Disaster.

I need to compose this song for my assignment.

And I did.

I had all the music and arrangement and melody and all those shit.

Now, I'm just lack of lyrics for the sad love song.

The thing is, I'm suppose to put ALL my emotions into a song. But I'm literally breaking down just to THINK of it. I'm suppose to compose a song about memories and loss and letting go.

Like, I just wanna fail this subject/assignment. My heart is TOO shattered that I can't even decide on which micropiece of my heart I should sing about.

I'm SO SO SO frustrated at myself. I just wanna go crazy and mess things up.

Music,

such a disaster.

And damn, the last post wasn't published when i published it. wtf. Just realised.