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Monday, June 30, 2008

wei mae ask me to post something 'great' about her... so here it goes..... (dun vomit as u read)


An Unfaithful Day

rightttttttttt.... as u see... i am not aneroxic... so stop saying i am aneroxic... kay?? argh!!

right... today... i went crazy again.. then when miss Nur came in... she was also in a hyperrrrrrrrrrrrrrr mooodddd... havent seen her hyper before... so ... i was like kinda shocked and kinda go wat the hell..... niro and adeline were kinda holding hands... and then.. when miss Nur saw... she was like 'greattt... i have gays in omega.. and now i have lesbians here....' me and adeline were like 'OMEGA!!???' and started laughing like shit... hahahahhaha......

then later during stayback... my mood was spoiled by THE GREAT THAMBI...... after chasing him for dont know how far and smacking him... i still feel like strangling him... i strangled manyyyy people today.... sheau hwa is one of them... ALL THANKS TO THEM... NOW... MY REPUTATION IS LIKE DOWN AT HELLLLLL...... THANKS MANNN...... -_-""hate em'... great..... such a great day.... mm-hm... sarcasm hits back... if there is only chance i can kill them... i swear i will...... my mood was like worst than the worst feeling everrr.... seriously, almost cried ady... didnt even play a single thing eventhough i was at the court..... felt enough just sitting there.... feeling like a pile of shit.... thanks to them..... saying a thousand time of sorry doesnt make the 'thing' stop going around... almost the whole form 3 knows ady..
let me tell u.. why dont u just tell the WHOLE SCHOOL!!!!???idiotss....

but later on.... lots of thing make me laugh like shit... at leasssssssstttt i am feeling better right now.... but still argh!!!!
I AM NOT ANEROXIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, June 29, 2008


rightttttttttttt... weird.... i am currently frustrated cause i dont know who the heck are my group members for oral.... asking niro and pui yi.. but they dont know... then finally called emily and then she was like Fatin arr??? then i was like OH YA!!! the 2 Fatins....

but the weird thing is.. when i took my house phone and wanted to dial emily's number.... it didnt worked... and somehow...i heard a conversation... i dunno who's .. so i pass it to my mom.... and she said.. it sound like my neighbour... not talking to me... but to the relative... IT MEANS... I WAS LISTENING TO THEIR CONVERSATION THROUGH MY HOUSE PHONE... i dunno how the heck their conversation was connected to my house phone... scaryyy...

anyway... back to my ORAL>...... i dunno how the heck to start.... none of the group members helped me... but i am afraid cause tomorrow we have english... so... we have to finish the stupid forum.... which i dunno how to start.... ugh!!!!!!!!!!! so damn frustrated... and we are the second group... argh.........


found this when adeline pointed out from my Chicken Soup book... and found that it is darn meaningful.....

Forgive the sun who didn’t shine;
The sky had as her in to dine.

Forgive the stars that heard your wish;
The moon prepared their favorite dish.

Forgive the rain for its attack;
The clouds have tears they can’t hold back.

Don’t hate the birds cause they are free;
Don’t envy all the things they see.

Don’t block the wind, but hear its cry;
Or else that wind may pass you by.

Forgive the storm it means no harm;
Could not resist to show its charm.

the earth that never turns;
Don’t hate the sun, because too much burns.

Life intends to not cause pain;
The flowers bloom from all the rain

The storm will come and it will pass;
The sun that shines, it grows the grass.

The wind it cannot help but cry;
The stars at night light up the sky.

Forgive the world in which we live;
We’ll all find peace IF WE FORGIVE….


to her : now u can see my essay from my blog... i really mean it, ya noe??

She's taller than me, she has short and rebonded hair. she has cute pink dimples. When she smiles, she can make all the guys faint on the spot. She has a perfect body which in proportional for her height, but, she is not that voluptuous. Still, I can say she is every guy’s dream.

I got to know her when we were 5 or 6 years old. She lived opposite my house and she went to pre-school in Sekolah Sri Garden with me. She is a good listener. She is always there for me when I need someone to talk to.

We have gone through thick and thin for almost 10 years. She is a very honest person and definitely a person whom you can trust. There are no secrets between us. We do not hesitate to tell each other. Actually, we don’t even have to tell, from the looks, we can see through each other problems.

She an outdoor person type. She play all kinds of sport but her favourite is badminton. Sometimes, I’m worried about her. I’m afraid she might push herself over her limit too much.

Besides, she is also a very open person. If you tease her, she will laugh her head off. She does not mind what other people think about her. This is what I like about her.

Eventhough we go to different schools now, but we still meet each other in tuition. Nothing has change our friendship. Nothing had, and nothing will. My life will only be complete with at least A true friend. Someone I can trust the most and she is none other that Jessy….  I will always appreciate her with all my heart and soul.

Saturday, June 28, 2008

And today.... me and adeline... are define as the pondan or gay turners.... we can somehow change a guy into a much more feminine person... haha...


got tagged by niro....

#1 If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
see who first larr... i will just probably say 'fine, u lost someone great, its up to u'... and probably cry later.. definitely not in front of the guy...

#2 if you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
i wish i have smarter brains and be someone who wont be OUT OF MONEY...

#3 what will your dream wedding be like?
i hope it will be in the space... (no such thing), so, maybe in an island, or a cruise... actually... i dun mind... anywhere will do as long i'm with the person i love....

#4 are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
was but not anymore... open up ur heartand mind and u will find nothing confuses u...

#5 what's your ideal lover like?
i dun wish for a hot guy...(definitely not like brad pitt...)haha... i just wish he loves me the way i love him and i would want him to be reallly sweet and romantic... and shuts up when i scold him.. haha.. =P

#6 which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?

#7 how long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?
as long as my heart wants..

#8 if the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
too bad lo... he rugi... haha... find another one cause not like he's the only one in the world...

#9 is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
definitely... but nothing stops me from being hyperrrrr

#10 is being tagged fun?
yes... veryyyyy....

#11 how do you see yourself in ten years time?
ten years time,... 25 years old... hmm.. definitely hotter... playing with my brother's kids... haha.. so random.. hmm.. being with my ideal lover and and giving people talks about life...

#12 who are currently the most important people to you?
EVERYONE AROUND ME... seriously.. i mean it... each and every single living thing around me.. including my dogg=P

#13 what kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
tall... and an emo queen...

#14 would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
can i be rich and married???

#15 what's the first thing you do every morning?
off my phone alarm ...

#16 would you give all in a relationship?
yes... definitely.. if i dont, there's no meaning at all....

#17 if you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
errr.... mini mini minee moreee... nola... see which one is better larh, of course...

#18 what type of friends do you like?
practically, everyone has their own style... i will like all my friends as they are.. but i wud prefer trusworthy ones, DUN GET ANGRY SO FAST ONES, can JOKE AROUND ONES, DUN TAKE CRAPPY THINGS SERIOUSLY ONES.... ;]

#19 what type of friends do you dislike?
DEFINITELY boastful ones.. hate it the way i hate shit... and yeah, backstabbers too...

i tag the ariff, and wei mae, and val, and yuen ping...
saw this at niro's blog.. and found that its cool... so... just wanna do it for fun... =P

darken the statements that are true to you.
italise the statements that you wish are true.
leave the fibs alone.

i miss somebody right now.(no one special)
i don't watch tv these days.(lots of tuition)
i own lots of books.
i wear glasses or contact lenses.
i love to play video games.
i've tried marijuana.
i have been in a threesome.
i have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
i believe honesty is usually the best policy.
i curse sometimes.
i have changed mentally a lot over the last year.
(duhh.. i am less annoying)
i carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
i'm TOTALLY smart.
i've broken someone's bones.
(long time ago)
i'm paranoid sometimes.
i would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost and scar-free.
i need money right now.
i love sushi.
i talk really, really fast.
i have long hair.(not that long, but long for me)
i have lost money in Las Vegas.
i have at least one sibling.(two of them)
i have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
i couldn't survive without caller id. (its obvious, i need to call at least a person, a day...
i like the way i look.
(everyone must love the way they look, its a gift)
i am usually pessimistic.
i have a lot of mood swings.(its damn obvious)
i have a hidden talent.(i believe so.. sure got wannn)
i'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.(that is for sure!!)
i have a lot of friends.(enough for me)
i am currently single!
(duh... dun say i'm lying... i'm NOT)
i have pecked someone of the same sex.
i enjoy talking on the phone.(enjoy means reallllllyyy enjoy, check my credit)
i practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.(its obvious)
i love to shop.
(duh... shopping is funn)
enjoy window shopping.
i would rather shop than eat.
i don't hate anyone.
(because i dun want to... its difficult for both sides, dun cha' feel??)
i dislike them.
i'm a pretty good dancer.
i'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
i have a cell phone.
i believe in God.
i watch mtv on a daily basis.

i have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
i've rejected someone before.
i have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
i want to have children in the future.
i have changed a diaper before.
(many times, in fact, dun laugh)
i've called the cops on a friend before.
i'm not allergic to anything.

i have a lot to learn.
(that is for sure)
i have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
i am shy around the opposite sex.(UNFORTUNATELY... I WONT BE, I'M SOCIALABLE, YA NOE??)
i have tried alcohol before.(duh.. so many times)
i have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
i own the "South Park" movie.
i would die for my best friends.(i swear.. i will)
i think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
i have used my sexuality to advance my career.
i love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
i watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.
i have dated a close friend's ex.
i am happy at this moment! (i'm happy every moment of my life... nahh.. bullshit.. but MOST of the time)
i'm obsessed with guys.
i am punk rockish.
i am preppy.
i study for tests most of the time.(i never study for tests)
i tie my shoelaces differently from anyone else i've ever met.(i noe adeline does)
i can work on a car.
i love my job.
i am comfortable with who i am right now.
i have more than just my ears pierced.
i walk barefoot whenever i can.
i have jumped off a bridge.
i love sea turtles.(wat a random question)
i spend ridiculous money on makeup.
plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
i'm proficient in a musical instrument.
i worked at McDonald's restaurant.
i hate office jobs.
i love sci-fi movies.
i think water rules.
i went college out of state.
i like sausages.
i love kisses.
i fall for the worst people.
i adore bright colours.(it somehow brighten ur day)
i can't live without black eyeliner.
i don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.
i usually like covers better than originals.
i can pick things up with my toes.
i can't whistle.
i can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake's slither.
i have ridden/owned a horse.
i still have every journal i've ever written in.
i can't stick to a diet.
i talk in my sleep.
i try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.(i do that everytime, but i dun make jellies and filled my whole fridge with it)
climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
i have jazz in my blood.
i wear a toe ring.
i have a tattoo.
i can't stand at LEAST one person that i work with.
i am a caffeine junkie.(definitely true)
i cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
i have been to over 15 conventions.
i will collect anything, the more nonsensical, the better.
i'm an artist.
i only clean my room when necessary.
i like a person of the same sex.
i love being happy. (its the best)
i am an adrenaline junkie.

annoying adeline in action.... A.A.I.A!!

today... badminton... as usual.... but today's game was so fun... adeline and one of our badminton classmate played... damn chun-ted... better than thomas cup.... haha.... then adeline lost.... it was so close mannnn.... she was leading by 4 marks.. yish... then have to do push up for 20 times.. then when i played with the guy, i wonn... haha... kinda won... then he had to do 50 push ups.... damn funnyyy... adeline and me was laughing like shitt.... hahaha....

came back.. ate lunch with adeline..saw a lot of Pudu school girls... their sports day... then watched Double Take while enjoying our KFC.. then Ghost Hunters... i dose off at the end of the show... then adeline watched badminton... boring like shit oni... then i just sleep... later... her dad called and say he reach ady... we said bye.. i was darn sleeeppyyyy then she went out... then she called her dad and sayy... where??? actually her dad went to the wrong place... went to PTR instead... so she came in and told me.. i was like... okayyy(in a very sleeppppyyyy moodddd......)

after that... it is when she went extremely hyper that i feelll like slapping her... so the damn noisy... i was sleeping and she was disturbing me.. i was like stop it, adelinee-e-e-e-.... then she kept taking my hand and shaking and flinging it... i was like ssstttoooppp it larrrrrrrrr....... (in a darn sleepy mood)... she still kept swinging my hand and singing the stupid hyper noisy song... after saying stop it for dunno how many hundred times.... i woke up from my bed and strangled her... then she was like coughing and coughing... strangling and saying 'STOP IT!' 'STOP IT'.... so idiotic... then she still keep playing that annoying song... ugh!!!! she was so damn hyper.... and noisy... and definitely ANNOYINGGGG!!!! its seriously the first time i'm seeing her so damn hyper and how dare she disturb me when I AM SLEEPING!!?? ugh! not even god can disturb me when i am sleeping... that 'smart' ass.... arghhh....

when her dad came... i was like 'AT LASTT... WALK FASTER TO THE DOOR AND GO HOME!!! GO !! FASTER!!!'after she went back... wah... peace and queit.. and i continue sleeeeppppinnggggg :)till dinner... =P

Friday, June 27, 2008

daily stufffffff............

right.... on.. wednesday... many stupid things happen.. such as.. when me, niro and pui yi went for lunch.. in Esso.. I nearly got the whole petrol burst... cause.. i put the maggi in the microwave.. and then.. it got burned.. cause i didnt notice the plastic was in there.. then... me and pui yi buy another cup... pui yi went to the hot water dispenser and press the wrong button.. and hot chocolate filled her maggi mee... my god... i was laughing like shit... except when she was staring at me as though she is gonna eat me up... then the so called 'smart' niro go and say.. wow.. i have such smart friends... i look at her and say... who is the one more stupid?? who is the one wanted to suicide.. cut herself so stupid???? then she was like.. that's y i say u guys are smart larh... i'm dumb.. stupid...-_-"

yesterday... so many ppl didnt come... emily, siew jin, val, low... aih.. but it was fun but 'something happen'.... nevermind... it bothered me a bit..but nevermindlarh... i very gooddd wann.. i wont be so kecil hati... eventhough i did.. but it was just for awhile.. anyway.. it was niro's bdae.. all of us pile up her presents on her table and left it there till she come back from her prefect duty... mm-hm.... yesterday night was fun... teasing wei mae is the best thing on earth... haha.... i could feel her blushing eventhough its only through sms..... =P hahah! oh and one more thing... the worst nightmare had happen yesterday... my godd... kena ejek by sheau hwa and adeline like crazy.. then today.. when siew jin and emily and low knew about it... they were laughing like shit... and sheau hwa wanted to tell derrick and thambi.. i was like screaming at her and warned her that if she say a word... i wud pull her pants down at the spot.. and murder her... and kill her... i know its the same.. but still...

today... morning..... -_-" me and adeline were laughing like shit... haha.. cause the 'someone'... dun even dare to talk to me... right... so great... got scolded by cik tengku... ugh! for nothing!!!! my god.... then... bm.. was fun... went to the computer lab.. and went to change the computer wallpaper to the simpsons... adeline was like wat the.. low was like ohmygod.. sandra... hahah.... then staybacked for volleyball... only for awhile...suppose to go back at 3.30.. but i went at 2.30.. but my mom.. came at 3.15.. there was no difference... i was suppose to do my tuition hw now... but... biasalarrrhhhh... sandra... outside the school, i had a good chat with sally..... then after that... saw my cute little bro, jarett.... he is so sweeettt... i was like...

sandra: y u stayback for??
jarett: to see you...
sandra: i know u love me very much...
jarett: mm-hm....

*he walked back then i shouted*
sandra: be carefulllllll......
jarett: ah...

he is so cute and sweeeeeeeeeeeeetttttt...... i told low.. and she was like so fakee... duh.. its fake... if not.. he really to stayback to see me mehhh???? now... currently.. i have 3 pet-sis and 2 pet-bro...
1)kimberly... the one who migrated to japan then to US... (so long didnt
see her ady....)
2)the cutie emily
3)vy vyan
5)melvin - he's my sister.... transexual, ya noe??

jarett and melvin is so protective.. haha... and so sweettttt... :D so glad i have so many good pet-siblings... :)

okay... seriosly, gtg... gonna be later for tution... buh- bye!

Monday, June 23, 2008

shitty results....

sorry long time didnt post... so called 'busy', ya noe?? results like shit... people laughing behind my back.. i heard and saw it today... but just pretend like nothing.. wat can i do??? but deep inside... i really felt like crying... tears actually begun to form in my eyes.. but i force it not to roll down in front of my friends... i dun wanna let them worry... but on the first day i knew my result... i really wanna thank siew jin... emily.. adeline.. sheau hwa... pui yi.. low... and niro... for hugging me, chasing me to the toilet... imagine.. all of them... so many of them follow me to the toilet.. trying to make me laugh... did the chicken dance IN THE TOILET.. can u imagine it??? and telling me its okay... try next time.. its not ur fault.. i really aprreciate their comfort... i really wanna thank u all with all my heart and soul.. THANK YOU FOR SUPPORTING ME.... sometimes.. i really wonder... wat good thing did i do in my previous life to deserve such good true goddess friends...??? cause.. i dont think i did any in this life... anyway... t.h.a.n.k. g.o.d!! love u guys... and thanks again...=)

today... william called back... ask about my results.. again.. then i explain the whole thing.. he was like.. u have to get use to it okay?? if not next time.. if PMR or SPM how?? try to get use to it... this and that,.... thank.god.he' who insulted me.. but i scolded him like shit... BUT AT SOME POINTS... I JUST ALLOW THAT insults to come.. CAUSE... THE RESULTS WERE TRUE... HAIZZZ.... my mom also scolded me like shit.. but i just shut my mouth... feeling every word she utter was actually hurting me so so much... lucky her.. she didnt see my tears roll down my cheeks at the back of the car seat...and just keep scolding me....

but after that,... she bought me the dress i loved.... before i got my results... i was dying to get it.. i dun care if its end of the world... i wanted that dress so much.. but then.. when i got my shitty results... i no longer feel i deserve it... when my mom bought that dress.. i just gave her a poker face and say its up to her... she bought it for me anyway.. cause she knew i was dying to have it... and she bought it... this's the one...

but somehow... i found happiness in teasing ppl... such as... hehe.. nevermind larh... later kena belasah.... 2 couples... i bet u know which is the first couple.. the person person... who EVERYTIME OSO THIRD FLOOR, THIRD FLOOR... UGH! DISGUSTING.... and the other... hehe.. later kena slap.. better shut up...

so overall... i'm okay.. cause its balance... the sadness and the happiness... so now i'm neutral... no feelings... blank... exam is next week...wat the helll... ugh!!!

Sunday, June 15, 2008

kursus peningkatan

came back from kursus peningkatan... damn tired weih... my leg is so damn pain...ugh! my uncle from germany came back... then we went for dinner... suppose to go to Robinsons to get that COAST dress... but it was father's day.. so the food came super late... ish.. make me got no time for my bijibiji dress.... i am so gonna get it.. i dun care... i'm gonna get it... i'm currently on the phone with miss niro... the miss emo.. talk to her for 20 minutes ady.. haiz... sad stuff but i was smiling the whole time... cause her tone.. haha... so damn funny... i will post tomorrow... super tired... chaoz!

Thursday, June 12, 2008

haih.. i will miss posting... going for kursus peningkatan... O.O

adeline gan... i will remember wat u ask me to promise.. and i will take revenge.. haha... bovine.... watch out.. adeline... if i have a chance.. i will strangle u...

ohmygod... i just kena tease gila by this 12 year old boy... saying that i have boyfren and stuff... i'm not even close to him and he say.. dun lie... sure got wan.. i was like dot dot dot... then he say.. i also got girlfren... dot dot dot dot dot dot.. tak pasal pasal kena ejek...... T.T

dammit... stupid.. alex... come up kacau oni.. purposely close all my windows... stupid... ugh! sorry.. i use a lebih pleasant word... later ariff bising again... BOVINE>.....

gtg... see ya on monday.. ppl.. =D

Tuesday, June 10, 2008


sorry for posting so much poems... but i enjoy reading it very muchh.. and i know the stupid ade will say i blog will be even boring-er... but this poems.. really show wat i felt... (dun think stupid, ariff... its not him.. idiot)and btw.. its for someone.. i mean someone someone.. i think... :P actually not really for me ANYMORE>.. cause.. cause... i dunno.. just shut up and read the damn poem...

The L in love
is for
the LIES you told me

The O
is for
the OTHER girls you see

The V
is for
the VOWS you broke

The E
is for
the ENEMIES we've become

Love seems to be
a word
used to play with others peoples emotions
it always ends in tears
no matter what you do
no matter how hard you try
it never seems to be enough

=D friends and emily.. haha

and i happen to find the definiton of F.R.I.E.N.D.S.... =D

Friends are ones whom you can trust,
trust with all you heart.
Friends are ones whom you can say "Its only you and me now"
when times are tough.

Friends are ones whom you can let secrets run free
free within a spirit of three.
Friends are ones whom you can run to
when your boyfriend says goodbye.

Friends are ones whom you can cry to
cry and scream to.
Friends are ones whom you love, and thy love you back
no matter the cause.

Friends are ones whom care for you,
even in a fight.
Friends are ones whom stand by your side
with every step you make.

Friends are special.
Friends are one-of-a-kind.
Find the right friend,
and you could be a happy soul just like I.

=D and i'm glad most... as in 99% of my friends are like that... =D and i want to take this chance to say.. i love u, ppl... obviously.. only ppl who are close to me read my blog... so.. if u are reading my blog.. u are included in the 'friends' in the poem... =D

and and.. emily was so happy when i told her i found a poem entitled EMILY.. but actually....the writer says: I wrote this about my best friend, Emily who died in a car accident a year ago... (hahaha) this is the one....

For all the tears among us,
And all the smiles we shared,
For the life we are celebrating,
And the death that can’t be repaired.
For all the families that miss her,
And the friends who are down,
God bless Emily...
Never wearing a frown.
For her smile that brightens up the room,
And the crash that happened to be her doom,
The story that will provoke,
For the days we wake up crying,
And the nights that are so cold,
God bless Emily....
May the truth be told...


i saw this poem when i was waiting for my mom fectching me... from mr.roy... and i read it.. and i felt touched by the poem... read it.. and love it...


A poem about a girl telling her mom that she had listened to her when she got hit by a drunk driver.

I went to a party, Mom, I remembered what you said.
You told me not to drink, Mom, so I drank soda instead.
I really felt proud inside, Mom, the way you said I would.
I didn't drink and drive, Mom, even though the others said I should.

I know I did the right thing, mom, I know you are always right.
Now the party is finally ending, Mom, as everyone is driving out of sight.
As I got into my car, Mom, I know I'd get home in on piece.
Because of the way you raised me, so responsible and sweet.

I started to drive away, Mom, but as I pulled out into the road,
The other car didn't see me, Mom, and hit me like a load.
As I lay there on the pavement, Mom, I hear the policeman say,
The other guy is drunk, Mom, and now I'm the one who will pay.

I'm lying here dying, Mom. I wish you'd get here soon.
How could this happen to me, Mom? My life just burst like a balloon.
There is blood all around me, Mom, and most of it is mine.
I hear the medic say, Mom, I'll die in a short time.

I just wanted to tell you, Mom, I swear I didn't drink.
It was the others, Mom. The others didn't think.
He was probably at the same party as I.
The only difference is, her drunk and I will die.

Why do people drink Mom? It can ruin you whole life.
I'm feeling sharp pains now. Pains just like a knife.
The guy who hit me is walking; Mom, and I don't think it is fair.
I'm lying here dying and all he can do is stare.

Tell my brother not to cry, Mom. Tell Daddy to be brave.
And when I go to Heaven, Mom, put "Daddy's Girl" on my grave.
Someone should have told him, Mom, not to drink and drive.
If only they had told him, Mom, I would still be alive.

My breath is getting shorter, Mom. I'm becoming very scared.
Please don't cry for me, Mom. When I needed you, you were always there.
I have on last question, Mom, before I say good-bye.
I didn't drive and drive, so why am I the one to die?

Monday, June 9, 2008

back to schooolllll~~

ahhh... finally back to KL.. yesterday night.. damn tired like shit.. but then... i was looking forward to going to school,.... and school was fun today.. haha.. except cause of the stupid electricity... other than that... it's one of the fun-est day i have ever had... cause i kept talking and talking and talking and talking non-stop... its usual.. i know.. but i talked extra loud.. laugh extra extra crazy and loud... and getting extra hyper... maybe i'm too tired.. and it was the coffee that made my brain nerves expand... got a whole bunch of shittyyy results.. but... it didnt spoil my day...

volleyball practice was also damn the fun... after volleyball practice.. had a bit of basketball.. when the pro was gone.. so fun mann.. haha...but my day was a bit spoilt with the kursus peningkatan thingy.. but after it was solved.. i figured out.. it didnt matter at all if i missed the fun... cause.. i will miss 5 tuitions if i go.. and my parents definitely wont like it.. cause.. genting.. then sabah.. then if i go kursus peningkatan.. they will scream at me.. but it didnt bother me much.. it did.. but only for a little while.. at least.. less than an hour... after alex gave me a longgg lecture in the car... T.T....

the pictures in genting and sabah.. i will upload later.. more than 100 pics kay.. have to filter it first... its gonna take a longggggg time.. =P or maybe i shud upload in friendster.. much more easier... :)

Wednesday, June 4, 2008


lalala~~~ yesterday night.. suddenly only so many ppl talk to me... talk wat?? who was that guy in my DP picture... yish... talk to me oni ask about who was that... tsk..tsk... even my brother girlfren oso ask... dead meat.... so close mann... she was like... u want ur brother to kill u arr??? shit... haha... its okay... cause he is australia.. so he cant kill me... hehe.. and he's not coming back this year.. wakaka...

i'm gonna fly to Sabah at 6am later.. which means.. i have to wake up at 3am.. dammit.. i havent pack my things.. shit.. hehe... but nevermindlarhh.. haha....oh... niro tag me... fine fine... since i have time.. hehe... actually no time.. but i made some.. hehe...

8 things i'm passionate about:
definitely online
sms-es(that explains my credit)
reading novels (that's it up to the season... haha)
socialising... (love to do that a lot, dun think wrong)
talking(love it so so much..)
and definitely,.... him... haha :D

8 things i say or i do often:
smack people (ppl hu are close to me know that..haha)
i often say "wat the..."
"stupid malaysians.."
"go and die"(like adeline)
"so cute" (i say that randomly.. haha)
"ooo... mamaH" (haha.. learn that frm my 10 year old cousin... haha)

8 things I've read recently:
It must be love (damn dirty man.. the book, must close one eye and read)
the itenery for the sabah trip
the comments in my friendster
sejarah textbook
New Moon
PS I Love You

8 things I could listen over and over again:
natasha bedingfield- poctkeful of sunshine
bass hunter- dota
take that- shine
regina spektor- the call
air supply- all out of love
leona lewis- bleeding love (hahaha)
the secret piano song by jay chou
naruto- sadness and sorrow

8 things I have learned last year:
-PMR will be difficult(definitely)
-appreciate friends and family
-to be emo
-to be less hyper
-friends can last forever if u make an inisiaive to last them forever
-more Science and Maths
-to accept facts that if someone is gone.. they wont be back
-to sms more ppl.. haha

8 people I tag:
wah liao...(i know it doesnt sound like me.. pengaruh alex) niro.. tag everyone i know di.. then? who shud i tag??

-yuen ping
-erm... ermm....... wei gin? (lol.. random)
-arghh.. really cant find anyone ady.. stupid niro... nvm.. i will still tag ariff eventhough he is taggeddd..... arghhh
- and wei mae.. eventhough she is tagged too...

can ppl do tags on friendster?? cause that way i have more ppl to tag... arghhhh so frustrated.. i cant complete this tag.. arghh....

okay... i need to go pack my bag ady.. but before that... wait.. u noe.. i realise something.. when i read the 'it must be love' by rachel gibson novel.. yesyes.. its veryyyy dirty.. ugh! as wat pui yi always say.. rachel gibson's books are very dirty.... but then.. there's one part.. one particular line made me laugh like shit.. and keep saying ohmygod... haha.. there was this line... "payback's a bitch"... familiar rite?? haha... ariff... do u read her books??? hahaha.... disgusting.. i was wondering if he reads her books... errrrrr... cant imagine... :P

stupid joeh meng thought i go to sabah with the guy... i mean... arh.. no need to explain larhh... scroll down to see the guy... argh... stupid joeh meng.. and i cant believe it that i ask him to go and die... then he say.. why u suddenly like that wan,... so harsh, u know... (wat the hellll) then i say.. fine.. go and sleep till u dun wake up... goddddddddddddddd........ then he say.. u cursing me is it? then i say.. yeah... XD then he say.. FINE.. wakaka.... XD i'm turning evil.. or is he turning gay...?? haha....

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

Sunway Pyramidddd...... <3

i'm very the darn happy today.. everything is smoothly flowed... =D except i was a bit tired...cause have to rush from Sunway Pyramid to PTR tuition...i'm still very tired,.. but happy.... hm... of a lot of things.... =D =D

in Sunway... i went for lunch.. then movies... watched Narnia.. i noe... kind of late watching it already... i like the last part only... cause at first... i was too tired... hahaaha... oh.. then... me and him took some pictures... hehe... =D

i like this best....

luv yaa~~

there was a 'meet and greet batman... the wonder woman... looks erm... hehe.. see for urself... and flash... its obvious he stuffed i dunno wat inside the costume.. haha...

and there.. the batman.. which doesnt look like batman.. i think he looks bigger and fatter than the real batman... hahaha... :P

we had a reallly great time.. but then.. i had to rush back for PTR... argh.... anyway.. aih.. tomorrow's a very busy day for me.... morning.. gonna have tuition.. then night, another tution... then i have to pack my school bag.. then my luggage bag... preparing for Sabah... gonna fly in the midnight.. ugh... so busy... i'm gonna miss blogging.. but dun worry.. i will blog in a piece of paper... then i type back.. hahaha... use to it... :p

Monday, June 2, 2008


got this from one of my emails.. and i realise its really true....

Friends are like balloons; once you let them go, you might not get them back.

Sometimes we get so busy with our own lives and problems that we may not even notice that we've let them fly away.

Sometimes we are so caught up in who's right and who's wrong that we forget what's right and wrong.

Sometimes we just don't realize what real friendship means until it is too late.

I don't want to let that happen so I'm gonna tie you to my heart so I never lose you. (as a friend) =D


i was suppose to post this long long time ago.. but i didnt.. anyway.. its the same....=D

me.pinky.ade.sheau hwa went to shangri-la hotel for a buffet dinner..and and the food there is soooooooo delicious... if u dun belive.. take a look at the pics....

the cutee lobsters.. :)

the desserts... yummyyy...

more desserts... jellies and custards....

the choco-late sensation place... look at the chocolate lollipops... we were like laughing and singing the lollipop song while pinky looked at us in a weirdddd way... haha.. getting lamer....

the chocolate fountain.... it was so D.. to the E.. to the L.I.C.I.O.U.S

fruits on sticks and marshmallow... ready to be fondue.... haha :P

chocolate fondue... ade ate about 20 sticks... i ate bout 15... pinky bout 30... sheau hwa ate bout like that.. we were like all crazy bout the chocolate...

that's all.. got more pics.. but the stupid camera spoil.. so that's why.. these are the one i sempat post...


a lonely day... no one is online.. i cant believe it... i have being rotting the whole day.. dunno wat to do.. switching the computer every hour to see who's online.. check my friendster.... keep updating and posting my blog... visiting ppl's friendster and blog which they barely update... unlike me... updating my blog every few hours.... and switching off the computer... where the hell is everyone... why no one online one......

i feel like i've been lost in an island and not contacting anyone.. cause i havent been sms-ing anyone... Vi... oops.. nearly type out his name... is studying... dammit.. guess wat i did the whole day? wake up, piano, updating blog, play piano, study sejarah(nothing went in, as usual) help my dad type some letters, sleep, lunch, online, sleep (which is practically just lying down the bed and thinking something), read newspapers, sleep, and now.. online.. see how pathetic is today.. so darn boring... yishhhhh... and now i'm suppose to do my BM... but.... end up posting... as usual...

oo.. i found something which is ways to live a happy life:

- laugh more
- worry less
- have good copying skills
- maintain healthy weight
- exercise regularly
- maintain a strong social relationship =D
- persue education....

mind me.. i'm toooo boreddd...

i'm suppose to do find stuff for my karangan.. ending up posting again,..... aih... so boring.. tomorrow.. i'm going for movies in Sunway Pyramid.. then on wednesday night... or shud i say.. thursday early in the morning... i am flying to Sabah to have some fun.. something tells me that i am going to look like a vampire when i get back to school.. cause my flight back to KL is at night on the Sunday....

i've been waiting for pinky and siew jin to online.. they say they will call me... 5 hours past... i've been waiting, waiting, and waiting.. i've survive 2 days of not sms-ing anyone.... but i'm going to die of boredness soon... very soon indeed....


wah... seriously... no one is online... first time...except my pet-sis from America... then yala.. different time ma... gonna have piano class soooon.. so that's why i wake up so early.. if not... i think i'm gonna wake up 12pm.... stupid pinky... waiting for her to online to send her pictures.. yish...

oo... yuen ping online.... at last.... just now i had breakfast,.. then i saw a form 5... alex say is most probably shaun's gang... the chinese society punya ppl... cool... haha... stupid alex wake me up early in the morning to have breakfast.. yish... just because he got exam.. u noe how he wake me up??? by throwing all the pamplets from my table on me.... pulling my blanket and hitting me with a pillow so hard for i dunno how many times... yish... stupid malaysians....

pinky.... online!!! yish.... oo.. comments on my dota songs pleaseeeeee.... =D

Sunday, June 1, 2008

one of the best and worst day of my life....

okay... this post is gonna be superrrrrrrrrrrrrr long... its like 4 pages... so.. if u dun wanna read... nevermind.... okay... let's get started....

i had a great dinner withe pinky.. we were like laughing our ass out cause of pinky's dad jokes... and cause we made pinky's family friend blushing like shit... seriously... his face were redder than a tomato... and he went to toilet for more than 6 times to let his blushing subside.... all thanks to pinky's parents.... simply say thing... and pinky.. -_-' yishh.. like father, like daughter... pinky's mom was like... "i never seen Heng Hau being so shyyyyy before... it must be Sandra, sitting beside him... wat u did , sandra???" i was like -_-.... ohmygodd... yish... and then after that... the guy keep avoiding me and pinky... hahaha.... erm... details.. later... cause i really wanna tell u about his... my mood was extremely good the whole day...


but before this... these are some pictures....

pinky and her mom... =D

pinkyy and mee!!!!! she's wearing skirt.. and because of that.. i dont know how long her mom take to get her out of her house.. hahahhaa......

stupid pinky.. i tying my shoe lace.. oso want to take...

hehe... cheeseee!!!

that was wat i was talking about..we scare all the kids.. and Heng Hau.. until.. the whole table only left us... ...

love ya! piggyyy....

Pinky the piggyyy!!!

look at the way how pinky eats... so disgusting... ewh...

she was trying to splash water on me.. cause i keep taking pictures of her...

she was pushing me to the side of the wall.. to stop me from taking pictures... but i still manage to take =D

at last she was willing to take.. but the stupid flash.. yish... and the background... yish,...

okay... after i came back from the dinner... i join alex to watch Pirates of the Carribean... AND!!!!!.....

i was totallyyyy freaked out... ohmygoddd... a guy... a malay guyy.. just called... I DONT KNOW WHO THE HELL IS THAT.... i dont know wheather its a prank or wat... i'm totally gonna kill that person if i see him... this was the conversation...

unknown: Hello?

me: hello? who's this?

unknown: helo? saya ada satu kawan... tanya kamu mau kahwin ke tak?

me:(wat the hell) ah?

unknown: Bukan... saya cakap... kamu mahu kahwin ke tidak.. kawas saya bagi nombor... tanya kamu mahu kahwin ke tak... saya sikit melayu... mahu kah???

me: ( salah nombor...

*puts down the phone*

after 5 minutes... when i was blogging about the first phone call.... he called again... having a dilemma wheather to pick up the phone.... will it be a prank... fine... pick up... words to say is rushing out my brain....

unknown: eh... bukan... saya cakap... kamu ada suami tak?


unknown: Aiyooo..... kawan saya cakap... mahu kahwin tak???


*slams down the phone*

THAT WAS THE FREAKIEST PHONE CALL.. OTHER THAN THE OTHER PHONE CALL THAT MY BRO CALLED HIM BACK.. SCOLDED HIM UNTIL HE CRIED.... my hands were like trembling.... like shit... i told alex... he was like.. give me the number... let me call him back.. u go away first...

then when he called... the phone was off-ed.... dammit... why did he off it... why larh he didnt pick up.. if not... some i.n.t.e.r.e.s.t.i.n.g. show will be on..... eventhough my whole body is shaking like crazy...

that stupid idiot *something* *something* *something* ( alex ban me from using vulgar words.. so have to sensor)

If i ever see him or get his phone call again.. i'm gonna make sure he walks home with a broken skull... or scare the shit out of him or make sure he goes to jail... cause the last time.. this guy i.dont.know.who... was crying and pleading my brother when alex scolded him... alex was like.. where's ur house??? want me to burn ur house down arr??? (berlagak gangster, but it worked =D)for details.. later... iask me.. lazy wanna type... still freaked out...

AND AFTER THAT PHONE CALL, the day has finally come.. my dad question me bout my creidt that had reach more that RM120.. shit... he was like "MORE THAN A THOUSAND SMS???" I THINK THAT PARTICULAR LINE CAME OUT FROM ADELINE'S DAD TOO....but luckily.. my dad didnt scold me larh.. he just queitly say.. so that my mom and alex wont start grumbling AND scolding AND banning me from using phone... thank goddd....

on friday night.. iw as suppose to burst my anger ont his tuition fren who made misunderstanding between his sister and me.... but before i burst,... i was laughing like shit when i got to know that he was grounded from using phone for 1 month...=D.. and then i start pitying him.. for his 'helpful' sister....

at first.. when i was talking to the sister on the phone... i dun dare to talk rudely.. in case she is elder.. but later on.. i was banging my head on the table and start grabbing anything and hit on my head for not scolding the shit out of her.. 1.... ugh!!! i regret for not scolding her... cuase she scolded me... wat the... -_-" aihh...