SICK and TIRED!!!

I DONT KNOW WAT TO POST TODAY... BECAUSE

I AM SPEECHLESS...

ITS NOT THAT I DIDNT WANT TO REPLY UR SMS.. BUT I HAD TUITION FROM 9AM TO 3PM STRAIGHT.. I DIDNT EVEN HAVE A CHANCE TO LOOK AT MY PHONE, AND U SAID THOSE WORDS WITHOUT EVEN CONSIDERING ON MY SIDE.... U JUDGE WITHOUT KNOWING WAT IS HAPPENING,AND WAT DO U MEAN BY THE LAST WORD???????? I TOLD YOU, THOUSAND AND ONE TIMES THAT WE WILL END UP LIKE THIS... DIDNT I??

"i wont hurt you, Sandra.. maybe the others doesnt understand you, but i do"

SO, NOW WAT??? I SAVED THE MESSAGE... BECAUSE I KNOW ONE FINE DAY, THE HURTING PART WILL HAPPEN.. WAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO NOW??? WELL, I BET YOU WILL SAY ITS UP TO ME... BLA BLA BLA AND BLA.... THAT IS NOT THE ANSWER I WANT... I WANT A SOLID ANSWER... NOT THAT KIND OF "UP TO YOU"....

YOU KNOW WAT??? I DONT KN0W HOW TO EXPLAIN TO HER WHEN SHE COMES BACK... SO MANY DARN THINGS HAPPEN IN JUST THIS FEW DAYS... IT DIDNT HAPPEN BEFORE SHE WENT, DURING, OR ANYTHING... ITS LIKE WHEN SHE IS ON THE PLANE,AND WORST OF ALL... WHEN SHE IS ON her WAY BACK!!! THEN SO MANY THINGS HAPPEN... LESS THAN 24 HOURS... SO MANY THINGS HAPPEN...

wateverrrr okayy??? wateverrr... i dunno how to solve this.. its my turn to say

"up to you!"

okay????

BUT I'M TELLING YOU, I WONT KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN TO HER... KAYYY????

ITS UP TO YOU!