The concert..

was a disaster.. i make a full out of myself larrr.. ='( sobs.. the whole ballroom was laughing at me.. nabeeiiiiiiii... so saddening.. siewjin and zunzen came.. i was so afraid they are bored...

BUT.. it was fun also larr.. got to know so many new frens and stuff.. and the whole day was quite tiring.. and we need to change in like.. 3 minutes?? oh god! that's the worst thing.. my god.. we were rushing to the backstage to change.. my god...

and.. our hair.. was.. a disaster number 2.. cause.. erm.. you see for urself.. ahahhahahXDDD screw my hair. the later pics..

and my god.. Louisa is like screaming every minute she was put on with make up.. and it was disturbing cause i need to put my contact lens.. which took me nearly half an hour.. ugh! oh, and the next thing you know, small kids started to gather around me and ask me to put make up on them.. =.=" my god... and then, before the performance, we camwhored! enjoy!!

erm.. screw how i look.. i know.. i understand.. ='(

me and siewie

we went to Delifrance to have lunch after the first concert.. =)

me and zunzen =DDD

while styling yee loo's hair.. kesian the hairstylist.. he's hair is like a bush! ahhahaXDD

sobss.. my beautiful hairr... =(


and keep spraying, spraying spraying... =(


the galss??
me, vanessa, kai shuen, jie ying =)


i like Louisa's hair.. =)

stop the crap larh, Looeyyy~~ hahahahXD

kay, she stopped it.. but wth.. she's so tall X(

me and jie ying.. the main girl singer? heheXD

me and kai shuen

me and melissa.. hahaXD

"you want hot water, cold water, or me? ahhahaXDD"

first, they look so loving.. THEN!

"YOU SAID YOU HAVE how many GF ARH?!?!"

hhahahaXD

the Brand New World guys... =)

me and shook cheeng... hahahaXDD

darn short mann!! ahhahahXDD

fuyh! yizen look so cool..

first, he was gay with yuenloong..

then! he dumped yuenloong for the sister.. hahahahXDD

smile!!!

my gosh.. my camera is FULL with their photos! ahhahahXDD

the galsss!! =DDDD hot ones! hahahah

seen guys gaying? this is an example of it.. ahhahaXDD

the whole bunch of BNW and Grip ppll... ahhahaXDD

guys performing.. oh oh! see me at the back, playing?!

ahhahahaXDD

sing sing sing! =DDDD

the guy's last pose.. hahahaXDD

and then, the girl's turn!!!

dance to the music, babeh! ahhahaXD

the girl's last post... ahhahahXDDD

me and yuenloong..

darn, he look damn blur..

ALL THE TIME>.<>

HSM ppl.. we left Louisa out..ahahahhaXDDD

me and siewjin again! =DDD

look at my face.. so scared ady.. ahahhaXDD

>.<>

and.. now, you can see the difference..

-with make up, and without.

-with coloured hair, and without

-without specs, and with

hahaXD


I'll post the video later.. malas.. need to wait so longg.. tata! =DDD after concert i was darn tired... then i slept at 8 something.. then some mad man.. called me.. and he was in the cinema toilet.. wth.. avoiding to watch Bolt with the parents and sister.. and call me instead.. i was darn tired.. then, after almost an hour.. after putting down the phone, i cannot sleep ady.. my arms hurt like shit..

then, next morning.. at 7 something got to wake up for piano.. got kinda screwed.. then, later, straight away went got ICC meeting.. walao.. damn tiring..

Another tag, got it from someone's blog.

1. Emily
2. Valerie
3. Siewjin
4. Sheau hwa
5. Low
6. Niro
7. Jarrett
8. Keanloong
9. Vyvyan
10. Jia Jun
11. Jia Lun
12. Melvin
13. Niren
14. Jia Yi
15. Skye
16. Yi Zen
17. Puiyi
18. Shook cheeng
19. Yuenloong
20. Zun zen

How did u meet #14? [Jia Yi]
By trashing into form 2 classes after PMR? hahahXD

What would your life be if u haven’t met #1? [Emily]
i won't have this great pet sis by my side.. and my bijibiji sharing my stupid problems.. and i wont have a buddy to talk to until 3am in the morning.. JAH! i just love her! =D

What would u do if #20 and #9 dated? [Zun zen and Vyvyan]
I will screw them for being lesbian..

Would #6 and #17 make a good couple? [Niro and Jarrett]
NIROO AND JARRETT?!?!?! ewh!! no!!! never!

Describe #3. [siewjin]
fuyh! why ask this question.. its gonna be a million words long.. well, i will just shorten it ;) well, siewjin is fat. NOLARH! joking! well, she's a really good fren.. and she is so scared now.. cause of the landslide.. kesian him.. i mean, her.. but without her, i dunno what to do.. .. i love her!

Do you think #6 is attractive? [Niro]
well, honestly, my ass is much more attractive.. nolarh! joking.. ;)

Tell me something about #8. [keanloong]
well, he's a good fren and good person.. but barely a good brother.. cause he always tease me.. ='( and berat sebelah to vyvyan.. and sometimes he joke but it hurts ppl.. and he dun notice it..

Do you know anything about #12’s family? [Melvin]
yeapp.. i know Melvin has parents.. ahhahaXDD and a elder brother.. and the elder brother is from V.I.. who is my elder brother's junior.. and same age with alex.. and are good buddies with alex =)

What is #7’s favourite? [Jarrett]
me. =)nola.. playing guitar i guess.. =)

What would you do if #11 confesses that he/she likes you? [Jia Lun]
WALAO WEI! no way mann.. if he confess to me.. i will be, statued.. going o.o.. and smack him and say, "are you out of ur mind??, pls dun joke around.. i can die easily cause of heart attack.. "

What language does #15 speak? [Skye]
to me, english.. duh! hahaahXDD

Who’s #9 going out with? [vyvyan]
omg! the worst question asked.. u guys know urself larh harh.. i also confused ady.. =.="

How old is #16? [Yi zen]
13?? he's cute! ahhahahhaXDD

When was the last time you talked to #13? [Niren]
OMGGG!!! Niren! speaking of NIREN!!! its been a LONGGG TIMEEE!!!

Who’s #2’s favourite singer? [Valerie]
nabei.. no need to ask.. see her blog also know larh!! DBSK!!!

Would you date #4? [sheau hwa]
DATE?! no need to date larr.. she's already mine! wakaka!

Would you date #7? [Jarrett]
NABEI square! never mann!! he is my pet-bro and and he has someone who he likes.. and and! he is younger than me!!!

Is #15 single? [skye]
bu zher tao....

What is #10’s last name? [Jia Jun]
cheong??? hahahahXDD

Would you consider being in a relationship with #19? [yuenloong]
YUENLOONG?!?!? nahh.. he is crazy like me, but no thanks.. he's gay but he has a gf.. weird huh? hahahahXDD

What schools did #3 go to? [siewjin]
Tanjung Rambutan.. but she sneaked out and went to SBU.. and funny, she became a prefect.. ish!

Where does #6 live? [Niro]
Taman Cuepacs.. if i am not mistakennn..

What is your favourite thing about #5? [Low]
i like her crazy-ness when she is hyperr.. ahhahahXDD nah.. i LOVE HER! ahhahahXDD

What do you think about #13? [Niren]
He DEFINITELY reminds me of Eddie Murphy!!! and he is tall.. till i have to LOOK UP to talk to him.. and he is is.. a good fren. a good junior. who teases his "senior" a.k.a me.. a lot.. A LOT!!!!

What do #4 and #19 have in common? [sheauhwa, yuenloong]
them?! both of them have passion for violin.. but only thing.. sheau hwa doesnt even know violin yet.. but yuenloong is a pro.. ahahhahaXDDD

What special qualities does #17 hold in your life? [puiyi]
she's thin and small enough to fit into a luggage and fly somewhere around the world for FREE! ahahhaXDDD well, she reads darn a lot.. and.. wait wait.. special qualities held in MY life.. she's sick! and that's why i love her.. ahhahaXDD

What is the most memorable memory you had with #18? [shook cheeng]
her?? bugging her to tell me what happen between her and yizen AND telling her how much yi zen lovesw her.. and dancing and singing with her.. performing together =)

that's all! tata-s!!!

Rehersal

well, today, i went for the concert rehersal.. i was stuck in the jam.. we saw many police lorries and lorries.. its probably because of the landslide.. hmm.. sad case mann...

anyway, kesian siewjin, have to evacuate also.. i hope you're STILL in good condition..

well, today, can be a happy or a sad day.. cause all of us were very happy, gossiping about Yizen.. and shook cheeng.. Louisa almost fainted when she knew it.. she almost spitted out her 100plus.. at first, yizen didnt want to do it.. but me and yuenloong keep forcing and kind of harrasing him.. hahahaXD well, yuenloong DID harrass him.. one word. ewh. yuen loong arr.. dun be so gay can or nottt... you got gf ady wan arrr.. act more mature larrr.. hahhahahaXDD well, yeah. not a happy ending.. haizzz.. me and yuenloong's titik peluh all washed down to the drain..

kesian yizen.. aihh... I want to ask how is he larhh.. yizen arr.. dun be sad until you screw the performance okay?? you're the main singer.. MAINNN SINGERR!!! haizz.. during the backstage.. all of us were so worried about him.. you larh! shook cheeng!! hahahahXDD well, not funny.. but.. yizen.. chill kay?? he was so happy up till the heaven the whole time until something brought his mood down to hell.. HAIZZZ!!!!!

me and melissa.. she's so cute.. hahah.. P.E.S.S girl.. hahahXDD form 1 only.. hahaXD

*gasps* tomorrow, the ballroom will be full ='(


some rehersal performancee...



"If its suppose to feel good, its not call love.."

chill yizen. you're not gonna die.. =.=" all of us were so worried about you.. INCLUDING her.

14/15/16 years old

dei! first time someone say I'm tall and thin.. for a 14/15/16 year old kid.. hahah.. u can say i'm 14/ 15/ 16.. ahhahaha.. usually.. form 3 ppl now.. they will tell ppl they are 16 ady.. hahaha.. so, that's why.. but i am 15 this year.. but i am not 15 yet.. still 14! cause my bdae is not here yet.. ahahhahaahXDD so complicated.. ahahhahXDD

yea yea.. i know.. they sure got something wrong with their eyes..

anyway, chaoz! gtg for rehersal.. and damn my bro gave me this pack of jelly beans than contains 50 jelly beans.. and ALL different flavour.. damn chunted.. i show you guys later.. post the pic.. ahahhahaXDD make you guys jealous.. ahahhaXDD nola.. joking.. ;)

part 2 ;)

yizen: I think its a good thing if the boy noe how to make my sis study then she wun get scolding by my mom.. my school damn boring de lo.. hate the headmistress la.. i kena blacklisted..

Me: it’s a good thing if you’re old enough to handle a relationship but don’t you think she’s too young.. what if she suddenly breakup?? Can she handle the heartbreak?? *that shows that I AM ALSO not old enough to handle one ;) that’s why I am single =P and I am damn proud of it =DDD OKAY! I cannot tahan lying to him ady.. he tell me so many private things.. I cannot lie to him ady.. I feel damn guilty like shit.. and i didnt ask why he kena blacklisted cause he told SANDRA before.. =.=" bawa scrabble kena blacklisted.. stupid school..*

yizen: lol.. she not mature yet la.. scared this scared that.. lol.. wont do that kind of thing cause last time she coupled b4 break up ady.. now got new one ady.. hehe.. maybe next year she will grow mature a bit coz that's when i chase my 1st girl for 2 years but she too hua xin,.. so i give up..

Me: walao! Standard 3 oni worr.. actually.. I dunno la.. but you shouldn’t sokong her on having bf cause she is still so young.. erm.. yizen, what if ..IF I am not sc?? *which is the girl*

yizen: i didnt sokong her, but just ask her dun 4 get her studies.. wad do you mean if you're not sc?

Me: *me, bullshitting in action*.. nola.. cause I got this school fren, he msg me, thought I am the girl *sensored* then I jokingly reply him as the girl lo.. after awhile I feel very guilty.. I want to tell him.. but I scared if he angry.. you’re a boy.. so I ask from ur point of view lo.. *its SO OBVIOUS ITS HIM!*

yizen: oo.. u may giv him da gal's phone and asy sorry coz if i am the boy and u're my true fren, i will 4giv you de =)

yizen:you're yuenloong meh?

yizen: he will of course will angry de.. at least a little bit, a little while.. his love more important or frenship??

*jah! i sending long sms ma! so tak sabar sabar.. sms me 3 times! =.=" *

Me: as you know, shook cheeng hav no phone.. and no, I am not yuenloong.. I think you can guess who am I ady la.. sorry kay?? Actually at first, I was joking.. but I didn’t know you take it seriously.. anyway.. I also told sc about it ady.. when we were online.. then now, I feel guilty for not telling you the truth. Sorry kay?? I know you are loyal to ur frens. That’s why I cant tahan lying to you ady.. so I have to tell you or not, I cannot sleep.. really sorry kay?? SORRY YIZEN!!! Sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry.. =( sorry yizen! Sorry sorry sorry =’(

yizen: you r sandra?

yizen: lol.. 1st min oredy tot its you.. then i confuse again.. lol..

yizen: just tell me who r u then i'lll be okay ^^

yizen: u there?

yizen:you dun reply me, i'm gonna call you..

*see how impatient is he?? every second also must sms me!... ish*

Me: >.<.. =(… =’( dui bu qi.. I also thought you know since the first msg I send. I didn’t know that you didn’t know.. sorry la.. kay? I’m shen jung ping a bit.. so forgive me.. =)

Me: what?! No! no! no! I replied!!

yizen: lol.. anyway,, thanks for chatting wif me lol.. u reli good in acting lol.. sc know about this??

yizen: sc know about diz?

*SEE HOW IMPATIENT!? nabeiii...*

Me: haha.. thanks! Of course la.. she tells me things, you tell me things.. I got all the info ady.. yeah.. she knows.. if not, she wont ask you to sms.. that’y just now we online she ask you dun call.. sorry again okay??

yizen: kla.. 4 giv u la.. lol.. omg.. then i paiseh jor...

Me: paiseh la!!!! I still haven’t kill you for saying I’m not pretty and hot.. AND STUPID.. that’s why in msn I said that you get trophy being THE GUY WHO SAID SANDRA IS UGLY.. *cause this guy is super smart, so he got like 30-40 over trophies.. so when the girl ask him what trophy he got, I answered.. “the most slimmest guy, the always emo guy and the guy who said Sandra is ugly.. but that time, he didn’t know why I say like that.. so he said, “WHO said Sandra is ugly! I tembak him! The girl know what am I talking about.. so she just shut up and laugh.. ahahhaXD*

yizen: lol.. but sometimes you reli sound like sc to me~~ so do you have her house number??
*nabei.. keep asking for the number.. already say dun have.. still want to asl a million times.. ahhaha*

yizen: u din gimme her house number worr..~~

Me: don’t have lor! Ask her tomorrow la.. you not angry with me ady right? Right???

yizen: not angry.., just feel shy in fron tof sc now.. scold you both 2 morrow..

yizen: u there?

Me: why feel shy?? hahaXD.. you guy, where can shy wan! Must be man a bit!! Not angry right?? So, its MY TURN TO SCOLD YOU!!! EH! Kid! What’s the time now, and what the hell you should be doing?? You think you very big now la! Can sleep late! Do you hav any idea, how many brain cells you’re killing each minute you’re awake?!

yizen: i've no idea how many brain cells i killed for thinking of her.. haiz.. waa.. havent scold you, oredy scold me backkkk!!!

Me: what the.. =.=” *T.T.. kek sei yan..*wah.. want to talk with me about science lar now! Bring it on.. *he form 1 only.. so, I not scared.. if you ask me fight science with Emily.. I will say, “bring it on! And then hide under the coconut shell. hahahahXDD* well you did smtg wrong which is calling me stupid.. now I did smtg wrong. So its fair..

yizen: u sure you are sandra?

*XDDDD*

Me: why you ask that?? What makes you think like that leh?? If you say I’m not.. *wakakaka*

yizen: omg! if you're not sandra again, now , who are you.. sekarang takder confidence in this number..

Me: YOU ALSO KNOW HOW TO SAY.. if I am not Sandra who am I.. so, of course I am larh, doink! U cant recognize the way I speak meh?! Aih.. what kind of fren are you!

yizen: if you can act like sc, why cant sc act like you? noe what? at 1st i set this contact name as ............... now gonna change to pns..

*NABEI!!! pns again!? if you dunno what it means.. its.. p_n_s.. fill in the blanks and get disgusted.. ahhaahahahXD*

Me: act like me?? Like what?? U die ler you.. she gonna see all the msgs.. be ready to be DAMN PAISEH!!!

yizen: sekarang tau its you takder semangat pun.... u make me say that word ma! btw, the conver u send me today is real? or fake?

Me: fine lo. Me then no semagat then dun talk ady lo.. almost 3am also still talk to you.. half dead also still talking to you.. tergamak you say lik that.. of course real la!!! *nabei.. think i so free to create a LONGGG conver just to make him happy?? zzz =.="*

yizen: k la.. sleep lo.. sekarang dunno why become tired ady.. good nitez.. sweet dreamzz..

Me: ugh.. so evil.. say its me, then no semangat.. somemore say i not pretty and hot.. so damn hurtful okayh! i tahan only.. ='( so sad man,.. i somemore so good..
*okay.. this msg is so bullshitting.. where got hurtful.. i mmg good in acting.. ahahXDD its NOTHING close to hurtfulll... =) so yizen, dun worry.. wakakaka*

yizen: sorry sorry sorry.. sekarang really tired k? 2morro baru scold you two..

Me: what?! fine.. i also damn sleepy.. okay.. goodnight! happy thinking of her.. dun think until emo.. okayy?? =DDD

*nabei.. when he thought i was the girl.. walao.. bukan main semangat.. when he knew the truth.. then he no semangat.. straight away sleep.. =.=" NAAAA----- neverminddd"

the end! =D

Jaga arr...

well, i just get my hair straightened again.. hahaXD well, its just temporary cause like, i'm going for the ICC camp.. i will spoil it anyway.. imagine bathing in some muddy river..

my bro told me actually.. its BETTER not to bathe.. if not.. you will get very itchy and stuff.. and bla bla bla.. and as for the fashion show.. my bro told me its not a good idea to act like ghost in the park.. cause.. ya noe.. ITS a PARK.. with "things" living in there.. well, better not play with these kind of thing.. sheau hwa.. jadi keong si.. be careful.. ada pulak jadi water ghost.. and some, even vampire.. jangan main -main, budak..

well, i'm having concert rehersal at like 4 something.. actually suppose to go A BIT later.. but thanks to SOMEONE... who cant stop bugging me to go earlier.. to.. *ahem*.. nevermindddd....

oh, sheau hwa, i hope you can really come =) love ya!
and siewjin too,
and sally too,
and emily too,
and vivian too,
and zunzen too. =)

JAH! bye! =D

When things dont go the way we wanted..

Erm, yea.. yesterday, I chat with my mom until like 1.30am.. we talk about lots of stuff.. and yes, i blurted every single thing that its going through in and out of my life. i mean, how often do you get long talks with ur MOM.. well, yea.. told her almost every single thing.. not almost.. ITS every single thing. told her bout my relationships with my friends and guys too.. but. mostly, about her.

***

" well crushes are normal to me, but.. no thanks"

practically, that's what i told my mom. and yes, siewjin.. whatever reaction i told you if she knows about it.. yeah.. it came true..

you know at times, i really love my mom cause she thinks the same way as how i think.. well, i may look like an idiot outside, going crazy all the time, laughing like a mad cow, jumping around like a fat pig, having muscle cramps..

BUT,

one thing for sure is, i know what's right and what isn't. i know how to choose my own road. well, practically, annoying ppl is a wrong thing but sorry, that's not what i meant. i meant OTHER THINGS.. *hints siewjin*

"I'm strong enough to pull myself together

and hold on to it

so I'll never fall and break into pieces"

I just dont like THAT fact. but, its not up to me to decide to like it or not. well,

I dont care if everyone turn their backs on me. IF i can't live with humans, the worst case scenario would just be living with animals and plants.

right?

Yi Zenn~~

this are all sms-es.. lame ones.. and funny ones.. may god bless you and let you laugh ur shit off.. cause i type until very susah-payah wan..type one by one.. hahahahXDDD enjoy!

Me: Lalala~ hi.. I am shook cheeng.. this is my number.

after 5 hours.. only reply..
Yizen: lol jelly ar~ i tot you dun have hp? hehe.. i hope time will go slower then we all can have a good time.. so, r u going to the 1st concert??

*walao... damn geli.. ahahhahaXDD*

Me: why so long only reply?? I thought I send wrong number.. just now I online…later 11 something I online again.. I dunno yet. You ask yuenloong later..

Yizen: sorry ya? cause normally i use phone at night.. i wont do that again.. ^^ when is ur piano lesson? until?

yizen: dino kor kor go bom bom sin..

wtheck.. >.<

Me: 8pm to 9.30pm..I talk to you later kay? Bye =)
*cause that’s when my chinese class is XD*

yizen: oh. k. ^^

yizen: finish piano jor??

Me: yeap! Later 11 something online then talk with Sandra kay??

yizen: k ^^ oni think i dunno my mom let on9 a not .. i will do my best to please her..

Me: haha! So good boy arr? Eh.. Sandra very pretty horr.. :)

yizen: nola. you prettier.. blek :P

Me: WHAT?! Sandra is much more prettier okayh! So hot! hahaXDD

yizen: yerr.. taste so bad..

*walaowei!!! sai em sai chai dou kam jun...*

Me: !!!!walao!!! IF she know, you’re so dead mann.. she so good.. how can you say that? hahaXD

yizen: i better than her. hahaha.. dun tell her k? later i die.

*self praise.. true disgrace.. "i better than her.." so kanasai.. tau pun later u die..*

Me: LIM YI ZEN! You are so dead.. she’s gonna murder you. Trust me.

yizen: jelly, you got sandra's blog??

Me: ya.. why?? *actually i know he scared the girl see cause i link him.. but i act dunno oni.. ahhahahXDDD* Yizen.. what do you think of me?? *which is the girl, I purposely wan.. hahahahXDD*

yizen: good gal lo ^^.. the 1st time saw you, i thought dat u r queit, like anti social.. hehe.. then i noe more about you, i found out that you actually very friendly.. lenglui than sandra.. hehe.. and same type with me loh..

Me: i think.. you better get ready ur coffin.. cause Sandra will kill you if she know.. and Sandra is so much hotter kay??

yizen: you leh, what you think of me? serious.. you look better than her.. but i dun wanna die so early.. i wanna confess to "her" first..

Me: you want to confess to her?? I think you’re very bad cause you dun tell the truth.. cause Sandra is so hot and pretty but you say she’s not.. she will be so hurt u say that…

Yizen: >.< but i'm tellin the truth!

*LAGI DIE!!!! go die, yizen..*

Me: omg! Then like that she will be so hurt.. I pity her.. she so good to you.. you like that to her.. aih.. haha

yizen: k lor.. she hot and nice.. but you hotter and nicer

*nabei.. talk with him also sai si kan..*

Me: nonono! She’s the hottest and the nicest.. she’s the best! ;D
*but all i have is time =D ;) *

yizen: k la.. i noe you like her.. she is the best lo..

*kke ching! bingo! haha!!**

Me: you not gonna online??

yizen: i go ask my mom.. you online jor meh??

*scan scan and see whether that girl online.. but saw her bro online.. *

Me: nope.. its yuenloong’s turn.. *cause I saw girl’s brother online.. so of course its not her laa..*

yizen: on9 plz..

yizen: where you go? din reply de? i on9 jor.. waiting for you only ah..

Me: Sorry I was doing something.. yuenloong using.. cannot.. later.. maybe.. *doing something WHICH is replying him on MSN..*

yizen: he dota again a?

*then, she came online.. then three of us chat.. then he suddenly say i'm stupid.. i was in a bad mood.. so both of them kena kantoi by me.. later on, he offlined.. but he msg the "girl.." which is ME -.-" but not that i am angry la.. i wasnt angry but.. wasnt happy also.. *

yizen: she really angry ady? pls help me 2 say sorry to her kay?

Me: yes.. she really angry.. cause just now she bad mood, then you say she stupid.. she like gonna burst ady.. you arr..

yizen: omg! pls tell her not 2 angry coz i was just joking.. realy juz joking.. pls.. i reli dun wanna lose a fren.. reli..

yizen: sc, can gimme her number? i wanna apologise myself..

Me: she say on one condition.. but she say she will tell you what is it.. she ask dun give first wor.. *how to give leh?? He IS smsing my number.. wakaka*

yizen: she 4giv me or not?

Me: she forgive.. IF you follow her condiotion she give.. she will tell you maybe later..*condition which is gonna be.. dun angry when you know its actually ME sms-ing you.. >.<* dunno.. she say she will talk to you tomorrow..

yizen: k... ask u a question.. if ur left hand is a boy u really really love and he love u also.. right hand is ur best best fren.. you raise which hand?

Me: both hands.. haha XD Me: haha.. XD why you ask?? Got reason??

yizen: lol. i know you'll say that.. but if oni can choose one leh?

yizen: coz i facing diz problem now.. just now that conver can be and example.. i say sandra stupid coz i wan u to see us quarrel to make you happy.. so.. ur answer??

Me: Sandra is not really angry la.. trust me.. *ME! Duh..* she wont be so xiu hei wan..

*stupid.. that's not the way to make a girl happy.. zzz.. if you make the girl happy also, you will make the other one sad.. sai lo.. you still gotta learn larrr...*

yizen: ok.. i'll let her scold 2morrow..

Me: she wont really scold wan la.. IF she really scold, she doesn’t mean it.. just now she a bit bad mood oni,.. but now, okay ady.. she’s not angry..

yizen: thank god.. i relly dun wanna lose diz fren~ *tau i good lehhh...* after 2nite, 3 more days to go.. i dun wan all my frens to leave me.. sob sob..

Me: why you dun wanna lose her?? She’s a very good fren right??? *RIGHT!!?!?! everyone??? wakakaka*

yizen: yea.. i reli hope i can raise both hands like you sad just now.. hehe.. XD.. btw.. you couple before ma?? ur ex bought wad for you??

Me: ya.. but actually not really couple.. not counted also cause didn’t even hold hands.. *this sentence is true kay?? The girl told me, I was not bullshitting*

*ok ok.. too much info ady.. i cannot be so bad.. reveal ppl's private stuff..*

*some parts are cut*

at last, i told him the truth.. but i tell you how the next post.. i am DARN busy now, thanks to SOMEONE... horr?? Yi Zen is our good fren, so we shall not say his name out loud...

see the difference???

Yesterday, my bro came back from Australia =D but.. haha.. I didn’t really have time to entertain him.. actually, not I DON’T HAVE time.. but it’s because everyone is entertaining him ady.. and me and alex didn’t have a slot.. hahaXDD how sad.. nolaa.. cause my parents and his gf was here ma.. and he was also tired cause he just got down from the plane.. so kesian me and alex man.. shortly after my bro came back, we just go up quietly and do our own business.. tetapi.. sudah jatuh.. ditimpa tangga.. our INTERNET SERVER DOWN!!! Walaowei!

UNTIL NOW, but leh.. this morning leh.. alex go college, my dad go work, and my bro gf pulak go work also.. so no one entertain him .. haha.. so, this morning, I woke up about 11.00am cause thanks to SOMEONE.. I slept at 3am =.=”

ANYWAYYYY, I woke up, went down and saw my mom and bro talking.. Then, my bro ask for my house keys cause he need it.. I was like.. O.O cause I dunno where I put it.. XD hahahaXDD

After a very long time, I finally found it.. Then, I gave it to him.. and he asked me which is which.. so I told him and after that, I wanted to sit down.. A millisecond after my butt touch the couch, he said..

“come here, come here” then he said.. “ why you so big ady wan?”

then I was like o.o!! “ I SLIM DOWN SO MUCH okayh!!!”

then my mom said, “yealah,... gonna be slimmer than ur girlfren ady,,”

then he hug me for a very long long long long long time.. then I pulled away cause I want to talk to my mom.. then he said again,

“eh eh.. wait wait.. come here come here…” then I WENT>… =.=” then he hug me again.. I was like, “jajajaja” then he said, you still look like a 12 year old sister to me.. I was like O.O!!!!!!

Then I rememebered something.. then I pulled away from his hug.. and chanted.. “12 days! 12 days! You have 12 days to get me a gooodd birthday present for me!!!!”

Then he smiled.. and me mom too.. =)

Oh! Dang! One thing I dun like is he said I was darker!! Na..na..--- neverminddd.. T.T.. then he say I look better with long hair pulak! Ish!!! Sobs larh! T.T

This morning I told my mom I wanna cut my hair a bit shorter.. A BIT only.. but she dun let.. ish!! Say I very mafan.. ok LORRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR…………

Anyway.. I wanna explain the thing I said in the post before.. so yea, wait for the next post..

Ps: you see the difference between my eldest brother and alex now??? =)

AT LAST I CAN BLOGGGGG!!! WOOTSSSSS!!! I CAN GO ONLINEEE!! I'VE BEEN WAITING THE WHOLE DAY!!! INTERNET DOWN.. NA-----.. NEVERMINDDD.....

Kor!

My bro just reached my house.. muahahaha!!! the first thing i did was.. went to my room, dry my hair.. then i run down.. ask alex.. "has he gone fatter??"

alex said,"daddy say he grown taller..."

so i ran down more.. hahahhXDD and the first thing i said when i saw him, is, "walao! so fat already wan!!!" hahahahXDD nola.. actually not fat also.. hahahXDD then the gf started laughing laughing laughing.. ahhaaahhXDD

wah! thanks to my "understandable" friends.. i go down for awhile to see my bro, already say i dun care about them! walao! now who dun care who wor??? my brother didnt come back for so long.. see him for awhile also cannot meh!!! T.T

anyway, the "thing" i say in my last post, i will reveal it.. tomorrow or saturday.. =))

Shh..

jajajaja!!! sorry for the emo post.. i went sudden emo.. cause i long time didnt emo ady.. so, its for fun.. actually.. the song didnt meant anything.. haha... saja je.. hahahaXDDD

my bro is on the way back.. my parents go fetch him from.. train station gua.. =DDDD lalala~~~ i'm damn hyper now.. CAUSE of something... hahaha.. wakakaka~!!!!

damn *someone* larh.. nevermind.. everyone is blur.. but! i will explain everything LATER.. tak boleh cakap sekarang.. if not, bocor.. this is some hints...

emo boy miss her again , he's emo again says:
oo
emo boy miss her again , he's emo again says:
i oso talk to her
emo boy miss her again , he's emo again says:
on phone
emo boy miss her again , he's emo again says:
sms
emo boy miss her again , he's emo again says:
by ther way
emo boy miss her again , he's emo again says:
wads ur phone number?
..: S@NDR@ :..--> The Hyper Lil' Kid --> Kor, kor.. kor.. kor =DDD says:
dun wan to give you
..: S@NDR@ :..--> The Hyper Lil' Kid --> Kor, kor.. kor.. kor =DDD says:
h
..: S@NDR@ :..--> The Hyper Lil' Kid --> Kor, kor.. kor.. kor =DDD says:

..: S@NDR@ :..--> The Hyper Lil' Kid --> Kor, kor.. kor.. kor =DDD says:
i give you tomorrow
emo boy miss her again , he's emo again says:

emo boy miss her again , he's emo again says:

emo boy miss her again , he's emo again says:
do u noe this number?
..: S@NDR@ :..--> The Hyper Lil' Kid --> Kor, kor.. kor.. kor =DDD says:
whaat??!??!
emo boy miss her again , he's emo again says:
0163223910
..: S@NDR@ :..--> The Hyper Lil' Kid --> Kor, kor.. kor.. kor =DDD says:
duh!
..: S@NDR@ :..--> The Hyper Lil' Kid --> Kor, kor.. kor.. kor =DDD says:
ah ahahhahah
emo boy miss her again , he's emo again says:
she got call u anot?
emo boy miss her again , he's emo again says:
or sms u ?
..: S@NDR@ :..--> The Hyper Lil' Kid --> Kor, kor.. kor.. kor =DDD says:
she sms me ALL the time..
emo boy miss her again , he's emo again says:
u got her phone oso din gimme
emo boy miss her again , he's emo again says:
.
..: S@NDR@ :..--> The Hyper Lil' Kid --> Kor, kor.. kor.. kor =DDD says:
she loves me to much
emo boy miss her again , he's emo again says:
><> The Hyper Lil' Kid --> Kor, kor.. kor.. kor =DDD says:
i didnt know..
..: S@NDR@ :..--> The Hyper Lil' Kid --> Kor, kor.. kor.. kor =DDD says:
at firsst..
..: S@NDR@ :..--> The Hyper Lil' Kid --> Kor, kor.. kor.. kor =DDD says:
ka
emo boy miss her again , he's emo again says:
perasan until
emo boy miss her again , he's emo again says:
u pro la
..: S@NDR@ :..--> The Hyper Lil' Kid --> Kor, kor.. kor.. kor =DDD says:
pro what
emo boy miss her again , he's emo again says:
i yesterday baru tau nia
emo boy miss her again , he's emo again says:
~~~~~

i think you can guess what happen.. BUT shut up!!! okayy??? thanks =)

When there WAS me and you...

sorry for this emo song.. i went sudden emo.. so, yea... ... ..

It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
That's coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
And once upon a song

Now I know you're not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I can tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Because I liked the view
When there was me and you

I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind

T.T

concert is on Sunday.. i cant wait till Saturday for the rehersal.. sure veli the veli the veli fun wan.. especially for SHOW to watch.. someone confessing to SOMEONE.. wakakakaka!!!! damn funny!! of course... i am the dalang.. ahhahahahhaXDDDD nola.. joking...

my god! nabei!!!! cannot tahan ady.. sorry sheau hwa.. i HAD to say the word! stupid KIDS! thanks for the name you guys gave me which is "pinis jie jie" its suppose to be penis.. but they cakap cina, tulis cina, baca cina.. so they dunno how to spell.. and also, they say PINIS sounds nicer.. NABEI!!!!!!!!!!

too much arh, they all!! my god!! one form 1 and one form 2, KEEP talking about Barney, Elmo, Bananas in pyjamas, peanut butter and jelly, madeline.. MY GOD!!!! cannot tahan man!!!! so damn lame!!! i no eyes see them ady.... now pulak, they change topic to Bear in the big blue house, Clifford the red dog... Totally spies, Tom and Jerry, Bob the builder.. Dexter Laboratory.. Powerpuff girls.. NOW teletubbies!!! NABEIII!!!!! now, rolie polie ollie..

but one thing, sheau hwa pengaruh me to watch Fosters home and imaginary friends.. the most sacarstic cartoon.. eh! no!!! THE SIMPSONS! is the most stupid-est show... hahaXDD but righttt.. i feel like a kid, talking to them.. ahahhahaXDD Its so cool man.. i just remember.. in about one month's time.. i will be in form 4.. but right now, i am STILL form 2 =DDD how cool!!! hahahahaXDDDD

anyway.. i gotta practice..T.T... we're all T.T in this...T.T.. to-ge-ther...T.T... nabei!!!!!! so damn tiring.. now my head, is full of HSM stuff.. ughhh!!!!

ohoh!!! my brother is coming back tonight!!!! SHEAU HWAA!!! my brother is coming back!!!! =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD yay!!! my chocos!!! duh!! what do you think i would care?? of course the food he bring back larh! takkan him meh??? ahhahaahhaXDDD nola.. nola.. joking joking!!! hahahahhaaha

oh! and good sheau hwa.. you got a new phone.. hahahXDDD luckily you got it before ICC.. hahahahXDDD if not, damn ma fan...

n. 3^07. I =)

zzzz .... CHUNG YUEN LOONG ..... WE ARE WAITING FOR UR REPLY ..... zzzzz says:
n . 3^07 . I

..: S@NDR@ :..--> The Hyper Lil' Kid -->"We're all..T.T in thiss.. T.T.. together.. T.T.... ='( says:
he busy watching barbie doll la..

..: S@NDR@ :..--> The Hyper Lil' Kid -->"We're all..T.T in thiss.. T.T..
together.. T.T.... ='( says:
what's n.3^07. l

..: S@NDR@ :..--> The Hyper Lil' Kid -->"We're all..T.T in thiss.. T.T.. together.. T.T.... ='( says:
???

zzzz .... CHUNG YUEN LOONG ..... WE ARE WAITING FOR UR REPLY ..... zzzzz says:
u terbalik and see

zzzz .... CHUNG YUEN LOONG ..... WE ARE WAITING FOR UR REPLY ..... zzzzz says:
n . 3^07 . I

zzzz .... CHUNG YUEN LOONG ..... WE ARE WAITING FOR UR REPLY ..... zzzzz says:
u terbalik and see

..: S@NDR@ :..--> The Hyper Lil' Kid -->"We're all..T.T in thiss.. T.T.. together.. T.T.... ='( says:
okok



get it get it?? cool lehh!!! hahahahahXDDD you may find this lame, but i find it cool! hahahahaXDDD so that's tips for you guys to confess to someone without them knowing! hahahahaXDDD



eh! eh! FYI, that n.3^07. I is not for me ah!! hahahaXDD its for another guy.. they are gay.. yeala! the gay guy i was talking about and yizen.. hahaXDD



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