6732km away from all of you (>.<)

early morning, I was reluctant to wake up from my comfrotable bed. Not excited AT ALL. Ifeel like sleeping and just miss the bloody plane. But unfortunately, i cant. With my parents rushing me for this and that, it's impossible. So my dad sent my mom and I to Sentral. We took a train to KLIA. and had free McD for breakfast because we were in a rush and the queue was so long. so one of the worker just quickly shove us with some hash browns. So nice of him. it was F.O.C. and then, we went to the the Boarding Room and flew to Sydney.

I was moody at first but a bit okay later on. and now, I think, fine =) the weather here is so colddd! ( >.<) and when i wanted to get down from the plane, I on my phone and i was like, "EH! no line wan?!" hahahaXD before that, went to coffee bean. RM 15. i expected 15 something but then the bill came and it was RM 15 ONLY. And i wonder why, later only I did realise that i was in an AIRPORT! no TAXXIEEEEE~~ hahaXD

anyway, I'm kinda tired to elaborate more. Just see the pics larh!


check in~
kinda in an emo mood that time.
takda orang punyaaa~
random pic..
KLIA~ i dunno why there's a castle there suddenly..
airportiee~
kk-chakk! =D boarding thingy..
see mwah planiee??
while waiting for my mommmyyyyyy~~
it was 8am. and my mom demanded to drink this.
damn yummeh! hahahaXDDD drinking ice blended at 8am =D
airport atmosphere.. hahaXD in the boarding room.
la la la~ walk into the planee~
i look like somekind of angel that god send. HOT angel.. HAHAXD =D jk!
random~

damn fake this one.. i dun even have the mood. like emo emo onlyy..

I wrote this on the plane,

"JAH! it's 4.22pm now. Sydney time, 6.22pm. In the planieee noww and its so dark outside.. like at night already. The SHATTERPROOF WINDSCREEN of the plane is so cold. I watched two movies. Just now, got into the plane only then Chee Enn was the last person to message me. HAHA.. she was so lucky. I was about to off the phone already.. So far, Yuenping, Puiyi, Emily, Weixing, Zkang and Chee Enn are the ones who replied my messages. I cant check the others who replied but that was when I already off my phone (>.<) haha. I watched 2 movies, which are Bride Wars and Marley & Me while my mom watched Paul Blart: Mall cop and the Confessions of a shopaholic. my goshh! when she was watching the Paul Blart.. she was laughing her ass off..SO LOUD!! i was like, wthelll.. . . and i need to keep on ask her to lower down her voice.. all the other passengers were like turning and looking at her.. walao.. wanted to hide my face.. So yeah, i watched Bride Wars.. oklaaa.. not THAT good la.. but it reminds me of appreciating friends eventhough sometimes you hate them so much but in the end, they are the ones will be there for you. Well, I ate my lunch while watching. Had nasi lemak and it was delicious.. got so many food man.. Ferrero Rocher la la, fruits la, juices laa, tea laa.. croissant la, ice cream la.. energy bar la.. walao... eat until can burst.. then, slept for 2 hours while listening to some music.. walao.. the plane was so unstable lagi, apabila aku buka itu newspaper.. saw an article about the plane which went missing after it was struck by a lightning. Hmm, scary and then, watched Marley &Me. Didnt get to really finish it but it was ending already. So yeah, that's all.. Chao chao! =D"

there was times where I was just looking out the window and start thinking what is actually going on. And i guess I finally figured it out.. =) I should be happy to have him. He's perfect. For me, at least =)

after 8 hours of flight, finally =)
random also~
get into whattt??
some shop... its like our GURMAN..
and i saw this dispenser in the ladies' toilet.. i was like, wth???
our place, is like they have dispenser for the thing only.. HERE, there have Versace perfume, lip gloss, chapstick.. MASCARA also god.. wth??
u dunno what's the feeling of keep taking pictures of the same stupid face without anyone beside.. like SS ONLY!
this boy is so the damn cute!

we were waiting for the queue.. VERY LONGGGG.. luckily this boy entertained us..
they are like SO CUTEEEE!!! entertain us by making their mom so frustrated but being cute at the same time.. hahaXD
thanks for the cool welcome =.= not warm welcome..
i came out of the airport only, my first sentence was,"WA LAO!!! so coldddd!" and then i saw this.. hahaXD
lights in the citeh!
random alsoo~
i thought is YMCA, but after i took only i realised the M is actually a W.. hahahahaXD

somewhere near my bro's place.. i was like so blur.. taking so many luggage and like my mom walked so fast.. so i was left behind.. behind as in the OPPOSITE ROAD. i look like some girl who run away from home, dunno where to go,.. especially with my sad sad face.. it makes things worst (>.<)

my bro, his fren and I went to Mc D.. and the food there is different. SO MUCH NICER!

the SUPER SMALL LAPTOP that i am using and also that i can barely see.. hahaXD

the night view. I will take a nicer one later.. my cam is sucky. The night view from my brother's penthouse is DROP DEAD GORGEOUS! fuyhhhh!

anyway, its 2am here already.. goodnight. I jet lag ady.. buh byee~~

love ya ppl! =DDD

ps: i bet M'sia is not that HOT anymore cause I'm gone. hahaXD OR it's still the same? cause my hotness so strong until you guys STILL can feel it.. hahahaXD

This is the sound of a broken heart,

There's only one reason why we're apart.

I just,

need someone.

what am I gonna do with that heart shaped plastic sticked to a long white stick?
It seems to be like something for me to stab right through my heart.

See, Speak, Hear NO EVIL!

but tonight baby you got me sad and blue,

It's 1.46am.

I hope I didnt stay for another day. I wished I was gone one day ago. Then none of this would happen. All these doubts wont be coming into my head.

Anonymous says:
u don kno wan meh?

.: :)(L)S@NDR@(L):):. --> Just dun feel like it. says:
dun know what?

.: :)(L)S@NDR@(L):):. --> Just dun feel like it. says:
what about it?

You have just sent a nudge.
Anonymous says:
don kno

Anonymous says:
maybe larh

Anonymous says:
but the points is..........


.: :)(L)S@NDR@(L):):. --> Just dun feel like it. says:
?

Anonymous says:
u go wit him........

Anonymous says:
then mmg god bless u..





What does this person is trying to mean? the whole conversation haunts me.

So many things was said today. So many people. So many words. So many questions. My head is gonna BURST! ='( I feel like crying =(((

see no evil;

speak no evil;

Hear no evil.

wish we could switch up the roles.

Bye Babiesss! =(

haizzz.. My last post in M'sia before I got to Australia.

well, Sydney to Brisbane to Sydney.. (>.<)

it's 1am right now, I have to wake up at 5 something and go to sentral, take a train and reach the airport by 7am. My flight at 9am. it's just another 4 hours, then i have to get ready and in 8 hours, I will need to sit in the airplane, waving goodbye to you all in my very own heart.

=(

20 days ppl.. u better misss mee.. cause i will MISS EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU LIKE CRAZYYY!!!! (>.<)

=(

to my darling,
sorry for the prank, I just wanted you to be surprised and happy. I know it makes you feel like a fool. I didnt mean to. I love you.

to puiyi,
thanks for everything. All you said, had cheered me up. At least, a little =) love you so much

to emily,
thanks for your super hypernessss that made me go =.= the WHOLE TIME. but u made me laugh too =) good luck for youknowwhat. =) i'm sorry i'm not gonna be there for you. WILL MISS YOU THE MOSTTTT *as you said*

to siewjin, sheau hwa, Low, pinky, ade, puiyi
I'm so sorry i cant join you all in sheau hwa's house. I love you guys so much. I'm really gonna miss you guys a lot. *sigh* i need hugs from all of you =(

to siewjin,
hey bao bei... didnt really get to communicate with you these days.. dun be so fat ya? dun eat so much.. i love you soooo muchh.. *hugsssss*

to sheauhwa,
*HUGSSSSS FOR ONE FULL MINUTE* you are my only one minute hug partner =D i dun care if ppl call us lesbian.. I just love you and I am sorry i cant go to ur house.. I still love you =DDD

to Low,
oi oi! =DDDD lowwwww!!! love you sooo muchieeeeeee!!!! dun be a cow when i see you the next time! control ur eating! hahahahXD *huggiessssssss*

to pinky,
thanks for the last minute call.. i just love you that you actually care to call.. =D and with your blur face and my busy hands, yes it was difficult to find a topic to talk about.. but its just the thought that counts.. i love you! *hugsssss*

to flammable family: hao cherng gor, flammable mama and papa who are weigin and xinyi, keanloong gor..
stay hot man! I love all of you. Dont grow fatter.. it goes to ALL OF YOU.. hahaXD hao cherng! stay HAWTTTT and crazy and hyper! and crappishhh =DDDDD

to gracieeeee,
thanks for reminding me to take this and that.. hahaXD love ya!

to bao yu zai and NTS,
thanks bao yu zai for talking things that is so negative to me =.= which made me double depressed.. . .. but then, i appreciate that you are actually on my side =) and tien soong, i'll try to get what you want.. woodwind pizza and texas BBQ =D

to yuenping and zunzen,
*HUGSSSSSSSS* yuenping, sorry i cant talk to you in msn just now, busy packing. I'm sorry.. I love you =) and zunzen, have fun in singapore =DDD

to Jarrett, Niren, Melvin, Vyvyan, Thinesh and Li Lok,
eventhought my cookies suck, eventhough niren hopes my plane crashes, I still love all of you. I know you guys dont mean it and i know you guys love me very much. I do, too =) *hugs*

to Val,
oi! Hyena! fat la you!!! no one to laugh crazily with you during Mr Roy.. AWWWW!!! hahahahaXD love ya anyway! love ya SEXEH BUTT!!!

to Niro,
thanks babe for sending expired cookies to my darling.., ahhahaXD and you know what la.. dun forget arh! *wink wink*

to ade,
thanks for the keychains! they are lovely.., and it's so meaningful to both of US =D

to weixing,
your ADVICE IS ALLLLLLL VERY appreciateddddd.. u just understand what the roundabout i'm actually trying to mean.. thanks loads! thanks for being there for me allll the time =)*hugssssss*

to Gaik xuang,
thanks for the wishes.. love ya! =DDDDD

and to the otherssss.. who are close to me like Derek, tze keat, vivian ( i didnt get to talk to you), xiau wei, grandpapa junbin, CHU TAT TSUN, Derrick (thanks for the broshures!), jialun, chengken, sally, dil, andreana, pei wern , dana, Miow, boontek, kahwai, joeh meng, jia jun, ah dex aa, JESSSSSYYYY!!!!! and OTHERSSS..

I WILL MISS ALLLLL OFFF YOUUU!!! each and every single soul of you!!!!!!! HEAR THAT?! i mean, SEE THAT!!!??

and to Yi zen, Yeh Loo, Louisa, Vanessa, Jason, GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR FUNDAMENTAL EXAM! i'm sorry i cant take with you all (>.<) dammit... now i'm left behind =(

and to all st.john members who are taking Re-BFA, good luck.. =DDD

and to the st. john members who are going for CLDS, good luck waking up in the middle of the night and doing many many pushups too.. =D

BYE PEOPLE!
BYE MALAYSIA!

hope i will come back in ONE BIG PIECE! hahaXD love ya ppl lotsssssieeee! =DDDDDD

Tagged by Chee Enn =D

Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answer, enter yours, and tag twenty people. Use the first letter of you name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real... nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers, you cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/ girl name question.

1. What is you name : Sandra Babeh!
2. A four Letter Word : Suck
3. A boy's Name : Sandra's Guy ;)
4. A girl's Name : Sheau Hwa
5. An occupation : S..s..shopkeeper =D
6. A color : hmm.. what colour.. sucky green =D
7. Something you'll wear : Sweater / Socks
8. A food : Sardin! =D
9. A place : Switzerland, my husband's favourite place =D
10. A reason for being late : Sucky roads!
11. Something you'd shout : S... SHIT laaaaa!!!!
12. A movie title : Shopaholic! =D
13. Something you drink : soyabean! =D
14. A musical group : S..S...S.. idunnola...
15. An animal : Snake
16. A street name : SS 13/1?? hahaXD
17. A type of car : S 320, Merz =D
18. The title of a song : Someone's watching over you =)/ So Yesterday =D

PeoPle who are tagged !
1) zkang
2) Derek
3) Yuenping
4) ZunZen
5) Niren
6) Bao Yu Zai
7) Ng Tien Soong
8) val
9) weixing
10) boon tek =D

You take me the way I am.

If you were falling, then I would catch you.
You need a light, I'd find a match.

Cause I love the way you say good morning.
And you take me the way I am.

If you are chilly, here take my sweater.
Your head is aching, I'll make it better.

Cause I love the way you call me baby.
And you take me the way I am.

I'd buy you Rogaine when you start losing all your hair.
Sew on patches to all you tear.

Cause I love you more than I could ever promise.
And you take me the way I am.
You take me the way I am.
You take me the way I am.

Credits to Emily Ho =D

Belum pack lagi laaaaa~ (>.<)

I'm going to Australia soon.
Real soon.

But I have not pack a single thing.

I'm serious.

Firstly, there so much things to pack till I dont know where to start.
Secondly, there's too many things to pack till I know to dont know where to start.
Thirdly, there's a lot of things to put into the luggage until I not sure where to start.
Fourthly, there's kinda not too little stuff to stuff into the bag which I'm bringing to australia..
Fifthly, CUT THE CRAP!

well, I spent the whole day in Subang with my relatives and stuffff.. so yeah.. did my hairrrr .. straighten it for fun only laa.. okayy.. these are some photosss..

look damn blur rightt? hahahahXD
she keep fake laughing cause i was laughing at her.. and it was darn funny.. cause she was trying to immitate my SUPER LOUD LAUGH! hahahahXD
pose la pose la~~! hahahXD
baby emileh! =D
she was watching the cartoon until so INTO ittt.. hahahXD
she was playing with her toys.. and i was. . .. . .
watching THIS! quite fun! hahahahXD
big dog! hahahahhahXD
;PPPPPP
smileeeeee!
gahahahahaha!
my mom talking baby language! damn funny man! hahahahXD she was hyper-er than me.. my aunt was like shaking her head ady.. hahahaXD then she said, "look at your mother.." hahahaXD
hahahaXD she was like looking at my mom doing stupid thingss.. so funny!
ammmmmmmm! =D yummeh!
high five, babeh!
waaaa~~ I'm so saddddd... i forgot why.. then i was like, manja-ing with the baby.. and she was so cuteee.. she was like.. trying to comfort me.. hahaXD
she looked so blurrr.. hahaXD

blek!
my aunt's new house, which is opposite her old house.. hahaXD

went back, sleeep and then had piano till about 8.30pm.. then, went for dinner somewhere on earth.. hahaXD alex, my parents and I were like talking and laughing over super lame stuff can die.. hahahhahaXDDD

we were talking about my bro who is taking Ph.D.. and currently a manager now.. but still studying.. and he's only freaking 23 years old.. my parents were like so happy... then keep asking us to study until Ph.D also.. alex and I were like =.=" my mom was like,

"whoahh~ my eldest son take Ph.D, my second son take master, my daughter become doctor.. so good..."

i gave her THIS LOOK, =.=" and said, "doctor?? tell that to your fourth child.. in your dreams.." hahahahXD

okayy.. gtg.. spent lots of time crapping with emily, puiyi and zkang in one conver.. hahahaXD buh byeee =DDDDD

love ya ppl! muackkssss!

and thanks, dear Yi Zen for your wishes =DDDD GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR FUNDAMENTAL EXAM!!! =DD

Just, shattered.

If I had nothing, would you want me to stay?

As I read your message, I really can't take it anymore. I just, somehow, just broke down when I read that message..

I know how you feel..
I really do know..

That two words simply shattered my heart into pieces.
It's so heartbroken knowing that you will be unhappy.

Ouch.

It's the first time I seriously feel like that about you.
We just have to be strong okay?

Sometimes love comes around~
And it knocks you down
Just get back up!

I love you.

Always and forever <3

Love,
Sandra,
xoxo

Apology accepted.

I gave it all up~
I'm takin back my loveeee~

I'm happy to see everyone's blog happy. =)

I'm happy that Zui Khai apologised upon wetting my WHOLE BODY IN AND OUT! and HE'S WHOLE BODY.. since you want to do it straight forward, I'll do it too =) well, at first, yesterday, I was seriously damn pissed.. like, "wth?? what kind of attitude was that?"

i was actually boiling.. but then, after reading your blog, and you REALISED that you were too much.. ah! whatever.. I dun like hating ppl.. and i DONT hate you okayh.. i just dont like it, that's all.

oh, one more thing, i wasnt really pissed BECAUSE of the chinese society thing as I AM NOT ANYTHING related to that society.. what i meant was your acts that time.. and the times when i ask you to button up or something in school.. . and i cant believe that time you were laughing so loud through my face in front of the juniors.. if you dun realise, I have face too okayh.. you do like that in front of the juniors, do you think they will respect me next time?

and also, throughout the whole camp, when i guess, you were TOOO hyper that you dont know what was on your mind thinking when you do stuff that makes people mad.. that time, I seriously do think that you were acting in doing all those make-ppl-mad stuff.. that's why, if you realise, everytime you do something stupid, I will just keep staring at you from far.. in fact, the whole time, I've been staring at you for so many times.. it's just that you didnt notice it..

pls larr.. just be yourself can or not? I believe someone as old as you has brains to think.. no brains, as you say, also got ass to think righttt??? I seriously think that u are not what you are NOW..

I never hate ppl. Hate is a strong word, ya noe? and I dun like to keep unhappy things in my head. So, you already apologised, and it everything is perfectly fine with me and I'm cool with it. I'm not that type of person who will hold grudges till the end of my life.

and and and, i LEARN CHINESE OKAYH! i understand it.. I go for tuition okayh! it's just that you all punya chinese were so !@#)(*&^%$#@ until I barely understand.. hahaXD but i actually know what the roundabout you guys mean.. just that, those proverbs or got isi tersirat things, I would be like, "what you talking about again??" =P

and ANOTHER one more thing, I'm proud to have my name in your title post =D hahaXD

ANDDDD, one more ANOTHER thing, I'm sorry too if I did something you dont like all these while, I was just playing around especially at the REALLY beginning of the year.. and also cause of the one day camp post, sorry cause I was seriously VERY angry at that time..

*peace*

*******************************************

so, I slept really early yesterday.. actually, no lor.. I slept at 10 something.. but its counted quite early.. i slept after doing the post before this.. and then woke up at about 9 something, almost 10am.. and my whole family went to have dim sum in some restaurant..

it was yummeh! and I was laughing all the way with my dad..

dad: so, go back? alex, got exam tomorrow?
alex: yeah..
dad: let's go then..

*gets up from table, walks out, it was darn sunny*

me: yeah yeah~~ i got no more exam.. tan sai gai~~=DDDD *walks out*
dad: what tan sai gai?? go back and mop and swipe the floor.. wash the car, bathe the dog, clean the whole house..wash clothes.. iron clothes..
me: WALAO! why must I DO?? dun wan! after exam.. its MY TIME! muahaha!

*walks out*
me: OHMYGOD!!!!! so sunnyyyy!!! dad!! faster take an umbrella and shelter me!
dad: =.="
me: FASTERRR!! u run to the car then come back and shelter me!!!
dad: u walk behind me larr..
me: how cannnnn!!! i'm so much bigger size than you..
dad: then you walk behind your mother..
me: HAHAHAHA! you say this kind of thing, you dun wan to sleep tonight arh?!
dad: aiyahhhh.. now only morning.. by the time, night time, she already forget about it larrr... concussion maa... say things also must see the right timing or not wannn...
me: hahahahahahhahahahXDDD

concussion cause my mom always forget to do something, then she blame the case where last timeeee.. very longgg time ago.. the maid mopped the floor and it was wet, so that time, she fell down and hit her head on the edge of the wall and she was kinda.. memory lost.. i wasnt born yet that time.. hahaXD one more thing, and because my mom was walking at the back of us with my auntie, she didnt hear the conver... if not.. ahahahahahaXDD

as what pigs do, I did the same.. After breakfast, I went straight up to my room, lie down on my bed... browse through all the pictures I took yesterday.. and eventually... . .. .*snores*

hahaXD woke up at 12.52pm, wanted to do my piano homework, moved one muscle and felt tired again, so *snores* and then when my dad woke me up, it was already 1.53pm.. die shit man!

faster did my piano homework.. in 5 minutes, done it already.. hahaXD then, went for music class at 2.09pm.. was a BIT lateee.. but then, i guess they just started.. =) cause only Vanessa started singing =D

came back around 3 something.. and then saw my mom sorting out luggages and I was like, *sigh* australia.. I havent start packing yett.. went back to my room.. and i find that my room is ACTUALLY VERY MESSSSSYYY.. especially during the exam period.. it was a total mess that if my grandmother sees it, she would nag me BEYOND 24 hours a day.. hahaXD

and the fact that, she is ACTUALLY coming to stay overnight tonight.. so, I was tidying my SUPER MESSY ROOM.. and i am SO proud that i tidied it for 2 hours non-stop.. berkat kerja keras saya, bilik saya sudah sangat kemas =D

but then, i realised, my worst problem in tidying my room was, I SERIOUSLY dont know where to put allllll my bagssss.. i realised i ACTUALLY have many many bagss.. shit man.. without the bags, my room would look SUPER tidy.. but now, I seriously dunno where to put all of it.. (>.<)

okayy.. chao chao peeps! =DD love ya ppl! =DD

and to SOMEONE, I'll kill you if you say you're fat again.