Warehouse Madness!!

 So yesterday, I slept at almost 3am but once I heard the alarm clock rang, I jump up in happiness :D

My mom and I met up with my brother's gf and her sister and we did "A LITTLE" shopping :D

We went to the the Zara, Pull & Bear, Bershka and Massimo Dutti Warehouse Sale! I did actually spend alot but for the amount of things I bought, it was SUPER WORTH IT :D

The original price for the things I bought SHOULD cost around RM1500 but I bought the clothes and accessories and yada yada for only RM 370 :D 

Like c'mon, one piece of clothing in Massimo Dutti and Zara will already cost RM 300 =.= So yeah, I was SOOOOOO HAPPY :D

oh, and guys, trust me, its not a girl thing. You WILL L.O.V.E it :D

I bought more stuff for my brother than myself =.=

We reached around 9.40am and it was empty! They had Adidas, Nike and Puma sale too! 

But everyone was head over heels for the Zara Sale thingy so it was kinda empty :D

This was after 10 minutes, at 9.50am.

Yeap! It's located at the 2nd floor of Pearl Point Event Mall and the sale is till 28th of January! :D

My brother's girlfriend's sister was fast asleep while standing because she was too tired. Poor Samantha :(

My brother's girlfriend :D Amanda :DDDDDDD Love love love her!!!

Besides the Sports Warehouse Sale and Zara Sale, they have kids wear sale too! 

Yes, I know =.= So many sale. It's all warehouse sale so its SUPER DUPER CHEAP!

Was too excited while queuing! hehe..

After lining up for 45 minutes, our tummy was grumbling cause the sale was suppose to start at 10 am but they changed to 11am =.= So we were too hungry and grabbed some Subway sandwiches for breakfast! 

Oh, this was 10.00 am :) So you could imagine at 11am how was the line D:

Grabbing clothes and trying it out at the corner of the hall :D

Inconsiderate people is inconsiderate. They just left all the clothes and hangers on the floor =.=

This was the hall :) It was actually very organised and the queue for the cashier isn't that bad and by around 1something, there were less and less people :D

Peace! :D Awesome sale is awesome! :DDDDDD

The place, again :)

  

They even sell lightings =.=

Pile of clothes EVERYWHERE D:

Yes, green man?

Dresses from Massimo Dutti, if i'm not mistaken.

Some chinese lady just put her kid on the rack.. haha.. while choosing clothes.

Was trying out the hat THEN MY MOM STARTED," SANDRAAA STOP BUYING..."

*quickly puts the hat aside* 

The queue to the cashier is separated by this blue thingy and on the way to the cashier, people start to realise they dont really want those clothes and hang all around there =.=

After the sale, we went to have Korean food in Pearl Point. For a economical korean food, I have to say its GOOD :D maybe I'm hungry but anyway, I really liked it :D and its only around Rm15++ per set :D 

These are all the dishes that we had :D

 Fishy!

 Beef soup!

Stir-fry korean beef!

More soup!

And MY KIMCHI TOFU BEEF SET! SUPER DUPER YUMMEH!

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And of course, the frozen yogurt there is DAMN GOOOOD. It is located right opposite 

Poh Kongg Jewellery store..

I'm having vanilla and green tea frozen yogurt for only RM 4.80 for that HUGEEEE CUP :D

Oh, and I'm gonna show you my favourite buy! :D

 This SUPER CUTE PAIR OF sweat leather boots is so pretttty :D

The prints inside the boots is SO CUTE! :D

Also, the other day, I was watching a Youtube video from Wonderland Wardrobe and she was making this DIY layered boots.. Imma so gonna turn this boots into THIS!

TADDAAAAAA ISN'T IT PREEEETYYYYYY?

Absolutely in loveeeee with this :DD

A little camwhoring to sum up the day! :D

Till then,

The not-so-little shopholic ;)

Drastic Changes.

Well, I guess, in life, you've gotta make some changes.

Just look at my blog. Yeappppp! That explains everything :D


It feels so weird to have such a colourful blog but oh well, life goes on :)

You can't be stuck in time ALL THE TIME.


I know, you can't help it sometimes but anyway, yes, my blog url does not match my header anymore but I was thinking, if I were to change my url, many of you won't be able to find me :P Also, I guess, I shall leave SOME memories. Like Pudu Jail :P They left the front door/wall there after demolishing everything else.

And and, I wanted something happy on my blog :D 

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Talking about changes, 

Even from who I was when I started this blog, the naive 15 year old girl to this quite-lost 20 year old lady. In this 5 years, I have TOTALLY grown. 

Vertically, horizontally and mentally :)

(oh, and the horizontally wasn't my fault :P I think.)

And I thank every single person who help me through these teenage times such as my highschool friends, college friends and now, my degree course friends :)

I seriously appreciate all of your advices and you know how much I love you guys ;)

Oh, and I hope you guys don't judge me by just reading my blog unless you really know me :) But anyway, thanks for following my posts :D

But seriously, I'm just some random girl who NEEDS to vent her frustration and feelings about her everyday life. So if you encounter any beh song-ness from my posts, I apologise :D

Love you all!

Toodles~

Ps: everything just looks so big O.O
Pps: And yes, I'm the kind of girl who can blog 17 posts a day. So, dont be like "WHOAH! HOW MANY TIMES SHE WANNA UPDATE"

like I said, I'm someone who needs to talk to...... myself :D

Gordon's Fertility.

Hello, people :D

Well, this should be a sad post.

Cause cause like, referring to my previous post, about Gordon's scrotum :(

Super sad cause he came back from the vet this morning and my heart was 

INSTANTLY shattered. 

This is him lying down cause I was patting him and he obviously loved it. I really salute him on how much he can stand the pain cause he still wags his tail whenever he sees us :) He is such a lovable doggie :D

But anyway, yeah.. Before I show you a photo, Kara, my other golden retriever gobbled up all Gordon's antibiotics and vomited like crap so we were back to the vet again.

And I know, Segar Vet has alot of negative comments but it was an emergency :(

So yeah, luckily both of them are fine now.

They looked fine, at least.

Neways, back to the topic..........

WARNING: 

WHAT YOU ARE ABOUT TO SEE COULD MAKE YOU PUKE WHAT YOU JUST ATE.

SECOND WARNING: GUYS AND ANY OTHER TYPE OF MALES, I'M NOT SURE IF YOU WANT TO SEE THIS. SO, IF YOU ARE:

A MACBOOK USER: PRESS THE LEFT TOP CORNER "X" BUTTON

A NORMAL LAPTOP USER: PRESS THE RIGHT TOP CORNER"X" BUTTON

For people who are still interested,

There you are.. Gordon's scrotum is eaten up by the maggots and left a big hole there leaving the testicles unprotected. Imagine the whole thing was filled with maggots and yeah :/

Thank God the vet did not have to cut the whole thing off >.<

But anyway, I guess it will take a LONGGGG TIME TO HEAL :( Guys who are still reading this, imagine.................. ok. you can keep it to yourself :)

Ps: You've already been warned. 

I knowwww I knoww its damn bad. Damn those maggots. And flies =.=

Well, at least he is still fertile. I think. hmm.. okay, that's all for today :) 

Toodles! 

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Shangri-LALALA :D

Greetings, my loved ones :D

Sorry for not blogging yesterday! I was super duper tired for idontknowwhatreason.

My class was till 11.30am and then by the time I reach home and have my lunch and all, it was 1 or 2pm.. And I slept, like a pig, of course till 5.30pm. I was so tired that I dropped dead on my sofa. Just when I wake up, it was dinner time! And my family went for dinner in Shangri-La hotel to celebrate my elder brother's birthday :D

Who's the happiest? It's me, of course, hehe.. eating so much food. Oh god, I can't even move after dinner D: There goes my plan to be on diet :( 

ITS OKAY! THERE'S ALWAYS TOMORROW! :DD

Ps: mbs boys, don't burst my bubble =.=

 And yes, I'm a poser :D

Yeap! We got a confirmation! I mean like, why not? :D

The foooooood! And yes it was SO GOOD. 

The salmon is SO FRESH and the oyster is just so yummmm to the mehhhhh! 

Not mentioning the rest! Totally recommend you guys to go to 

Lemon Garden Cafe in Shangri-LALALA :D

Seriously, its the BEST buffet I've been to out of so many hotels :)

Yeap! Some prove to show that we were SUPER SATISFIED AND FULL! HEHE!

Mummy and I camwhoring! :P

Nyeh! My dad, my heroooo :D Always.

Meet my brother's girlfriend :D She's awesome, no doubt!

Yes, everyone. My brother that never smiles... in front of you guys XD hahaha.. Anyway, it was his birthday so he could do anything he wants! Nonetheless, he's awesome too! :D

Anyways, this post should be yesterday's :D Hope you enjoy reading and I know you guys stalk me alot wan lorh -.- stop hiding behind the coconut shell and say HI in the chatbox to me -,-

I damn cham k? Chatbox filled with random people :(


Toodles! :D

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OH AND HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY GOR GOR! :DDDDD

Maggots on his scrotum :(

Good evening, my stalkers :D

heee. Just joking. 

Anyway, today was really such a hectic day for me. I didn't feel so good the whole day and like, gosh.. who knew being in a music course could be so stressful. 24 hours is definitely not enough for a day. And of course, I HAVE to throw tantrums at my mum because I am so stressful. Like, what kind of daughter am I?

Well, I feel really bad after that. But what am I suppose to do? I have no one and so many bad things happen at once. :(

Like recently, my Malay family friend, that my family had been close to all the while since 300 years ago, the auntie just passed away and my mom cried for like don't know how many weeks. It's like life's so short and people KNOW it but they still do things to hurt their loved ones. 

Worse still, they don't appreciate.

I mean, isn't that human's nature? Not to appreciate things until it's gone.

Yes, I know. I'm talking about appreciation after saying I'm being rude to my mom. Actually, don't get me wrong. I didn't like scold her or something.. It's just, you know, moms and their forever questions. With the amount of stress you're having. Well, sorry, mom.

Next, I received 10 assignments in 2 weeks. :( and I have no idea on where to start and what to do. All thanks to the lecturer who cancelled his class and still have not arrange an replacement class for us and the first assignment is FRIGGIN DUE NEXT WEEK. KILL ME PLEASE.

Also, I'm so upset that my dog's scrotum is attacked by maggots. And everyone is blaming me because I did not take care of the dog. First of all, I don't have time. My gosh. I'm so busy going to uni everyday and on the weekends, I wake up at 8 something, get ready, teach music till 12pm and then rush for drum class, and then vocal class and then piano class. By the time I reach home it would be like 5 something or 6pm. ANDDDD, I would crash right after that.

On Sunday, I have to teach till 12pm again and after that, its the only time I get to catch up with my weekly notes and everything. Plus, why would I look at my dog's scrotum? It's so.... inappropriate.

But anyway, I feel bad. He must've suffered alot. Like, guys, imagine your scrotum being eaten by maggots and you can't do anything about it other than feeling the pain. Ouch. And my brother brought him to the Segar Vet that I'm so worried off since my previous dog died there while getting treatment and I've heard ALOT of negative comments by everyone. 

I hope he's okay :( I really feel like giving him a hug and being there for him since he has ALWAYS been there for me. I really thank my dogs and my friends who have been there for me through really rough times. I won't know what to do. Prolly I'll go crazy. But on the plus side, I have piles of work to drown me before I take a deep breathe to think of all the unhappiness. 

Till then, 

Toodles!

Ps: And if you're nice enough, please drop a HI on my chatbox :D

REVIVEDDDDDDDD :D

Hello people from earthhhh,

So I decided to revive my blog. Well, it is something that I didn't plan but since it's the new year, I should start new and fresh, right? 

Forget all the unhappiness that I went and STILL going through. haha. Forget about it.

Besides, I got my new MacBook Pro and obviously I will have the urge to blog. Hehe.

Anyways, I started my course in ICOM. Doing a Berklee Trasnfer Program to Berklee College of Music WHICH is a big thing for musicians cause its the top 10 music school in the whole world. Plus, its beside Harvard University and MIT. So, I've decided to open a mamak stall to cook maggi mee for the students outside Harvard to attract handsome, young, charming, smart, talented etc guys. Well, if you noticed, I did not say RICH. 

BECAUSE IF YOU COME OUT FROM HARVARD AND MIT YOU WILL EVENTUALLY BE RICH.

But unfortunately, eventhough I've enrolled in that program, it doesn't mean I can GET into Berklee because people who knows me knows what kind of health problemS I have. 

Sometimes I really wonder if I have any superpowers.

BUT ANYWAYS, ...

Most of my friends will wonder why I chose Music as my career. Well, friends, friends..

Yes, I've been doing Science Stream all my life. Pure Science, in fact. Till A-Levels. And upon completing my A-levels, I had a 6 months break. And during that six months, I've gone through countless visits to the hospital, and a surgery and alsoooo, I started teaching.

And I realised, music really makes me happy. Like REALLY HAPPY. On the first day I stepped into ICOM, I felt really lost cause I knew no one. But after getting to know my current course mates, well.. not even coursemates. EVERYONE in ICOM is like a family. Not like when you're in an academic university. When you're doing music, you HAVE to cooperate with everyone. You have to make friends.

When I was in A-Levels, at the start of the course, I'm close to 9 awesome girls.
At the end of the course, which is 1 and the half years, its still that 9 girls that I hang out with most of the time.

DUDEEEEE, I'm just at ICOM for 2 weeks and everyone is happily greeting you with a WIDE smile every morning you step into the school.

Honestly, I was really overwhelm by the positive side of all these people and eventhough i have TONNES of work to do, the stress is DEFINITELY not as bad as when I was doing A-Levels. That was just pure torture.

Well, I guess I will stop here today. Needz to getz back to my work :D

Oh, and if you're a newbie to my blog, you should understand I'm a very very random person. heeeeee :D so yeah....

ANYWAYS,

Welcome again, everyone. *bows*

Mourn.

Let's mourn for this blog. It's gonna be dead. Cause I made another blog to vent my sadness and frustrations. I shall keep this blog for happy memories :) I decided I shouldnt let everyone thinks tht I'm some emo freak :/ anyway, yeah :)

Thanks, people, if you're reading this, I'm glad you still read my blog. You know who you are. :)
You will always be lingered in my memories. :)

Love you people <3 p="p">

Definitely karma.

I'm laying on my bed, and blogging here. These few days, I've been re- reading my posts.. And especially around 2008 and 2009. There's so much memories. And I REALISED in 2008, I keep posting Posts about why girls cry over guys.. It's so stupid, so dumb. Especially when it happened to my ex best friend. I owe her an apology. I still remember how close we were, how much we laugh, how much we enjoy being together all the time. But when she told me she still love her boyfriend who sorta cheated on her. I was furious with her. I was angry because I felt she didn't love herself enough. I keep thinking why is she so dumb. So stupid, to keep going back to the guy who broke her heart again, and again.

I think that time, she didn't really take whatever I said. Well, I thought she didn't. And at tht time, I thought to myself, why should I continue loving her when she doesn't even love herself? And at that time, I had him. When I had him, he's like the whole world to me, like I needed no one else. Everyday I would just text and talk to him. And totally ignore my friends, especially my best friend. At stupid enough, I thought I'm right at that time. I remember writing a very hurtful letter to my best friend for her birthday and I gave her back the note that she wrote to me and sticked it on my wall. And then she told another friend she was offended. And I got even angrier with her. Since then, I didn't talk to her much. I bet it hurts her like fuck. Broke up with not only the guy she loves but with her best friend, who she thought was her soulmate. Who would understand her decision, back her up when she needed, me.

But she was wrong. And I left her. I left her, broken. And worst of all, I didn't care. Like what kind of horrible friend I am?

A very horrible one.

Karma. It's karma.

Now I'm all by myself. And I need a friend, a friend who knows what the heck I'm going through and why the heck I'm listening to no one and still constantly loving him non stop. Serve me right.

These days, I kept thinking, why can't I stop thinking about the person I love so much eventhough we're not together? Simple, Sandra. You just and still love him. And then it hit me. It hit me effin hard, and I finally understood why my best friend cried all the time because of her ex. And I am the reason she broke up with her bf. Because I constantly told her not to go back or I'll leave. She hesitated at that time, and I left. When she finally decided to not return to her bf, she REALISED I left already. And I wasn't turning back for her.

Right here, right now, all the memories are haunting me. I realise the reason she wanted to go back to her bf after he promised her tht he would change. Because its so difficult to make a guy change. Every single girl thought they could make a guy change for her. But we're so dumb. So stupid. No one can make no one change other than themselves. And just when she thought her guy would change for her, her best friend over HERE leaves her, ignores her. Because the best friend over HERE thinks she's so dumb. Assuring her constantly to NOT believe the guy she loves because if he can do it once, he can do it twice.

And now, I'm here. Wishing, just wishing that my guy would promise me that he would love me just the way he did. But no. All those were just dreams. Dreams that will never come true no matter how much I pray.

 I had nightmares everyday. Nightmares about my best friend and a constant motion picture that me and him were walking to somewhere happily and he suddenly stopped and flings my hand away, rolled his eyes at me, turns back and walks away from me, leaving me, broken. Standing right there, dumbfounded, reminding myself this is not true, this won't be true, he wouldn't do such things to me. This is not true.

Yeah. True enough, it's not true. Cause he already DID walk away.

Every single night, I had to cry to sleep because all the memories haunt me and in the morning I wake up, I asked myself, what's wrong with me. Why did I cry? Why whatever philosophy I said 4 years ago in my blog doesn't apply to my life now?

I know. I know, now. That is not effin easy. Not easy at all.

And right now, I owe an apology to my best friend. Eventhough we still talk now, but we're definitely not as close right now. It used to be 1000 smses a month and phone calls everyday without fail and meeting 7 days a week. Now, it's just some birthday messages and random greets. I'm sorry, A. I really wish I could run to you and hug you as tight as I could. I'm sorry. Very sorry.


Karma. Definitely karma.

I was wrong.

It's been a while that I had been staring at this page. I don't even know what to say. Speechless. All I know is my heart hurts. It hurts so much. So much. So. So. Much.

Too much.

I remember talking to your friend for an hour yesterday, telling him how I feel. Telling him to do something. Telling me to return you back to me. He promised me that he would do something. He would try.

I was excited for the day. But my world crumbled down when he told me you talked to him. And he said you made it clear.

I had no idea what he was talking about. I asked him to explain clearer. And then, he said,"he made it clear that he broke up with you."

I stared at the hand phone, dropped it. And I just don't know why tears keep streaming down my face. Like an overflowing river.

Why do you have to be so mean? I told myself that no, you're not like that. I know you said that to make me hate you, forget you, leave you and live on my happy life. Right? RIGHT? Tell me YES.

I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU'RE DOING THIS TO ME.

My head hurts. My eyes hurt. My nose hurts. My pillows are wet. But what hurts the most is my fragile heart.

It just hit me that you're this cold hearted person. It's been so long since I cried this hard. The last time I cried this hard you said you're sorry. You held my hand and say you need me in your life. How about now?

I was wrong all the while.

Wishes don't come true.

I remember when I was in Swizterland looking over shooting stars, I made a wish,"I hope everything between us will be fine. I hope you will come back to me and we live the life we had. I hope one day you will marry me and we had a lot of kids and live happy ever after."

That was more than one wish. That was 6 wishes. But all of them was about, you.

I haven't been blogging so much because I thought I found someone to talk to everyday and tell my feelings to. But now, all I have is myself. And my dead blog.

I remember the times we had clearly. From that campfire. To ICC. To Chinese New Year 2009. To valentines 2009. To the outings. To the tuition. To your birthday 2009. And happiness and my birthday. Everything seemed perfect for me. I remember you heading my hand, telling me to not ever leave you. But today, you left me.