOD REASON........</div>
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People tell me how lucky I am all the time.</div>
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So, last weekend I went to support one of the biggest events for band competitions and of course, our band won and they won RM44,000. :O SO SO PROUD OF THEM. </div>
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Oh, and these are my lovely and hot friends from ICOM :D</div>
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Last but not least, with this picture, I conclude the last day of my semester and I've worked really really hard for this semester. And I HOPE that it will be worth it. Drowning myself with work just to shift my mind off from something else. It was never easy. IT IS not easy.<br />
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But, I'm trying. I'm holding on. I'm pushing myself through.<br />
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And I'm hoping whatever I'm doing, whatever pain I'm going through, all the tears I cried, WILL be worth it.<br />
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Ciao for now! :)Sandra Cheahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16564874219743861142noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2068070966307096808.post-25917395519433133132013-05-23T01:27:00.005+08:002013-05-23T01:27:59.430+08:00Hoh-ribble!Ello, people, its super late now, but I'm sorta sick of studying, so i just wanted to take some time off to blog :)<br />
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So, my life is so happening right now, BUT, not in a good way because I've been so busy that I think I'm ignoring my health again and as usual, my mom starts to nag nag nag AND NAG at me about my one and only kidney and stuff like that.<br />
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Sometimes, I wish I could just die earlier or something, then I won't burden other people. I've trying to live really positively. Although every night is still miserable for me. And I still do have nightmares. But oh well, hopefully nightmares remains as nightmares.<br />
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So, today i had Performance Lab exam where we are graded as a band and stuff like that. We totally SCREWED IT UP. like TOTALLY. Sigh.<br />
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Responsibilities. Practices. Teamwork.<br />
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3 things that our band is lack of.<br />
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But, nonetheless, I'm glad its over. Here's a picture of it! :D<br />
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Also, my hands were trembling during the performance D: And all I was thinking of is someone's voice saying that "Don't be afraid. Just do your best. I know you can do it. Do it for me. Just think of me."<br />
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YES YES. It's my own imagination.<br />
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Well, hopefully I don't fail this shit man. I want to move on as soon as possible. I don't want to repeat any semester not because I'm embarrassed or whatsoever. Just cause I can't wait to leave Malaysia although i know I will miss everything and everyone. BUT, I just can't wait for a change in my life Cause its such a mess right now. My health too :( it happens. all the time whenever I'm stressed up. uteri hurts, backbone hurts etc. I need to do some relaxing thing shit man.<br />
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My body and mind is too fatigue.<br />
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So yeah, enough of ranting and back to studying because I'm having some stupid exam tomorrow AND, Monday will be the last exam for my piano performance. Ugh.<br />
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Screw this shit.<br />
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Ciao!<br />
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<br />Sandra Cheahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16564874219743861142noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2068070966307096808.post-1008853409055351652013-05-16T09:51:00.000+08:002013-05-16T09:55:53.017+08:00Spongebobbie!Good morning, depressing people :D<br />
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PS: I was referring to myself.<br />
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Anywaysssss, this is weird cause I'm addicted to my own song D:<br />
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BUT ANYWAY, I'm gonna have exam starting next week till the following week. IM FREAKING OUT D: like FREAKING OUT. Most of my friends are struggling to not repeat the semester. becase its so damn tough. I'm just gonna convince myself semester 1 would be nice to me.<br />
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They changed the syllabus starting this sem it is as hard as a rock. None of the seniors even believe what we're doing. Even the lecturers felt pity for us BUT the faculty is not going to do anything because they wanna PUSH us. Like, not this way! You almost killed us. LIKE SERIOUSLY.<br />
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I think I almost died in the process. Anyway, ... how many anyways I'm gonna say.. -..-<br />
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ANYWAY, I've been having some nightmares these days, and nightmares means something I don't wanna dream about. More like recalling memories. But I'm glad its getting more insignificant. But how is it insignificant when I remember it.....?<br />
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OKAY FINE, ITS STILL SIGNIFICANT. sheesh.<br />
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I'm starting to crap again. Anyways, I'm suppose to go to school at 11 something and its now 9.45am. My damn iPad 2 is in the service centre again cause of the friggin home button and it seems like they don't wanna give me a new one because its dented AGAIN. sigh.<br />
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Anyway, today is Teacher's Day. And I received this from my kids :D<br />
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It's too a-doooorable. But, at the same time, it reminds me of so much memories. Again. I was so excited while opening it and then when I saw Spongebob. Like a tsunami of memories hit me. Is all these fated? Cause I know the kids have a bag of presents and just give out randomly to teachers and my colleague got the pink panther one while i got the spongebob one.<br />
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Like of all things, Spongebob.<br />
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Too much memories :'(<br />
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Is everything around me reminds me of that person or.... is it just me reminding myself?<br />
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Sandra... Sandra. I don't even know how to help you anymore. Nevertheless, I'm trying to rant as little as possible about life HERE. So I guess I'm going back to mah sort-of-private blog to rant more!<br />
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Yes, I know I'm such a pathetic person.<br />
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Ciao ciao! xoxo<!--3-->Sandra Cheahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16564874219743861142noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2068070966307096808.post-63826714068947243102013-05-14T23:02:00.001+08:002013-05-14T23:02:44.408+08:00Pocket Of PainJust submitted my assignments today.<br />
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Jealous friends are jealous :P<br />
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Anyway, I'm quite addicted with my own song. Well, one of the reason I like it so much is because its about how i feel and like duhhh, I composed it and I'm the one who created the lyrics as well.<br />
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It's a really heartbroken song though :/<br />
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Its every single thing I feel. Hmm. There was so many things that were going through my mind when I composed the song and lyrics. It was really torturing though. Because to write a good song, you have to indulge yourself into the particular emotion. And mine was a sad song, so i gotta torture my heart and mind for a little bit.<br />
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Hopefully that mental torture is worth some marks for me to ace my subject D: This damn degree is damn tough :(<br />
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BUT, anyways, back to the song.......<br />
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I guess I need to mend some things before posting it on Youtube or something. Its the first song that i actually finished with all the instruments.<br />
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The title of the song is "Pocket Of Pain."<br />
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Thank God I've finished my assignments. Next week's exam though D: But oh well. Just hold on for another week or two! At least I can sleep soundly tonight after sleeping at 4am everyday :(<br />
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Nights people! :)Sandra Cheahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16564874219743861142noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2068070966307096808.post-89385349591973118412013-05-09T00:04:00.000+08:002013-05-09T00:04:14.545+08:00Aloha!Aloha.<br />
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I'm barely breathing with my assignments making me going cray cray :S<br />
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My backbone starts to hurt again. Whenever I have stress, my slipped discs wouldnt give me any mercy :'(<br />
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I need to listen to more happy songs. I realised I'm so in love with Charice the awesome singer because her voice is so so so powerful and her songs are just so touchy :X and she sings every word out of my mind.<br />
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But anyway,<br />
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Apart from dying, I'm also fainting. I can't wait for my June holidays. Can't wait to finish my assignments and exams, and recitals that I'm gonna have. Can't wait.<br />
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I just wanna lay in my bed everyday and think about happy things.<br />
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When I'm stressed up I tend to think stupid unhappy things and remind myself how much I'm hurting :(<br />
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And,<br />
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it sucks.<br />
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Can't wait for my awesome friends from all over the world to come back and meet up with me to give me a big bear hug. And hang out with them. And do all the fun stuff instead of sulking like crap like what I'm doing here D: now.....<br />
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I should stop hating myself.<br />
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BUT, ugh, I don't know how. My life is such a mess. I should learn how to be more organized :S<br />
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Neways, just a piece of advice, to people who are reading.<br />
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Never ever fall too deep for a guy even though you love him. Alot.<br />
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Cause in the end, you're the one who's gonna be hurting when they are happily somewhere else with someone else D: Only love one person with all your heart. Nope, not your boyfriend or some guy.<br />
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He must be your husband.<br />
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Cause boyfriends, haha, you'll never know, they can tell you that you're the love of their life and then the next second, they can tell you they have no feelings for you anymore.<br />
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Hmm.. If only I knew that this could hurt so much..<br />
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But in the end, life still has to go on.<br />
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BYE! :D<br />
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