right... i hate skipping school... cause ITS SO DARN BORINGGGGGG!!!!!!! the whole day... i dunno call how many hundred ppl and how many million times... i called ade,i called twice.. and we talk like so long... i called when my eyes just open.... emily, twice also.. i think.... low,once... to ask about science.. but its just an excuse... cause i was bored to death.... cheng ken.... to bring me and low's karangan book.. ugh!!! and i was chatting with sheau hwa the whole time... i dont know how many times i went down to see wat my mom was doing... for fun.. cause its like toooo boringggg.... i was doing stupid things every like 5 minutes... i cant sit still on my chair, studying... i must do something.. eventhough i do, i fell asleep for like 2 hours... low fell asleep too.. but for 2 minutes.. see da difference??? i cant study queitly... i must have some music... aihhh.....
and if can i want to go to school so badly... at least i can go hyper there... staying at home makes me go insanely emo... its so annoying... i cant live at home for 24/7,... its impossible... i can die... if i do.. i rather suicide... ugh! now.. i'm so happy to go for tuition... cause i can get OUT of my house... ahhh... wat a relieve.... see ya soon!! buhbye~~
Thursday, July 31, 2008
TaGGed by Nirooo.... ;)
Name: (Sandra) Cheah Mei Teng
Sisters: None. well... i do have 4 pet sis!! emily, kim, vyvyan.. and =D melvin!! HAHA...
Brothers: two... one caring and the other "acting" caring... nola.. joking... ;) oh.. and 1 more pet-
bro... jarett...
Shoe size: 6
Height : 159cm OR 160.. NOT SURE....
Where do you live: in a very tiny house... in Taman Midah, Cheras...
Favourite drinks: Gatorade, Green tea frap, berry frap... and everything in starbucks and coffee bean....
Favourite breakfast: i eat everything...
Have you ever been on a plane?: yup!
Swam in the ocean : yes... and that was when i was small and we went for a private ship or watever u call that and everyone was swimming happily when after a while.. i realise everyone was laughing cause all of them went up to the boat and left me ALONE in the wide ocean.... ugh! scary kay!
Fallen asleep at school : yeah... lots of times...
Broken someone’s heart: er, i dont think so... but ppl breaking my heart?? yes...
Fell off your chair : definitely... in class when i laugh like shit till i fall from my chair..
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: yes.. i do...
Saved e-mails: i barely read emails... cause they are all junks... nothing important.. unless teacher send work through email... that explains i have 264 unread emails currently...=P
What is your room like : very messy... ask adeline or whoever who came to my house before.. its darn messy... its painted white.. a huge closet, a table... which is full of junks, sweets, and books... a cupboard for books... a toilet... a tv.. and.. and... 2 bedside table... and and... oh! and my bed... haha... which has my radio, books.. all over it.. ;D
What’s right beside you: my printer??
What is the last thing you ate: Noodles..
Ever had chicken pox: Duhh..
Sore throat: is it EVER had sorethroat or am i having sorethroat?? well.. its yes and no....
Stitches: no.. i dont think so...
Broken nose: no! dun wanna have it either...
Do you believe in love at first sight: Yeapp... believe it A LOT>....
Like picnics: yeah... its fun...
Who was the last person you danced with: dance??? erm... erm... erm... last year, with my cousin.. i force him to.. and we accidentally push my baby sea monkeys down... and it all died.... =( regret it..
Last made you smile: everyone.. i smile every second.. so.. i dont know...
You last yelled at: Niro.. cause she hasnt finish my drawinggggggg......
Today did you:-
Talk to someone you like: Adeline... yeah...
Kissed anyone: no...
Get sick: yes... very...
Talk to an ex: i dont have an 'ex'.. cause its all present tense....
Miss someone: yeah.. everyone in school.. skip school today.. hehe...
Eat: Yeah. breakfast.
Best feeling in the world: erm... currently.. no.. cause I DONT LIKE STUDYING... and i'm studying for trials....
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: No.. but i know 3/4 of sheau hwa's bed and 1/2 of low's bed is gonna be with stuffed animals....
What’s under your bed: nothing... its stick to the floor.. but i know under ALEX's bed has somethingggg... haha;)
Who do you really hate: no one =) i love everyone...
What time is it now?: its 12.29pm... everyone's not back from school yet... XD
Random:
Is there a person who is on your mind now : No... not now... i'm moodless...
Do you have any siblings: yessssss......
Do you want children: duh.. i know its every girl's dream.. i think...
Do you smile often: grab anyone who knows who is Sandra and ask them.....
Do you like your hand-writing: sometimes... my handwriting depends on my mood...
Are your toe nails painted: no... i hate painting toe nails... ugh!
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: erm... Marriot Hotel bed... its so nice... but, my bed is big enough for me to roll around... =P
What colour shirt are you wearing now: white+ blue
What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday: get ready for my 3 hours tuition... ugh!
I can’t wait till: December holidays and ICC camp....
When did you cry last : Last Monday>??
Are you a friendly person: do u think i am??
Do you have any pets: yeap... a Golden Retriver which is named Golden.. but everyone always thought it is Gordon... ugh!
Where is the person you have feelings for right now?: i have no feelings on anyone right now... but if u meant ppl like my friends?? well, my gang is studying at home.. haha... school skippers!
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now?: oh, u mean adeline? or Low? yeah... ade is my mom.. and Low is my boyfriend... =P
Do you sleep with the TV on?: No.. no.. but my radio on 24/7
What are you doing right now?: Doing this tag, and blogging bout accidents...
Have you ever crawled through a window?: erm... i dont think so.. cause if i crawl through my window.. i will fall and i will either break my leg or my hand...
Can you handle the truth?: yes... i always do...
Are you too forgiving?: forgiving?? i guess so.... i always teach ppl to forgive.. but i dont know myselffff....
Are you closer to your mother or father?: FATHERR>>>>> girls are always with father and guys are always with mothers... that's just the theory...
Who was the last person you cried in front of?: i never cry in front of someone.. okay.. maybe i do... when i got my results in mid year exams.. not PERSON.. but the whole class....but the last time i cried its not in front of anyone... but in front my comp... and my handphone.. after seeing messages...
How many people can you say you’ve really loved?: definitely my family and friends... all of them...
Do you eat healthy?: yes.. cause i practically eat EVERYTHING>.. i mean edible stuff...
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?: i.dont.have.an.ex.....
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?: yes... in fact.. most of the time....
If you’re having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?: Adeline, sheau hwa, siew jin, low, emily, puiyi or niro are schoolmates... so... if its about school... i will go to Jessy.. if its not about school.. to the schoolmates larh.. but if its not inapropriate... or something i cant tell.... i wont go to anyone.. that explains why i'm so emo sometimes...
Are you loud or quiet most of the time?: another grab a person who knows who is Sandra and ask them question...
Are you confident?: yes... most of the times.. that exolains why i fail everytime cause i am OVER confident sometimes... but.. there are times that i am not...
5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
(i) go to Sri Garden...
(ii)meet Jessy...
(iii) meet sh and Val but i dont know them..
(iv) learning music in yamaha...
(v) not emo....
5 things on my to-do list today:
(i) study, study study.. study... for trials
(ii) come up with ideas for the Low thing...
(iii) go for chinese class....
(iv) blog....
(v) eat,eat and eat....
5 snacks I enjoy:
(i) lollipoppppppp
(ii) potato chips...
(iii) sweetssss....
(iv) imported chocolate... definitely.. dark ones, especially...
(v) practicallyyy everything u find in 7-eleven....
5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
(i) i will help my family members if they are in need
(ii) buy myself a Fairlady.. eventhough i still cant drive yet...
(iii)be a shoperholic... well.. i am now.. but i wanna be a super one....
(iv) travel wherever i want....
(v) buy a house like the ones at the back of Palace of the golden horses... which has a swimming pool, full basketball court, badminton court, volleyball court, and lots of cooll stuff.... well.. not a house.. a mansion....
5 of my bad habits
(i) sleep only with teacher explaining in front.. when they are not.. i can be wide awake....
(ii) get angry very hell the fast.. but then will be okay after that.. then back to hyper....
(iii) going super crazy during that period....
(iv)being bossy.. that's wat my friend said.. haha.. but i agreeeeeeee =)
(v) smacking and pinching everyone around me... its not my fault.. alex teach that.. cause he do that to me..... =P
5 people to tag:yuen ping, wei mae, Michelle, ariff, and and... and... VAL!!!!
Sisters: None. well... i do have 4 pet sis!! emily, kim, vyvyan.. and =D melvin!! HAHA...
Brothers: two... one caring and the other "acting" caring... nola.. joking... ;) oh.. and 1 more pet-
bro... jarett...
Shoe size: 6
Height : 159cm OR 160.. NOT SURE....
Where do you live: in a very tiny house... in Taman Midah, Cheras...
Favourite drinks: Gatorade, Green tea frap, berry frap... and everything in starbucks and coffee bean....
Favourite breakfast: i eat everything...
Have you ever been on a plane?: yup!
Swam in the ocean : yes... and that was when i was small and we went for a private ship or watever u call that and everyone was swimming happily when after a while.. i realise everyone was laughing cause all of them went up to the boat and left me ALONE in the wide ocean.... ugh! scary kay!
Fallen asleep at school : yeah... lots of times...
Broken someone’s heart: er, i dont think so... but ppl breaking my heart?? yes...
Fell off your chair : definitely... in class when i laugh like shit till i fall from my chair..
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: yes.. i do...
Saved e-mails: i barely read emails... cause they are all junks... nothing important.. unless teacher send work through email... that explains i have 264 unread emails currently...=P
What is your room like : very messy... ask adeline or whoever who came to my house before.. its darn messy... its painted white.. a huge closet, a table... which is full of junks, sweets, and books... a cupboard for books... a toilet... a tv.. and.. and... 2 bedside table... and and... oh! and my bed... haha... which has my radio, books.. all over it.. ;D
What’s right beside you: my printer??
What is the last thing you ate: Noodles..
Ever had chicken pox: Duhh..
Sore throat: is it EVER had sorethroat or am i having sorethroat?? well.. its yes and no....
Stitches: no.. i dont think so...
Broken nose: no! dun wanna have it either...
Do you believe in love at first sight: Yeapp... believe it A LOT>....
Like picnics: yeah... its fun...
Who was the last person you danced with: dance??? erm... erm... erm... last year, with my cousin.. i force him to.. and we accidentally push my baby sea monkeys down... and it all died.... =( regret it..
Last made you smile: everyone.. i smile every second.. so.. i dont know...
You last yelled at: Niro.. cause she hasnt finish my drawinggggggg......
Today did you:-
Talk to someone you like: Adeline... yeah...
Kissed anyone: no...
Get sick: yes... very...
Talk to an ex: i dont have an 'ex'.. cause its all present tense....
Miss someone: yeah.. everyone in school.. skip school today.. hehe...
Eat: Yeah. breakfast.
Best feeling in the world: erm... currently.. no.. cause I DONT LIKE STUDYING... and i'm studying for trials....
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: No.. but i know 3/4 of sheau hwa's bed and 1/2 of low's bed is gonna be with stuffed animals....
What’s under your bed: nothing... its stick to the floor.. but i know under ALEX's bed has somethingggg... haha;)
Who do you really hate: no one =) i love everyone...
What time is it now?: its 12.29pm... everyone's not back from school yet... XD
Random:
Is there a person who is on your mind now : No... not now... i'm moodless...
Do you have any siblings: yessssss......
Do you want children: duh.. i know its every girl's dream.. i think...
Do you smile often: grab anyone who knows who is Sandra and ask them.....
Do you like your hand-writing: sometimes... my handwriting depends on my mood...
Are your toe nails painted: no... i hate painting toe nails... ugh!
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: erm... Marriot Hotel bed... its so nice... but, my bed is big enough for me to roll around... =P
What colour shirt are you wearing now: white+ blue
What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday: get ready for my 3 hours tuition... ugh!
I can’t wait till: December holidays and ICC camp....
When did you cry last : Last Monday>??
Are you a friendly person: do u think i am??
Do you have any pets: yeap... a Golden Retriver which is named Golden.. but everyone always thought it is Gordon... ugh!
Where is the person you have feelings for right now?: i have no feelings on anyone right now... but if u meant ppl like my friends?? well, my gang is studying at home.. haha... school skippers!
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now?: oh, u mean adeline? or Low? yeah... ade is my mom.. and Low is my boyfriend... =P
Do you sleep with the TV on?: No.. no.. but my radio on 24/7
What are you doing right now?: Doing this tag, and blogging bout accidents...
Have you ever crawled through a window?: erm... i dont think so.. cause if i crawl through my window.. i will fall and i will either break my leg or my hand...
Can you handle the truth?: yes... i always do...
Are you too forgiving?: forgiving?? i guess so.... i always teach ppl to forgive.. but i dont know myselffff....
Are you closer to your mother or father?: FATHERR>>>>> girls are always with father and guys are always with mothers... that's just the theory...
Who was the last person you cried in front of?: i never cry in front of someone.. okay.. maybe i do... when i got my results in mid year exams.. not PERSON.. but the whole class....but the last time i cried its not in front of anyone... but in front my comp... and my handphone.. after seeing messages...
How many people can you say you’ve really loved?: definitely my family and friends... all of them...
Do you eat healthy?: yes.. cause i practically eat EVERYTHING>.. i mean edible stuff...
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?: i.dont.have.an.ex.....
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?: yes... in fact.. most of the time....
If you’re having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?: Adeline, sheau hwa, siew jin, low, emily, puiyi or niro are schoolmates... so... if its about school... i will go to Jessy.. if its not about school.. to the schoolmates larh.. but if its not inapropriate... or something i cant tell.... i wont go to anyone.. that explains why i'm so emo sometimes...
Are you loud or quiet most of the time?: another grab a person who knows who is Sandra and ask them question...
Are you confident?: yes... most of the times.. that exolains why i fail everytime cause i am OVER confident sometimes... but.. there are times that i am not...
5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
(i) go to Sri Garden...
(ii)meet Jessy...
(iii) meet sh and Val but i dont know them..
(iv) learning music in yamaha...
(v) not emo....
5 things on my to-do list today:
(i) study, study study.. study... for trials
(ii) come up with ideas for the Low thing...
(iii) go for chinese class....
(iv) blog....
(v) eat,eat and eat....
5 snacks I enjoy:
(i) lollipoppppppp
(ii) potato chips...
(iii) sweetssss....
(iv) imported chocolate... definitely.. dark ones, especially...
(v) practicallyyy everything u find in 7-eleven....
5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
(i) i will help my family members if they are in need
(ii) buy myself a Fairlady.. eventhough i still cant drive yet...
(iii)be a shoperholic... well.. i am now.. but i wanna be a super one....
(iv) travel wherever i want....
(v) buy a house like the ones at the back of Palace of the golden horses... which has a swimming pool, full basketball court, badminton court, volleyball court, and lots of cooll stuff.... well.. not a house.. a mansion....
5 of my bad habits
(i) sleep only with teacher explaining in front.. when they are not.. i can be wide awake....
(ii) get angry very hell the fast.. but then will be okay after that.. then back to hyper....
(iii) going super crazy during that period....
(iv)being bossy.. that's wat my friend said.. haha.. but i agreeeeeeee =)
(v) smacking and pinching everyone around me... its not my fault.. alex teach that.. cause he do that to me..... =P
5 people to tag:yuen ping, wei mae, Michelle, ariff, and and... and... VAL!!!!
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Greenie Ducky Mushie Roomie
right.... ugh!!! i think many people know wat i'm gonna post... this is
HOW SMART AM I... ITS JUST two LETTERS AND I CAN SPELL UR NAME.... AND AND..... ONE MORE THING.....
LASTLY, MY "DEAR" MUSHIE-ROOMIE........
TO:
ISN'T A GREEN COLOUR DUCK UGLY????? MY GOD.... THIS ONE IS CUTE BUT NOT THAT ONE... THAT ONE IS LIKE SO UN-CUTE AND SO UGLYYYY.... TRUST ME... OKAYY??
AND.......
cool.. a green duck! and i found a GREEN MUSHROOM too!!! an illuminating one!!! it gives out the light of 'heaven' =P
TRUE FACTS
YOU KNOW WAT????I DONT GIVE A DAMN!!
HOW SMART AM I... ITS JUST two LETTERS AND I CAN SPELL UR NAME.... AND AND..... ONE MORE THING.....LASTLY, MY "DEAR" MUSHIE-ROOMIE........
PLEASE SAY 'OKAYYYY'.. I BEG THE HELL OUT OF YOU...
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
...no comments....
currently... i am veryyyyy lazy to blog... cause i have tons of homework.. and i am feeling so sick... i feel so soooooo hotttttttttt.... seriously... fine... WARM.. not hot...~! ugh!!! i just post for the sake of posting cause i walk past the comp to get the ice bag and i saw the computer on.. and.. there is no one using it.. so i dun wan to waste the electricity.. so, i make use of it... by posting =D
okay... there is nothing special today... except i slept in class and the stupid carmen and fariha go and wake me up... and scared the shit out of me.. cause Cik Rahayu was explaining stuff in front... and then they laughed.. then they kena scolded... haha.XD padan muka..... XD... okay... i am feeling very the darn sick.. kay... bye~~... i even sound sick.. ugh!
ps: i dun noe how the hell i'm gonna finish my homework... *sigh*
okay... there is nothing special today... except i slept in class and the stupid carmen and fariha go and wake me up... and scared the shit out of me.. cause Cik Rahayu was explaining stuff in front... and then they laughed.. then they kena scolded... haha.XD padan muka..... XD... okay... i am feeling very the darn sick.. kay... bye~~... i even sound sick.. ugh!
ps: i dun noe how the hell i'm gonna finish my homework... *sigh*
Monday, July 28, 2008
hmm....
omg... today is like the stupid-est day ever.... my godd.... before going to court... we had lunch.. we as in me, ade, low and kim... sorry... ZUN ZEN..... so.. we were tallking about Kimora... then..some complications occur.. it was so stupid..
adeline: but some ppl just cannot tahan Kimora....
sandra: who???
adeline: my sister's boyfriend sister....
sandra: oh... allan(her sis's bf) sister larhhhh????? why???????
adeline.. hah?? wat??? wat why?? wat u talking about... my mom???
sandra: wat on earth?? why suddenly ur mom?????
adeline: wat????
sandra: wat?????
.................................................i think ade was answering someone.. so that's why all these stupid stuff occur..... hahahha.....
and then kim... sorry... ZUN ZEN... didnt know who was that.. so she asked.....
kim: erm.. wat is Kimora????
adeline: you dont know arhhh???? (i was laughing like shit already) its a type of vegetable...... a type of vegetable people like to cook......
kim: oh.. okay....
* i was laughing like shit... sambil say... she's a celebrity larhhh, she didnt catch wat i say.. cause when sandra laughs... its the matter of life and death... so she thought salad-pretty.....*
kim: oh.. so.. u put in the salad la????
adeline: yaya.......
*wat on earth???!!!!!!*
sandra: CELEBRITY LARHHHH.. not saladdddd!!!! omgggggggg!!!! hahahahhahahahahahah...
i tell you.. we laugh until.... like everyone was looking at us..... and then... kim... sorry.. ZUN ZEN ask us to call her ZUN ZEN.. instead of Kim... so... we were like.. its difficult to change larhhhhhh then is say....
sandra: imagine.. u have been calling ur mom 'mummy' for so long.. then one day she ask u to call her 'daddy'...... can or not????
kim: cannnn.. cannnnn
wth....
OKAYYYY... "THAT'S" ALLLLLLL....... *SIGHHHHH*
adeline: but some ppl just cannot tahan Kimora....
sandra: who???
adeline: my sister's boyfriend sister....
sandra: oh... allan(her sis's bf) sister larhhhh????? why???????
adeline.. hah?? wat??? wat why?? wat u talking about... my mom???
sandra: wat on earth?? why suddenly ur mom?????
adeline: wat????
sandra: wat?????
.................................................i think ade was answering someone.. so that's why all these stupid stuff occur..... hahahha.....
and then kim... sorry... ZUN ZEN... didnt know who was that.. so she asked.....
kim: erm.. wat is Kimora????
adeline: you dont know arhhh???? (i was laughing like shit already) its a type of vegetable...... a type of vegetable people like to cook......
kim: oh.. okay....
* i was laughing like shit... sambil say... she's a celebrity larhhh, she didnt catch wat i say.. cause when sandra laughs... its the matter of life and death... so she thought salad-pretty.....*
kim: oh.. so.. u put in the salad la????
adeline: yaya.......
*wat on earth???!!!!!!*
sandra: CELEBRITY LARHHHH.. not saladdddd!!!! omgggggggg!!!! hahahahhahahahahahah...
i tell you.. we laugh until.... like everyone was looking at us..... and then... kim... sorry.. ZUN ZEN ask us to call her ZUN ZEN.. instead of Kim... so... we were like.. its difficult to change larhhhhhh then is say....
sandra: imagine.. u have been calling ur mom 'mummy' for so long.. then one day she ask u to call her 'daddy'...... can or not????
kim: cannnn.. cannnnn
wth....
OKAYYYY... "THAT'S" ALLLLLLL....... *SIGHHHHH*
Friends
i just want u to know... that....
andddd........
and you're right.... our friendship wont change...now.. and forever...... because
okayyy?????
but.. its gonna difficult.. cause u will not be BESIDE me SOON... very soon indeed... *sigh*
Sunday, July 27, 2008
adeeee....ade.......
why is everybody not onlineeeeee?????? so saddening larhhh... i wonder watttt they do at home.... ish ish ish......
today.. my family went to Balakong to eat... sheau hwa doesnt know where is Balakong ~.~....... then we went to the Jusco nearby at bandar tun hussein onn... a shocking call from a shocking person who ask me to buy a shocking present for a shocking someone... the present was so the damn cuteee... i am so the damn jealous... hahaha...
omg... i dont know who the hell is this.. he is like miss calling me everyday... i know its a 'he' cause i called back before.. and its a guy's voice... he miss call me for 11 times~~!!!! wat the hell... i hate strangers calling... argh!!! annoying freaking citizenssss....!!
right.. ade.. wat am i suppose to say.....???
"NOLA, NOLA...
ITS SO MUCH WORST WITHOUT YOU.....
WE WILL DIE WITHOUT YOU...
WITHOUT YOU, I CANT SLEEP...
WITHOUT YOU,I CANT EAT...
WITHOUT YOU, I CANT BREATHE...
WITHOUT YOU, I CANT LIVE...
YOU ARE MY BED, MY FOOD, AND MY AIR....
YOU ARE MY SOUL...
YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING..."
ewwhhhh..... i cant believe i typed that... my bulu roma oso meremang ady.... u noe me.. i am not that type.. besides... i am not THE ONE who is suppose to say that... let him say it... i would rather say.... dun be stupid thinking of that okay... i didnt mean wat u think it meant... seriously... and i told you about that cause i thought its a small matter.. and i didnt think it wud bother u THATTTT much... so dun be stupid thinking about those stupid thingggsss.... okaiiii?? he wud KILL me if he noes i say all these thingss... trust me.. he wud murder, slice, chop me into pieces... seriously... i dun wanna die so early... i still havent got my prince charming riding on a white horse saving me from this horrible world.. so.. give me a chance so that he wont kill me... okayhhhhh?????
gotchaaa... i know u wud highlight thisss.. hehe... making the font black just for fun =PPPPPP
today.. my family went to Balakong to eat... sheau hwa doesnt know where is Balakong ~.~....... then we went to the Jusco nearby at bandar tun hussein onn... a shocking call from a shocking person who ask me to buy a shocking present for a shocking someone... the present was so the damn cuteee... i am so the damn jealous... hahaha...
omg... i dont know who the hell is this.. he is like miss calling me everyday... i know its a 'he' cause i called back before.. and its a guy's voice... he miss call me for 11 times~~!!!! wat the hell... i hate strangers calling... argh!!! annoying freaking citizenssss....!!
right.. ade.. wat am i suppose to say.....???
"NOLA, NOLA...
ITS SO MUCH WORST WITHOUT YOU.....
WE WILL DIE WITHOUT YOU...
WITHOUT YOU, I CANT SLEEP...
WITHOUT YOU,I CANT EAT...
WITHOUT YOU, I CANT BREATHE...
WITHOUT YOU, I CANT LIVE...
YOU ARE MY BED, MY FOOD, AND MY AIR....
YOU ARE MY SOUL...
YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING..."
ewwhhhh..... i cant believe i typed that... my bulu roma oso meremang ady.... u noe me.. i am not that type.. besides... i am not THE ONE who is suppose to say that... let him say it... i would rather say.... dun be stupid thinking of that okay... i didnt mean wat u think it meant... seriously... and i told you about that cause i thought its a small matter.. and i didnt think it wud bother u THATTTT much... so dun be stupid thinking about those stupid thingggsss.... okaiiii?? he wud KILL me if he noes i say all these thingss... trust me.. he wud murder, slice, chop me into pieces... seriously... i dun wanna die so early... i still havent got my prince charming riding on a white horse saving me from this horrible world.. so.. give me a chance so that he wont kill me... okayhhhhh?????
gotchaaa... i know u wud highlight thisss.. hehe... making the font black just for fun =PPPPPP
Saturday, July 26, 2008
and thissss.......
Yesterday's posts...
today... me, ade and low stayback for volleyball class.. came back with a few injuries.. first, Kai Sein smack the ball so hard, and it hit my shoulder... damn pain LIKE SHIT... then, smarty pants Low accidentally hit the ball, and it landed right straight onto my face.. i felt dizzy for the whole day, my nose was like so pain.. cant even feel it... and worst of all, i tasted something salty in my mouth.. hmm.. blood.. MY MOUTH WAS BLEEDING... ugh!
then, i walked back from courst with puiyi, wai loon.. and Jia Jun.. today is his bdae... HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JIA JUN.... pui yi.. i know he wont read my blog.. so tell him.. i wished him through my blog.. haha.... then on the way back, we were teasing puyi with a guy.. laughing like shit.. later on, Juan lee joined us with the teasing... and he was so damn stupid and funnyyy... haha...
After pn. jugdeep's tuition... me, su zanne, Meng yin and another tuition fren were having a fun time in the playground.. we were sitting on the swings, chatting... mostly crapping like shit about out ambitions.. it really reminds me a lot of childhood times... haha... and luckily the swing didnt break... hahaha..
then, i walked back from courst with puiyi, wai loon.. and Jia Jun.. today is his bdae... HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JIA JUN.... pui yi.. i know he wont read my blog.. so tell him.. i wished him through my blog.. haha.... then on the way back, we were teasing puyi with a guy.. laughing like shit.. later on, Juan lee joined us with the teasing... and he was so damn stupid and funnyyy... haha...
After pn. jugdeep's tuition... me, su zanne, Meng yin and another tuition fren were having a fun time in the playground.. we were sitting on the swings, chatting... mostly crapping like shit about out ambitions.. it really reminds me a lot of childhood times... haha... and luckily the swing didnt break... hahaha..
Thursday, July 24, 2008
mind my moodyness....
currently.. pissed with Alex... so annoyinggg.... wataverrrrr..... dont care.. all i care is I GET TO GO FOR THE INTERNATIONAL CADET CAMP... yay!! at first.. my mom didnt let me go.. she say its too long.. i gave her the look.. then back to my book... then she was like... haiya... okla..okla.... but make sure u study arr... this and that arrr.... yish... anyway.. who cares...??? i'm not in a mood to be hyper....
wat can i say??? its a moody day... i have been restricting myself from TV and computer... even sms-ing but i just couldnt do it.. i know i will die if i dont study... i blogged cause i was photostating my st.john card... haizz... its lifeless without computer or TV.... I WILL TRY MY BEST... haizz....
this quote is soo wrongg to me... i cant do what makes me happy... or be with who makes me smile... maybe i laugh as much as i breathe.. but... i dont know wheather i can love as long as i live... but the first two lines is so not true.. life cant be always happy.... haizzz...
mind my moody-ness... all thanks to big fat alex... argh!
and no, Ade... too badd... so saddd.... i wont tell you... bluek! figure it urselffff... which u wont.. cause if its correct also, i will say no.. this paragraph is specially for you.... you shud be proud... bang! bang! double lame.... ~.~ uhuh.... yeah.. right.. i'm getting lamerrr and lamerr just like you... because lame= love=(Lsquare....) see??? i told you its gonna be lame...
wat can i say??? its a moody day... i have been restricting myself from TV and computer... even sms-ing but i just couldnt do it.. i know i will die if i dont study... i blogged cause i was photostating my st.john card... haizz... its lifeless without computer or TV.... I WILL TRY MY BEST... haizz....
this quote is soo wrongg to me... i cant do what makes me happy... or be with who makes me smile... maybe i laugh as much as i breathe.. but... i dont know wheather i can love as long as i live... but the first two lines is so not true.. life cant be always happy.... haizzz...
mind my moody-ness... all thanks to big fat alex... argh!
and no, Ade... too badd... so saddd.... i wont tell you... bluek! figure it urselffff... which u wont.. cause if its correct also, i will say no.. this paragraph is specially for you.... you shud be proud... bang! bang! double lame.... ~.~ uhuh.... yeah.. right.. i'm getting lamerrr and lamerr just like you... because lame= love=(Lsquare....) see??? i told you its gonna be lame...
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
=]
seeing me like a dead corpse... alex try to do stupid things to make me laugh like shit.. sadly, i didnt... i wanted to rest in the car, he hit me like so many times and dun allow me to sleep... and he start doing stupid things... then he ask me to study.. this and that... (doesnt sound like him right? i know) and then... on the way back, he treated me with Mc Donalds... hmm...
a lot of happy things happen today, i enjoyed it.. but... later on... i wasnt in a mood... sorry, adeline, low and sheau hwa.... anyway... I may not post that often anymore... alex want me to study... he really restrict me from using the computer ady.. he's helping my dad now, so that's why i can sneak up to use to computer...
THANKS FOR LENDING ME YOUR SHOULDER TO LEAN ON.. IT REALLY MADE ME FEEL BETTER... MUCH MUCH BETTER... =3 I MISS THAT MOMENT.. REALLY.... =)
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
22 July 2008
i dont know wat the helll happen to Adeline... actually ... i dunno wat the UK-ians did to her.. maybe they operated her brain(see!! there's such thing as bedah otak!!) and add some.. not some.. MORE lame-ness and stupidity in herr.. which makes herrr suppeeerrrr lame... hahahahhah.... seriously... u shud see her in class... i have been banging my head for like dunno.how.many.times... cause of her lame-ness act and speech.. ahaha... not to say i'm not lame.. but she got LAMER after coming back from UK... haha....
lalala~~~ super crazy today... not the whole day... this morning.. i was superrr queit... i came to school.. sat beside adeline for like SSOOOO LONG..... then when we asked to line up properly.... she turn and say "eh! you are here......" i was like... i was here for like so longgg.... and then... siew jin thought i didnt come to school.. cause i wasnt talking... (wow... it shows that i was reallllyyy queit... haha...)
but i dunno wat's wrong with their brains.. they judge ppl's presence by their ears... not eyes... eventhough i am not talking but THEY STILL CAN SEE RIGHTTT????!!! sadly... they didnt use their god- gave eyes properly.. yishhh....
then later... u.know.sandra.larh........ going crazy.. then they were like "something wrong with you arrrhhh???"
today, the science seminar we had.. was okayyyyy... i guess... SHEAU HWA(put her name first, later she will say... u dun like me arhhh.. and this and that... wth...) low,adeline, and me were like writing stuff to each other.. we were like having conversations.... through writing.. darn funnyyyy =P
mr roy say he hate going to Vincci... the shoe shop... cause everytime he goes there... all the ladies would be bending down trying their shoes.. and he wud be sitting there... and in the end... the ladies butt would end up RIGHT IN FRONT OF HIS FACE.. wat the helll.... haha... and he hates going shopping.. cause usually FEMALES will go one shop.. then to the next.. then back to the one before.. comparing prices and stuff... ahhahahhah....
oh.. and mr. roy's question..
" wat is the four letters that the girls love???"
"S.A.L.E".....
......... ........... ...............
in my opinion..its "S.H.O.P"..... ..... ..... ....... =P
oh... F.Y.I..... if you know me well enough... this is me.... =)
lalala~~~ super crazy today... not the whole day... this morning.. i was superrr queit... i came to school.. sat beside adeline for like SSOOOO LONG..... then when we asked to line up properly.... she turn and say "eh! you are here......" i was like... i was here for like so longgg.... and then... siew jin thought i didnt come to school.. cause i wasnt talking... (wow... it shows that i was reallllyyy queit... haha...)
but i dunno wat's wrong with their brains.. they judge ppl's presence by their ears... not eyes... eventhough i am not talking but THEY STILL CAN SEE RIGHTTT????!!! sadly... they didnt use their god- gave eyes properly.. yishhh....
then later... u.know.sandra.larh........ going crazy.. then they were like "something wrong with you arrrhhh???"
today, the science seminar we had.. was okayyyyy... i guess... SHEAU HWA(put her name first, later she will say... u dun like me arhhh.. and this and that... wth...) low,adeline, and me were like writing stuff to each other.. we were like having conversations.... through writing.. darn funnyyyy =P
mr roy say he hate going to Vincci... the shoe shop... cause everytime he goes there... all the ladies would be bending down trying their shoes.. and he wud be sitting there... and in the end... the ladies butt would end up RIGHT IN FRONT OF HIS FACE.. wat the helll.... haha... and he hates going shopping.. cause usually FEMALES will go one shop.. then to the next.. then back to the one before.. comparing prices and stuff... ahhahahhah....
oh.. and mr. roy's question..
" wat is the four letters that the girls love???"
"S.A.L.E".....
......... ........... ...............
in my opinion..its "S.H.O.P"..... ..... ..... ....... =P
oh... F.Y.I..... if you know me well enough... this is me.... =)
so... i hope you know wat does it mean.. aiyah.. you sure dunno wan larh.. neverminddddd=)
.... okay... Alex is pulling my hair.. no,... head.. to ask me to get off the comp.. to do my work... or study... or watever that helps in my upcoming exam... so... ugh! idiot... he says by the time he comes up.. he wanna see the comp off.... arghhhh..... so...buh-byeee!!!!~~~
Monday, July 21, 2008
another day passes....
today... hmm~~ i was kinda hyper.. okla... not THAT hyper though.. cause YOU ONLY CAN BE SUPER HYPER WHEN YOU ARE SUPER HAPPY.... so.. means.. i am not SUPER happy...
wateverrr larrr.... i also dunno wat to say already.. i'm just posting cause i dun wan to abandon my blog... like someones who doesssss... =q
Quotes
wateverrr larrr.... i also dunno wat to say already.. i'm just posting cause i dun wan to abandon my blog... like someones who doesssss... =q
Quotes
Sunday, July 20, 2008
SICK and TIRED!!!
I DONT KNOW WAT TO POST TODAY... BECAUSE
ITS NOT THAT I DIDNT WANT TO REPLY UR SMS.. BUT I HAD TUITION FROM 9AM TO 3PM STRAIGHT.. I DIDNT EVEN HAVE A CHANCE TO LOOK AT MY PHONE, AND U SAID THOSE WORDS WITHOUT EVEN CONSIDERING ON MY SIDE.... U JUDGE WITHOUT KNOWING WAT IS HAPPENING,AND WAT DO U MEAN BY THE LAST WORD???????? I TOLD YOU, THOUSAND AND ONE TIMES THAT WE WILL END UP LIKE THIS... DIDNT I??
"i wont hurt you, Sandra.. maybe the others doesnt understand you, but i do"
SO, NOW WAT??? I SAVED THE MESSAGE... BECAUSE I KNOW ONE FINE DAY, THE HURTING PART WILL HAPPEN.. WAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO NOW??? WELL, I BET YOU WILL SAY ITS UP TO ME... BLA BLA BLA AND BLA.... THAT IS NOT THE ANSWER I WANT... I WANT A SOLID ANSWER... NOT THAT KIND OF "UP TO YOU"....
YOU KNOW WAT??? I DONT KN0W HOW TO EXPLAIN TO HER WHEN SHE COMES BACK... SO MANY DARN THINGS HAPPEN IN JUST THIS FEW DAYS... IT DIDNT HAPPEN BEFORE SHE WENT, DURING, OR ANYTHING... ITS LIKE WHEN SHE IS ON THE PLANE,AND WORST OF ALL... WHEN SHE IS ON her WAY BACK!!! THEN SO MANY THINGS HAPPEN... LESS THAN 24 HOURS... SO MANY THINGS HAPPEN...
wateverrrr okayy??? wateverrr... i dunno how to solve this.. its my turn to say
okay????
BUT I'M TELLING YOU, I WONT KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN TO HER... KAYYY????
I AM SPEECHLESS...
ITS NOT THAT I DIDNT WANT TO REPLY UR SMS.. BUT I HAD TUITION FROM 9AM TO 3PM STRAIGHT.. I DIDNT EVEN HAVE A CHANCE TO LOOK AT MY PHONE, AND U SAID THOSE WORDS WITHOUT EVEN CONSIDERING ON MY SIDE.... U JUDGE WITHOUT KNOWING WAT IS HAPPENING,AND WAT DO U MEAN BY THE LAST WORD???????? I TOLD YOU, THOUSAND AND ONE TIMES THAT WE WILL END UP LIKE THIS... DIDNT I??
"i wont hurt you, Sandra.. maybe the others doesnt understand you, but i do"
SO, NOW WAT??? I SAVED THE MESSAGE... BECAUSE I KNOW ONE FINE DAY, THE HURTING PART WILL HAPPEN.. WAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO NOW??? WELL, I BET YOU WILL SAY ITS UP TO ME... BLA BLA BLA AND BLA.... THAT IS NOT THE ANSWER I WANT... I WANT A SOLID ANSWER... NOT THAT KIND OF "UP TO YOU"....
YOU KNOW WAT??? I DONT KN0W HOW TO EXPLAIN TO HER WHEN SHE COMES BACK... SO MANY DARN THINGS HAPPEN IN JUST THIS FEW DAYS... IT DIDNT HAPPEN BEFORE SHE WENT, DURING, OR ANYTHING... ITS LIKE WHEN SHE IS ON THE PLANE,AND WORST OF ALL... WHEN SHE IS ON her WAY BACK!!! THEN SO MANY THINGS HAPPEN... LESS THAN 24 HOURS... SO MANY THINGS HAPPEN...
wateverrrr okayy??? wateverrr... i dunno how to solve this.. its my turn to say
"up to you!"
okay????
BUT I'M TELLING YOU, I WONT KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN TO HER... KAYYY????
ITS UP TO YOU!
Saturday, July 19, 2008
dead
today... badminton practice... wasnt badminton practice.... its was H>E>L>L.. seriously... i seriously hate Wei Shen ady... our coach ask wheather we want to choose physical training or badminton training.. then he went and choose physical... its like seriously hell... no.. its.worst.than.hell...... anyway.. i am seriously tired like shit.. and going frustrated like shit already cause... of like so many darn thing... before that.. i would like to congratulate the new st.john board.... bla bla bla.......
right... i'm getting lonelier and lonelier... having fights with one by one with all my close friends... some, i ignore them and some, THEY ignore me.... i dont know wat i shud do anymore.. i'm SUPERRRRRR going crazy... right,.... i wanna show u guys my essay.... its not that gooddd, but i put the phrase there... take a look....
*its a story, me, being a blind man*
right... i'm getting lonelier and lonelier... having fights with one by one with all my close friends... some, i ignore them and some, THEY ignore me.... i dont know wat i shud do anymore.. i'm SUPERRRRRR going crazy... right,.... i wanna show u guys my essay.... its not that gooddd, but i put the phrase there... take a look....
*its a story, me, being a blind man*
My world has never been colourful. Instead, it has always been black. I was born without sight. It is always difficult when I hear people discussing amazing and breathtaking views around the world when I cannot even see myself.
Despite being blind, I have never thought of ending my colourless life. I believe there is something more beautiful other than sights. I called it, kindness. Kindness can melt a person’s frozen heart. There is a story behind these words.
It happened one day when after having lunch all by myself, I decided to go to a supermarket across the road. Unfortunately, the road was busy with cars, buses and motorcycles. Even though I do not know how big they are, I often hear that they can take a life during road accidents.
I did not dare cross the road by myself. Usually I would have my private nurse to guide me, but, that day, she was not free. So, I was all by myself.
Suddenly, a small voice asked me whether I needed help in crossing the road. I nodded. A small hand grabbed my hand and guided me to cross the road. I used my walking stick to aid me as well.
When I was on the opposite side of the road, I thanked the small kid and handed him some money as a token of appreciation. To my surprise, he declined my reward and said he was satisfied helping a blind man like me. It made me realize that although I am blind, the boy showed me how colourful the world really is.
my darn point here is... be kind, act kind and eventually THAT someone will be kind to you.. can u guys like stop fighting... cant u see that actually u guys are being childish(look who's talking, u cant even solve ur problem, dude)
haizz.. i've nothing to say di larhh.. i'm seriously speechless and tired... let HER solve THAT problem...
Friday, July 18, 2008
crapsssss
just came back from puan jugdeep's tuition.. we talk like LOTS there.. including gossips... =P hehe.... cause we had like presentation... like public speaking there... about our idol... mine was Leona Lewis.. haha... then we were challenged by puan jugdeep to talk about ourself the longest... non-stop... and fast...
you cant imagine how much crap i crapped... i started with....
"my name is Sandra Cheah Mei Teng, actually in the IC is only Cheah Mei Teng... but u can still call me Sandra... cause i prefer u guys to call me Sandra... cause is nicer... and i am 15... not really 15 yet... still 14.. cause i'm a December child.... i was born in 1993.. which is a chicken year.. like all of you.. i hate Sejarah.... i like all the subjects EXCEPT SEJARAH!!! i have two brothers... one is really crazy.. and the other really strict... but both of them are stupid... i love everyone.. which is my family.. dun think wrong.. i dont have boyfriend yetttt... i'm still single.......andddd available.. so if u have any hot guys, introduce to me.... (when i am out of ideas) i'm hot, i'm cute, i'm smart, i'm beautiful, i'm amazing, i'm awesome, and HOT AGAIN... haha.... my dream wedding is i wanna have a really romantic wedding in an island.. with everyone... nono.. actually only both, me and husband can ady... i wish to have a really goooooddd husband... and 4 children.. 2 pairs of twins(its when i started crapping like SHIT!!) and then.. when i be a grandmother... i nevermind... tooooo far ady..... okay... next is i love my school and teachers... which one of them is Puan Jugdeep.. but sadly.. she left the school(in a very sad face) and lastly.. i have a realllyyy cute dog.... i name it Golden.. but i dunno wat's wrong with the vets cause everytime i go there... they labeled it as gordon... its SOOOO annoying.. i say golden but they say gordon... (i repeated that for 101 times) "
and moreeeeee crap.... the craps lasted for 2.53 minutes... it broke everyone record puan jugdeep know who is talkative... =))))))
i will continue later... gonna have another tuition... i will be backkkkkkk :D:D:D:D:D
you cant imagine how much crap i crapped... i started with....
"my name is Sandra Cheah Mei Teng, actually in the IC is only Cheah Mei Teng... but u can still call me Sandra... cause i prefer u guys to call me Sandra... cause is nicer... and i am 15... not really 15 yet... still 14.. cause i'm a December child.... i was born in 1993.. which is a chicken year.. like all of you.. i hate Sejarah.... i like all the subjects EXCEPT SEJARAH!!! i have two brothers... one is really crazy.. and the other really strict... but both of them are stupid... i love everyone.. which is my family.. dun think wrong.. i dont have boyfriend yetttt... i'm still single.......andddd available.. so if u have any hot guys, introduce to me.... (when i am out of ideas) i'm hot, i'm cute, i'm smart, i'm beautiful, i'm amazing, i'm awesome, and HOT AGAIN... haha.... my dream wedding is i wanna have a really romantic wedding in an island.. with everyone... nono.. actually only both, me and husband can ady... i wish to have a really goooooddd husband... and 4 children.. 2 pairs of twins(its when i started crapping like SHIT!!) and then.. when i be a grandmother... i nevermind... tooooo far ady..... okay... next is i love my school and teachers... which one of them is Puan Jugdeep.. but sadly.. she left the school(in a very sad face) and lastly.. i have a realllyyy cute dog.... i name it Golden.. but i dunno wat's wrong with the vets cause everytime i go there... they labeled it as gordon... its SOOOO annoying.. i say golden but they say gordon... (i repeated that for 101 times) "
and moreeeeee crap.... the craps lasted for 2.53 minutes... it broke everyone record puan jugdeep know who is talkative... =))))))
i will continue later... gonna have another tuition... i will be backkkkkkk :D:D:D:D:D
Thursday, July 17, 2008
*untitled*...
so far, everything is normal to me... actually... no... everything is not normal to me... i have so many arguements in school.... well, not REALLY arguments... more on ignorance.... well... is better to ignore then talk or argue....IGNORANCE IS BLISS...
i hope adeline to be back as fast as possible now... so that i can pour ALL my problems and explain it one by one to her... i've been keeping my stuff as long as she is gone because usually i will tell her everything... but not really larr... i share the problems with a lot of ppl.. but little bit here and there la... cause they wouldnt understand everything.... mm-hm....
right..... Niro is ignoring me.... sobs..... she doesnt answer my questions... sobs... so evil... sobs....:[
tomorrow will be st. john's AGM.... so today, we staybacked and did the sisa-sisa preparation for the meeting.... and.. i called Dominos Pizza.. to pre-order the stuff... and... guess wat... when they asked for the address... then i told them... "um..its 3/91 , Taman Shamelin Perkasa.. its SMK Seri Bintang Utara..." guess wat they replied????
"ohhh... is it the school who won the cheerleading competition?????"
"oh... yes yes...."
"oh okay..." then she laughed...
wah.. i tell you.. damn proud weih....... but its kinda weird when u are half way ordering pizza and suddenly ppl ask you, is it the school who won cheer?? haha.. i went "huh??" at first... haha... cause is like so sudden,... but it made me so proud... so chun-ted... :)
that's all!!! tata!! alex been scolding me... "study arhhhh!! i never see u studying before... everytime got time only, blog.... or online..., u got time, go play with the dog, u better practice your piano..... everytime only practice 10minutes before the teacher comes.... bla...bla...bla... and blaaaaaa" he is worst than my mum;)so, understand la... gtg di... haha... bye!!!!!
i have to be cold to you to make you understand how we actually felt everytime we TRY to talk nicely to you....
i hope adeline to be back as fast as possible now... so that i can pour ALL my problems and explain it one by one to her... i've been keeping my stuff as long as she is gone because usually i will tell her everything... but not really larr... i share the problems with a lot of ppl.. but little bit here and there la... cause they wouldnt understand everything.... mm-hm....
right..... Niro is ignoring me.... sobs..... she doesnt answer my questions... sobs... so evil... sobs....:[
tomorrow will be st. john's AGM.... so today, we staybacked and did the sisa-sisa preparation for the meeting.... and.. i called Dominos Pizza.. to pre-order the stuff... and... guess wat... when they asked for the address... then i told them... "um..its 3/91 , Taman Shamelin Perkasa.. its SMK Seri Bintang Utara..." guess wat they replied????
"ohhh... is it the school who won the cheerleading competition?????"
"oh... yes yes...."
"oh okay..." then she laughed...
wah.. i tell you.. damn proud weih....... but its kinda weird when u are half way ordering pizza and suddenly ppl ask you, is it the school who won cheer?? haha.. i went "huh??" at first... haha... cause is like so sudden,... but it made me so proud... so chun-ted... :)
that's all!!! tata!! alex been scolding me... "study arhhhh!! i never see u studying before... everytime got time only, blog.... or online..., u got time, go play with the dog, u better practice your piano..... everytime only practice 10minutes before the teacher comes.... bla...bla...bla... and blaaaaaa" he is worst than my mum;)so, understand la... gtg di... haha... bye!!!!!
i have to be cold to you to make you understand how we actually felt everytime we TRY to talk nicely to you....
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
a lalala~~~ day... haha =P
okay.... today.. was kinda stupid... me, kean loong, sin zhao and jia jun wereteaching the whole st.john ppl doing Y.O.G.A. ... haha.... kean loong the yoga master was like teaching themm... hahaha.... very stupid.. haha.... but st.john'e meeting today was fun.. haha....
during PJ, we played volleyball... super nice... but the so-called smart Derrick always hit so hard... hit with one hand, and the other in his pocket... he was hitting like he thought he was so cool hitting like that... in the end... everyone was so darn frustrated with him... esspecially Sheng Rei... he was like so mad... and annoyed.. and irritated.... then Emily went and say..."sheng rei, chill like a cucumber".... so dot.. dot.. dot... haha.....
rightt... i am out of thing to crap.. so.. wat do i type now????
ohoh... and its only 4 more days to the great arrival Yang Amat Berhormat Ariff's wife... haha.... =P=P
these days.. me and niro have the same type of emotions and thinking... but of course, she's weirder, and i'm hotter... haha.. okayyy... i'm crapping again.... anyway........................................anyway.................................erm.............erm............... anyway.............................. er... nothing to say dy larh.... erm....
ohya... i want to tell one of my pet-siblings, that, i understand you finally... he is so... ugh! actually... her.. not him... i feel like strangling her... dun be sad... i will get revenge for you =) hehehehe.... luv ya!!!
during PJ, we played volleyball... super nice... but the so-called smart Derrick always hit so hard... hit with one hand, and the other in his pocket... he was hitting like he thought he was so cool hitting like that... in the end... everyone was so darn frustrated with him... esspecially Sheng Rei... he was like so mad... and annoyed.. and irritated.... then Emily went and say..."sheng rei, chill like a cucumber".... so dot.. dot.. dot... haha.....
rightt... i am out of thing to crap.. so.. wat do i type now????
ohoh... and its only 4 more days to the great arrival Yang Amat Berhormat Ariff's wife... haha.... =P=P
these days.. me and niro have the same type of emotions and thinking... but of course, she's weirder, and i'm hotter... haha.. okayyy... i'm crapping again.... anyway........................................anyway.................................erm.............erm............... anyway.............................. er... nothing to say dy larh.... erm....
ohya... i want to tell one of my pet-siblings, that, i understand you finally... he is so... ugh! actually... her.. not him... i feel like strangling her... dun be sad... i will get revenge for you =) hehehehe.... luv ya!!!
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
tuesday....
right... today... wasnt a good day for me... i didnt turn hyper.... instead i was being like a dead corpse.... then when the last 4 periods... i start to turn hyper... i was actually enjoying the paperwork Cik Rahayu gave.... me and Fariha were like doing it.. like so syok... 320 questions.. haha....
then, when masa Sivics, me, niro and siew jin really turn reallly hyperrrr and reallly lameee too.... we really went realllly lame.... hahaha..... now some of my friends... esspecially siew jin understand Sandra's language ady,,, reallly damn funnehhhhh!!!! hahaha....
then later, after school, went to Pavillion :P haha.... ate lunch there, bought stuff, and shop and shop and shop.... thennnn.... went for tuition with Emiliar..... really laugh like shit there.... i cant believe Mr. Roy said emily was lazy and always take things for granted... hahahhahaha.... she was like "NO , I'M not!!!" hahahaha.. damn farneeee.....
okay,... wat the hell.. Ariff said he wanna quit from being a probate... wat on earth??!!! i was like... wat the.... you really shud continue.... as wat ppl said, its a privilege... you dont have to worry much larrrr..........(loook who's talking) anyway.. u still shud be a probate and continue being a prefect... and start new =) haha... okai....???
then, when masa Sivics, me, niro and siew jin really turn reallly hyperrrr and reallly lameee too.... we really went realllly lame.... hahaha..... now some of my friends... esspecially siew jin understand Sandra's language ady,,, reallly damn funnehhhhh!!!! hahaha....
then later, after school, went to Pavillion :P haha.... ate lunch there, bought stuff, and shop and shop and shop.... thennnn.... went for tuition with Emiliar..... really laugh like shit there.... i cant believe Mr. Roy said emily was lazy and always take things for granted... hahahhahaha.... she was like "NO , I'M not!!!" hahahaha.. damn farneeee.....
okay,... wat the hell.. Ariff said he wanna quit from being a probate... wat on earth??!!! i was like... wat the.... you really shud continue.... as wat ppl said, its a privilege... you dont have to worry much larrrr..........(loook who's talking) anyway.. u still shud be a probate and continue being a prefect... and start new =) haha... okai....???
Monday, July 14, 2008
Feeling-less
today, pui yi and me had a conversation in the science lab..... well.... she asked me wheather did i feel anything during assembly when the probates were coming out from the bilik serba with the probate tag pinned above their school badge.....
i took awhile before answering her question..... after that, i told her... "yes, i did feel something, something that its not explainable, i mean, i'm sure you felt it too, right?"
then she replied," yes, i felt it too, but i know it wont last long, its only for awhile for me, because i felt it before..."
and i said," yeah, but eventhough i didnt felt the dissapointment before, but i dont think i will mind a lot about it...... i mean, if i be, then be larh... but if i dont, i dont mind......"
................akward silence occur...............
well, seriously, honestly, i.dont.mind....... but... its quite difficult when people come shouting and saying,"eh, Sandra! why? you are not probate meh??? i thought you are? how come arrrhh???"
yeah, i will reply saying that i am not chosen this and that WITH A SMILE.... A BROAD ONE, but, i still feel the sting.... i mean, not cause i didnt get, its cause how they asked.... and, the amount of people asked..... its like everyone i meet... but of course, its not their fault, though... in fact, its not anyones.......
well.. enough of those probate probate thing.. its making my blog mood going down....
today, i was not hyper at all... could you believe me>>??? sandra? not hyperr??? but not emo... just.no.feelings.... everything i'm doing seems so slow...... like everyone around me is doing e.v.e.r.t.h.i.n.g. so fast....... *sigh*
me and low didnt play volleyball today.... raining.... so i went back early... cause Alex came early... i was trying to sleep in the car when he was singing loudly the new pussycat dolls song"when i grow up" its so.damn.annoying. ...... ugh! i know Emily AND Adeline will understand wat i meant, they had experienced it before..... its so.... ugh!!! dunno how to explain, follow me back one day, if u wanna know how it feel.... horrible.... ugh!
i'm tired..... very tired.... cause yesterday... early morning 6.45, i woke up to get donation for st.john in pasar imbi... then straight away, go for piano class, then after that, went for cheer... as usual... have to wait for a.l.e.x. o.o... always the last to go back, in the end, i reach home at 7.00... and emily pun kena marah by her parents cause we came back so late......
ohya... CONGRATULATIONS, SHIRTLIFF!!!!! WINNING 2 AWARD WHICH WAS SHOWMANSHIP AWARD AND MERIT AWARD AND OF COURSE,BEING A CHAMPION... U MAKE US SO DARN PROUD!!!!!!!!
got to go ady...... tons of homework to be done and hand in tomorrow... ugh! adeline so good... everything oso no need to do.....>.<........... talking about her, she, is like pinky only, fetting far from us, like she dont exist only, lost contact, like she is Lost In Heaven only... o.o she better be back before we for get about her.....of course, which WE WONT!!! 6 more days.....=) 134 hours=)
and ariff, congratulations that u got into probation, dun ever think stupid which you said was backing out, just because of me o.o, its ridiculous, dun be stupid, i feel like giving u a slap when you asked me.... ugh! dun even think about it... understand!!???
i took awhile before answering her question..... after that, i told her... "yes, i did feel something, something that its not explainable, i mean, i'm sure you felt it too, right?"
then she replied," yes, i felt it too, but i know it wont last long, its only for awhile for me, because i felt it before..."
and i said," yeah, but eventhough i didnt felt the dissapointment before, but i dont think i will mind a lot about it...... i mean, if i be, then be larh... but if i dont, i dont mind......"
................akward silence occur...............
well, seriously, honestly, i.dont.mind....... but... its quite difficult when people come shouting and saying,"eh, Sandra! why? you are not probate meh??? i thought you are? how come arrrhh???"
yeah, i will reply saying that i am not chosen this and that WITH A SMILE.... A BROAD ONE, but, i still feel the sting.... i mean, not cause i didnt get, its cause how they asked.... and, the amount of people asked..... its like everyone i meet... but of course, its not their fault, though... in fact, its not anyones.......
well.. enough of those probate probate thing.. its making my blog mood going down....
today, i was not hyper at all... could you believe me>>??? sandra? not hyperr??? but not emo... just.no.feelings.... everything i'm doing seems so slow...... like everyone around me is doing e.v.e.r.t.h.i.n.g. so fast....... *sigh*
me and low didnt play volleyball today.... raining.... so i went back early... cause Alex came early... i was trying to sleep in the car when he was singing loudly the new pussycat dolls song"when i grow up" its so.damn.annoying. ...... ugh! i know Emily AND Adeline will understand wat i meant, they had experienced it before..... its so.... ugh!!! dunno how to explain, follow me back one day, if u wanna know how it feel.... horrible.... ugh!
i'm tired..... very tired.... cause yesterday... early morning 6.45, i woke up to get donation for st.john in pasar imbi... then straight away, go for piano class, then after that, went for cheer... as usual... have to wait for a.l.e.x. o.o... always the last to go back, in the end, i reach home at 7.00... and emily pun kena marah by her parents cause we came back so late......
ohya... CONGRATULATIONS, SHIRTLIFF!!!!! WINNING 2 AWARD WHICH WAS SHOWMANSHIP AWARD AND MERIT AWARD AND OF COURSE,BEING A CHAMPION... U MAKE US SO DARN PROUD!!!!!!!!
got to go ady...... tons of homework to be done and hand in tomorrow... ugh! adeline so good... everything oso no need to do.....>.<........... talking about her, she, is like pinky only, fetting far from us, like she dont exist only, lost contact, like she is Lost In Heaven only... o.o she better be back before we for get about her.....of course, which WE WONT!!! 6 more days.....=) 134 hours=)
and ariff, congratulations that u got into probation, dun ever think stupid which you said was backing out, just because of me o.o, its ridiculous, dun be stupid, i feel like giving u a slap when you asked me.... ugh! dun even think about it... understand!!???
Sunday, July 13, 2008
totally over with it
Humans, are humans;
they never appreciate what they have;
they never care what they have;
love, FRIENDSHIP, things, family;
hell no they appreciate it....
they ONLY do, when the things, people or things they have,
ARE GONE...
just like you,
you never appreciate us,
never the hell you appreciated us AND:
the darn support hell we gave you,
the support which lasted how many darn years,
the place for you to pour your idiotic doubts and problems,
the advices we HELL gave you.....
AND the patience we had with you idiotic attitude which practically drive us miserable AND frustrated.....
you never appreciate it...
its fine with us,
now,
apologising,
trying to say sorry,
trying to beg for forgiveness,
trying to show how much you love us,
doing all those things.. NOW....
is kinda useless, dont cha' think so??
you could never understand us, could you?
I HELL DOUBT that.....
if you can, you could have apologised P.R.O.P.E.R.L.Y not in THAT way..... but asking for an apology now... its too late...
I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
And WE'RE hearing what you say
But WE just can't make a sound
You tell US that you need US
Then you go and cut US down
You tell US that you're sorry
Didn't think WE'd turn around and say...
That it's too late to apologize,
it's too late
WE loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue
its too late...
if you knew this could happen, you shouldnt have NOT appreciate us...
THE
BULLSHIT
YOU'RE DOING,
YOU ARE ONLY MAKING US PISSED OFF...
I hope you know who the hell i'm talking about.
well, the song its for you *=)*
Friday, July 11, 2008
another day, A hyperrrrrrrrrrrrrrr day=)
mm-hm... so ... i wasnt chosen as a probate.. it is fine with me... in fact, i dont really mind... because i know, once i am a prefect,
- i wont be as close as now with my friends anymore,
- i will have a hectic life... like siew jin and dil and sally and niro and emily and tharine, the list will not stop.....
- i need to stayback more....
- and lots moreeeee........ the most important, its the first one.......=)
(unless ALL ur frens are prefects, which means, for me, the whole school)
of course, being a prefect its a privilege, just like wat dil said, but she also said that, your life will never be the same again, and siew jin said, ur life will be upside down.....
NEXT!!!!
today, i am extremely hyper.......i have been so hyper but everyone is class were so sleepy today.. they went,"shut upppp, sandraaaa" but as far as sandra knows, no one can stop her from being hyper..... seriously.... i have been repeating my lame jokes for like more than a thousand times... Low and siew jin and emily is bored hearing it...... they will be like, "yalaaaaa... u say a lot of times ady la......" then i said.... ," i say again cause u didnt laugh the first time, so now i repeat laaaa" then they faked laugh... which was so damn funny and stupid...... i will also go round shaking people and said,"earthquakee!!! earthquake!!!" and they wud give me THAT LOOK... -_-" the... u.are.so.lame.look...which i wud go laughing like shit.... which they wud go
-______________________-""""""""""" like shit too.....
NEXT!!!!!
i'm actually excited to go for the dinner tomorrow...... excited excited excited..... but Low is scared... i feel like slapping her..... ugh! actually, i'm excited to see her in her dress... not the dinner... haha................... okay... i'm going hyper again... maybe.. i'm too tired..... haha..... lalala~~ tata~~~~~~~~~~
- i wont be as close as now with my friends anymore,
- i will have a hectic life... like siew jin and dil and sally and niro and emily and tharine, the list will not stop.....
- i need to stayback more....
- and lots moreeeee........ the most important, its the first one.......=)
(unless ALL ur frens are prefects, which means, for me, the whole school)
of course, being a prefect its a privilege, just like wat dil said, but she also said that, your life will never be the same again, and siew jin said, ur life will be upside down.....
NEXT!!!!
today, i am extremely hyper.......i have been so hyper but everyone is class were so sleepy today.. they went,"shut upppp, sandraaaa" but as far as sandra knows, no one can stop her from being hyper..... seriously.... i have been repeating my lame jokes for like more than a thousand times... Low and siew jin and emily is bored hearing it...... they will be like, "yalaaaaa... u say a lot of times ady la......" then i said.... ," i say again cause u didnt laugh the first time, so now i repeat laaaa" then they faked laugh... which was so damn funny and stupid...... i will also go round shaking people and said,"earthquakee!!! earthquake!!!" and they wud give me THAT LOOK... -_-" the... u.are.so.lame.look...which i wud go laughing like shit.... which they wud go
-______________________-""""""""""" like shit too.....
NEXT!!!!!
i'm actually excited to go for the dinner tomorrow...... excited excited excited..... but Low is scared... i feel like slapping her..... ugh! actually, i'm excited to see her in her dress... not the dinner... haha................... okay... i'm going hyper again... maybe.. i'm too tired..... haha..... lalala~~ tata~~~~~~~~~~
Thursday, July 10, 2008
a very freaky day....
today... we had sejarah and geo exam... geo was an open book exam.... eventhough it is... me and low find it so syok doing it... till.. i dunno how.... i did till my tears were rolling down my cheeks.. i dun noe how the hell did it happen... i think it was to syokkkkkkk di.....then,.... we did sejarah.... we were only allow to open our book the last 5 minutes.. everyone was rushing like shit....
and lastly... i came back from school.. had lunch with my parents... then i talked to low on the phone... stupid funny idiiotic things.... so shocked by wat we discussed.. i was screaming, practically... then ... i tried to have a afternoon nap, but i dont know wat the helll was bothering me.. and i cant sleep... then Emily called... then after that... i took my phone and wish ade.... Happy Birthday!!!! ade!!!! sorry for wishing you in a bad mood...
she replied me and said something had happened in the train station... and stuff......... and then i told her wat the heck freaking was happening in Malaysia, Wilayah Persekutuan, Cheras, SMK Seri Bintang Utara.. these dayss... and i told her my un-happiness... and lastly.. after telling her.... i cant freaking sleep ady... and i just stomp my way up to my elder brother's room, on the comp and freaking typing with.. sorry.... banging on the keyboard, typing this freaking post.. which i am freaking unhappy with freaking idiotic things... that make me freaking angry... sorry readers, that u dont know wat is freaking bothering me... neverminddd...... ugh!!!!!!!!!
i just hate this.....
As life goes on I'm starting to learn more and more about responsibility.............I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me...............So I want to take this time out and apologize for things I have done..........And things that have not occurred yet........And the things they don't want to take responsibility for...
and lastly... i came back from school.. had lunch with my parents... then i talked to low on the phone... stupid funny idiiotic things.... so shocked by wat we discussed.. i was screaming, practically... then ... i tried to have a afternoon nap, but i dont know wat the helll was bothering me.. and i cant sleep... then Emily called... then after that... i took my phone and wish ade.... Happy Birthday!!!! ade!!!! sorry for wishing you in a bad mood...
she replied me and said something had happened in the train station... and stuff......... and then i told her wat the heck freaking was happening in Malaysia, Wilayah Persekutuan, Cheras, SMK Seri Bintang Utara.. these dayss... and i told her my un-happiness... and lastly.. after telling her.... i cant freaking sleep ady... and i just stomp my way up to my elder brother's room, on the comp and freaking typing with.. sorry.... banging on the keyboard, typing this freaking post.. which i am freaking unhappy with freaking idiotic things... that make me freaking angry... sorry readers, that u dont know wat is freaking bothering me... neverminddd...... ugh!!!!!!!!!
i just hate this.....
As life goes on I'm starting to learn more and more about responsibility.............I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me...............So I want to take this time out and apologize for things I have done..........And things that have not occurred yet........And the things they don't want to take responsibility for...
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
An Unusual Wednesday
today... was.... *fuh*....... i woke up at 7am today..... usually, my alarm will wake me, but yesterday, i had the worst headache ever, i even took a bucket of ice water and dipped my whole head inside, nice....... but i got my whole head wet at like 10.30.... difficult to dry like shit..... back to the topic....... 7am... i was practically freaking out... i was like shouting like shit... rushing like shit.... i was like scared to be late LIKE SHIT..... i was asking my maid, like why she didnt wake me, and she gave me an innocent face and said, "ada sekolah ka??' i was like..... wat on earth makes u think that i dun hav school today... ugh! so idiotic,... it was already so late.... and the traffic jam was LIKE SHIT too.... and it freaked the hell out of me.... but in the car, my dad was asking me bout the prefect interview thingy.. i was practically shouting the answers... and then.. he.was.laughing. i was like.... wat on earth????!!!!outside the school junction, my dad dropped me there... i was like running... and... -_-" e.v.e.r.y.o.n.e was like walking slowlyyyyyy....... wat on earth.... and then kah mun and syahirah was like... 'why are u running??' then i said.. 'gonna be late larrrr' then they were like 'no need to rush, we come this hour everyday'.......=O.... o.o.... my goddd... i tell u... imagine u woke up at a time that u shud be at school like way before that....
later...... surprisingly... instead of choosing to be freaking hyper or freaking emo... i chose to be freaking normal..... i live normally today.... i didnt go freaking hyper like i always do.. and i dint go freaking emo.. like i always do too....everything went fine..... cool.... EXCEPT FOR THE GOING LATE TO SCHOOL PART...... we had PJ.... and we had loads of fun playing volleyballlll, sadly, sally sprain her leg, or rather ankle... kesian her mann.... tsk..tsk....then later Maths time... kena fired by Cik Tengku Nor like shit.... syok betulll..... -_-" just because i finish my work fast, then she say let me see ur handout.... then i showed her... she said....
'ur drawing is not on the grid' i went and change happily..... then i show her again....
'ur drawing is wrong ady' then i went to change the thing again.. okayly.....
'its suppose to be on the line' then i went to change AGAIN..... not so happily
'its still not on the grid, draw properly' (wat on earth??@.@, i drew properly ady!!) nevermind... i go and change again... to satisfy her....... after drawing like THE MOST PROPERLLYYY>........
'its not 90 degrees' (wat the heck, earth, heaven and hell??!!!!!) i was like -_-"""""" o.o....... i was like so ugh! so i went to my table, took a protractor... and measured.... 90 degrees... i show it to her....
'nolaaa, u must draw properly... take ur time........' (uhuh... -_-...its not that i draw fast... i dunno why ppl take years to draw just ONE FREAKING DRAWING)
haizzzz...................................
at lastly..... stayback time.... not for st.john... for AGM commitee thing..... THE CONFLICT occur AGAIN.... low was mad at sheau hwa and sheau hwa was mad at low.... haizz... please larrr u allll..... u making me so... so... so..... :'( just stop getting mad with each other..... ADELINE!!!!! HELP!!!!!! haizzzzz............ stop it larrr.... bertolak-ansur larrr.......haizzz..... very difficult to see u all.... who were so close.. to be so mad at each other.. being the middleman is the hardest thing on earth,.... please lar... i beg u all lar... haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..........................
later...... surprisingly... instead of choosing to be freaking hyper or freaking emo... i chose to be freaking normal..... i live normally today.... i didnt go freaking hyper like i always do.. and i dint go freaking emo.. like i always do too....everything went fine..... cool.... EXCEPT FOR THE GOING LATE TO SCHOOL PART...... we had PJ.... and we had loads of fun playing volleyballlll, sadly, sally sprain her leg, or rather ankle... kesian her mann.... tsk..tsk....then later Maths time... kena fired by Cik Tengku Nor like shit.... syok betulll..... -_-" just because i finish my work fast, then she say let me see ur handout.... then i showed her... she said....
'ur drawing is not on the grid' i went and change happily..... then i show her again....
'ur drawing is wrong ady' then i went to change the thing again.. okayly.....
'its suppose to be on the line' then i went to change AGAIN..... not so happily
'its still not on the grid, draw properly' (wat on earth??@.@, i drew properly ady!!) nevermind... i go and change again... to satisfy her....... after drawing like THE MOST PROPERLLYYY>........
'its not 90 degrees' (wat the heck, earth, heaven and hell??!!!!!) i was like -_-"""""" o.o....... i was like so ugh! so i went to my table, took a protractor... and measured.... 90 degrees... i show it to her....
'nolaaa, u must draw properly... take ur time........' (uhuh... -_-...its not that i draw fast... i dunno why ppl take years to draw just ONE FREAKING DRAWING)
haizzzz...................................
at lastly..... stayback time.... not for st.john... for AGM commitee thing..... THE CONFLICT occur AGAIN.... low was mad at sheau hwa and sheau hwa was mad at low.... haizz... please larrr u allll..... u making me so... so... so..... :'( just stop getting mad with each other..... ADELINE!!!!! HELP!!!!!! haizzzzz............ stop it larrr.... bertolak-ansur larrr.......haizzz..... very difficult to see u all.... who were so close.. to be so mad at each other.. being the middleman is the hardest thing on earth,.... please lar... i beg u all lar... haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..........................
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
Freaking(s)
right... how on earth... i am so freaking frustrated right now.... so many freaking things to freaking do.... and freaking think....
OR
OH.... and at last... i have freaking decided to take the freaking Grade 7 piano exam.....
why la sheau hwa dun want to go to the freaking dinner which only will last freaking three hourss..... and with that... she is making low freaking unhappy about that... cause she feel freaking guilty because sheau hwa wud purposely ask her dad to fetch low to my house just so that low can freaking go... to the freaking dinner....
and also because of that, i am having a freaking headache... and dun noe how to freaking decide on my freaking piano exam and i am freaking annoyed with the freaking exams that we are gonna freaking take tomorrow....
and my freaking phone which dun have freaking enough memory to save my freaking stupid stuff... and my freaking memory card reader which cant freaking read my memory card....
therefore, thus, so, I AM HAVING A FREAKING BAD DAY THAT NO ONE CAN FREAKING MAKE ME TO BE FREAKING HYPER UNLESS MY FREAKING PRINCE CHARMING WHO I DUN FREAKING NOE COME AND FIND FREAKING ME.......
and i noe a lot of ppl... including sheau hwa will go either freaking mad or freaking annnoyed with this freaking post about the freaking bad day i freaking had today..... arghhhhhh @.@ its making me freaking crazy... u see la... i am either gonna go freaking hyper tomorrow or freaking emo tomorrow... both, is gonna freaking annoy ppl freaking a lot..... so i now i have to choose AGAIN......
OROH.... and at last... i have freaking decided to take the freaking Grade 7 piano exam.....
*ahem* niro....
niro.. freaking smart niro.. made my hand almost break into two for doing the Bm exam.... like twice... i whispered and asked her.. after finishing my paper... i over heard her ask teacher something... so i ask that perbandingan for novel need ONLY perbezaan and no persamaan??? then she was like 'yesssss' then i was like freaking out... cause i need to rewrite the whole thing.. and i only left 2 freaking minutes.... so i was like writing so fast and like SHIT...... and then at the end... niro was like.... 'why u doing againnnnnn???'.... i look at her.... 'u say need to do ONLY perbezaan wert.......' then she was like... 'nola, can do persamaan also....' with this face-_- i look at her... and said... no.. shouted... 'u freaking idiot, u say ONLY perbezaan???'
then she say'haiyo... i didnt hear u properly ma.....' i was like... 'ohmygod, NIRO!!!!!!!!!! u are so gonna be my first post of the day'
and there she is.. about her, about today...... in my first post of the day...........
then she say'haiyo... i didnt hear u properly ma.....' i was like... 'ohmygod, NIRO!!!!!!!!!! u are so gonna be my first post of the day'
and there she is.. about her, about today...... in my first post of the day...........
Monday, July 7, 2008
great... i told sheau hwa that i wanna cry ady in sms.. and guess wat she replied....
great:) be depressed like me and cry for whatever the matter is, and maybe one day i go to your house and go hang ourselves together at your ceiling fan there :) as you say, bff forever ma, so.. so die oso die together....
and i replied...
not fair.... y at my house?? u gonna make my house haunted.. y not ur house?? nevermind.. i think hang in school.. better.. got 4 fans, so each one, 1.. ask low and ade to hang also...
then she say...
yeah worr, we will make history mann.. eh.. wait.. need one more person to switch on the fan after we hang ourselves, more violent... =)
i replied...
ask siew jin to do it.. or ariff or emily or pui yi... :) let them see..... no, no, niro is better.... :) make her got nightmares... COOL :)
then she say...
eh, i can imagine lo... like, four bodies hanging and rotating around the fan slowly and like the lights are all off and then got thunder and rain.. ....................................
then i replied...
how bout blood splashing... and splattered all over niro and emily and ariff and siew jin and pui yi's face.. and they are like screaming... and then suddenly... blood coming our from their nose, then ears... then eyes.... then they fall down on the floor, lying down with their eyes wide open... dead.....and imagine.... someone... teachers or other ppl come in... i think they will have nightmares forever, every night... every day... every time they close their eyes... then... they kill themselves in the end... cause they dun wanna suffer from the sights... and then someone saw their body in the middle of the road,... then the whole cycle repeats... then in the end... everyone in the world die... then the heaven and hell door... the heaven and hell roads will be having traffic jam.... cause everyone die.... YAY!!...... =D
(pengaruh sheau hwa.. i'm not that violent actually,.... but slowly.. after years with the violent-ist... AND DEPRESSIONS... AND STRESS-SES...there comes violent S.A.N.D.R.A <3)
end of story.......
great:) be depressed like me and cry for whatever the matter is, and maybe one day i go to your house and go hang ourselves together at your ceiling fan there :) as you say, bff forever ma, so.. so die oso die together....
and i replied...
not fair.... y at my house?? u gonna make my house haunted.. y not ur house?? nevermind.. i think hang in school.. better.. got 4 fans, so each one, 1.. ask low and ade to hang also...
then she say...
yeah worr, we will make history mann.. eh.. wait.. need one more person to switch on the fan after we hang ourselves, more violent... =)
i replied...
ask siew jin to do it.. or ariff or emily or pui yi... :) let them see..... no, no, niro is better.... :) make her got nightmares... COOL :)
then she say...
eh, i can imagine lo... like, four bodies hanging and rotating around the fan slowly and like the lights are all off and then got thunder and rain.. ....................................
then i replied...
how bout blood splashing... and splattered all over niro and emily and ariff and siew jin and pui yi's face.. and they are like screaming... and then suddenly... blood coming our from their nose, then ears... then eyes.... then they fall down on the floor, lying down with their eyes wide open... dead.....and imagine.... someone... teachers or other ppl come in... i think they will have nightmares forever, every night... every day... every time they close their eyes... then... they kill themselves in the end... cause they dun wanna suffer from the sights... and then someone saw their body in the middle of the road,... then the whole cycle repeats... then in the end... everyone in the world die... then the heaven and hell door... the heaven and hell roads will be having traffic jam.... cause everyone die.... YAY!!...... =D
(pengaruh sheau hwa.. i'm not that violent actually,.... but slowly.. after years with the violent-ist... AND DEPRESSIONS... AND STRESS-SES...there comes violent S.A.N.D.R.A <3)
end of story.......
Piano dilemma
okay... i have the most scariest piano class ever... which is.. i have to decide which grade i shud take by tonight or tomorrow.....
(after explaining everything about grade 6 and 7 new format, after the jaw-dropping news)
teacher: so? which one? grade 6 or 7?
me: hahhhhhh???? so fast need to decide???? err...... i also dunnoo.....
teacher: its not much difference,... i'm not worry about the pieces...(not worried!!???? its so the darn difficulttttt) just your scales....
me: errr... yeah... i THINK SO>>.... when is the exam???
teacher: erm.. u can take either May, June, July, August...
me: AUGUST!!! definitely August!!
teacher: but most of the student will take their time slowly and practice last minute most of the time if it is so late... but some times.. if u take july, then if i register late... then we will get end of july.. but if i quickly register.... then it will be early july...
me: then go register laterrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.......
teacher: so which one??? grade 6 or 7???
me: errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr......................errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.... i dunno larrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr................... u decide for me larrrrrrrrrr...................................
teacher: but if i decide for u... later u say... like this year, u say PMR, then next year, honeymoon year, then got a lot of activities... its up to you......(wat she says is trueeee, though)
me: harrrrrrrrrrr????????? must decide today arrrrr????
teacher: u can call me tomorrow.... and the difference its only the singing and the scales and the oral and the this and that and this.... and that....
(dammittttt...... so many difference.. but then.. its not so "ketara" ones... so which one???????)
haizzz... so shittttyyyy........... grade 6 or 7.... i'm having a very bad dilemma........ after listening to 18 grade 6 songs and 18 grade 7 songs... which i left my mouth open all the way.. cause is so the damn difficult.... i realllllyyy dunno how to decide,.,... besides.... SCALES!!! it kills me.... die larh.... this time.. so shittyyyy..................... S.O.S ME... SOMEONE HELP ME...!!!!
GRADE 6 OR 7, 6 OR 7... 6 OR 7... 6 OR 7?????????????????????????????????????????????????
TELL ME HOW.....
WHICH ONE SHUD I TAKE...
SHUD I SKIP GRADE 6
BUT IF I DUN SKIP... I WILL BE WASTING ONE YEAR... CAUSE THIS YEAR I'M NOT TAKING EXAM...
BUT IF I TAKE 7... I SCARED I CANNOT HANDLE...
BUT GRADE 6 AND 7 GOT NOT MUCH DIFFERENCE...
BUT ALSO GOT A LOT OF DIFFERENT IN THE SCALES...
BUT .... ARGHHHHHH!@!!!!
I DUNNNOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! help!!!!!!!!!!!!!
how on earth i wanna make this decision.... telll meeeeeee.............. ahhhhhhhhhhhhh... shitttyyyy asssseeeeessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.........!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THE ONLY MATTER IS... I'M SCARED I WILL REGRET LATER... IF I TAKE GRADE 6, AND I FIND IT EASY, I WILL REGRET FOR WASTING MY TIME... IF I TAKE GRADE 7, AND I CANNOT HANDLE IT, I WILL REGRET FOR NOT TAKING IT STEP BY STEP.... AND BY THE TIME I NOTICE MY REGRET-ION... IT WILL BE TOOOOO LATEEEEEEE.... it will be too late to turn backkk......
my godd... how idiotic stupid freaking irritating am i... to make this matter like a life and death matter(eventhough it is, cause either way, my mom is gonna kill me if i fail anything)
can i go jump down the building now?????? my house is high enough... eventhough i MAY NOT die... but at least i can break my head or crack my head... and live a tanjung rambutan life a.k.a no worries life....... and live happily ever after with another tajung rambutan-mate guy..... can i??? i wishhh tooo... stresss.. stress.... and more stressssssss...... (piano pros... i know its kacang putih for you, but stupid ppl like me..... its more to sharkfin soup than kacang putih to me..... i know i suck in piano.... sorry....) so can i jump??? T.T T.T .... sobs....
(after explaining everything about grade 6 and 7 new format, after the jaw-dropping news)
teacher: so? which one? grade 6 or 7?
me: hahhhhhh???? so fast need to decide???? err...... i also dunnoo.....
teacher: its not much difference,... i'm not worry about the pieces...(not worried!!???? its so the darn difficulttttt) just your scales....
me: errr... yeah... i THINK SO>>.... when is the exam???
teacher: erm.. u can take either May, June, July, August...
me: AUGUST!!! definitely August!!
teacher: but most of the student will take their time slowly and practice last minute most of the time if it is so late... but some times.. if u take july, then if i register late... then we will get end of july.. but if i quickly register.... then it will be early july...
me: then go register laterrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.......
teacher: so which one??? grade 6 or 7???
me: errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr......................errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.... i dunno larrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr................... u decide for me larrrrrrrrrr...................................
teacher: but if i decide for u... later u say... like this year, u say PMR, then next year, honeymoon year, then got a lot of activities... its up to you......(wat she says is trueeee, though)
me: harrrrrrrrrrr????????? must decide today arrrrr????
teacher: u can call me tomorrow.... and the difference its only the singing and the scales and the oral and the this and that and this.... and that....
(dammittttt...... so many difference.. but then.. its not so "ketara" ones... so which one???????)
haizzz... so shittttyyyy........... grade 6 or 7.... i'm having a very bad dilemma........ after listening to 18 grade 6 songs and 18 grade 7 songs... which i left my mouth open all the way.. cause is so the damn difficult.... i realllllyyy dunno how to decide,.,... besides.... SCALES!!! it kills me.... die larh.... this time.. so shittyyyy..................... S.O.S ME... SOMEONE HELP ME...!!!!
GRADE 6 OR 7, 6 OR 7... 6 OR 7... 6 OR 7?????????????????????????????????????????????????
TELL ME HOW.....
WHICH ONE SHUD I TAKE...
SHUD I SKIP GRADE 6
BUT IF I DUN SKIP... I WILL BE WASTING ONE YEAR... CAUSE THIS YEAR I'M NOT TAKING EXAM...
BUT IF I TAKE 7... I SCARED I CANNOT HANDLE...
BUT GRADE 6 AND 7 GOT NOT MUCH DIFFERENCE...
BUT ALSO GOT A LOT OF DIFFERENT IN THE SCALES...
BUT .... ARGHHHHHH!@!!!!
I DUNNNOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! help!!!!!!!!!!!!!
how on earth i wanna make this decision.... telll meeeeeee.............. ahhhhhhhhhhhhh... shitttyyyy asssseeeeessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.........!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THE ONLY MATTER IS... I'M SCARED I WILL REGRET LATER... IF I TAKE GRADE 6, AND I FIND IT EASY, I WILL REGRET FOR WASTING MY TIME... IF I TAKE GRADE 7, AND I CANNOT HANDLE IT, I WILL REGRET FOR NOT TAKING IT STEP BY STEP.... AND BY THE TIME I NOTICE MY REGRET-ION... IT WILL BE TOOOOO LATEEEEEEE.... it will be too late to turn backkk......
my godd... how idiotic stupid freaking irritating am i... to make this matter like a life and death matter(eventhough it is, cause either way, my mom is gonna kill me if i fail anything)
can i go jump down the building now?????? my house is high enough... eventhough i MAY NOT die... but at least i can break my head or crack my head... and live a tanjung rambutan life a.k.a no worries life....... and live happily ever after with another tajung rambutan-mate guy..... can i??? i wishhh tooo... stresss.. stress.... and more stressssssss...... (piano pros... i know its kacang putih for you, but stupid ppl like me..... its more to sharkfin soup than kacang putih to me..... i know i suck in piano.... sorry....) so can i jump??? T.T T.T .... sobs....
Sunday, July 6, 2008
2nd post of the day
i was reading sheau hwa's brother's blog... and i saw this.. it seems that sheau hwa got that from her email... and i was laughing like shitt.t..... seriously... now.. my stomach pain like shit ady.... read it...!!!
Di kelas...
Murid-murid: Selamat pagi, cikgu.
Cikgu:(Menengking) Mengapa selamat pagi sahaja?
Petang dan malam awak doakan saya tak selamat?
Murid-murid: Selamat pagi, petang dan malam cikgu!
Cikgu:Panjang sangat! Tak pernah dibuat oleh orang!
Kata selamat sejahtera! Senang dan penuh bermakna.
Lagipun ucapan ini meliputi semua masa dan keadaan.
Murid-murid: Selamat sejahtera cikgu!
Cikgu: Sama-sama, duduk! Dengar sini baik-baik. Hari
ini cikgu nak uji kamu semua tentang perkataan
berlawan. Bila cikgu sebutkan perkataannya, kamu semua
mesti menjawab dengan cepat, lawan bagi perkataan-perkataan
itu, faham?
Murid-murid: Faham, cikgu!
Cikgu: Saya tak mahu ada apa-apa gangguan.
Murid-murid: (senyap)
Cikgu: Pandai!
Murid-murid: Bodoh!
Cikgu: Tinggi!
Murid-murid: Rendah!
Cikgu: Jauh!
Murid-murid: Dekat!
Cikgu: Keadilan!
Murid-murid: UMNO!
Cikgu: Salah!
Murid-murid: Betul!
Cikgu: Bodoh!
murid-murid: pandai!
Cikgu: Bukan!
Murid-murid: Ya!
Cikgu: Oh Tuhan!
Murid-murid: Oh Hamba!
Cikgu: Dengar ini!
Murid-murid: Dengar itu!
Cikgu: Diam!
Murid-murid: Bising!
Cikgu: Itu bukan pertanyaan, bodoh!
Murid-murid: Ini ialah jawapan, pandai!
Cikgu: Mati aku!
Murid-murid: Hidup kami!
Cikgu: Rotan baru tau!
Murid-murid: Akar lama tak tau!
Cikgu: Malas aku ajar kamu!
Murid-murid: Rajin kami belajar cikgu!
Cikgu: Kamu gila!
Murid-murid: Kami siuman!
Cikgu: Cukup! Cukup!
Murid-murid: Kurang! Kurang!
Cikgu: Sudah! Sudah!
Murid-murid: Belum! Belum!
Cikgu: Mengapa kamu semua bodoh sangat?
Murid-murid: Sebab saya seorang pandai!
Cikgu: Oh! Melawan!
Murid-murid: Oh! Mengalah!
Cikgu: Kurang ajar!
Murid-murid: Cukup ajar!
Cikgu: Habis aku!
Murid-murid: Kekal kami!
Cikgu: O.K. Pelajaran sudah habis!
Murid-murid: K.O. Pelajaran belum bermula!
Cikgu: Sudah, bodoh!
Murid-murid: Belum, pandai!
Cikgu: Berdiri!
Murid-murid: Duduk!
Cikgu: Saya kata UMNO salah!
Murid-murid: Kami dengar KeADILan betul!
Cikgu: Bangang kamu ni!
Murid-murid: Cerdik kami tu!
Cikgu: Rosak!
Murid-murid: Baik!
Cikgu: Kamu semua ditahan tengah hari ini!
Murid-murid: Dilepaskan tengah malam itu!
Cikgu: (Senyap dan mengambil buku-bukunya keluar.)
Sebentar kemudian, loceng pun berdering.
Murid-murid berasa lega kerana guru yang paling
ditakuti oleh mereka telah keluar. Walau bagaimanapun,
mereka merasa bangga kerana telah dapat menjawab
kesemua soalan cikgu tadi, tetapi esok masih ada...
Di kelas...
Murid-murid: Selamat pagi, cikgu.
Cikgu:(Menengking) Mengapa selamat pagi sahaja?
Petang dan malam awak doakan saya tak selamat?
Murid-murid: Selamat pagi, petang dan malam cikgu!
Cikgu:Panjang sangat! Tak pernah dibuat oleh orang!
Kata selamat sejahtera! Senang dan penuh bermakna.
Lagipun ucapan ini meliputi semua masa dan keadaan.
Murid-murid: Selamat sejahtera cikgu!
Cikgu: Sama-sama, duduk! Dengar sini baik-baik. Hari
ini cikgu nak uji kamu semua tentang perkataan
berlawan. Bila cikgu sebutkan perkataannya, kamu semua
mesti menjawab dengan cepat, lawan bagi perkataan-perkataan
itu, faham?
Murid-murid: Faham, cikgu!
Cikgu: Saya tak mahu ada apa-apa gangguan.
Murid-murid: (senyap)
Cikgu: Pandai!
Murid-murid: Bodoh!
Cikgu: Tinggi!
Murid-murid: Rendah!
Cikgu: Jauh!
Murid-murid: Dekat!
Cikgu: Keadilan!
Murid-murid: UMNO!
Cikgu: Salah!
Murid-murid: Betul!
Cikgu: Bodoh!
murid-murid: pandai!
Cikgu: Bukan!
Murid-murid: Ya!
Cikgu: Oh Tuhan!
Murid-murid: Oh Hamba!
Cikgu: Dengar ini!
Murid-murid: Dengar itu!
Cikgu: Diam!
Murid-murid: Bising!
Cikgu: Itu bukan pertanyaan, bodoh!
Murid-murid: Ini ialah jawapan, pandai!
Cikgu: Mati aku!
Murid-murid: Hidup kami!
Cikgu: Rotan baru tau!
Murid-murid: Akar lama tak tau!
Cikgu: Malas aku ajar kamu!
Murid-murid: Rajin kami belajar cikgu!
Cikgu: Kamu gila!
Murid-murid: Kami siuman!
Cikgu: Cukup! Cukup!
Murid-murid: Kurang! Kurang!
Cikgu: Sudah! Sudah!
Murid-murid: Belum! Belum!
Cikgu: Mengapa kamu semua bodoh sangat?
Murid-murid: Sebab saya seorang pandai!
Cikgu: Oh! Melawan!
Murid-murid: Oh! Mengalah!
Cikgu: Kurang ajar!
Murid-murid: Cukup ajar!
Cikgu: Habis aku!
Murid-murid: Kekal kami!
Cikgu: O.K. Pelajaran sudah habis!
Murid-murid: K.O. Pelajaran belum bermula!
Cikgu: Sudah, bodoh!
Murid-murid: Belum, pandai!
Cikgu: Berdiri!
Murid-murid: Duduk!
Cikgu: Saya kata UMNO salah!
Murid-murid: Kami dengar KeADILan betul!
Cikgu: Bangang kamu ni!
Murid-murid: Cerdik kami tu!
Cikgu: Rosak!
Murid-murid: Baik!
Cikgu: Kamu semua ditahan tengah hari ini!
Murid-murid: Dilepaskan tengah malam itu!
Cikgu: (Senyap dan mengambil buku-bukunya keluar.)
Sebentar kemudian, loceng pun berdering.
Murid-murid berasa lega kerana guru yang paling
ditakuti oleh mereka telah keluar. Walau bagaimanapun,
mereka merasa bangga kerana telah dapat menjawab
kesemua soalan cikgu tadi, tetapi esok masih ada...
freaking smart me....
FIRST....
righttt.... i was having a good nap when the stupid.. sorrryy.. SMART ALEX suddenly come near me and ask " wat are u doing??" and then walking and laughing away??? i was like wat on earth??!! i feel like slapping him and ask him " wat the hell do u think i am doing?>??!!!"
before this.. no... now... my butt is superrrr the damn pain?? and how would i on earth noe that our butt has so many muscle... i bet adeline's butt is bursting ady.. cause my is paining like SHIT... not only my butt.. my legs.. my arms... my hand.. my stomach... MY WHOLE BODY!! ugh!!!! i cant even walk properly.. or sit.. or stand.. my goddd... so damn pain....
alex said...,"sandra, sandra, i teach u something... go put ice.. very nice wan..."
me: u crazy arrhh??? where u learn that from wann???
alex: no... seriously wann...(laughing) u try and seee.......
me: dun be stupid... stupid...
and he was laughing all the way.... and smart enough... i went to get a bag of ice..... stop laughing... so.. i tried wat he said... instead getting my muscle pains better... i got my whole pants and shirt wet... not pants larhh.. cause i was wearing surf pants... so.. not THAT wet.... i know.. i know.. put Deep Heat... BUT HOW ON EARTH U WANT ME TO PUT DEEP HEAT ON MY BUTT!!!???? UGH@!!!!
SO ANNOYINGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wah.. if my whole body so pain ady arr.... i think ade's one is going to PAIN LIKE SHIT..... somemore she hurt her backbone during the 100 situps... haiyoyo... i wonder how is my the other badminton friend feeling... so shitty.....
NEXT....
i am scared for my Intervensi 3 tomorrow.... so shitty... how to memorise the chapter 6 stuff.. so the damn many.... argh... so darn frustrating... my brain cant work properly somemore with each and every muscle in my whole damn body is pain.... so idiotic.... i cant even sit properly... so the damn pain....
i hope our badminton coach dont torture us like this anymoreeeeeeeee!!!!!!
righttt.... i was having a good nap when the stupid.. sorrryy.. SMART ALEX suddenly come near me and ask " wat are u doing??" and then walking and laughing away??? i was like wat on earth??!! i feel like slapping him and ask him " wat the hell do u think i am doing?>??!!!"
before this.. no... now... my butt is superrrr the damn pain?? and how would i on earth noe that our butt has so many muscle... i bet adeline's butt is bursting ady.. cause my is paining like SHIT... not only my butt.. my legs.. my arms... my hand.. my stomach... MY WHOLE BODY!! ugh!!!! i cant even walk properly.. or sit.. or stand.. my goddd... so damn pain....
alex said...,"sandra, sandra, i teach u something... go put ice.. very nice wan..."
me: u crazy arrhh??? where u learn that from wann???
alex: no... seriously wann...(laughing) u try and seee.......
me: dun be stupid... stupid...
and he was laughing all the way.... and smart enough... i went to get a bag of ice..... stop laughing... so.. i tried wat he said... instead getting my muscle pains better... i got my whole pants and shirt wet... not pants larhh.. cause i was wearing surf pants... so.. not THAT wet.... i know.. i know.. put Deep Heat... BUT HOW ON EARTH U WANT ME TO PUT DEEP HEAT ON MY BUTT!!!???? UGH@!!!!
SO ANNOYINGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wah.. if my whole body so pain ady arr.... i think ade's one is going to PAIN LIKE SHIT..... somemore she hurt her backbone during the 100 situps... haiyoyo... i wonder how is my the other badminton friend feeling... so shitty.....
NEXT....
i am scared for my Intervensi 3 tomorrow.... so shitty... how to memorise the chapter 6 stuff.. so the damn many.... argh... so darn frustrating... my brain cant work properly somemore with each and every muscle in my whole damn body is pain.... so idiotic.... i cant even sit properly... so the damn pain....
i hope our badminton coach dont torture us like this anymoreeeeeeeee!!!!!!
Saturday, July 5, 2008
first of all.... erm... i didnt post for another week... it has been a busy busy busy week.... on thursday... sheau hwa, ade, ariff, low, and me were suppose to go to Jusco to have lunch to celebrate ade's bdae.....but my mom needed to go to Pavillion to get something... so the whole bunch of us went to Pavillion... and we watched 'Hancock'... it was both funnnyyy, sad and action packed... its more on comedy... u seriously have to watch it... its like so niceeeee..... and also funny... it really laugh the shit out of me and low and sheau hwa.. i dunno bout ade and ariff... haiya.. they see each other also enough ady... no need to watch the movie oso.. haha...
then on friday... everyone was hugging ade.... hehe... they were jealous... cause i get to spend another day with ade today.... yesterday's puan jugdeep class was darn funny....... everyone was making fun of each other.. and i was making fun of puan jugdeep too... at first she gave me that look and ask why i make fun of her... then i say.. for fun larh.... then she was laughing like shit... too... but i dunno why when i went for another yesterday's tuition.. i was the only one hyper... everyone was not talking.. and it seeeeemmmmsss reallllyyyy weirddddd.... cause usually its the other way round... or if i am hyper... they wud be MORE HYPER-IER.... i bet something had happened... each person different problems.... i dunno wat... cause they go 'nothingggggggggggg' but the 'nothinggggg' is so the darn fake....... i know Jessy lost her grandpa... i'm deeply sorry for her... she is currently in Sabah to arrange the funeral.. SORRY, MY DEAR......
today.... woke up like 7.30 in the morning.. then went for badminton... so the darnnn stupid and funny... well... me, ade and my another badminton classmate's muscle is paining like shit... cause.. we....
-ran 5 rounds on full 6 badminton courts
-did 50 push ups
-200 times footwork
-100 sit ups
-200 lunges
-50 knee jumps
-dunno how many minutes sitting on the wall... until my friends leg cramp like shit.. then ade to the rescue... haha...
so now.. we are practicalllyyyy tired LIKE SHIT!! i'm gonna post the sit up videos.. and u are seriously gonna laugh like shit.... haha...... during BM tuition....the bm teacher kept teasing ade on ariff... haha... damn funny... i was laughing like shit tooooooooooo.....ade just left my house... i was like hugging her so long.... and my mom was like... 'u all arr... lesbian arr??' then i say 'kind of...... ' then she was like... 'i slapppp u arr.....' and there goes my laughter again... i was sms-ing ade.. saying i gonna miss her so so so so much................. and she replied....
i'm already missing you ok!... i love u too, my sweet violent daughter=)you too take care of yourslef ok? all the best for monday's interview! and you have permission to slap 'daddy' if he does something wrong. but dont cross the line ok!and if there's any conflicts or problems or thing you need to share and solve, email me okay? i'll try to reply your mail.. i really love u from the bottom of my red butt=)
that's why i love her.... cause she is a serious real idiot... haha..... i will missss her ...... more than ariff miss her... cause... she sits besides me, she craps with me. she lames with me, she lines up with me, she goes badminton with me, she goes tution with me, and lotssss more... and she's the one i call almost everyday..... for e.v.e.r.y.t.h.i.n.g........ every single idiotic lame stupid funny thing.... but one thing good when she is gone is.... MY PHONE BILL WILL BE LESSER.... AND HERS TOO... CAUSE SHE CANT SMS ARIFF THERE.... HAHA....
then on friday... everyone was hugging ade.... hehe... they were jealous... cause i get to spend another day with ade today.... yesterday's puan jugdeep class was darn funny....... everyone was making fun of each other.. and i was making fun of puan jugdeep too... at first she gave me that look and ask why i make fun of her... then i say.. for fun larh.... then she was laughing like shit... too... but i dunno why when i went for another yesterday's tuition.. i was the only one hyper... everyone was not talking.. and it seeeeemmmmsss reallllyyyy weirddddd.... cause usually its the other way round... or if i am hyper... they wud be MORE HYPER-IER.... i bet something had happened... each person different problems.... i dunno wat... cause they go 'nothingggggggggggg' but the 'nothinggggg' is so the darn fake....... i know Jessy lost her grandpa... i'm deeply sorry for her... she is currently in Sabah to arrange the funeral.. SORRY, MY DEAR......
today.... woke up like 7.30 in the morning.. then went for badminton... so the darnnn stupid and funny... well... me, ade and my another badminton classmate's muscle is paining like shit... cause.. we....
-ran 5 rounds on full 6 badminton courts
-did 50 push ups
-200 times footwork
-100 sit ups
-200 lunges
-50 knee jumps
-dunno how many minutes sitting on the wall... until my friends leg cramp like shit.. then ade to the rescue... haha...
so now.. we are practicalllyyyy tired LIKE SHIT!! i'm gonna post the sit up videos.. and u are seriously gonna laugh like shit.... haha...... during BM tuition....the bm teacher kept teasing ade on ariff... haha... damn funny... i was laughing like shit tooooooooooo.....ade just left my house... i was like hugging her so long.... and my mom was like... 'u all arr... lesbian arr??' then i say 'kind of...... ' then she was like... 'i slapppp u arr.....' and there goes my laughter again... i was sms-ing ade.. saying i gonna miss her so so so so much................. and she replied....
i'm already missing you ok!... i love u too, my sweet violent daughter=)you too take care of yourslef ok? all the best for monday's interview! and you have permission to slap 'daddy' if he does something wrong. but dont cross the line ok!and if there's any conflicts or problems or thing you need to share and solve, email me okay? i'll try to reply your mail.. i really love u from the bottom of my red butt=)
that's why i love her.... cause she is a serious real idiot... haha..... i will missss her ...... more than ariff miss her... cause... she sits besides me, she craps with me. she lames with me, she lines up with me, she goes badminton with me, she goes tution with me, and lotssss more... and she's the one i call almost everyday..... for e.v.e.r.y.t.h.i.n.g........ every single idiotic lame stupid funny thing.... but one thing good when she is gone is.... MY PHONE BILL WILL BE LESSER.... AND HERS TOO... CAUSE SHE CANT SMS ARIFF THERE.... HAHA....
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