One and the half.

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Each heart represent one month.

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boo. Imma missing you ;(

Can't text you. That sucks.

Can't talk to you in msn. Double sucky.

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18 hearts. 18 months.

enough time for 2 babies to come out.. hahaXD

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100 truths =)

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Honey Lemon with weixing =D
2. Last phone call: Mom. She called me and asked if wx and i were done chatting
3. Last text message: To zhengkang.
4. Last song you listened to: Need you now by the Lady Ante..thing thing.. hahahXD
5. Last time you cried: errrrrrrrr.... early this week i think.. you see my emo posts den you know why.

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: Nah.
7. Been cheated on: Dont think so =P
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Nope ;)
9. Lost someone special: Yeah.. ;(
10. Been depressed: Obviously! Who doesnt?
11. Been drunk and threw up: Nope..

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Purple
13. Light pink
14. Blue

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)
15. Made a new friend: Lemme think.. i GUESS SO.. . . dunno..
16. Fallen out of love: Nah
17. Laughed until you cried: DUH!!! ahahhahXD
18. Met someone who changed you: Yeah =)
19. Found out who your true friends were: I find this question hard to answer..
20. Found out someone was talking about you: Yeap!
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: SURE! =D
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: Most of them..
23. How many kids do you want?: Er.. dunno wor.. depends? 3 or 4? hahahaXD
24. Do you have any pets: yeahhh.. my golden retriever =P
25. Do you want to change your name: er... i dun think so.. my parents and grandparents give me this name because they like it.. so i should accept it =)
26. What did you do for your last birthday: THIS IS THE BEST QUESTION! hahahahXD had an awesome party with weixing.. hahahaXD
27. What time did you wake up today: 8.45am? cause got tuition (>.<)
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Doing addmaths project, chatting and texting..
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: SPM TO BE OVER OVER OVER!!!!!!
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Me not having period pain. It sucks.. really.
32. What are you listening to right now: Nothing? ahahhahaXD
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: DUN THINK SO.. .. Jerry also dun have =P
34. Who's getting on your nerves right now: No one? hahahaXD imma happy today!
35. Most visited webpage: Facebook facebook and facebook.
36. Whats your real name: Sandra.
37. Nicknames: San, San-da-ra and many many more...
38. Relationship Status: dunno =P
39. Zodiac sign: imma the chicken yo! hahahaXD
40. Male or female?: Female lah.
41. Primary School?: SBU
42. Secondary School?: SBU
43. High school/college?: SBU.. hahaXD nola, jk! DUNNO LAH! not 18 yet..
44. Hair colour: blackkkkkk
45. Long or short: Longgggggg...
46.Height: 160cm around there.. i THINK
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: yeah! ob-piously!
48: What do you like about yourself?: im happy! =D
49. Piercings: each on one ear =P
50. Tattoos: dun wann..
51. Righty or lefty: ? Right. Haha

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: 5 years old..
53. First piercing: 7 years old, i thinkkk..
54. First best friend: Jessy =D
55. First sport you joined: Swimming
56. First vacation: Las Vegas, california.. and somewhere around there.. hahaXD
58. First pair of trainers: -.- Dont know. You think I will go write dwn the date meh?

RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating: Nope! Later got dinner but just now yumcha with weixing, yum lotsa time ady..
60. Drinking: Same answer gonna be given..
61. I'm about to: Go for dinner!
62. Listening to: Fan rotating sound..
63. Waiting for: Family to get ready for dinner..

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: YEAH.., ofc... i love kids =)
65. Get married? : OFCOURSE!
66. Career: dunno worrrrr (>.<)

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Both
68. Hugs or kisses:Both
69. Shorter or taller: Taller gua.. =P
70. Older or Younger: Younger... Cause I feel old even though I'm not 18 yet! Aha
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Both
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: arms =P
73. Sensitive or loud: LOUD. VERY LOUD.
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: NO =.=
77. Drank hard liquor: think so. .. .
78. Lost glasses/contacts: nahhhhh.. im a careful person.. . but BREAK THEM, yes la... hahahXD
79. Sex on first date: wth.. no.. never.
80. Broken someone's heart: YEAH.. DEFINITELY (>.<) hahahaXD to an unknown guy who wanted me to couple with him.. OBVIOUSLY no right?
82. Been arrested: nope =D
83. Turned someone down: Yah..
84. Cried when someone died: Yes.. ofc..
85. Fallen for a friend: Yeah. Hell yeah.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: I do.. but sometimes over confident =(
87. Miracles: Yes! :D If you think it will happen, it will :D
88. Love at first sight: er.. yes.. no.. dunno..
89. Heaven: YEAH! i always go there.. buffet =P nola! jk!
90. Santa Claus: nahhh.. never really did..
91. Kiss on the first date: Nah.. not gonna happen..
92. Angels: Yeaps

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: NO. . .. . hahahahXD
95. Did you sing today?: Yeah.. I THINK.
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: No
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: When i was 5 years old..
98. The moment you would choose to relive?: When i have my period pain =P getting it is like, the process when bella turns into a vampire.. its like HELL.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Nope..
100. Are you afraid of posting this as 100 truths?: If dont post then I spend so much time doing this for what?! hahaXD

A day out =D

WOOOTSSSS! food makes my world go round =D makes my tummy go round.. and my body too.. (>.<)

=D

This morning, i was suppose to for a blood test but.. sadly.. i forgot that i wasnt suppose to consume ANYTHING.. but i took my cough medicine.. ahhahaXD not funny actually.. got scolded by my mom (>.<)

hehe.. after breakfast.. after lunch.. after lazing around, after watching tv,

I went to Sg. Wang today because my mom wanted to get her wool.. for her knitting.. and so i tagged along.. and got myself a pair of sandals.. as mine has grew some long white beard = Old.. HAHA.. anyway.... yeahh..


at first, i tried on this.. but my mom says it looks like during the china china time.. those grandma, grandpa pull the cow in the sawah.. going "mooo mooo" like that.. i was like =.= wtheck.. and she say my toes are like OUTSIDE the shoe.. so she ask me to look for another one.. ahhahahaXD

den i got this! well, i think this is awesome =D cause it matches my shirt that time.. hahaa.. my mom said it looked better.. so i bought it.. =D

and then, we saw this shop.. selling somekind of rubber band.. an EXPENSIVE rubberband.. but its not exactly a rubberband.. and it was so cool.. can tie different ways =D so my mom bought one for me and one for herself =D you'll be amazed by how this band works =P

and finally, when we reached the shop which sells wool, we saw the lady boss knitting a skirt for her customer.. and i was like, "WOW MOM! its so nice!" Then the lady boss ask me to try on it.. and i was like, "hehe..no need la, auntie.. later i scared once i wear, all your thread come off.." then she was like, "dun be silly! if come off, i give you the whole skirt.." hahahXD so, i just tried.. and..

tada! it matched my shoe and shirt =D wooots! me like an angel, yo! hahahaXD nola, joking.. =P anyway, it was kinda sexy.. cause like got holesssss in betweeennnn.. luckily cannot really see through the skirt.. if not, "bye bye, sandra.." hahahahXD

hehe.. i asked my mom to make one for me.. but guess wad.. she said.."maybe for your 21st birthday, i'll knit a set for you.." with the necklace which is knitted, shirt, skirt, maybe shoes! hahahaXD cause like.. she said only the skirt cause RM600 and above.. (>.<).. yeah.. siewjin.. go "WOOOOWWWWWWW..." ahhahahahXD as expensive as my dad's tie.. ahahhaXD *hint hint*

hehe.. anyway, that's all.. buh bye!

ps: im really embarassed with my fb photos that my cousin tagged me.. ahhahhaXD

teeeeeheeeeee!

Words running across my mind.

Did this change everything?

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my cousin is went back to Singapore.. and now, i'll find no one as crazy as her to camwhore with (>.<)

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Yesterday was a weird day for me.. or should i say, a weird night..

I've been lying down on the bed and staring at the ceiling for so long,

and I start to wonder,

and notice what's happening around me..

I've never been an emotional person but when it comes to friendships, it just hits me right on my face when i felt like we werent that close anymore.. Well, everyone thinks that my blog is totally dead.. i think no one thinks that i will ever update it.. I've always want to update it but I'm just out of words to describe what is actually happening around me.

Dont misunderstand,yo! nothing has happened.. its just, somekind of self-realisation or whatever you called it.. It's like, everything has changed. I mean, obviously life goes on and blablabla.. but.. i dont know.. i just feel there's like something missing in me..

Sometimes, I just feel like locking up all my friends in one room and make them stay with me forever. But that's impossible right?

Well, it's just as impossible as the quote "best friends forever".

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How I wish you could fill the space between my fingers now

and tell me that everything will be okay like you always do ;(

HAPPY SEXY SEVENTEEN, girl!

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HAHAHAHHA! Hope u'll enjoy ur day! stop being emo, dude =D

Less than slash three.

I see the picture, its written all over your face.

Tell me, what's the secret that u've been hiding?

I should've seen it coming,

I should've read the signs.



Anyway, I guess its over.

An awkwardness that lies within our friendship.

peace ^^

Cheers ^D^

Strong bonds...

What happened to those?

I admit I miss the times.. but what can we do about it?