Singapore Trip

So I went Singapore for holidays for one whole week. And, i had a really great time. I just wanted to get off to a different environment. Just wanna chill and relax. And think about my life :)

I've had such a great time there. Here are some photos :)

Went to Orchard Road here :)

So happy that they had Laduree cause it can only be found in Paris and London and that was the first time I had it and since then I miss eating it so much. ;)

Such a pretty logo :)

My favourite are the salted caramel and coconut chocolate marshmallow :)

as you can see how excited am I :PPPP

yums!

I came across this dart thing and .. its really interesting.. hahahah NOT BEING PERVERTED. But its the first time I see such thing. ahhahahah it would be fun, no? AMONG GIRLS. haha

they had the guy one as well.

Outside the train station :)

Random picture.

So adorable :3

It was smurf's birthday, so they had this photo thingy.

SUPER CUTE SMURFS :)

I thought.... it was an Indonesian flag... hahahahhahaXD

SAW US SAW US?! :D

SPOT US!

Tadaaa~

HEYLO FROM UNIQLO! it rhymes..

... ikr. i know its lame.

Saw this in Bugis Street and i was like VHAAAAT?!

Met up with one of my ICOM friend who is no longer studying in ICOM.

HELLO MONSTER! :D

Love poking his eye! wee!

Barbie World!

Feel like singing the Barbie song.

I graduated from Monster's Uni :D

She's my cousin sister in law which I met up there as well :D

She was there for a business trip.

Another random picture of me.

A MORE RANDOM PICTURE. haha.

So we went to my cousin's cousin's apartment and THE POOL THERE IS SO OHHHH-SOME!

They had underwater gym. SUPER COOL KAYS!

Oh, we made sushi to eat in the Adventure Cove. You guys have to go there. Its a 10 times cleaner waterpark than Sunway Lagoon. HAHAHA.

On the way walking back from Sentosa. The lights were just too pretty. Don't you think so?

Scream it out loud, let it all go :)

Had so much learning how to play the ukulele from my cousin's cousin :D

Oh well, the other photos are in Facebook. OH! and check out our Plush Toy Harlem Shake video and I'm Your's cover :D

CLICK THE LINK TO WATCH IM YOUR'S COVER! 

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?v=10151716364893659&set=vb.503758658&type=3&theater

and the HARLEM SHAKE VIDEO. ahhahah!

I know we were weird. I'm always weird. =.=

Ciao!

Effamelle.

Hi.

I just posted about Sunway lagoon and trips to Ipoh and Penang.

But, in actual fact, I'm feeling really unhappy right now.

There's so many things going through my mind.

Doing music really really isn't an easy task.

Getting 90 marks is JUST an A- , and of course, A is 93marks and A+ is 96 onwards.

The grades are wayyyy to high, I think.

Therefore, getting a GPA of 4.00 is nearly impossible. So, I got my results today and to me, it was disappointing. Although to many people, its considered really good. But its just that, I have my expectations. And, I had really been working my ass off to shift my mind off from so many things. Although I did quite well but I wanted to be better because I NEED to go Berklee College Of Music. You have to be BETTER than the best to be there. Its the one of the most prestigious music school in the whole wide world. Its like getting into LSE for Economics.

People tell me not to push myself too much.

How not to? I really need to get out from this country. This life I'm living, its not even A LIFE. I NEED A CHANGE. I need to leave. ASAP.

It's really crazy. I had to be unhappy over the same thing again and again, I had to wake up in the middle of the night over the same nightmare again and again. I had to think about the same thing every morning I wake up. ITS KILLING ME, SERIOUSLY.

I lost myself.

I'm trying so hard to gather myself together and be happy and stuff. But, sigh.

Yes, I have a great family and really fantastic friends. But everyone have their own problems.

So do I.

I appear to be this really strong girl who keeps a smile on her face EVERY SINGLE DAY. But there's still things deep inside my heart which is killing me softly.

Sigh.

I'm disappointed in myself in SO MANY MANY WAYS.

I shouldn't be unhappy, because I have everything I want. I am independent, strong, great friends, lovely family, supportive people everywhere etc. But, ahhhhhh!!!!!!! I WANNA SCREAM MY LUNGS OUT.

I HATE THISSSSS.

I'm disappointed that I disappoint people around me.

My friends, they try to help me. They are there for me all the time.

BUT WHY CAN'T MY WOUND HEAL?

FML.

:'(

Hey-low.

Holiday started and the first place I went with my friends is Sunway Lagoon.

The last time I went it was with........ MY FRIENDS as well. 

That was like.. in Form 5. After SPM.

So I went back to that pool where there was that Hippo. Its the same Hippo there but.. 

ugh. 

I was happy but like, some memories just kill, don't they?  :( Sigh.

And not to mention, i was punched by my guy friend accidentally with full force and my face is still bruised :( ugh.......!

Anyway, just some photos of the outing with my ICOM friends :)

AWESOME GIRLSSSS :DDD

er, just so you know, that "girl" behind me is a GUY. =.= ahahhaha

THIS ONE AS WELL.

AND THIS. haha.

Cacat-ed start by the girls :/

Group photo! But not a complete one. Every one of these people here helped me alot in going through many many things. I appreciate them so much. <3 p="">

 This is me. (DUH) on the way to Penang. 8)

Some sunset from Penang.

This was in Ipoh (Y) TOO GOOD. tskkk tskkk i miss food.

Weird selca of myself :/

 On the way back from Penang. Looks like a lady sleeping sideways, no? Haha.

Penang food :D

During a company dinner in Penang which was the main reason I went there. 

I have the BEST PARENTS IN THE WORLD <3 p="">

Last but not least, STILL FOOD.

Till then,

Short and sweet!

Greetings, lovely ones! :)

This would be short random post of everything.. so.. yeah :P

So, holiday has finally started for me and eerrmmmmmmmmm I'm broke even before going for holiday shopping :( I HAVE A GOOOD REASON........

Not really a good reason, huh? :/ It was the warehouse sale. And I don't even dare to say how much I spent :( It WAS A BOMB though :( SOBS.. 

BUT OH WELL, what's the point of saving "entertainment" money when you don't have a boyfriend?

FML.

#foreveralone.

I took this photo last night and I captioned it,

"You would never realise how beautiful things around you are until you're left all alone."

It's true. 

I know.

Because I've experienced it :)

People tell me how lucky I am all the time.

They don't know what I'm going through behind that big smile of mine :)

So, last weekend I went to support one of the biggest events for band competitions and of course, our band won and they won RM44,000. :O SO SO PROUD OF THEM. 

Oh, and these are my lovely and hot friends from ICOM :D

 Last but not least, with this picture, I conclude the last day of my semester and I've worked really really hard for this semester. And I HOPE that it will be worth it. Drowning myself with work just to shift my mind off from something else. It was never easy. IT IS not easy.

But, I'm trying. I'm holding on. I'm pushing myself through.

And I'm hoping whatever I'm doing, whatever pain I'm going through, all the tears I cried, WILL be worth it.


Ciao for now! :)