Day 1

sheau hwa rata-ing the brownie mixture..

the brownie, in the oven, waiting for it to be cooked
"dun take my beautiful face!"

okay... its done.. it make look... not nice.. but it was so nice and chocolatie....

"seee...seee...seee.. that guy so handsome"

"nola.. that guy hotterrrr"

"nola.. this one is the best!!!"

pinky is day dreaming bout her KCC

now, she's dreaming about other guys.. from the comp..

sheau hwa's turn to look at hot guys...

seee?! i'm stronggggg.. hahaha

the brownie ready to be eaten.. its was so yummy and delicious...

pinky: "oh shit.. she is so much prettier than me.."

ade: "wat la.. ssandra like that oso wanna take photo.. boringggg....."

kick the doorrr... pinky's bathing...

now, kick this door... sheau hwa's bathing... haha XD

"i'm so the darn sleeeppppyyy larh weiii"

the skeleton key >:(

when i was posting this halfway,
"piggy, sheau hwa and ade is in my house.. haha.. come and study.. but end up going crazy with sheau hwa's yuto stuff... ugh! so disgustingly gay... but no the other guysss.. they are hot and cute.. haha.. then we did our homework A BIT... " and when i wanted to post this pics but i didnt post cause....

i got so shocked.. cause adeline came to me suddenly and say.."sandra, you lock ur room door arr??"

i was like O.O.... i ran downstairs and try to twist the doorknob open but it wouldnt open.. its locked...

WAT THE HELL!? THE DOOR IS LOCKED, AND WE DIDNT HAVE THE KEY FOR MY DOOR!!

thanx to pinky who didnt unlock the door when she came out from my room, bathing...

i ran to my mom's room and got her bunch of keys... and then tried it one by one.. none was successful... then.. my dad came by, and he was so angry at me.. then i went to my mom and asked for other keys... she gave me a whole bag of keys.. which consist kinda like hndreds of keys.. we tried one by one.. none was successful also..

so, my dad say.... "ask alex to climb through the window to open ur door..."
alex was like O.O "serious arrrhhh??"

that was the only hope to open my room door which consist of pinky's laptop, my handphone.. and all their luggage inside... so.. alex was like climbing halfway.. then i realise... my window grill has a lock... OHMYLORD!

he was like WHY DIDNT U TELL ME EARLIER... of course, whoever who came to my house before knows how high is my room... and he was like swearing.. then he came down.. and i was running up and down of my house to get the window grill key... and we were like finding for THAT key...

and then, when alex is finally up there with the key.. when the window grill lock was successfully open,,,,,,,,,

suddenly, my maid called me,... some how.. i dunno how... but she manage to open MY ROOM DOOR KNOB... she say she kept twisting it.. and somehow it opened... then i was like dashing into my room.. quickly open my window.. and saw my brother right in front of me... and he was like swearing.. and said to pinky, "pinky, you owe me a lot arrrrrhhh...." i was like sorry.. sorrryyyy... and he came in through my window... my gawdddd... so.. my goddd.... so, wth...

my lil' bro...

thanks Jarett... you're the best... thanks for everything you've said.. didnt think u were not a blur person, instead a very mature person... thanks.. love ya... *hugs*

you're right..



THANX A LOT, BRO... <3

*sighhhh*

i'm sorry people... i dunno why.. its weird.. usually my mood will recover the most in a few hours... but... almost 24 hours had passed.. and i'm still moodless.. not moodless.. shorter to say, i'm not over it yet...

just now, when i was talking to Sheau Hwa on the phone.. she asked me, why i sound so down?? well i try to sound my best, but i didnt know that my best sound down.... well, if they say i sound down, they will be shocked to see my pale face with red bruised eyes... my eyes is still bruise from yesterday incident... i dunno why i cant take it... not like its world's end.. not like someone had died... not like i'm getting some cannot.be.cured sickness...

why am i so not over about this??

well, maybe because it comes one after another... small things, but comes one after another... i told him about it, and guessed wat he said?? "just like that?? u cry just like that?? you should be tough...."

i dunno wat to say.. so i just said.. "obviously i didnt cry JUST because of that.. i already had a bad day, but he made it worst.."

but u know wat?? i want to tell him..
"wat do u mean by that?? u dun even understand my situation, you dun even know how it feels for me, u dun even know wat they said, wat they did.. and u ask me to tough???"

well... but, of course, if u guys know wat actually happened, i think u guys will bang ur head on the wall and say "just like that??" well i can predict wat each of u will say...

sheau hwa: aiyohhh.. just dun care la... dun be stupid la.... (and she will start her lecture)

emily/pui yi: just like that?? *gives a disgusted look* , i dun think i will be like that just because.....

niro:aiyo.... sandra... dun be so emo di la... nevermindd la...

siew jin: hmm... actually they shouldnt do that... ... .... ...

pinky: *no comments*

low: *no comments* but if i insisit..... she will say.. aiyo.. nevermind la.. just like.. dun care la...

well ade already said.. cause she already know wat happen.. but she practically has no comment also... cause she dunno wat to say ady...

i feel like slapping myself for being like that... i dunno.. i have no mood at all.. i may be okay, from the outside.. but not the inside.. so many ppl hurt me.. so many close ones.. except for my beloved besties... and of course my pet-siblings... but i dun really look okay from the outside also.. i've been talking very harsh to my parents.. for no reason.. getting mad, for no reason.. but i.just.cant.control.myself...... i'm like purposely making them angry.. like challenging them being angry.. but, to my surprise.. they didnt get angry as i thought... they just kept queit... i'm like annoyed by watever ppl say... just wanna shut myself...

hopefully... u guys can cheer me... *sigh*

oh, and sorry to the ppl who talked to me, but i got angry like super fast and merajuk-ed at u guys... told you, i'm having a bad day.... u know who u are... i know u are reading my blog... u're also my friend also okay... but i was annoyed.. duh.. i was annoyed with practically everyone in the whole world, except my dog, he's not even a human...

today morning.. i had chinese class with jamie and joanne (janice's sisters) and alex... they were very funny.. cause like joanne and alex kept copying the answers from me and jamie and our chinese teacher was like shaking her head ady...

back to emo, shockingly, i dun even have mood to sms anyone.. usually.. i cant leave without smsing... but.. of course, if u talk to me through msn, u wont even know how sad am i.. okay.. i got to stop blogging bout my emo stuff ady.. cause my dear sister, melvin said my blog is already damn emo...

btw, siew jin, hope you will recover soon from ur sickness.. kay kay???

never happy...

right.. i didnt post for so many days is because stupid things happen to me.. and when happy things happen to me... sad things will cover my happiness... and now.. i really cannot tahan.. i have no place to talk about it... no people to tell to... so, i would want to express it in my blog...

on friday, i got accused by my teacher.. saying that i'm not happy because i might scared someone would get higher than me in BM... it's NOT TRUE.. i was sad and angry because i got wrong for the ones i know.. i know i cant blame anyone for it.. so i blame myself.. and i was angry and sad with myself... very indeed... and then.. when my teacher says," saya tahu sandra tak ceria hari ini kerana dia takut ada orang yang lebih tinggi markahnya daripada dia.." and then he elaborated... in front of sooo many ppl.. i felt so... i.dunno.how.to.explain.

my eyes were so watery.. like.. how the hell can u say such thing about me... and then.. next day when me and ade have private class with that teacher.. he saw my sad face and ask why was i un-ceria the day before.... wat am i suppose to say???? "KERANA KATA-KATA CIKGU YANG MENUSUK HATI SAYA"????? wth.. of course i say nothing la... and he kept asking..

and then... my mood went down again... fine.. later on.. me and ade decided to go KLCC... i wanna buy Breaking Dawn.. so.. had a really good day... spent almost 3 hours there... went kinokuniya like for 2 hours... ade bought a book... i forgotten wats the title.. its was very nice.. and i bought breaking dawn.. and then... went to Pavillion... then when we were walking to the car park.. saw Tharine..holding 2 breaking dawn books... one for her and the other for Dil.... i blocked her way.. then she was like wth.. then when she look up.. she saw me... and we were laughing..

then.. went to Pavillion... my mom wanted to change her shoes she bought from KLCC... so.. we followed... then.. when we come back,.. it was like 6.30pm... then.. ade couldnt get her driver... and my mom invited her for dinner... so, we went for dinner... came back... and my whole family watch "heart of greed".. ade was like so blur.. cause she dun even understand a thing... she blurred for 2 hours.. later on.. we watch step up... it was 11.00.. ade's parents still werent there to pick her... 11.50.. still not there.. the show finished.. so.. went to my room.. then about 12 something.. her parents came... saw Richard too.. and she went back....

not even 10 minutes.. i think Ade recieved a sms from me.. i think she was very very shocked.. cause i was telling her i was crying like shit... she asked me.. and i sent 5 sms to tell wat happened... she really dunno wat to do... she was blanked... she dunno wat to tell me... i felt really stupid.. i think the last time i cried like that was when i was like 5 years old... or early primary years.. i never cried like that before... yesyes.. i always cry but its usually just tears.. but this is like... crying like a small child.. i feelll so stupid crying like that.. but i didnt stop.. and my eyes was so pain and bruised... my headache was coming... i was crying for so long.. everytime i stop crying.. i thought back at their laughter at me... i cry again.. i can never stop... i cry till i sleep and i was thinking...

who will wipe my tears from my stinging eyes??
who will repair my broken hearts??
who will make my shattered dreams to be a big wonderful piece of dream??
who will take away my anxiety and worries??
who will protect me from masked face, backstabbings, gossips, hypocrites?? and
who wont let me expect my downfalls??


who???
who???

this morning... my eyes were so red and bruised... is like as though i was crying like world's end... while is just a piece of shit that has happened to me... but i really hate it... even while writing this post, my tears are rolling down.... how can u guys laughed at me?? how can u guys do that to me??? how can u guys be like that??? wat do hell do u expect from me??? i just hate it!!!! i hate you... especially you.. i swear i wont talk to u like last time.. bust off... get away from me.. shut up!.... I.AM.NOT.TALKING.TO.YOU...

YOU EVIL ANNOYING PIECE OF USELESS SHIT!!! GO AND DIE!!

and now.. i get to realise... i can never be happy... so many things happen one after another.. sad things.. things that made my eyes go red and watery... stupid annoying things... actually i really dun wanna blog about this.. cause i know u guys are like sick of my emo posts... so, in the future.. i will create a blog.. that will be private to talk about emo stuff... so that this blog wont have any sad posts anymore....

My Darling Sweetheart <3

i will wipe your tears from your stinging eyes,

i will repair your broken hearts, (i dun care, i'm gonna use UHU glue and stick back),

i will make ur shattered dreams to be a big wonderful piece of dream,

i will take away your anxiety and worries,

i will protect you from masked face, backstabbings, gossips, hypocrites and

i wont let you expect your downfalls, in fact.. i wont let any downfalls happen..

I LOVE YOU <3

I'll always be there for you, now and forever,

in fact, i've always been there for you since 285982358034 years ago,

i wont let anything happen you,

i promise, i swear,

i wont betray you,

i will appreciate your trust towards me,

my darling...

dont cry anymore,

they dont worth your tears,

sorry i didnt notice your sadness all this while,

i thought you were happy,

but its okay,

you have me,

now,

i'm telling you,

if they dont appreciate you,

i will,

i will appreciate you,

and thank you for appreciating me and trust me...

I WILL STILL LOVE YOU EVENTHOUGH THE WORST THINGS HAPPEN IN YOUR OR MY LIFE.... earthquake, tornado, tsunami, even when the world ends, i will still love you <3

*cheers*

suck-ed

Firstly... i really suck.. after getting my sejarah marks... i really feel useless ady... en. rasyid was asking everyone their marks.. and when he asked me.. i told him.. he gave me HIS look.. and i was like... "cikgu, jangan tengok saya macam itu arh... saya dari almost fail sudah naik sampai B.. semua ialah hasil titik peluh saya.. saya mmg belajar dan telah meningkat... tapi tak tau kenapa saya masih dapat markah macam ini... kalau cikgu tak percaya.. tanya Emily... jadi... kena tepuk tangan untuk saya..."

then like wth... the whole class clapped hands... so wth... then after that... he went away... then niro was like calling "sandra... sandra.." i didnt hear,

then she was like
"SANDRA!"
"huh? wat??"
"high five leh... we got same marks..."
"wat to high five about???"
"cause we got same marks larh!"

i stared at her.. and look away.... she doesnt understand... all along, she gets good marks.. and only this time.. she like accidentally get not good marks... me? all along... i have shitty marks... so, i made an effort to study.. but i still couldnt get and A...

"so high five larh!!"

Emily knows... she knows i'm gonna breakdown soon.. she whispered something to Niro... and niro was like "sandra, u okay or nottt???" my tears was really gonna burst.. plus, she somemore ask like that... then both of them were staringggggg at me.. i smiled and say "why u looking at me larhhh????? i know i'm very pretty.... stop looking larhhh" and chuckled...

later on.. i went to en.rasyid... i asked permission to go to toilet.. obviously, to burst my gonna burst tears out... and then.. he said okay... but he stopped me... he talked to me provately and talked about my marks...

"kamu, marah ke???"
"huh?? mana ada, cikgu... saya tak marah larhh.. mana ada begitu kecil hati??"
"betul ke???"
"betul la....."
"kamu sebenarnya pandai.. boleh dapat A.. cuma kena berusaha sikitt je.. sikit lagi... kamu boleh... tapi tak tau kenapa masih tak dapat A"
"ahh.. yala.. cikgu... saya punya sejarah mmg macam ni.. tapi bukan kerana cikgu la... saya tak marah... "

then he offered me Fisherman's friend...

*wathehell....* suddenly only.. XD

then.. i went to the toilet... luckily.. this time, Niro didnt come banging on the toilet door, asking me to come out..

when i went back to the class.. emily kept on talking to me.. and she was like... "oiii.. look at me larhhh.."

i didnt wanna show her my red face... sore eyes.. so i just kept looking down, pretending to pack my bag... and when school ends.. i quickly quicken my pace and left sheau hwa, ade and siew jin.. so that they wont notice my tears...

and.. when i got into the car... they saw me.. and i just waved goodbye.. and quickly look away....

haha XD !check urself!!

CAPRICORN - The Go-Getter (Dec 22 - Jan 19)
Patient and wise. Practical and rigid. Ambitious. Tends to be Good-looking. Humorous and funny.. Can be a bit shy and reserved. Often pessimistic. Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be Unfriendly at times. Hold grudges. Like competition. Get what they Want.

AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart (Jan 20 - Feb 18) *(cheng ken, dil, william) all same dates.... 21 January,Emily*
Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality. Very independent.. Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique. Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric personality.

PISCES - The Dreamer (Feb 19 - Mar 20) *alex, sheau hwa...* haha...
Generous, kind, and thoughtful. Very creative and imaginative. May become secretive and vague. Sensitive. Don't like details. Dreamy and unrealistic. Sympathetic and loving. Kind. Unselfish. Good kisser. Beautiful. 8 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

ARIES - The Daredevil (Mar 21 - April 19)
Energetic. Adventurous and spontaneous. Confident and enthusiastic. Fun. Loves a challenge. EXTREMELY impatient. Sometimes selfish. Short fuse. (Easily angered.) Lively, passionate, and sharp wit. Outgoing. Lose interest quickly - easily bored. Egotistical. Courageous and assertive. Tends to be physical and athletic.

TAURUS - The Enduring One (April 20 - May 20) *the great one, siew jin*
Charming but aggressive. Can come off as boring, but they are not. Hard workers. Warm-hearted. Strong, has endurance. Solid beings that are stable and secure in their ways. Not looking for shortcuts. Take pride in their beauty. Patient and reliable. Make great friends and give good advice. Loving and kind. Loves hard - passionate. Express themselves emotionally. Prone to ferocious temper-tantrums. Determined. Indulge themselves often. Very generous.

GEMINI - The Chatterbox (May 21 - June 20)
Smart and witty. Outgoing, very chatty. Lively, energetic. Adaptable But needs to express themselves. Argumentative and outspoken. Like change. Versatile. Busy, sometimes nervous and tense. Gossips. May seem superficial or inconsistent. Beautiful physically and mentally. 5 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

CANCER - The Protector (June 21 - July 22) *pinky, josie, val, adeline, niro??*
moody, emotional. May be shy. Very loving and caring. Pretty/handsome. Excellent partners for life. Protective. Inventive and imaginative. Cautious. Touchy-feely kind of person. Needs love from others. Easily hurt, but sympathetic.

LEO - The Boss (July 23 - Aug 22) *kim, LOW, my MOM... so true* haha
Very organized. Need order in their lives - like being in control. Like boundaries. Tend to take over everything. Bossy.. Like to help Others. Social and outgoing. Extroverted. Generous, warm-hearted. Sensitive. Creative energy. Full of themselves. Loving. Doing the right thing is important to Leos. Attractive.

VIRGO - The Perfectionist (Aug 23 - Sept 22)
Dominant In relationships. Conservative. Always wants the last word. Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos. Eager. Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to.Hard to please. Harsh. Practical and very fussy. Often shy. Pessimistic.

LIBRA - The Harmonizer (Sept 23 - Oct 22) *my dad*
Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful, generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily. Procrastinators. Very gullible.

SCORPIO - The Intense One (Oct 23 - Nov 21) *ariff, jessy*
Very energetic. Intelligent. Can be jealous and/or possessive. Hardworking. Great kisser. Can become obsessive or secretive. Holds grudges. Attractive. Determined. Loves being in long Relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Can be self-centered at times. Passionate and Emotional.

true or false.. hahahaXD

only SOME are true.. not all.. haha XD..

SAGITTARIUS - The Happy-Go-Lucky One (Nov 22 - Dec 21)

Good-natured optimist. (true)
Doesn't want to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome). (true)*that's y always kena marah by sj*
Indulges self. (true)
Boastful. (true)
Likes luxuries (true)and gambling. (false)
Social and outgoing. (true)
Doesn't like responsibilities. (true)
Often fantasizes. (true)
Impatient. (very true)
Fun to be around. (true =P)
Having lots of friends. (veryyyy true)
Flirtatious. (very not true)*how the hell i noe??* but i got husband di worrr..... =PPP
Doesn't like rules. (true)
Sometimes hypocritical. (maybe... true)
Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes. (true)
Doesn't like being doubted. (very extremely true)
Beautiful inside and out. (very extremely super duper true... hahaXD)

par-tay-ing

ohmygoddd.. its been so many days since i blogged... and my chatbox is still... my name there... my goddd... so sad.. its so empty.. its emptyyyyyyy....currently, nerding for BM.. i noe for u guys.. BM no need to nerd larhhh.. wat la, Sandra ni... but too bad, i suck in BM.. and i'm stupid... so, i have to nerd for it....

michelle says the BM paper 1 is tough... she ask me to read the whole Kamus Dewan... which consist of 1817 pages... MY GOD...... well... eventhough i wont be able to read.each.and.every.page... but i still flip through.. see??! told u, i'm stupid enough... the tatabahasa and the peribahasa book is like in front of me... see?! i have to read no.need.to.read stuff....

ps: wat's the root word for menongkah???? shitty assess...... ugh!! hate it.... okay! found it.. on page 1707... hahaXD

last two days paper... science... flung it.... geo.. double flung it....
today... sejarah paper.. i triple flung it.. KH paper... quadruple flung it.... and u noe wat?? BM.. i'm gonna five times flung it... wat do u call that???? flung flung flung flung flung..... cause teacher said like got ppl get belasan/40..... its gonna be me....

everyone is par-tay-ing... and.. i'm studying....but i also slept la... at last... my mighty o bed..... at last, some sleep... after 3 nights without good rest...

shit la... BM tomorrroooooowwwwwwwwww... shit la... faeces la....

I COULDN'T REACH PINKY... IF U CAN CALL HER... ITS A MIRACLE... her phone its like in coma.... no need to use wan... on also, dun pick up... this girl arhhhh... haiyorrrrr....

pss: vivian is so scaryyyyyy.... she's like... soooo scaryyy..... so disgusting.... emily.. be carefull.... ohya... today.. vivian used her stupid nike bottle.. then which is mainly use spray ppl, not drink... to spray me... its so disgusting.. like all her saliva there... and she squirt the water out.. right onto ur face... ewwhhhh.... she kept doing that to me.. the last time.. she did that to puiyi... i was so annoyed...and disgusted... so.. i was hitttinnggg herrr.. and then... later on.. i snatched her bottleee... squirted out like so much water, purposely in front of her skirt.. so it looks like shee pee-ed... hahahahaXD.... and i was like running around... cause she was chasing me for the bottle....

lalala~~ okay... the post is getting longerrrr and longerrrr... i shall stop..... =)))) if not ppl like siew jin will malas to baca.. haha... chaozzz~!

i have a bad day.....

i'm currently so !@#$%^&*()! cause its like weeks i havent been practicing my piano.... and i get scolded everytime my piano teacher comessss... so.. this time... i made initiative to do so... i korbankan my sleeping time and practice and practice and practice.. then it was like 6.15 already... she was suppose to come ant 6.00... she is always late.. so i wait a little while... i went to my room... and then check if he smses,and then instead of other ppl sms... i saw my teacher's sms, saying that she wont be coming cause she is sick....!! its like so wth....... arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its like so darn annoying... argh!!!!!!!

and just now at school.... after exam... everyone was going out of the class... i went through the back door, ade, low, sheau hwa and siew jin all went through the front door... everyone was like blocking me... then just when i want to touch their backs, miss nur callledddd me... then she was asking how's the procedure to retake my exam.. i told her wat the principal said and stuff... quickly thank her.. and try to find for them... i was looking everywhere... going round and round, finding for them.. cursing and stuff.... unfortunately... none of them were at my sight... so, i walk to my car alone... saw adeline's car, but she wasnt there... i dunno where the heck they went.. so sadddd... they left me alone....... ;(

overall, my day was bad... woke up just now, had a really bad headache.. guess wat i dreamt??? doing maths!!! argh.. in the exam.. doing that stupid factorisation question which made my head go smoky.... i tell u... in my dream.. i was like doing and doing and like doing maths.. then i woke up.. i sleep again.. so that i can finish that neverending idiotic un-solvable maths question in my head... its like so.... my goddd... to into maths adyyy..... i wanted to finish that question.. but i have to wake up to get ready for that idiotic piano class... to practice and stuff... and guess wat i get...... *sigh*

so sial mannnn.....

*smiles*

i was going through ppl's blog... and i found out that VYVYAN has a blog!! my god... i didnt even know.. wat the @!#$%^&*() am i??? goddd.....

these days... i am so busy... not studying.. sadlly.... aiihhhh.. tomorrow's maths exam... so.. i'm preparing to die....

yesterday... went to school.. and did some shitty art... came back, had mc donalds with adeline.. and we ate until... i mean me... until i was so full.. and i was almost asleep during tuition...

at night, my parents went out for somekind of dinner... so me and alex went to pasar malam together... i tell u... u will never ever want to go with him mannnn... its a sad case... i dunno how many times i need to get up and down of the car just because he didnt park properly... and then.. while walking at the pasar malam, I saw miow's brother... then..

i was like...
"alex, alex.. that's miow's brother larhhh......"

he was like...
"huh? wat??? nola...."
"yes la....."

*then miow's bro turned*
"you're miow's brother right???

*he nods*
"ohh... hi!!"

alex was like wat the....
"stupid arr u ????"
"wattttt????? saying hi oni maaaaaa" ish...

ps: i'm soooooooooo happieeeeeeee~~~@!@!!!!! :)))))))) lalala~~

8 / 8 / 08

decided to post.... since... the olympic opening is like soooo the darn borring.... so i rahter blog.. ohya... wrote this during moral exam....

haha... me and Michelle are blogging.. copy me oni... haha XD lalala~~ finish moral paper ady... but left 1 hour and 20 minutes more... my god... can rot ady.. dammit.. so long... Niro is like sleeping soundly.. tsk..tsk.. Low also.. sheau hwa WAS.. until Cik Tengku Noor woke her up.. hahah XD kesiann..... i can see Emily still cracking her head for answers.. i didnt crack my head, cause i didnt even think, cause i have nothing to think, cause i didnt even study.... sick okayh??!! wat do u expect...?? but LUCKILY.. thank godd.. i'm recovered... welcome back hyper crazy annoying noisy Sandra...!! =))))))

i notice when i come to school, everyone was like... 'eh! Sandra.. why didnt u come for so many days??? miss u larhhh".... wah... so proud.. so many ppl miss me... XD haha... niro and siew jin were like hugging when they see me.. haha...

emily is STIll cracking her brain... giving me her disgusted look... *ewhhhh* she just blink her eyes seductively at me.. and now, she *muacksssss* me... goddd....i wonder is that wat she paln to do when she see 'tekalong'- sejenis kulit kayu untuk membungkus bayi yang baru dilahirkan....*moral* hahahha...

lalala~~ its so 'wat the' .. when our PJ exam which was suppose to be held tomorrow is cancelled.. and then left only seni exam.. and one of the questions is writing out the school song, visi, or misi using the calligraphy way... so, practically... we come to school.. just to write a few wordss cursively.. ish.. waste our time only...

so... i so-called practising my calligraphy.. ahhahaha..... and it came out like shit..

and then.. as usual.. i started to crapp... hahah.... its stupid stuff.. wasted so much time.. but still left 30 minutes after crapping... the 30 minutes for me and michelle to exchange paper to read our posts.. hahaha... XD

its stupid stuff.. hahaha XD i sick until crazy ady... that's wat my brother say.. ahhaha,..... =PPPP hahahaa!!!

sick, sick and more sick... =(

siew jin ask me to blog so that SOMETHING entertains my whole boring sick day.... didnt go to school... cause practically, i didnt sleep for like almost 24 hpurs....

you know wat??? i'm about to die... physically and mentally... i've been vomiting the whole day... and having like severe stomache... and guess wat?? tomorrow's trial... how the helll am i going to sit for the exam?? i'm 3/4 dead... and going to die soon... i havent been eating and sleeping the whole day.. cause watever i eat... is coming back out from my mouth within 5 minutes... the good news is, i lose 4 kgs in less than 24 hours... the bad news is, i'm gonna die soon... *sigh*... why everytime only when exam is near, i fall sick wannn.... arghhhhh.... so annoying...

i look like shit.. my face is like so pale.. spent the whole day lying down on the bed, crying.. and vomiting... i called like so many ppl today to keep myself entertained so that i could ignore the pain... adeline, sheau hwa, low and siew jin are those helpful ppl... who spent like almost 30 minutes, talking to me.. i think i wont dare to see my phone bill..... haizzzz.....

pinky went for thisssss ------->>>>>>

my goddd.. i so wanted to go.... i hate you, pinky.... leaving me all by alone, and go and have fun pulakkk.... hmph! and Afiq elaborate the events there until like so nice... LEONA LEWIS was thereeee!!!!! ahhh!!!! wateverrrr pinky, i still hate you... *bluek*

anyway.. this is the sea walking video... haha.. the 2 person beside me on my right is a korean couple.. hahah... next time, i will see adeline and siew jin there... korean couple.. haha... so- called... *bluek*

FYI, siew jin shits through her mouth and eat through her m0uth.. she claims that she has the sexiest and prettiest butt ever... she also have microscopic eyes.. that can see through ppl's pants... to see their butt..... so be careful... she claims that she is ONE in the BILLION.. hahahaha!!