This week. . .. .

UHUH.. so, everything also bronze bronze bronze.. *sigh sigh sigh*


got 3rd for Choralspeaking and 2nd for Cheer comp =)


on monday, we, choralspeakers, had a really great time, eventhough the results werent satisfying AT ALL.. PLUS, Puan J said we went there to bring down the school's name cause we didnt get first.. T.T so.. yeahhh.. T.T after the comp, all of us went to Starbucks to have some Frap.. Derrick, being DAMN RICH, spent like RM50 there.. he ordered 2 espresso, one large mochachino chip frap, one sandwich and one cheesecake.. he didnt wan the sandwich after eating one piece, saying its the worst sandwich he have ever had.. then he bought the cheesecake and said, "its the most fattening cheesecake i've ever had!" and dun wan also.. MYGOSH! T.T



pics will be updated soon =D



and then, on tuesdayyyy.. homework berlambak-lambak.. can die ady.. T.T and STILL ON THE WAY TO BE DEAD.. damn quiet in class.. nolarr.. only in the morning.. then started to turn on the volume after recess.. =D went to makan with my mum, and went for tuition.. came back, damn blardy tired, slept at 8 something at the living room.. THEN, at 10pm, my dad asked me to go up to my room and sleep.. MYGOD T.T blardy lazieeee.. but. aih.. keep nagging.. my ear also gonna.. *sigh* so, i was almost running to my room, and straight away lie myself on the bed.. and after 5 minutes, sinzhao called me, asked me to do this and that for AGM, yada yada yada.. i was like, "WHY SO LAST MINUTE?!" and shouted at the phone.. so angry.. i was so tired, then ask me to do things that are impossible.. ugh!



then, while talking to him, i got a msg from wgin, telling me my squad on duty is tomorrow.. and i was like, WT-EFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF, i called her and i was like shouting shouting shouting.. she was like O.O owh.. i sent the msg to the wrong person.. WALAO!!!! i was crying blood ady.. then then then, i was like WIDE awake.. i cant sleep.. cause i let him gek me until SO energetic.. called sheau hwa and asked her for help.. well, the energy lasted for 5 minutes only.. i slept after that.. (>.<) sin zhao spoiled my night, and the rest of the NEXT day.. T.T

and i want to thank sheau hwa from the bottom of my butt for helping me SOOO MUCH.. i love you too! =D

and then, on on on on Wednesday, ugh. Sucky. I lost my st john name tag.. T.T sad case.. i turned my whole room upside down also cannot find.. nolarr.. exaggerating.. my maid tried finding it for me the WHOLE morning, but it wasnt found.. T.T darn.. and now AGM is so near, what am i suppose to wear??

and we had St. John meeting after school, and and and and.. all of us were punished.. did push ups for so many times.. NOT FORGETTING, the SUPER FAT puiyi ditched me and changed to half u without me.. T.T and then i confronted her lo.. and she said, "HOW you expect me to wait for you.. u duty canteen gates you know.. GATES YOU KNOW.." i was like, "SO?!" then she was like.. "okla oklaaa.. awww.. " everyone was rushing for Physics after Chem, between the two periods, i went to change to half u.. since i thought puiyi was willing to wait for me while i change.. since she went. "AWWWWW..." i came out from the toilet and.. i uttered to myself..

"where's everyone??"

BLARDY HELLLLLLLLL.. everyone went down to the lab ady. T.T damn sad case.. puiyi, i wanna break up with you already.. HOW CAN YOU DO THIS TO ME!!!!!!! T.T

went to Mr. Roy after that, i think we had laughing gas.. cause EVERYONE was laughing like crazy during tuition.. Mr. Roy address ade, val, emily and I as the "FOUR MOSQUITOES!" swt larhhh.. and Moo, the ONE BIG BUTTERFLY.. and we addressed him as the THE LIPAS! hahaXD

and thennnnnnn, after tuition, rushed for Chinese class.. WHY?? BECAUSE my brother wanted to go Soul Out to celebrate his friend's bdae.. SO, I postponed the class to Wednesday.. T.T In the car, i was scolding him, for how much i sacrificed for him, how tired i am after the whole day.. how good am i.. WHERE to find this kind of good sister.. and he was like, shutting up.. and i could sense the swt face he was wearing =P and the whole day, i kept, "WHAT'S THE HAPPENING???" which annoys almost every single soul in SBU and my brother.. hahahahahXD

reached home and i wasnt tired at all.. actually, i wasnt tired FROM THE START.. hahaXD just saying to make him feel bad.. but he wont.. =P hahahaXD got home, and puiyi bugging me to blog.. hahaXD

On thursday, which is yesterday.. school was fun =D crapped lots with puiyi, siewjin, ade and Low.. it was VALERIE'S BIRTHDAY! and NOT forgetting Jo ee's bdae! =DDDD i know what to buy for Val ady! yay for me! =DDDD did addmaths homework while waiting for my bro to come back from PARTEH-INGGGG~~

in school, we annoyed Puan Angela till death.. hahahaXD but she wasnt angry.. she was trying to annoy us back.. ahahaXD oh! and not forgetting yuenping who helped me a lot to go through this week.. =D had probate and prefect meeting.. Cik Fadzelah ask my pet sis, aka Nanthienie to write ALLLLLL THE BAD BAD SUPER BAD STUFF ABOUT ME.. i was like.. T.T. hahahaXD oh! talking about duties! we had the same duty for two weeks.. and i dutied at the canteen.. its SO FUNNY MANNN... Cik Rahayu dunno rampas how many burgers already.. DAMN FUNNY! cause the guys bought the burgers when assembly was gonna start.. then we complaint to teacher.. cause they did that everyday.. and we were very annoyed.. so, we told Cik Rahayu and she went to the canteen with a super long and thick cane... and got home anddddddddddd took their burgers.. hahahahahXD E.V.E.R.Y.D.A.Y. hahaXD

and on FRIED-DAY, which is today. .. . had Sivic, but as usual.. teacher's not in.. so we did our own work.. Namely, a whole big pile of addmaths homework.. crapped lots.. had Maths.. and adeline and low couldnt stop playing.. GOD.. like kids onlyy.. shessh.. and it was adeline's bdae.. happy birthday girl! =DDDDD *shows teeth*

had Bio after recess and we had to do some experiment about the saliva and amylase thingy.. yeah.. i need to provide like 100ml of saliva cause no one was willing to do it.. mygosh! T.T then.. everyone was like SO DISGUSTED.. i go spit my saliva in the beaker at one corner of the room then they were like, "COME HERE LAH!" then i purposely do it in front of them, then all of them were like, "YERHHH!!!! EWHHH!!!" then puiyi was like rolling her eyes and said, "COME ON LA U ALL.. please larrr.. we are learning bio.. we are bio students.. ACT LIKE ONE PLEASE!" then when she turned, i shoved her the cup of saliva.. and she was like.. closing her eyes.. then, she saw me spitting it out.. and she wanted to vomit.. keep going out of the lab.. then, in the end, she vomited also.. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHXDDD

the funniest part was.. puiyi wasnt counted bad.. OUR BIO TEACHER WAS LIKE ON THE FLOOR, wanted to vomit ady.. everyone was like laughing.. Jo Ee and emily was darn funny.. i keep chasing them and they were running as if i will kill them.. ahahahhahaXD

after school, ade, viv, puiyi, low, sh, siewjin and I went to papparich to celebrate adeline's bdae.. actually, during recess celebrated ady.. with the chocolate banana cake made by vivian.. damn yummeh loh! but the bad part was, the candles were melting while waiting for adeline to come down.. and while protecting the flames, viv, py and I were reciting the LIFE'S BRIEF CANDLE poem.. and everytime we laugh, the flame went off.. and in the end, the candle melted till can burn the cake ady.. u know larr.. ade walk until so selamba and slow.. AS USUAL.. ahhahahaXD

oh, btw.. Chu cant stop "owh am geeeee (OMG)-ing".. GOSH! so annoyinggg.. hahahahaXD and its SO contagious.. and also, my "hey man! what's the happening?" its also very addictive AND contagious.. hahaXDD the whole class was like repeating it.. DAMN ANNOYING MANN!!! hahahaXD

to puiyi: yuen yuen de, bai bai de, xiau xiau de.. =P slurrrrrrrrrrrrrrppppp! hahahahahhahhaXD

okay.. i'm done! later with my birthday post.. damn tired.. wanna snore ady.. and find my loved one! =D buh byeee~

lalala~ yes, i enjoy talking to that person,
but I STILL LOVE HIM AS MUCH AS HOW MUCH I HATE ADDMATHS..

and ps: that's A LOT..!

ps 2: qikit the old blur crappish woman! MAKE SURE U DONT BULLY ME OR... .. . hehe.. *grins evilly*

Cheer it up!

okay.. i'm gonna do a super short post.. cause like its 5.53am now.. and I'm waiting for my dad who complaint that i woke him up too early.. cause i woke him up at 5.45am =.=

well, I woke up at 5am today.. it was quite a miracle that i could wake up THIS early.. hahaXD usually, i'll wake up like 6am or 6.10am? believe it or not, i tried waking up at 6.29am before.. hahaXD

so yeah.., woke up early cause got choralspeaking competition.., must reach 7-E by 7am.. i wanna go to mcdonalds to grab some breakfast before going.. that's why must wake up earlier.. besides.. gotta put my stupid contact lens.. I thought i would take an hour or half to put it in.. cause like, long time didnt wear ady.. but it turns out to be only 10 or 15 mins T.T

yesterday, cheer was awesome! i think. .. .. the guys were really cool.. and

SBU GOT RUNNER UP FOR CHEER COMP 2009!

well, it's really fine lar.. cause Blitzers, who are from Bandar Utama 4 school was really nice... they were genuine champs.. =) but the funny part was BOON KHENG REPRESENTING SMKSBU and sang a some chinese love song in front of thousands of ppl.. which was.. out of tune. .. . .. . ... . and everyone was laughing at him.. mygod.. .. . dunno wheather to pity him, or to laugh at him...

I'll elaborate more! my dad finished bathing!

bye! and wish us T.R.O.Y, The Royalty Of Youths, good luck for our choralspeaking competition in CBN today! chaoz! love ya ppl!

Realisation

I realised something:

1) I cant go for prize giving ceremony on Monday cause of choralspeaking competition.

2) I have not prepare my public speaking speech.

3) I have tonnes of homework, and I have not done any.

4) Second semester exams are coming, and I have nothing in my brain.

5) Piano Theory exam is coming real soon.

6) I'm really nervous for choralspeaking competition.

7) St. John AGM is coming real soon but WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO?! T.T

8) I ALREADY HAVE a prom date. It was a promise we made a year or two ago. and now. .. . ? *ahem*

die shit.

RE: There's no enemies forever?

Dear Niren,

You have to see what is your problem, think about it. Well, u THINK u are enemies.. but as time goes by, u'll understand its no biggie at all..

Just like Sheng Rei and I.. i'm TELLING you, u have NO IDEA how we hated each other.. hey, i BET i've been through worst than ANYTHING than u had. I havent been talking properly to Sheng Rei since almost 5 years. We were really "enemies" during upper primary school. When we reached secondary school, I spent 3 years not talking to him until this year. well, maybe I DID talk to him..but like one sentence per YEAR???

look at that matter larr.. If u say, this person killed ur friend or family, obviously u HAVE the rights to hate him or her. OBVIOUSLY there's hatred. But.. what i mean, is high school stuff la.. cause if u see from another point of view, if u fight with that particular person, in the future, it wont make any difference in your life. Example, if u fight with me now, next time when u grow up.. would u give a damn? OBVIOUSLY, u would just move on with ur great life.. get what i mean, kid? ;)

AND, WALAO! tak cukup arh? say I take motorbike instead of running, got siewjin and vivian as saksi also dun believe =.=" NOW pulak, say i take drugs T.T

walao.. u really look down on me in running hor?? T.T ouchie!

nolar.. i know you are joking.. .. .










but. .. . maybe. .. .not.. =X

Tagged by Derek

Rules: It's harder than it looks!
Copy to your own note, erase my answer, enter yours, and tag twenty people.
Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions.
They have to be real... nothing made up!
You must use different answers,
You cannot use any word twice,
And you can't use your name for the boy/ girl name qustion.

1. What is your name : Sandra Cheah
2. A four letter word : Shit!
3. A boy's name : Sam
4. A girl's name : Samantha
5. An occupation : Scientist
6. A color : Sweet pink
7. Something you'll wear : Slippers
8. A food : Stingray
9. A place : Switzerland
10. A reason for being late : Slept late.
11. Something you'll shout : SWEAT LARHH!!!
12. A movie title : Shopaholic!
13. Something you drink :Sugarcane drink
14. A musical group : SS what again? the korean thingy.. hahaXD
15. An animal : Snake
16. A street name : SS 13/1
17. A type of car : S320, Merz.
18. A title of song : So WHAT?! -pink


1. Have you been ever asked out?
YEAH.. for fights.. =P

2. Where was you default picture being taken?
in my aunt's house in Genting. Let me show u.

Kantoi!

3. What is your middle name?
Mei..

4. Your current relationship status?
Attached to many ppl! hahahaXD

5. Does your crush like you back?
IF HE DOESNT, he's DEAD! nolarr.. if he doesnt.. it doesnt matter.. he can has his own choice to like anyone..

6. What is your current mood?
Happy but tired.

7. What color of underwear are you wearing?
wtheck.. sry.. girls wear panties.. not underwear. so I cant answer this question.

8. What color shirt are you wearing?
Black

9. Missing something?
Yeah.. Good and sweet memories. AND FOOD! i'm darn hungry weyhh.. T.T didnt eat since 9am.. and its blardy 6pm now..

10. If you could go back in time and change somthing, what would you do?
Stop fighting with Sheng Rei and dont rock that bloody chair, so i wont bloody fall down and knock my head almost bloody die!

11. If you must be an animal one day, what?
A bird.

12. Ever had a near death experience?
YES.., totally.. like SO MANY TIMES.. first, i almost died when I was 5.. like SERIOUSLY.. then second, I almost died because i got bad results for exams.. hahaXD crap.. but third, i almost died in australia.. cause that time, I was looking at the pictures in my camera, and was crossing the road.. when i looked up, a bus was like 1 m away from me.. and i was statued for a moment and i realised i had to actually RUN! and THANK GOD I DID! yay! =D i survived!

13. Something you do a lot?
Crap and laugh!

14. The song stuck in your head?
I know you want me~ u know i watch cha'! FOR DIANE! hahaXD

15. Who did you copy and paste from?
Derek's bloggie..

16. Name someone with the same birthday as you?
I dunno~

17. When was the last time you cried?

On.... . .. Tuesday? One of the hardest ones I cried.. actually nolar.. everytime I cry, it must have been something that hit me really hard.. cause ya noe?? I'm mentally strong.. but girls.. ARE GIRLS.. they need someone to console them.. No matter how hardcore you are.. U still need a break..

18. Have you ever sung in front of a large audience?
Hell yeah.. and it was scary man.. the singing competition.. and i got CHAMPION! woohoo! hahaXD and then, during the last time yamaha concert.. and the most recent one.. last year Dec.. in Flamingo Hotel..

19. If you could have one super power what would it be?
Fast forward and rewind time.

20. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
One word, Attitude.

21. What do you usually order from starbucks?
Green Tea Frap.

22. What's your biggest secret?
I am.. actually.. .. .. . . . .. HOT!

23. Favorite color?
LIGHT PURPLE LA DAMMIT! answer this ques so many times ady.. MAKE SURE U GUYS REMEMBER IT!

24. Do you still watch kiddie movies or tv shows?
Sometimes.. i dun really watch tv lar.. tv shows?? hmm.. nah.. not really..

25. What's on your walls?
Class photos, pictures with Pinky, Mr Roy, my mom, gaik xuang, and glow in the dark stuff...

26. What are you?
A simple girl trying to live life to the max.

27. Do you speak any other language?
Yeah.. sometimes, when I'm hyper, i will just crap some stuff out.. some unknown language.. and ONLY siewjin and alex can understand it.. hahaXD others will go, "wthell?!"

28. What's your favorite smell?
FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD! hahahahahaXD

29. Describe your life in one word.
Satisfying.

30. Have you ever kissed in the rain?
Walao.. so dramatic mehhh...? hahaXD

31. What are you thinking about right now?
How am I gonna run for the 7km run.. .. . and are we gonna win on Monday for choralspeaking?? OH DAMNNNN!!!! I JUST REMEMBERED SOMETHING!!!!!! AHHH!!!! there's choralspeaking on monday.. so we will miss assembly.. SO I WILL MISS THE PRIZE GIVING FOR CROSS COUNTRY!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T.T damn it.. T.T

No number 32..

33. What should you be doing?
Finishing my super big pile of hw..

34. Who was the last person that made you upset/angry?
HAH! guess it YOURSELF! two ppl.. LWKZMZ!

35. How often do u talk to God?
Hmm.. i guess he understands me well.. so I do not need to talk to Him.

36. Do you like working in the yard?
Er.. no..

37. If you could have any last name in the world, what would you want?
Happy =)

38. Do you act differently around the person you like?
ASK THE PERSON who I like larh =.= hell no.. I'm not gonna change cause if you love me, u GOTTA LOVE ME FOR WHO I AM =D right, sweetie?? =DDD

39. What is your natural hair color?
Black until cannot black..

40. Who was the last person to make you cry?
STUPID LKM LARH! NOT Law Kah Mun arhh.. the LIM SOMETHING SOMETHING! arghhh.. damn him..

Tagged by Zhengkang

1.My Name : Cheah Mei Teng (Sandra)

2.My Birthday : 17th December 1993, REMEMBER IT!

3.Who tagged you : Lim ZhengKang

4.Name 5 best friends : Siewjin, Emily, Vivian, Yuenping, Sheau hwa, adeline, pinky, low, puiyi, Jessy.. Owh, its more than 5 (>.<)

5.What do you wished for birthday : Presents =D, Is for you to guess =D cause my bdae isnt over yet =D

6.Happy things that happened recently : I got number 12th in cross country!! =D

7.Most stressed about recently : HAH! "Someone" and some rumours.. ugh.

8.What is your dream about future : being somone useful, having a good life with my husband?

9.Do you have someone you like : duh.. too many until I cant not enough space to type..

10.Will you visit your ex-teacher in a classmate gathering : Of course..

11.Most happy to hang out with : My girlfriends.. like helloo?? SHOPPING! hahaXD

12.If two of your friends are having conflicts : try to sort their problems out, and listen to both sides..

13.Where is preferably the place to go with your lover : erm.. anywhere also can larr..

14.What to do in Christmas : Watch christmas movies..

15.Who do you want to celebrate Christmas with : whoever who is willing to go out with me.

16.Bad habit on waking up early in the morning : YEAH.. TOTALLY..

17.How many siblings do you have : 2 elder brothers. no sisters.. how sad.. T.T

18.Favourite song(Female) : Cross Every River -Marie Arrerdondo

19.Favourite song(Male) : If today was your last day- Nickelback

20.Favourite Colour : Light purple.

21.Flush before using the toilets? : see laa.. clean, flush for what? what kind of habit is that =.="

22.Love me not? : come on, everyone LOVES ME till death.. hahaXD

23.Affectionate to guys or girls : both.. HAHAHAXD *hints Diane*

24.What do you want to shout out loudly : GO SHIRTLIFF!!!!!

25.Do you dare to go toilets alone in the middle of the night? : er.. yeah.. scared what? ghost come out from the toilet bowl arh?? hahaXD

26.Will you take off your undies in while in the WC :I begin to suspect this tag is for guys.. hahaXD

27.Who’s the bastard : hmm.. that person who spread those bloody rumours.

28.What’s the current affection : My legs are really pain.. and i have tonnes of hw.. but here i am, on the comp.

29.Ugly when asleep: no.. i look damn hot eventhough i'm sleeping.. hahaXD

30.Whats the time now : 5.13pm..

31.Do you hate the person who tagged you : pls.. u are asking me if I hate zkang.. =.=

32.Weight : HAH! five hundred and sixty four kilograms =D

33.Weather today : damn shiny weyhh..

34.Are you pregnant : damn. what kind of question is this? =.=

35.What will you do if you win a lottery : Buy ANYTHING i want.. buy lots of lots of dresses and nice bdae presents for my frens..

36.An activity that must be done while in the Uni -life : meet new ppl..

37.People To Tagged? (can i put ppl i'm close to?)

1. siewjin
2. jessy
3. Yuenping
4. adeline
5. Low
6. Sheau hwa
7. Emily
8. Vivian
9. Puiyi
10. Keanloong

01-Does no.4 know no.6??:
adeline, low- yeaa.. they are father-daughter relationship.. hahaXD

02-No.10 is a male or??:
keanloong- erm.. not really sure..cause he wears bra.. HAHAHAXD

03-The hobby of no.8?:
vivian- run run and run.

04-Does no. 1 have any siblings?:
siewjin- yeap.. a sister and a *ahem* brother.

05-The surname of no.7?:
emily- Ho

06-Does no.10 have alot of friends??:
keanloong- u mean, GIRLFRIENDS?? hell yeah! hahaXD

07-Anyone tackling no.4??:
adeline- er.. yeah.. guess so.

08-If no.2 is being introduced??:
jessy- to who??

09-The favourite colour of no.6?:
sheauhwa- damn.. i dont know.. black issit?

12-Where is no.5 studying currently??:
Low- SBU

13-How do you know no.10??:
keanloong- hmm.. good question.. it started with a little small conver.. and then got closer.. became my pet- bro during kasturi seminar.. and helped me whenever i needed him =) by teasing me with someone after the damn MBS campfire =.=

14-Whats the difference between the birth month of no.1 and you??:
siewjin- hers is in like April.. and mine is in Dec.. 8 months elder than me =)

15-Ever hang out with no.9??:
puiyi- YEAHH.. DAILY..

16-Do you like to chat with no.2??:
jessy- yeap.. lots to talk with her =D

17-Like to be with no.3??:
Yuenping- totally.. the person who ask me to cry it all out whenever i'm down.

18-How do you think about no.7??:
emily- i remember writing her a thousand letter essay ABOUT HER.. and i think she's THIN.. and DAMN MUSCULAR bcz of her ballet. and i think I LOVE HER =D yeah man! =D

19-How do you think about no.9??:
puiyi- she's DAMN FAT. but definitely a great friend =)

20-Do you love no.5??:
Low- OF COURSE I DO! love her till death =D

1.Who tagged you with this questionnaire? : Zhengkang larr..

2.How long have you known him/her : let me see.. 8 months only.

3.Do you think that he/she is important to you? : of course =)

4.Your relationship with him/her : damn this question. u guess?

5.Whats his/hers hobby? : PLAYING DOTA.. AND MAPLE.. =.=

6.What do you think about his/her personality? : DAMN SMART.. professor.. he knows every single thing about ME.

7.His/her points of importance in your heart : at the top of the list.

*Your idol : hmm.. none i guess..

*Favourite season : spring! =D

*Times worked : studying, u mean? WHOLE DAY.. T.T

*Country that wanted to go the most : Wherever he wants to go.

*Personality hated : HAH! flirtatious and ppl who like to lie.. guess WHO?!

*Are you a crybaby? : when i get really down, yes.

*You laugh alot? : no .. .. .. .. ... HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHXDDDD

*Do you like to go out alone? : er.. nope..

*What time will you wake up if it's a holiday?: bout 8.30am..?

*Today’s weather(Sunny Rainy Cloudy): Sunny

*Choose between Friends and Lover : both.

*Choose between Chances and Fates : both.

*Are you narcissist? : Do i look like I'm drugs?? HELL YEAH! hahahaXD

*Is this questionnaire long? : DAMN LONG LA WEYH.. T.T

*How to make yourself feel better every time? : thinking i have my friends and family everytime
I'm down. and this thing will eventually pass.. its just a little bit part of life. Why fuss over it?

*Favourite food : HAH! good question.. ANYTHING that can be eaten EXCEPT celery and
parsley..

*Are you full of happiness? : like.. DUH..

*Who are the friends that you care the most? : Everyone I talk to. Even the ones i hate, if they
die, i'll still cry.

*What's the most important item in your bed room? : my bear.

*Most consistent dream at sleep : i dun really have a consistent dream.. but there's one week, i
dream the same thing one week in a row.. after ICC. guess what issit about? hmm..

*Will you forgive a guy that is mentally disobedient? : i guess so..

*Whats the meaning of life? : Life is full of ups and downs, and we just have to face the fact bravely =) and! life, is something we should appreciate, and whatever it is, it still goes on ;)

*See if you can answer this!): answer what =.="

*When do you hate me? : hate who?

*Like the day you were born or been into the society?: harh? apa ni?

*Like Taoism or Confucianism? :erm.. eventhough i'm a buddhist.. but.. erm. . .. yea.. ...

*Favourite cake? : i love cakeS!

*Can we stop this game now? : wtheck ?? =.=

*Do you like sardins? ^^ : the ones MY MOM make.. yeah..

*Who knows you the best? : good question. my girlfriends =D

*IQ higher or EQ? : i'm already damn high in EQ.. so i choose IQ!

*Computer or Mobile Phone : both.. =D

*Prefer to sleep or play? : DEFINITELY SLEEP!

*Friendster or Facebook? : see la.. at times.. sometimes, facebook suck.

*Whats your wish right now? : hope my legs will stop aching! damn it.

*Tired? : DUH!!! cross country was like YESTERDAY?!

*Favourite drinks : I drink almost anything EXCEPT, pee.. hahaXD DONT SWT OKAYH!

darn, this is long..

All grown up.

Have I ruined them?

Pinky.
Arjun.
Tien Soong, Charles, Bao Yu Zai and Arjun.

gaik xuang, dil, karman, sheau hwa, valerie, jacky, me -the shortie, pinky, adeline, zunzen.

Pao Jun ren at the back, valerie, sam, karman, niro, gaik xuang, dil, tabitha, emily, josie, sheau hwa, pinky, syara, adeline and steffi.

Gx, dil, karman, sheau hwa, val, me, pinky, and adeline.
sheau hwa and siewjin.
Thambi and half of Derrick.

I think many people can't really believe the mature words uttering from my mouth. Well, I, myself, can't too. I mean, hello? Aren't I the immature girl who annoys and irritates people the whole life?

But i guess, growing up is the part of the process where we stop being immature.

Not to say, I am VERY mature, but I guess, at times, I THINK I said the right thing. Didn't I? Those moments really made me happy.

From the moment I actually high-fived with Sheng Rei after the choralspeaking results. It was a really weird thing. I guess, there's really no such thing as enemy-for-life. Remembering the times, we fought and argued till teacher have to separate us into different class, and eventhough we're at the SAME class, we were sitting at different ends. The moment I laid my eyes at him, it was anger and of course, I'm also as angry as hell with his friends.

Namely, Dhiran. If you guys remember. Well, he was a really playful boy. And the times I really remembered clearly was, we were having Art Exams and I was some sort of weird person. Well, I came back from recess and found him playing with my art exams stuff. The strings for my art work was ruined by him by coiling them round his body. I scolded him, and he teased me, and I remembered I was really angry that I lifted him up and threw him over the teacher's table.

Erm, yeah,

Note for guys: DONT MESS WITH GIRLS WHEN THEY ARE ANGRY. Their strength is BEYOND God.

Anyway, how about now? We were enemies. and now? Eventhough he has gone to another school, there wasnt anymore hatred. I guess both of us had figured how childish we were.

and as for Sheng Rei's case. Actually, looking back, I dont even know why on earth we have to fight every single second. Our main mission was just to irritate each other. Hm, such a childish thing to do.

hah! I admit I was a big bully when I was a kid.Well, I AM STILL, now. hahaXD

Before I end this post, would you just compare the pictures at the early of this post and the ones you are gonna see after finishing this sentence?


start with Tabitha,
and Tien Soong, Arjun and Luqman..
Luqman, Arjun and Val
and the still as playful as ever, Derrick Low,
not forgetting Charls-sieeeee~

and vivian, emily, siewjin, adeline and I.
move on to Val, Dil, Sal and I.

and to Dil, Zun Zen, Sal, Gaik Xuang and I.
and from chubby Thambi to 6 pax Thambi.
and to Bao Yu Zai who were very distance with me last time. and look at now..
and pinky.People change,
We become more mature,
and more playful, *in dancing*
but closer,

and not distance anymore.

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Now, do you sense the difference?

Cross it! =D

okay okay okay okay okay okay! =D


I know i've not been blogging that much these days.. like HELLLOOO?? no time kayhhh?? so busy these days.. choralspeaking day and night.. nolar.. actually not day and night.. day only.. the WHOLE day.. and night pulak got tuition and got SO MUCH HOMEWORK to catch up.. stayback EVERY SINGLE DAY.. T.T mother mann...


so tired.. somemore today is cross country.. walao... that day i ran with vivian, my legs are like aching already.. then u know larr.. i DAMN lazy wan.. so, i didnt even bother to put Deep Heat.. so the pain continued till today.. and this morning, everything started without roll call.. a malay girl and I were like dutying at the canteen gates.. yeah.. how perfect.. both of our pet sis werent there.. =.= so we did duty ourselves..


my gosh.. so many ppl cant stop going to the toilet.. cross country means their bladder got problem arh?? =.=" my god.. little bit the hair also must go to toilet WITH THE MIRROR, and like adjust here, there... EVERYWHERE.. =.= so what they look nice? their GA suck =.= just because they wanna look "PWEEETYYY".. then they would put their fringe down and everything.. mygod.. *rolls eyes*


then, at 7.30am, the other malay girl and I went to skylite and join the other ppl doing warm up.. i felt so energetic all of a sudden.. cause they were playing some songs while warming up.. then, i went to the form 4 there and join vivian with the aerobics... we were like, "wthell??" cause the aerobics steps were so darn funneh.. and some ppl were like sleeping on the floor rather than doing it.. hahaXD


funny people =)

then, later on, the under 15 girls ran at about 8.15 am.. and the under 18 girls started running at 8.30am.. we need to run across the Taman Pudu Ulu and stufff.. gaik xuang, vivian and I made a promise to run together.. while the others like siewjin, adeline, emily, sheau hwa all wanna jog.. and since i never tried my best in cross countries before, i thought of doing it this year.. cause i remembered during form 1, i was like so damn fat.. so, i think i was the last =.= nolar.. i mean, the few last ones larr.. when EVERYONE was gone =.= then, form 2, i SWORE i dun wanna run.. so i went for st.john's duty.. and form 3, i sucked.. like my stamina was damn low.. so like, i ran damn slow.. like i pressed a slow button or smtg.. and everyone was JUST SO FAST.. like, swoosh swoosh! hahaXD


so yeah.. this year, i tried my best, and i thought, my stamina would improve after running with vivian two days ago.. turned out, my leg was aching and i was like, "great.. how am i gonna run??" so.. dun care.. nvm.. we were at the starting point.. niren saw me, and shouted,



niren: SANDRA! MYGOD! u RUNNING ARH?!
me: yarrr =.="
niren: ohmygod! if you get LESS than 30th arrr.. i am gonna KILL MYSELF!
me: WHAT?! damn you..
niren: *smiles like obama except it was evill...*
me: then you WATCH OUT.. you ARE GONNA DIE.. you ARE GONNA kill yourself..

i told vivian.. and vivian was like,"oh.. then get top 10 for him.." i was like.. "ARE YOU CRAZY?? there's SO MANY runners in our school.. " i think i'm gonna die halfway actually.. and i will let him tease for the rest of my life.. T.T


so yeah.. when the thing started, vivian and gaik xuang was nowhere to be found =.=, so, at the start, i ran myself.. then, eventually, vivian and gaik xuang came out of nowhere and were beside me.. and i thought,"great.. they kept their promise =D"


not for long though, it just a few seconds and minutes they were like 50m or 80m ahead me.. T.T shesshh.. and i was thinking, "how stupid.. they are athletes.. and i am just a fat girl with low stamina, trying to so called "CATCH UP" with the ATHLETES.. T.T


there were 3 checkpoints.. i was the first few in front, what keeps me going was, I was like talking in my head.. first.. i was singing in my head.. cause blardy hell.. no mp3.. not allowed cause it was school day =.=" so.. yeah, singing halfway, this was what happened in my head.. while physically, i was running non stop and breathing heavily..


"*mumble some lyrics* eh.. then what ady arh?? damn.. forgot the lyrics.. nvm.. *repeats the thing and got stuck at that part*" so the whole time i was repeating the chorus.. =.= and i forgot wat song was that =.= then, bored of the same old words, i was trying to think of some stuff to keep me going.. like.. "blardy hell niren.. i MUST finish this race.. i MUST get top 20.. i MUST get a medal.. and SHOVE it into his nose..


*thinks of the sentence 'IF U GET LESS THAN 30TH, I"LL KILL MYSELF'.... . . * eh eh.. but wait.. if i tell him i keep thinking of this sentence, then sure, if i get REALLY less than 30th, he would say 'SEE?! i was just trying to help u to boost ur energy by supporting u like that..' nonono.. not a good idea.. i'm gonna breatheeees slowwwww~~~ no.. that song too slow ady.. not suitable.. BUT I CANT THINK OF ANY OTHER SONGS!!! "


but later, at the second checkpoint, i begin to slow down.. everytime i tried to catch up with vivian, she ran, =.=


faster.


=.=!!


and then, at the 3rd checkpoint, i tell u, i was like so tired ady.. i can just sleep in the middle of the road.. but like, I MUST FINISH IT.. i remembered, that vivian said, "just keep going, like as if, somebody is chasing after you.." and i looked back.. a few malay girls walking se-lam-ba-ly.. and tabitha in the st.john's uniform.. =.= like wtheck?? WHO'S CHASING ME?! hahahaXD


then, at the third checkpoint, Cik Sri Devi was like, "AT LAST, seorang Cooke!" i was like O.O omgg.. i am the first cookieeeee?? wow.. then, almost at the end of the race, I saw Ahadiah standing there.. mygod.. she's like not from our school, but she just run for fun.. and she got first.. but obviously she didnt report laa.. she's also not from our school.. from Australia maa.. (>.<) she's one of our friends that left us during primary school to migrate to australia.. and she came back for hols.. so she joined our cross country secretly =)


so yeah, at the finish line, i was like sprinting like shit.. and damnnn! my leg was like breaking into three hundred and forty six million, four hundred and fifty two pieces =D okay.. random number (>.<) there were still under 15 girls walking SO SLOWLY.. i was like, "errr.. okayyy.." then, i got the number thingy.. and i got number

12th~~!!!!!

wooooooooootssssssssssssss! okay.. i know getting 12th is not like i'm so good or whatsoever.. but i'm just so happy okayyy?? for my low stamina, its fine for me okayy?? yay! top 20! yay! medal! yay! =DDDDDDDDDD the first thought,"i am gonna SHOVE IT TO NIREN'S FACE!" everything was SUPER FINE, minus the thought that.. gaik xuang got third and vivian got 5th.. and was what it about the "running to-ge-ther??" ended up, i was running alone and talking crap to myself =.=


i was like almost dying ady.. and i was like, "HOW AM I GONNA SURVIVE FOR 7KM for that Hari Olimpik organised by mc donalds?!" T.T i wanted to get my water, then vivian was like asking met to walk one round up and down the stairs only rest.. i was like.. walk okay.. but not up and down the stairs.. i was dying.. hahaXD


then i was like waiting for niren come back for his under 15 guys.. my gosh.. SO LONGGG!! when i saw him, from far.. i was like, "NIREENNN!!! NIREN KUMARRRR!!!!! *with the innocent eyes* what number you gotttt??"


niren: *shows fingers, number 2 and 5..*
me: HAH! LOSERRRR!!! wakakakkaa! i got 12th! hah! go kill urself! hah! LOSER! take THAT MAN!!!! *jumps up and down*
niren: O.O IMPOSSIBLEEEEE!!!!! you SURE CHEATED!!!! u sure took a motorbike or ask teacher to fetch you or something right?!
me: NO!!! ask SIEWJIN!
siewjin: yeah.. she really got number 12th..
me: HAH! take THAT! LOSERRR!! !wakaka! lalala~~~ loser *jumps up and down* *saw jarrett, hugs him* SEE SEE JARRETT!!! NIREN SUCK!!! =PPPPP.. *saw food* OHMYGODDD!! FOOD!!! yay! niren~~ i dun need you anymore!!! i got FOOODDDD!!! yay!!!! la la la~~~ FOOOOOOODDDDD... . .!!!! =DDDDDD
niren: omgg.. what happen to my senior T.T

yeah.. and i went to get food. LOTS AND LOTS OF IT! =DDDD gaik xuang was like.. er.. sandra.. u're not gonna vomit right?? then i looked up at her.. and said, "errrr.. . . . i dun THINK so. . ." =D hahaXD and then, went to skylite.. Faiz and another junior was sitting with vyvyan and Jarrett.. so, that particular junior was looking at me.. for i dunno what reasons.. and i was hyper.. so i was like, "WHAT YOU LOOKING AT?! jealous issit?! i know i damn hot.." he was like O.o.. then, i went, "WHAT?! i know you damn jealous laa.. dun look ady larh.. shy wan larrr.."

everyone was laughing.. and that junior kept looking at me.. i dunno what's his problem man.. like wth.. =.= it was quite weird.. but i was acting as though it wasnt.. hahaXD i was like, "dun need to be jealous la.. next time find a wife as hot as me.. then u can look pau hei.." and he was a malay.. so he didnt really understand.. but jarrett and vyvyan was like laughing like crazy ppl.. and when i turned away.. i saw them shaking their heads vigorously and ask that malay guy not to find a wife like me.. and i caught them red handed doing that.. i was like, "WHAT ARE YOU BOTH DOING?!!?!??!" they were like giving innocent faces like.. "erm.. nothing.. we said we love you.."

=.=" empangan them.. hahaXD

so, vivian, emily and I hiked up all the way to fourth floor after wishing Fassler happy birthday.. and when we reached our class, puiyi asked us to go bilik pameran for choral speaking.. T.T walao.. damn tired man.. reached there.. and kept practicing non stop.. my gosh.. i can sleep while practicing it man.. i was SO TIRED LIKE DUNNO WHAT.. there was a 10 mins break.. and i slept on Andreana's lap.. and i woke up feeling so good, cause i felt so comfortable.. while her legs numb till she cant stand up.. HAHAHAHAHAH! everyone was like, "Sandraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~~" hahahahaXD damn funny man..

at 12.30pm, went to papparich with emily, viv and puiyi.. we had to get back by 1.00pm.. cause choralspeaking starts at that time.. so, we were rushing like crazy.. emily, viv and puiyi walked so fast.. my gosh!! T.T my leg was so tired and my muscles ache like dunno what.. so i took my time.. I was like.. "WHOAH! so fast arh emily.. get gold medal for cross country ady larrr sure.." she was like rolling her eyes at me for talking such crap.. ahhahahaXD

got back about 1.05pm and we thought we gonna get scolding.. ended up, we got to bilik pameran and all the lights were switched off.. and they were all telling ghost stories to each other, screaming like dunno what =.= joined sally, kl, and gaik xuang for a little conversation.. arjun, niro and steffi were like sleeping on the floor.. hahaXD so comfortable in that air conditioned room =D

practiced till 2.30pm and went home.. so tired.. went for Puan Jugdeep's and gossip a lil' and i was like OMGWTHBBQVCDDVDSBUUBSSBSMBSMGS! mygosh!!! stupid man.. i was like wthell ady.. tell u guys on monday.. and thennnn, got home, halfway blogging, need to go for dinner in RSC, bukit kiara with some of my parent's friends.. gosh.. so far.. my bro and i were like rotting there.. at least he can on9 using his phone! me?? i only can go youtube,blogs and stuff.. dun even want to finish my post there.. so difficult to type.. only visit ppl's blogs and tag ppl's cbox using my dad's phone.. and bcz my bro didnt install msn messenger in my dad's phone, i couldnt use =.= hmph!

my bro and I were practically dying there.. hahaXD came back, read a little of A Million Little Pieces, went to sleep, half way reading the book, ppl sms me, but i can barely open my eyes to read it.. ignore it, and went back to sleep.. woke up at about 7am.. cause i had a very bad nightmare.. my grandma was trying to kill me, i told my family.. and none of them believed me, and she continue to hunt me.. DAMN SCARY WEYHH!!!! mygod.. it's the worst nightmare i've been through.. i was seriously so scared man.. it was so real.. and i woke up shaking like crazy.. first time weyhhhh..

went back to sleep after replying some msg.., got more dreams, about Niro's house.. and smtg about her dog.. and.. i dunno.. I was awaken by my brother by saying he wanna go Cheer Comp.. ask me wanna go or not.. then i was like.. okay larr.. since i going late tomorrow.. got dressed, and he was like, "eh.. dun go laaa.. i think our school performed ady.." and also cause my mom was nagging that he was going out too much and tonight he has a Promty.. so.. yeah.. went for breakfast.. came back and continue the book till just now, 2.00pm.. damn.. that BOOK IS ADDICTIVE MAN!!! and so gorry larh weyh!! (>.<) kla.. chaoz..

I like choralspeaking. Minus the practice and scoldings, but mostly, I like the ppl who are in choralspeaking. We joke together, we crap together, we laugh together, we speak in one, we're a team. and,

Who says we are not committed?

we're as HELL YEAH, committed in it and we're ready for the competition. No matter what the result is, we're still the best in our hearts. *ssss sounddd* cause at least, we did our best.. =) Inter-zon competition on Monday, and i wish TROY, The Royalty of Youths, the best =) we IS the champion! =D

and minust the fact that particular sentence, "SANDRA, YOU"RE SO IRRITATING" =P inside joke

and also congrats to the new committee for UBS board, Sheng Rei, Tharine, Siewjin, Gaik Xuang, and Dilly =) we love you =D

NOT FORGETTING, SHIRTLIFFFFF!!! GO SHIRTLIFFFFF! we'll win this year too! =DDDD

Sweetie, we'll face it bravely together, alright? =)

Who could I go to?

"here, there, EVERYWHERE!"

Early morning, I was SUPER DOWN, that everyone was worried about me.

FINE, SORRY OKAYY?? I just cant help it.. I mean.. *sigh* nothing.. I actually felt better when I was talking to qikit last night.. but.. before that, I was seriously crying like shit because I feel I'm like the stupid friggin bitch who ruins ppl's relationship..

Yes, I have my own problems but friends mean the WORLD to me.. How could I possibly NOT care?? I was really pissed of with myself that I can actually take a blade and cut my wrist.. I was crying so hard that I could no longer possibly figure what is wrong with the world and I.

I tried to figure out the whole night. I was hopeless and I have totally lost all my energy in forcing my tear ducts to produce tears. It can practically flood the whole Kay Elle.

And then, I went to sleep. and great, I dont know what was on my mind, and i woke up late. REAL LATE T.T my parents were not at home. So my bro had to fetch me to school and seriously.. I didnt wanna go to school at all. I just want to skip school.. for all the problems I faced.. I just dont feel like going.

But, no.

I promised Vivian to run with her at the field. and the best part was, I WANTED TO RUN SO MUCH.

Fine, so i went to school with the suckiest face I have ever had. First, I got accused. Second, everything was posted in public through internet. Third, I ruined someone's relationship. Fourth, my "FRIEND" has been lying to me. Fifth, I have no one to tell ANYTHING to. Sixth, i just have to keep to my promises. no matter how much i want to share with someone, to tell out everything, to blurt it out, i cant.

Promises comes first.

So, fine. Everyone was worried about me. But as time goes by, it got better. But still.. I was so darn quiet in the class. and questions like, "are you okay, sandra?" rang through my ears every 5 minutes.

I want to say, "NO, I'M NOT." but no.. instead, i just nod my head

EVERY SINGLE TIME i hear that question. but it was OBVIOUSLY not in a convincing way cause everyone keep asking me eventhough i nodded.

so, yeah. after that, we had choralspeaking practice. and i got like, scolded? for not smiling wide enough. but how do u expect me to smile like I'M SO HAPPY WHEN I'M NOT??

so, we had recess.. and, AFTER RECESS.. I was seriously so angry that I stomped all the way to fourth floor. Question this person, question that person.. and.. DAMN!

I was so angry and at that very moment. I JUST FEEL LIKE... .. . ..

shit.

I was super angry and I just cant wait till after school. but, we had chemistry and after that, physics but teacher wasnt there.. so, we went to the library. Talked a lot with siewjin, emily, puiyi, low, vivian, yuenping, sheau hwa and adeline..

after that, we had Bio.. but we went for choralspeaking practice.. and after that.. AFTER SCHOOL, mygod.. i was so eager to go down from the fourth floor.. keep asking vivian to be faster.. skipped lunch and then, we went to the field, warmed up and started running.. non-stop.

vivian was like,

viv: sandra.. i have a problem. I dont know what to think when I'm running.
me: just be emo.
viv: but like how?
me: think about sad stuff..
viv: wow.. if i am sad, i wont even want to run.
me: think about things like S*******..
viv: O.O wow.. sandra.. not bad arh u.. sad also can run..
me: that's the MAIN reason i wanna run =.=

and we continue running.. I was very tired, practically out of breathe and my stomach was like so darn pain. But, no. i didnt stop running. I can endure the pain. TOTALLY. because my heartache hurst more than anything.. we continue running. Short distance only larr.. like for only 1.2km.. not like YOU GUYS OKAY.. so pro.. like in like 7 - 8 minutes.. i know its very long =.= then, we looked like FRESH TOMATOES.. cause our face was so bloody red.. and ppl like EMILY were like teasing us from far =.= swt betul..

then, went for choralspeaking. and the best part was, kahwai passed me a member termination warning letter from St. Johns, saying that I didnt attend DIM, no 40 hours duty, dint go for regional review, didnt take re-bfa..

like HELLOO?? i attend DIM every single time except when i was still in australia, and HELLO? i got more than 100 hours duty.. and HELLO! i went for regional review.. hello?! ICC?? remember??????? shesshh.. and HELLO AGAIN! how to take RE-bfa when i havent even take my BFA?? =.= "empangan" it man..

Practice a bit, then teacher brief us about the competition.. and... yeah.. halfway, got to go.. my bro picked adeline, emily and I up for tuition.. send us to mcd's before that.. then yeah.. went for tuition and laughed like shit. but got scolded by my brother after tuition. scolded like SHIT! and damn! i just hate myself. ugh..

today, I have to thank ppl like:-

puiyi
yuenping
sheauhwa
adeline
siewjin
low
andreana
vivian
emily
diane
kahwai
chengken
keanloong
vyvyan

and ppl who care a lot bout me like jarrett and jiajun.. but mostly.. NIREN! thanks for helping me doing my work.. (>.<) i feel so bad..

AND, sorry to ppl like weigin, jiajun, chee enn, weixing, jarrett and zkang for not replying ur msgs last night.. ESPECIALLY JIA JUN.. because i was too emo.. sry.. T.T

should I, or should I not?

the truth is,

I'm afraid.

Didn't know you were that smart.

Is this over yet?

can I open my eyes?