Less than slash three.

I see the picture, its written all over your face.

Tell me, what's the secret that u've been hiding?

I should've seen it coming,

I should've read the signs.



Anyway, I guess its over.

An awkwardness that lies within our friendship.

peace ^^

Cheers ^D^

Strong bonds...

What happened to those?

I admit I miss the times.. but what can we do about it?

Amphibians.

imma so hyperrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! Diagnostic is finally overrrr! but there's more exams to come T.T kill me.

i've been crapping the whole day.. talk talk talk talk non stop until everyone also like dun wanna talk to me ady.. dun wanna entertain me =( then then then i started telling lame jokes.. and there will be an awkward silence... but i'll be laughing all the way by myself.. i damn syok sendiri lo.. but ahahha.. its okay =P

and and and also, i'm like disturbing everyone.. especially the juniors... this particular junior.. he damn short and cute lo.. then i ask him why is he so short. he was was like.. cause i fell down last time.. then another junior came.. then i ask the same question.. he said, "cause its not my time to grow yet.."

and i was like acting damn weird.... . .. to them.. so this boy was like asking me.. what are you?

i said, "amphibian =P"

hahahahaXD

during st johns, tabitha and i were teaching the recruits.. damn funny weyhhhhhh... tabitha was like talk talk talk so fast, also dunno if the recruits absorb what she say or not.. then the boy was like, "you're such a weird amphibian.."

HAHAHAHAHXD i tell you, i really act damn stupid in front of the boy.., ahahhahaXD anyway.. lazy to blog! imma hungry...! i'm missing Ice Room!!!!! such a nice place to eat in.. me wan moreeeeeeee!

anyway, buh bye!

ps: I love mwah friends =D

Shawty!

chunhong says:
Sandra Cheah Why cant guys be a little less dumb?.

Sandra says:
hahah

chunhong says:
then

chunhong says:
what are girls?

Sandra says:
smart

chunhong says:
lagi dumb, because they like guys

Sandra says:
=.=

Sandra says:
dun let me freaking slap you

chunhong says:
true what. -.-

Sandra says:
then like that

Sandra says:
if girls are lagi dumb for loving dumb guys, then what are guys?

Sandra says:
LAGI LAGI DUMB right? because they love girls who are dumb enough to like dumb guys

chunhong says:
thats why

chunhong says:
god wants them together <3

chunhong says:
peace.

chunhong says:
*sunglasses smiley*

Sandra says:
i feell like slapping you

Sandra says:
=.=

chunhong says:
..

Hawttttieeesss =P

You are the thunder and I'm the lightning =)

I feeel good eventhough i dun feel good (>.<) okay, maybe, i should put it this way.. I feel good mentally but not physically.. okay okay? =D

okay.

=.=

ANYWAYYYYY, these days, many things happenedddd... most of it are unhappy thingssss... =( which leads to sadness.. OBVIOUSLLYYYY.. buttt.. i guesssss my darlinggg is righttt...

"After every storm, there'll be a rainbow.." =D

oh! and imma seeing the rainbow nowwww!! wan me to shoowwwww youuuu? hahahahaXD aiyaaa! malas lah, aku nak ambil thumbdrive and slowly uploadddd.. ok ok..

instead.. let me upload about some hawtttttttttttttt guys picturessss.. u know what? I REALLLY FIND THEM HOT YOU KNOW!

okay, guysss.. dont be jealous because you dont look like them =X God already give you eyes, nose, mouth, ears, hands, and legs.. and a heart.. so dont complain so much =X oh! and He gave you lungs, 12 pairs of ribss.. and 33 vertebrae.. kidney, intestines, stomach, gall bladder, duodenum, bile, and anus! hahahahaXD and ofc, your reproduction organs =X


okay.. ENOUGH! this is getting.. too biologic.. X.X

everyone knows who is he.. if you dunno, take a knife and stab urself.. the famous Taylor Lautner who is shorter than Taylor Swift.. =X oh well, dont you think he's hot? but but.. he's still not my type of hot.. but still counted hot... ahahahahXD

okayy.. THIS! is realllll cute =P my all time favourite Jesse Mccartney =P

and and this guy! i think he looks a little mature here.. but wait he skates on ice! THEN, you'll fainttt... =P cause cause, it might take your breath away *faintsssss* hehe.. Matt Lanter =P

and you know, you know! the golfer... Noh Seung-Yul.. is also like damn cuteee.. the one who won the Maybank Golf Competition thingyyy.. dun wanna post his pictures up.. cause it doesnt look niceee.. when u watch the golf thingyy.. omggg.. he's so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! =D cause cause that day, my dad and I were like fighting for the tv.. my dad wanted to watch golf.. so fineee.. being a really faithful daughter, i let him watch.. THEN! i spot Nohhhh! omggg.. i was like watching golf for 2 hours.. not looking at the ball but him =P hahaXD

anywayyy, enough of crap! i wanna have my lunch! so, byeee! =D

Where are you?

It's been a long time since I opened my blogsite.

Staring at my header reminds me a lot of good memories. I remember crying when I was browsing through the old pictures in my camera yesterday.

Funny.

Funny, i thought.

How could things change just in a blink of an eye..
So that's what people meant by saying, "things change" ?

But what if I dont want it to change?
What if I wanna stay like how things use to be?
What if I say I want those sleepovers back?
What if I say I missed those times when all of us chat about everything till we fall asleep?

Is it THAT impossible?

Sometimes I wonder what's the cause.
I wonder, why could friendships like this can break easily..
I wonder,

JUST WONDER,

what happened to all of us?

Does time really change things?

I thought Friends were Forever?

Reading my past post makes me cry.
Reading my old messages makes me cry.
Looking at those old pictures makes me cry.

Why must it be the past and old?
I want it to be the present!

why........... .. . .. *sigh*

Why is things changing so quickly? I'm not ready for this.

I. AM. NOT. READY!

I remember one of you said that,
"I feel so sad you know like as though you are going and not coming back.. who am I going to cry to! :( "

Now, I'm right here.

Where are you?




*sigh*

I just wanna be,

happy.

When I say "Tiger", You say "rawr!" Tiger RAWR! Tiger RAWR!

*hits mic* helllo hello???

my blog is reviveddddddd! =DDDD i dun think so. T.T okay, i dont really update my blog so much now cause like, facebook says it all. HAHAXD and also, cause im freaking bussseehhhh! so sorrehhhh!

this past two months, I've been through so mannnyyyy thingsssss... exams la, chinese new year laaa, sports house practice laaa, sports day laaa, and our most recent KELAS TAMBAHAN... T.T and oh em geeeeeeeeee... i cant believe sports day is overr... its like the BEST SPORTS DAY EVERRRR MANNNNN!!!!! Got like 2 medals.. oklaaa.. good enough for a fat person to run 400m =X

plus plus, i get to get dresseddddddddd like an indian.. go facebook seee the picssss! malas to post up!

I really had fun with my kawad memberssss.. who are soooo freaking cuteee.. i call them my KIDS! hahahahXD andddddd, i'm so proud that Cooke house actually won hiasan khemah and kawad too! We really put in A LOT OF effortttttt!!! came to school like 5am to decorate the tentssss... and the previous day, some students and teacher stayed till 12am to finish the decoration.. love them for that! =D

hmmmmmmm.. .. . . . Diagnostic is like around the cornerrrrrrr~ and im like freaking scared.. T.T i think. Oh well.. My life is still not that bad YET =D

Chinese New year was fun. I THINK. Visited like lotsa relatives and friend's open house.. andddd, had my own open house tooo! It was like super duper fun. Or at least, I THINK IT WAS! =DDDDDD

Today, we had our koko activitiessss... St. Johnss.. freaking funny laaa.. the membersss.. is like.. keep laughing during kawad.. and they made me laugh.. i was like so grrrrrr... .. . . .. and i was like,"YOU LAUGH ONE MORE TIME, DOWN 30!" and one of the juniors slapped himself to stop laughing.. then ADELINE STARTED LAUGHING... like WTH? ahhahaXD

so, all of them also kena la... 30 pumpings.. hahahaXD cause of THEM, i lost my concentration.. the original command was, "Orang yang paling kanan sekali diam, nombor ganjil pusing ke kanan, nombor genap, pusing ke kiri, kanan dan kiri, pusing!"

BUT, i said like 5 freaking times only got the right command.. stupiddd ppl laa.. made me laugh.. the first time, i forgot to say the first line.. the second time, i said, "orang yang paling kanan sekali diam, nombor ganjil, pusing ke kanan, nombor kiri, pusing ke kiri.. . . .. "

like WTH?! and karman, adeline, kahwai who stand beside me keep laughing.. and ONG CHENG KUAN lagiiii laaaa... keep laughing non stop for NO APPARENT REASONNNNN!!! =.= anywayyy, wadevaaaaa.. im so tiredddd la nowww... chaoz!!!!

When I say "hari", you say "mau", HARI-MAU! HARI-MAU!

Missed it so much =(

Dream Dream Dreammmmm~

Hmm, how do I start this?

Cooke house stuff is almost done. Cant wait till sports day to end.. there were many criticizes from all around the school about us and stuff but its okay. Life is full of challenges.

No matter what, I still love my form 1 juniors. They are the best thing that a sports house could have =) they are like so bloody cute AND annoying at the same time. But the matter is, they only like to annoy ME. I’ll show you their pictures one day =P

Next, would be saringan.

I’m proud of myself cause I’ve done my very best. I remember joining for both 400m and 800m, and Derek and chun hong were asking me to focus on 800m more cause 800m started first and cause I thought I would do better in 800m. They were like advising me non stop for the pass few days. And in the end, I didn’t get any position in it. Got like 6th over 15 ppl. >.<>

I dint even realise Alex went to Melaka for two days already =X what a good sister am I =P

I need to attend my cousin’s birthday party later la.. its those kiddy ones, u get what I mean? Chinese New Year’s comingggggg, valentine’s is also cominggggggggg, but there’s like so much things to do. Haven’t pack my room yet, or decorate my house. DIE LA. You know what? I’m feeling very disappointed larhhh, I want my sequin hat that I saw in Cotton On but its like, finish stock. Feeling damn sad. Should have bought it rightttttt?

My dad says I walk like a Gorilla. Well THAT’S CAUSE I WAS WEARING HIGH HEELS WALKING FOR HOURS IN PAVILION AND MY FOOT FREAKING HURTS! T.T I’m feeling damn tired larh.. and I remember on Friday, I cant even walk properly, my backbone and ribcage was hurting me like, SO BADLY, I spend the like more than 3 hours in the sickbay. The funniest thing was, there was only 5 hours in school. I didn’t even attend any class >.< paralysed ="X">

SADLY, no one came to “visit” me in the sickbay. *hinting Adeline, puiyi, low, Emily and OTHERS* damn sad okayh. And Adeline and Low didn’t even care to take me to the sickbay when I told them to help me to get to the sickbay. Apparently, homework was more important. Honestly, I felt damn pissed at that time. Imagine, my backbone and ribcage was hurting me till I can cry, and all they said was, “but I still got so much homework to do lehhh.. ask other ppl to bring you down la…”

Ouch. My heart hurts more than anything at that time. And I began to wonder stupid thoughts like they have transform into some Alpha freak.

Hmm.. And so, I was wondering in the sickbay myself if they would ever cry if something happen to me or they would say, “oh, something happen to Sandra? Aiyaa.., wait la.. let me do my homework first..” I mean, if you say its some other friends, I accept la. But if you say both of my BEST FRIENDS . .. .. I have nothing to say other than being disappointed. But oh well, you know Sandra.. she wont menyimpan dendam.. I shall just let it go >.<

Yesterday’s saringan was great! Eventhough not many cooke house members made it.. but I had fun watching the high jump =D

And the stupidest part was during lontar peluru event, encik fauzan was there.. then he was like,

Teacher: Siewjin, mari sini *serious face *
Siewjin: * walks to teacher*
Teacher: Sally, mari sini *super serious face *
Sally: * walks to teacher*
Me: *I thought it was some rumah sukan thing.. so I tried to eavesdrop what is he gonna say *
Teacher: Kamu berdua *which were siewjin and sally*, jangan dekati Sandra.

WTH?! Everyone was laughinggggg! Stewpikkkkk laaaaaaaaaaaa…. AhahahhahaXD and omggggg, cause Izeri who was the captain for Green house keep peeking on the marks, WHICH WASN’T ALLOWED.. then Encik fauzan was like singing some song, nehh.. the one which goes. “dreammm dream dreammm, Whenever I want you, all I have to do is dreammmmmmmmmm~~~~” and changed the lyrics to, “greeeeen, greeeeeen, greeeeeeeen, kamu jangan nakalllll…” and cause Green house won first and second in lontar.. so dil added, “all I have to do is go greeeeeennnnnnnnnn~~~”

I know, it was lame.

But I tell youuuuuuuuuu, IT WAS STUCK IN OUR HEADS FOR LIKE SO FREAKING LONG, thanks to DILHANY JAYAWARDENA… ahahhahahaXD

Hahaha.. I wanna go for breakfast la, buh bye! =)

14 year old girl challenges SANDRA!

Sandra says:
so u know who issit?

Dana. says:
yeah

Dana. says:
his school wan

Sandra says:
wowwwwwwwwwwwww

Sandra says:
haha

Dana. says:
syhhhh

Sandra says:
i seeee

Sandra says:
i know earlier than all of u la

Sandra says:
=.=

Sandra says:
haha

Dana. says:
???

Dana. says:
what the hell??

Sandra says:
=p

Sandra says:
hehe

Dana. says:
and you ask me

Dana. says:
...

Dana. says:
-.-"

Sandra says:
i wanna see how u know only ma

Sandra says:
=P

Sandra says:
and how much YOU knowww

Sandra says:
=P

Dana. says:
i read his book la

Dana. says:
very romantic

Sandra says:
WOW!

Sandra says:
HE ALLOW?!

Sandra says:
OMGGGGG

Sandra says:
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA

Dana. says:
yesterday he call

Dana. says:
you can't get through him right??

Sandra says:
mmhm

Dana. says:
30 mins+

Sandra says:
yeahhhh

Dana. says:
so you know

Dana. says:
no la

Sandra says:
u READ ARH!?

Dana. says:
my mum ramapas his book

Sandra says:
hahahaha

Dana. says:
then i read la

Sandra says:
tell meee inside got wad?

Dana. says:
love letters

Sandra says:
whoahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Dana. says:
their so called romantic realtionship

Sandra says:
HAHAHAHAH

Dana. says:
seee

Dana. says:
i

Dana. says:
m not like him

Sandra says:
haha

Dana. says:
true or not??

Sandra says:
wad true or not?

Dana. says:
i'm not like him right???

Sandra says:
yeah... ure not like him

Dana. says:
so different

Sandra says:
not YET

Dana. says:
??

Dana. says:
what not yet

Sandra says:
haha

Dana. says:
wat's so interesting bout guys huh??

Dana. says:
just a pain in the ass la

Dana. says:
come on

Dana. says:
see reality

Sandra says:
one day, when u grow up, u'll understand

Dana. says:
bullshit

Dana. says:
mind the language

Sandra says:
haha

Dana. says:
that's MY opinion la

Dana. says:
so stupiddd

Dana. says:
why??

Dana. says:
you finding guys oso huh??

Dana. says:
come i introduce you one

Dana. says:
want or not?/

Sandra says:
who?

Sandra says:
brandon?

Dana. says:
some extremely handsome guy

Sandra says:
okai!

Dana. says:
...

Sandra says:
hahahah

Dana. says:
my test really work out

Dana. says:
gile lelaki

Dana. says:
status

Dana. says:
gile lelaki

Dana. says:
desperado

Sandra says:
harh?

Sandra says:
wad test

Dana. says:
okay la

Dana. says:
i got your results ady

Dana. says:
your result is....

Dana. says:
gile lelaki

Sandra says:
=.=

Dana. says:
go find the form 5 there la

Dana. says:
got so many guys

Sandra says:
ewh

Sandra says:
no

Sandra says:
so ugly all

Sandra says:
ahhaa

Dana. says:
ugly guys huh??

Dana. says:
erm

Sandra says:
uhuh

Dana. says:
another result

Dana. says:
perfectionist

Sandra says:
not really laaaa

Sandra says:
ur bro's friends also not bad maybe

Sandra says:
=P

Sandra says:
haha

Dana. says:
...

Dana. says:
zk ar??

Sandra says:
so what result?

Sandra says:
zk ur head

Sandra says:
=.=

Dana. says:
...

Sandra says:
wad to do with HIM?

Dana. says:
dunno

Dana. says:
i dun even know what

Dana. says:
is

Dana. says:
the meaning

Dana. says:
of

Dana. says:
DATE

Dana. says:
okay??

Dana. says:
-.-"

Sandra says:
date = tarikh!

Sandra says:
=D

Dana. says:
thx

Sandra says:
welcome

Dana. says:
...

Dana. says:
desperado

Sandra says:
ME?!

Dana. says:
yeah

Sandra says:
=.=

Dana. says:
status:

Sandra says:
u're gonna get from me

Dana. says:
desperate for a guy

Dana. says:
wahhhhhh

Dana. says:
\o.0

Dana. says:
SMS

Dana. says:
SMS

Dana. says:
SAVE MY SOUL!!!

Dana. says:
#$%^&*

Sandra says:
i am NOT desperate for guys

Sandra says:
=.=

Sandra says:
SO NOT

Dana. says:
then?

Sandra says:
guys are desperate for ME

Sandra says:
=P

Dana. says:
everytime your facebook

Dana. says:
sure love stuff oneeee

Sandra says:
WHERE GOT

Sandra says:
=.=

Dana. says:
imma spy

Sandra says:
spy ur head!

Dana. says:
what love here love there

Dana. says:
love is in the air laaa

Sandra says:
where got?

Sandra says:
SINCE WHEN?!

Sandra says:
EWH

Dana. says:
what where got??

Sandra says:
I NEVER SAY THAT

Dana. says:
i miss you

Sandra says:
u FIND for me to see!

Dana. says:
such things

Sandra says:
i miss you siewjin?

Dana. says:
err

Sandra says:
YEAH

Sandra says:
SURE

Dana. says:
...

Sandra says:
im SURE u know who's siewjin a.k.a your HEAD PREFECT RIGHT?

Sandra says:
=.=

Dana. says:
you dont think you are prefect you can errr

Dana. says:
bully me ar?

Sandra says:
WHAT?!

Sandra says:
WHAT?!

Sandra says:
bully ur head

Sandra says:
im NOT just gonna bully u

Sandra says:
im gonna spank you

Dana. says:
wat theee

Dana. says:
i go report guru disiplin

Dana. says:
kes buli

Sandra says:
im gonna spank you when i see you WHEN u're not in school

Dana. says:
wat kind of prefecct

Sandra says:
i am a perfect prefect!

Dana. says:
oh oka

Dana. says:
nvm

Dana. says:
i go complain oso

Sandra says:
=.=

Dana. says:
APA PUNYA PREFECT NI AR???

Dana. says:
ELECT BETUL SIKIT LA

Sandra says:
WALAOOOOOO

Dana. says:
SAKIT KEPALA PUNYA PREFECT

Sandra says:
im ONE OF THE BEST PREFECT OKAYH!

Dana. says:
BETUL2 MENTAL PROBLEM

Sandra says:
=.=

Sandra says:
mental ur head

Sandra says:
ehhh

Sandra says:
if i post this in facebook arh...

Dana. says:
POST LO

Sandra says:
i tell you, my juniors, a.k.a your seniors

Dana. says:
I DONT CXARE

Dana. says:
NANANNANANANANANANANA

Sandra says:
will come and spank you

Sandra says:
seriously

Dana. says:
AHAHAHAHAAH

Dana. says:
I DARE

Dana. says:
YOU

Dana. says:
POST

Dana. says:
THIS

Dana. says:
UP

Sandra says:
not gonna post

Dana. says:
PUT BLOG

Sandra says:
but im gonna tell my juniors

Sandra says:
=P

Sandra says:
i WILL PUT IN MY BLOG

Dana. says:
OH YEAH

Sandra says:
=P

Sandra says:
dun worrryyyyy

Dana. says:
PUT

Dana. says:
I WANNA SEE IT

Dana. says:
DONT PUT THEN DELETE I TELL YOUUUU

Dana. says:
lol

Sandra says:
I WONT DELETE

Dana. says:
apa punya prefect ni

Sandra says:
U WATCH OUTTTT

Dana. says:
eh

Sandra says:
im a very fair prefect okayh!

Dana. says:
got longkang in front of you

Sandra says:
=.=

Dana. says:
watch out le

Dana. says:
later jatuh

Sandra says:
u WATCH OUT DANA CHAN

Dana. says:
prefect yang buta

Sandra says:
im gonna sit on you till you suffocate

Dana. says:
wahaahhahahaha

Dana. says:
apa lu elect prefect

Dana. says:
prefect gangster punya

Sandra says:
WHICH PART OF ME LOOK LIKE A GANGSTER!

Sandra says:
im SO POLITE!

Dana. says:
you heart

Dana. says:
the inside of you

Dana. says:
seee

Dana. says:
i'm so smart

Dana. says:
=p

Sandra says:
=.=

Sandra says:
smart. .. .

Sandra says:
i SEEE

Dana. says:
put on the blog

Dana. says:
okay

Dana. says:
bye

Dana. says:
i gtg

Sandra says:
=.=

Sandra says:
bye

Dana. says:
perfect prefecttt

Dana. says:
byeeeeee

Dana. says:
=p

Dana. says:
i dare youuu

Dana. says:
bye

1000th post.

365 days;

It was all worth it ;)

What a sucky week. I think.

This is my 999th post >.<

okay, i shall continue my post from the last post.. cause it was kinda hanging..

okay.. so after attending prefect meeting, i and few others had to attend this klinik sukan.. WHERE the principal was teaching all of us including the teachers how to dance.. how awesome can that be to teach your addmaths or bio teacher to dance. Well, its DAMNNN awesoommmeee....! =D

then, we had this like, erm.. teach the teachers the rules of lompat tinggi and lontar peluru.. all of us, as in, the captains and vice captains for sports houses were having so much fun.. well, imagine Arjun dancing Pocho Pocho.. HAHAHAH... and he's like damn blurrrrr.. hahahaXD it was quite fun hanging out with the teachers.. when they are not in class, they are like just one of us.. i had so much fun with them.. its like you being the teacher, teaching them how to dance =D

after that, had tuition.. and kena tease by tun kai =.= had bio exam during tuition.. it was like SO DARN DIFFICULTTT.. the guy beside me, downloaded the stuff from internet i think.. he was like copying from his phone.. got picture of heart and stuff.. ahahahXD tabitha and i were like blur abit.. the best part was, i dint know there was an exam so i just flipped through the book like 5 mins before the exam.. ahhahahXD

AND ONE MORE THING, before tuition started.. . .erm. . .. okay, let me put it this way..

imagine a guy knock his thing on the edge of the table with a super high force. Ouch right?

now, imagine a girl does it. Eventhough its not gonna be as bad as the guy's, but still ouch right?

now, imagine ME.

DOUBLE OUCH. and all tabitha did was laughing her ass offfff.. i was like.. OMGGG.. seriously DAMN PAIN LIKE DUNNO WAD OKAYHHHHH!!!! T.T

yeah =.= continue laughing =.=

okay, lets see what happen on friday.. nothing much larh.. except i think i ran up and down for almost more than a thousand times.. >.< and i AM SERIOUSLY SERIOUS.

T.T

and one more, keanlooong's birthday celebration... it was damn funnyyy.. niron forgot to bring the candles so we decided to roll a paper.. and decorate it with red marker pen so it looks like a candle.. and we thought of burning it.. but, second thought, i think if we are not lucky, we might be burning the whole school down =X hahaXD

anyway, tharine told me to bring keanloong to the canteen ONLY at 10.05am.. I was like,

"keanloong.. i got something to tell you.. . . ."

kl: what?
me: come, follow me, its a secret.. dun tell anyone arh..
kl: uhuh.. =.= wad?
me: seriously u knowwww, i think u wont believe cause i'm smilinggg, but i'm telling you i'm just smiling cause i'm acting.. i'm actually very sad inside.. *with a super big smile cause i cant tahan lying to him*
kl: UHUH.. . .. . .. . . so..?
me: wait.. come teman me to bookshop. .. we talk.. as we walk..

*walksssss so longgg ady. .. .. *

kl: so what happened?
me: huh? what happened?
kl: the thing you wanted to tell me?
me: OH... yaa. .. . .. . . .erm . . .. . .. its a secret you know.. cannot tell anyone. .. .
kl: JUST TELL LA!
me: wait.. arh... buy.. boooksss.. =P

*spent Rm3.50 for no reason cause i wanted to waste his time T.T*

kl: so wad? can u tell me as we walk to canteen?
me: EHHHH.. CANNOT CANNOT CANNOTTT!!! if we go, then ppl will knowwwww... cannot go..
kl: okokokok.. so wad?
me: i fought with siewjinz. .. . . I saw her with a bunch of guys.. and they were very closeeee... and... . . . .yada yada yada.. * a super touching story, ask me if you wanna knowww*

BUT I WAS SMILING THE WHOLE WAY THROUGH.. and i was like, "u see like i'm smiling.. but actually i'm crying inside.. i'm like acting to be happy.. *turns around and burst into soundless laughter, turns back and try not to smile*

I was like praying so that time goes faster.. .cause i dun think i can tahan anymoreeee.. then when i brought him to the canteen.. everyone started sing the birthday song to him.. and he was like, "wait wait wait! sandra! what you said just now was true or not?"

"OBVIOUSLY NO!!!!" ahahhahahaXD everyone was like, "HOW CAN YOU FALL FOR IT, keanlooooongggg! hahahahahahaXD" pity himm.. awwww =)

after UBS meeting, i went around the school, class by class to give the form 1's cooke house member the kebenaran paper.. and there's this form 1 class i went into.. this little fat cute malay kid.. well.. it goes like this..

me: MAY I SEE ALL THE COOKE HOUSE MEMBERS PLS!

*4 students came to me*

kid: ME! ME! ME!!!!! I AM COOKE HOUSE MEMBERRR!!!
me: =.= right.
kid: SEE SEE SEE?! I JUST BOUGHT THE COOKE HOUSE SHIRT!! SEE SEEE! *jumps jumps*
me: =.= right. er, good. okay, you guys have to give this letter to your parents and get it sign and hand it back to me on monday okayh? and pls come for practice especially on Wednesday and Friday..
kid: i cannot come on wednesday and friday!!!
me: er.. why?
kid: because my grandmother is going to die on tat day and on friday i have to send my father to the airport.

*other kids' mouth hang wide open including mine*

me: that is not a very nice thing to say..
kid: no!!! i'm serious!!!
me: can she die another day?
kid: no.. she's will die on wednesday..
me: =.= ask her to die another day. I insist. =.= SO, ANYWAYYYY, just hand it back the form to me by monday.. it's very important, okay? come to my class at 5 Sc beta located at fourth floor.
kid: but i dun wanna go and find you.. i dun like exercisinggggg...
me: you SHOULD exercise.. *cause he's fatttt*
kid: NO, YOUUUU should exercise! LOOK AT YOU!!!! you're like a 700 pounds woman! OMGGG.. u REALLLLYYY should exercise.. *shakes head*

*everyone's jaw hang wide open including me while the other guys laugh*

me: well, its okay. You're gonna have a really hard time this year >.<

***

Honestly, I really had a hard time these days. Its like, everything is getting worse day by day.. I just failed my freaking fundamental exam by 2 freaking markssss.. do u know how frustrated is it? and knowing that i have to pay another 3 or 400 plus to retake? =(

and btw, my piano feees for this month is exactly, RM 1119.80 excluding Yamaha's monthly fees which is RM330..

my dad doesnt mind me retaking.. but tau larh sendiri.. its already so expensive.. but my dad was like, "what is another few hundred ringgit when your monthly fees can already reach thousand plus?"

=( but i still dun feel good EVENTHOUGH my whole class failed the first time too >.< *sighhhh*

i cried so much today..
=(

but thanks to Low.. she cheered me up a lot.. and told me that.. Life can give you a hundred reasons to cry but you can give life a thousand reasons to smile..

awwwww, appreciate her =) love her soooo much!

=D ---> ='(

okayyyyyyyyyyyyy.... . .. .

so.. . .. two days ago was sports house meeting.. and congratulations to Izeri, Arjun, Sally, Jainah and Gaik xuang for being the captain of the housessss and i'm also the vice captain for Cooke.. and i hope Sally and I can get everything done.. Right now, there's so much to do.. Only 2 weeks of sports practice.. like.. T.T oh em geeee......

and okay.. just skip that part larh.. erm, yesterday morning, after assembly, I was stuck on the ground floor because of some problems.. and I was facebooking in discipline room.. well, its not a good idea.. i mean, its not a thing you wanna do.. obviously its because the discipline teacher wanted to see my faceboooook... and stuff larh.. >.<

and I was like quite moody in the morning.. cause of some cannot be tell in public problems... ahahhahXD wait, not funny =.= then, i had PJ.. not really larh.. i brought pj clothes but teacher dint ask us to go for PJ cause its only the first day.. but the guys did.. and came back with sweattyyy smelleh shirts.. ahahahahXD

after recesss, we had our stjohn's meetinggggg... it was like damn funnnnnnehhh.. cause they did a case as an introduction to st john.. red liquid was everywhere at the scene.. ahahahXD and erm, the form 1 students are like damn tiny and one of them look like the kid in ROBINSONSSS.. u know the innocent kid with specs? ahahahhaXD

and like, I was joking around with the form 1's... i was like.. "you see, you join st johns, they will beat you up until you bleed like that until your bone come out.. then show to people how st john members will treat them.." hahahahaXD

i think they DID believe me partially.. ahahhahaXD everyone was like laughing when i said that.. thennnn, we haddd this kerja kursus moral talk.. and GOSHHHHHH... it was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO longggggg... my legs were like numb like dunno wad >.< maths ="P

after that, we had prefetorial board meeting.. it started at like 2.30pm.. and our teacher ended the talk at 2.10pm.. so.. puiyi and i kinda like walked SUPER FAST to 7 eleven to have our lunch.. and walk SUPER FAST back to school.. reached school at 2.30pm but teachers were nowhere in sight cause they had the islam thingy.. and

AND, i'm suddenly in a bad mood now and i dun think i can continue this should-be-happy post with tears..

=(

I will continue when i can =(

I want nobody, nobody but you.

The sun shines everyday, even after a heavy rain.

sweet sweet words keep falling out your mouth.

BOO YAAAAAAAAAAA!!! humansss haeeeeee-luuuuu~ =D

First day of school was exactly like this..

suffocated.


Yesterday, was the first day of school, it was seriously too much of a drama. I even cried yesteday night.. Cried till I fell asleep.. Damn sad caseee... I feel so.. =( and like.. nobody was there for me =(

ANYWAY... . .. First day of school, kena tembak by puiyi already, "WHOAH WHOAH WHOAH!!! FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL ALSO LATE!!!!" *everyone laughs*

=.=
right.

I'm gonna get you one day, fattttieeee! =P lagi pun, i was like, the emcee for the day.. I'm so glad I didnt do any mistake like the other time.. like what chengken was laughing about..

"Keluhuran PerBERLEMBAGAAN =.="

During negaraku, i wanted to burst out laughing already.. Cause.. I was like, looking at all the students, and I was trying to spot like the top 5 prefects.. i spot all 4.. but not Siewjin.. WHEREEEE could she beee? hahahaha

Rupa-rupanya, she was on top of the amphitheatre.. i had some crazy thought of her as a God, looking down at her humans she created.. DAMN FUNNY.. and i tell you, DAMN BERGAYA WEYHHH!!! ahhahahahaXD

but seriously, too much drama for the first day. Dont ask me. Longgggg story. Alpha, Beta. Alpha, Beta. Alpha..,

.. .. . . .. . . ..
.. . ..
... .. . .. .
. . . . .

BETA! ;D

u might not know what i'm talking about, but.. .. just, go with the flowww.. ahahahhXD

Damn myself, i was SOOO DAMN BLOODY EXTREMELY BORED!!! all the teachers were teaching except the teachers in my classsieeee? and like, gosh.. Arjun and I went wandering around the school, and finding teachers for no apparent reason?

hahaha.. arjun got tired and i went myselffff after that, i wanted to go find Niren and Jarrett they all but thennn.. Niren, same as Siewjin and Tharine were involved with the orientation thingyyy, so i was ALL BY MYSELF.. SOBBSSS.. what am i crapping?

OKAY, anyway, this was funny, I wanted to go find Dana.. then, when i stepped into the class, I think the students thought I'm gonna scold them for making so much noise or something, and all of them kept quiet and look at me with innocent eyes.. I was like, "whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat the.. .. . " AHHAHAHA.. i'm respected YO!!!! =D

A form 1 junior added me and facebook and chatted with me.. i was like,"errr. .. who are you?" Ahahaha.. and she saidddd.. ..

6:20pmVithyaa
i noe...can c that you're very strict.

u nvr smile in schul

hahah

I was like. .. er.. okay.. ahhahahhaXD

My first day of school was kinda crappy larh.. and damn sad case wan.. I felt so lonely.. awww.. ='( SOBSSSS... . okay, cut that crap =.=

anyway... TODAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY, which is OBVIOUSLY the SECOND DAY of schoool, i CANT BELIEVE i had SO MUCH FUN! and I laughed so hard THROUGHOUT THE DAYYY...

early morning also laugh so hard cause of the principle's speech.. damn funny la her.. =D love her man! but my feet hurt SOOOOO much because of the high heels =(

and then, during addmaths, LAUGH AGAINNNN, cause of Puan Jeyanthi.. made us laugh like crazy.. ahhahahahXD

during recessssss, spent time with my buddehhhhsss~ =D and had a fun time laughing with what sheau hwa told us about her class and what adeline told about ariff's new hostel or something like that.. ahhahaXD

during Maths, we had the perjumpaan persatuan.. vollehhhh ballieeee.. you CANT BELIEVE how much i laugheeddd.. its as if I've never laugh before in my entire life.. ahahhahXD POWER RANGERSSSS!!!! err.. the WHITE COLOUR WAN ARHHH.. ahhahahahahXD

and the stupid sheau hwa go vote me to become the AJK peralatan.. WHICH, its like the most difficult post.. need to make sure all the balllssss are collected after every meeting.. and puiyi was like, "lei gu dim chi gei ge boh sin larhhh.."

translated: you look after your own balls first larh..

i was like WTH... stupid man! LUCKILY, i didnt kena.. ahhahahXD during the introduction, I was like, "hi, i'm sandra cheah, and dont vote for me because we should give chances to the smaller ones.."

everyone kept quiet for a moment and teacher suddenly said," Kedua-dua pelajar lelaki lebih BESAR daripada kamu.."

what i meant was AGE, teacher.. not SIZE! ahahhahahXD

during english pulak, i laughed SOOOO HARD because of Miss Nina.. she RAWKSSS WEYH!!! =D Guchi guchi muchi muchi! =DDDDD she's DAMN FUNNYY... siewjin was like DAMN CRAPPY ALSOOO.. mostly, only me and siewjin.. i mean, SIEWJIN AND I were laughing... i think the other students were like DOT DOT DOT. ahahhahahaXD

after that, we had sejarah... Teacher wrote stuff on the board.. and she was like, " dalam topik ini ada tiga subtopik, kamu hanya perlu belajar yang ni, ni, dan ini.. *points on the board*"

and we listened attentively.. then, after that sentence, "okay.. kamu boleh kemas beg.." everyone was like HARH???? so fast?? hhahahahahhaXD

had lunch, came back. slept for 30 mins, and went for tuition with chengnam, keanloong and chun xian.. i tell you, NEVER IN MY LIFE I HAD ALMOST LAUGH NON STOP FOR ALMOST 2 HOURS WEYHHHH!!!!! cheng nam was like question mark question mark.. keanloong was laughing along with me the whole time.. and chun xian was just... . . .. .damn crapppish.. ahahahahhahaXD we were learning about the water wavessss.. and.. . . .keanloong drawing was like THIS~!

seeee? we are like some physician.... water wavessss.. with the antinodee.. and nodeee.. ahahahhahaXD I was looking at keanloong's drawing.. then he said, "dont loook so long, later you will laugh.." it took me some time.. to figure out what he was trying to say... LATER DID I KNOWWWW,

he meant THISSSS! and all of us started burst out laughing.. like WTHHHH!!! ahahhahahXD why must he join the node like that? ahahahhahaXD looks damn wrong!

and on the board, there was more of it, got larger and smaller, and we started laughing for NO APPARENT REASON.. and GOSH! keanloong! damn dirty minded larh YOU! ahahahhahaXD


inilah, keanloong =P yang tertidur.

terbalik.

AHHAHAHAHAHHAXD

I dont know how, but we laughed for 2 freaking hours non stop.. and chengnam will be like saying something out of kl and my topic.. so, kl and I will be like.. dot dot dot.. what? ahahhahahaXD

I forgot what happen.. but I was drinking water, like lots of it.. then i think keanloong was like, "guys suck what?" or something like that.. i forgot what he said already, and i spit out the water like SERIOUSLYYYYY.. until chengnam there already.. and the whole table was wet! AHHAHAHAHAHAHXD

ahhaha.. okay larh.. all i want to say is.. .. I just love school soooo much! and I definitely love the people around me =) and i still cant believe, I SERIOUSLY laughed the whole day.. my jaw hurts now.. ahahahXD

Adios! Form 4!

raindrops falling on my head. Does the backgroud look familiar? yeah. School's skylite.

School's starting. Form 5's starting. Spm is coming. Stress is pouring. Teachers' complaining. Parents' scolding. Brothers? TORTURING.


you know, i realise I'm like the three kiwi fruit on top. It's like sometimes, I feel I'm TOO serious.. hahaXD i mean, in school larh, ofc. I feel sometimes i'm too strict. I mean, excluded the times when I'm in class larh.. hahaXD cause i'm like the third kiwi fruit if I'm in class.

puiyi is my good prefect or stjohn partner. Both of us can scare juniors like some phantom of the SBU. hahahaXD lame. yeah, i know i know. Both of us always laugh about it.. =D

Gah! We'll be form 5 soon. In like one more freaking day? *sigh sigh*

I miss these ppl... mwah girlfriendsssss =(

and sheau hwa too! =(

amount of times I go out with those peeps?

sj- one time. CAN YOU LIKE BBQ BELIEVE IT?! ONLY ONE!

viv- none. ALWAYS BUSY! =.=

emily and zk- uncountable. SO MANY TIMES. almost EVERYTIME. =.= hhahahaXD

Low and ade- one.. eh.. nono.. with ade, is two. ahhahhhahaXD

sh- ONE.

puiyi- er.... NONE?! OMG! AH SUMMM!!! CAN U BELIEVE IT?! NONE?! omggg.. T.T missing you like crazy! EH! wait! got larh!! once.. in klcc.. with chengnam.. yeah yeah.. ahhahaXD

oh, keanloong is my girlfriend too.. or more like it.. hahahaXD but.. i went out with him twice.. ahhahaXD alvin and the chipmunks 2! hahahaXD chengnam also! but once only.. hahhahaXD and also with eugene! and bao yu zai! and CHUUUUUUU!!! =D and DEXXIE TOOO!!!

patheticcccc! and worst of all, i didnt exercise at all weyhhH!! the whole holiday.. shyteeeeeeeeeee... >.<

I miss being hyper. When school starts, I'm gonna be hyper again. BUT, =( cant. Have to be serious. Form 5 =( I'm scared larh.. what if i end up in Gammaaaaaa???

>.<

well i guess, i'll only be form 5 once in my life.. so,

I shall enjoy it <3

♥

1+1 = 11

it's coffee with sugar

cakes with eggs

It'll only be a sweet dream if you're in it =D

my hands... your's forever.