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Sunday, December 21, 2008

sms-es

Still resisting.
It's hell dreaming about you every single night.
It's MORE than hell trying to resist loving you.

If a person stop replying you in an sms,
and you keep messaging,
If that person dont like you,
It's annoying for them,
I know how it feels,
cause I've gone through these kind of situation,
when someone KEEEEP sms-ing you,
eventhough you dun reply,
they KEEEEPP sms-ing you,
DARN ANNOYING..
so i rather stop sms-ing then asking why he dont reply.

I dont want him to get annoyed with me.
Not because I want him to like me,
but just,
DONT WANT LARH!

I let him decide.
I'm not asking for more.

I'm fine and chill with it.
I know i dont sound chill,
but I AM!
okay?!
i THINK..

Saturday, December 20, 2008

Still funny.

I dont understand larh..
Alex says really want to know this girl,
then I told him,
what for?

eventhough if you really got her,
you know that relationship wont last,
and then,
you will break up,
and emo until can die,
and you need so much time to really let it go.

I'm shocked by his answer..
cause it was like,
so? I want to emo larh! I like.

I was like.. O.O..
PPL DO want to emo.. wth..
isnt it ridiculous?

but, this world IS ridiculous.


The power of loving someone is so strong that you would never want to let go a person you really love.
But, funny.
The feeling just last for awhile.
In the end, the feeling fades away, and you will have no interest in that person anymore.
You will say "no" at the moment,
because you're still in that loving process and when the feeling fades,
that's when the break-up process takes place.
well, of course I'm talking about high school love.
not adult love..
hmm.. funny, people WANT to hurt themselves.
They know they wont have a good ending,
but they dont mind.
they dont mind their hearts getting broken so many times,
they dont mind getting emo,
they dont mind killing themselves,
they dont mind murdering the partner for leaving him or her,
they DONT.
that's why I'm resisting to love someone but I'm still wondering why.. ..

maybe the reason is LOVE IS STRONG. but at the same time, i STILL find it funny.
Would you explain it to me please?

Pictures Timeee~

Dammit.. I have a competitor.. she's DARN cute! hahaXD emily~~~
AND a HOT competitor.. she wear until so sexy kayh! mini skirt with bare back.. ish!


awww.. dun we look like the HOT AND CUTE PAIRS??? hahaXD
boo!

wakaka! i tortured her so much by kissing her non-stop.. hahaXD
awwww.. what a loving auntie I am.. hahaXD


my aunt's house =D from the view of my AUNT's house..

waveeeee!!!!!!

scroll and look down.
well, I ask my two year old niece to do THIS!
and she did! her name's Katrina.. hahaXDD and after getting my skills, we cam-whored!!! hahaXDDD


























see how bad influence I CAN be??? =DDDD




kla kla.. serious laa.. think of emily HO then can be serious.. hahaXD okay.. dunno why suddenly talk about her.. hahaXDD probablyyyy.. causeee...

causeeeeee....

she too not cute ady.. compare to my NIECE emily.. hahaXDD

Sandra's Version

To start it off I know you know me. Duh you know me about 3 weeks ago or a month ago?
To come to think of it, it was only last week. yeah.. last week. no. its this week actually.
That I had a dream about us, oh. Not only a dream. Its MORE than a dream.
That's why I am here, I'm writing this song. I didnt write this song. Blue did
To tell the truth you know I have been hurting all along, Not really hurting larr.. but..
Someway let me know, you want me girl. yes i want you. but no, i dont want.

Everytime you see me what do you see? A hot girl, DUH!
I feel like I'm a poor man and you're the queen. terbalik.. should be,
(I feel like I'm a hot girl and you're the king.)
Oh baby, you're the only thing that I really need. kind of, BUT..... ..

Well I know that these feelings won't end no, no. So, HELP!
They'll just get stronger if I see you again. so, wish that I wont see you again.
Baby I'm tired of being friends. But I dont dare to be more than friends. chicken marh!
I wanna know if you feel the same That's true.
And could you tell me do you feel my pain? Well, I dont think so.
Don't leave me in doubt.
I beg you.

Still resisting from loving you.
It's very san fu, but,
Hope I'm strong enough to do that.
cause,


You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night.
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
I know this is a feeling that I just can't fight.
You're the first and last thing on my mind.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.

Surrendering my soul

okay.. this morning my mom dragged me out of bed and went to my auntie's house all the way in Subang.. then, we went to Ikea.. omg!! it's been so long since i eat that much.. hahaXD and it's been so long since i emo-ed.. so cool man!

but i hated it. =.= special thanks to xiau wei and keanloong.. ugh! went to Ikea and cam-whored alot with my 2 year old cousin.. i mean, niece =) she's damn cute weyh! hahaXDD I'll post up the pics up later cause right now i'm still in my cousin's house =) okai?

U make me wanna love,
U make me wanna fall,
U make me wanna, surrender my soul.
I know this is a feeling that I just can't fight.
You're the first and last thing on my mind.


Can you please, GET HIM OUT OF MY HEAD?
please and thankyou.
ja ja ja!!!

resisting from loving you~

Friday, December 19, 2008

AWW!!!!

AWWW!! so sweet.. he remembers me!! =DD of course he does, I'm hot.. hahaXD

hi Sandra,
thanks 4 ur niz gift.h r u? I am back to SriLanka safe.I can't forget ICC-2008 camp. wht abt u? send ur's photoes!!
soroopan fr
SriLanka

Ta-da~

yeah.. so all the ICC ppl had a gathering in Times Square.. we were eating in Gasoline.. then we went to the bowling alley.. to play...... PLAY>>>>>>>>

snooker.. =.=" like 5 ppl play?? then the others were WATCHING them play.. HOW FUN!

actually i was suppose to celebrate my bdae.. i call like so many ppl.. but only ONE freaking person turn up.. =.=" so, NEVERMINDDDDDDDDDD...

i reach there quite late.. therefore i came back late =.=.. i came back around 7.30pm.. about 4 hours AFTER everyone chaozz! =.=" so yeah, then me and zunzen.. I MEAN, ZUNZEN AND I (damn annoying larh, weixing.. ish!) went to eat Kenny Roggers.. yeahhhh... zunzen went back at like 5 something?? then my mom came.. and we shop.. no.. correction.. WALK AROUND.. until my leg break into like 25 pieces.. DUA PULUH LIMA you know.. mine my lameness.. cause right now i am joining the ROYAL SSS-ING CLUB MALAYSIA.. the founder is Hao Cherng.. so, now.. pics time~~~


jacket potato macaroni cheeseee~~ yummmmm~~~

omg! so hot!!!! can you feel the hotness in the atmosphere, Hao Cherng?? hahahahaXDD


and my hot partner! hahahahXD


oh! and zunzen bought this as my birthday present!!! omg!! how cuteeee.. its a T-shirt.. in a box... cute.. and how suitable.. its telling the truth! scroll down and take a look....
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DONT LOOK AT ME JUST BECAUSE I'M GOOD LOOKING!
FUYH! no doubts.. i LOVE this shirt.. hahahahahXDDDD Thanks Zun Zen!!!! =D

Thursday, December 18, 2008

Hao Cherng the producer of Cow's fart. =)

said hao cherng,


the atmosphere is goin to melt and all creature on the surface of the EARTH are gonna be melted into lava.

its the effect when haocherng's hotness releases massive amount of CFC gas..

OMG!beloved ladies and gentlemen..

do not blame me..

i nvr did it on purpose..

its natural effect from my ownself

im really sorry about tha

tso u freezing cold sandra

r u goin to post all these in ur blog?

post these facts..

im trying to promote ur blog as well as converting ur blog's to hav an aura of super hotness...


=.=" one of the second main producer of CFC gas is cow's fart.. so, in conclusion, Hao Cherng produces cow's fart.. and he say wrong ady larh.. not CFC.. its ULTRAVIOLET light, smart ass.. =.=" and he says, the Lil' Wayne song represent him!! oh please!!!


Man, I got Summer hatin' on me cause I'm hotter then the Sun...
Got Spring hatin' on me cause I ain't never sprung...
Winter hatin' on me cause I'm colder than ya'll...
And I would never, I would never, I would never fall...(fall means autumn in USA)
I'm being hated by the seasons...
** the above lyric represents HAO CHERNG'S SUPERIOR CHARACTERISTIC **


i now hereby announce that Hao Cherng is sedang SSS-ing.. super syok sendiri.. and he had lost his mind.. that's why he thinks he is the hottest now.. but the truth is.. aih.. nevermind.. i dun wanna break his heart saying that I AM THE HOTTEST... =D



Know yourself

Morons!
Idiots!
Bodoh!
Bengang!
Takda otak! cause u got no brains to think
Takda mata! cause u can see he's not even handsome
Takda hidung! cause u cant smell the filthyness in him
Takda telinga! ur ears are blinded by his sweet fake words
Baka!
Bakero!
Fool!
Stupid!

I shall sensore the the others.. cause my blog is suppose to be "U" and i know many ppl from ages 3+ reads my blog..

okay, i'm done with my angry post.. not for me though, just getting angry for no reason.. long time didnt get angry ady..

ur head larh! you lost ur brain issit?? where got ppl get angry for no reason??? of course got larh.. but, lucky that incident didnt happen to me.. =) although many unwanted BAD incident happened to me.. T.T.. but, its not what i'm talking bout.. aih! suan le! you guys also dun understand what am i saying.. who does?? =.=

cause.i.know.my.ability.to.get.hurt

dont trouble trouble until trouble troubles you.. heard of it??

When bad things flood my a**

I ended my bdae with the worst thing that could almost happen to my life.. Dahlarh i already had a shitty birtyday.. which is staying at home all day and all i could do is just ONLINE.. T.T and then.. almost to 12am, i had another shitty incident again.. T.T...

I LOST MY 100 YEARS ST.JOHN BADGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ='(

I was like sobbing the whole night ady... my dear sucky loving alex comforting me.. and i was like.. o.o.. the last time he comforted me was when i was 5, i guess.. well, he took out a plastic bag.. showed it to me.. and guess what i saw?? its metal badges from almost every school all around Malaysia.. all kinds of schools.. i was like,"wow.."

but i still want my 100 years badgeeeeee!! I STILL WANT ITTTT!!!!! sobssss!!! i dun care i have more than100 badges all around Malaysia but i want my 100 years badgeeeee!!! sobssss!!!!!!!!!!!! XIAU WEI!!!!!!! ='(

how i lose it??
actually.. not really lost it.. cause in the HQ, each of us get a st.john bag.. then i put the badge in MY st. john bag.. so probably.. all the bag looks the same, then one of us mistaken and took it.. so, T.T i'm crying blood ady.. sobsss!!!!

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anyway, screw bad things.. there's more bad things to come..

CAUSE I MADE A TRIP TO SEE A DOCTOR!!! ugh!!! i cant tahan my stomach pain and my throat ady.. its killing me, so yeah, alex brought me to the clinic.. and the doctor says, i'm gonna die!!!!! then i am gonna reincarnate to be a HOTTER PERSON!! and beat the stupid Hao Cherng!!

HELPPPP... T.T i got so many medicine to take!!!! ='(((( MAMEEEE!!!! weigin arrrrr!!!! sobssss!!!!!! probably balasan.. cause yesterday.. me and alex teman-ed our elder brother to go to the clinic cause his foot got a splinter and he couldnt pull it out.. so me and alex, i mean, ALEX AND I (thanks, weixing =.=") try to scare my elder brother.. so when we went to the clinic.. the doctor helped my elder brother to take out the splinter.. it looked a bit pain.. before that, we keep scaring our brother about the injection.. but SADLY!!! the doctor says he didnt really need an injection.. then we keep asking the doctor jokingly for an injection, to our horror, the doctor took it seriously and gave my elder brother and tetanus injection!!! me and alex, i mean, ALEX AND I.. were laughing like shit..

then when we came home, my elder brother was like complaining to my mom.. saying how evil me and alex were.. wakakaka!!!

seee??? that's why i sick so long also not recovered yet.. do so many bad deeds.. but NOT FAIR LORH.. alex also rightt??? nola.. its probably, i screamed to much in ICC.. u agree?? ICC ppl?? hahaXDDD ESPECIALLY zhengkang!!! hahahaXDDD his eardrums could break.. oh! and weixing too.. hahaXD

okay.. anyway, chaoz! =P cause i am FORCED to go and watch TV by alex.. cause no one is at home.. and they are some renovation going on in my house.. so yeah... chaoz!!

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Experiment 911 =)

hao cherng: i can make a hypothesis that states Sandra wanna fight with Hao Cherng..

Aim: to determine who was the hottest among all.

Apparatus and materials: a mirror

Procedure:
1. take the mirror and put infront of both hao cherng and sandra
2. Compare.
3. Observe. (stupid Hao Cherng.. should observe only compare larh!)
4. Tabulate the results and thus conclude the experiment

RESULTS: DEN DEN DEN DEN~~the mirror felt damn unpleasant.


Result 1: The mirror remains still and calm when Material A: Sandra was being reflected onto it. (it was still and calm.. CAUSE the mirror feels i'm too pretty, so like, dun wanna shattered and break into pieces.. cause wanna let me admire myself longer.. =) not like hao cherng's)

Result 2: the mirror shakes and vibrates in a vigorous way and suddenly jumping around the laboratory, finally it shouts using mercury-made hole-structue-like mouth: "Hao Cherng, i had NEVER SEEN A LENG ZAI LIKE U SINCE I WAS BORN A THOUSANDS MILLENIUMS AGO " then finally the mirror disappears for everyone's praises towards the material B : Hao Cherng the Great.

(THAT is ACCORDING TO HAO CHERNG.. he probably have some eyesight and also mental problem)

CONCLUSION:
HAO CHERNG IS HOTTER THAN SANDRA HENCE, THE HYPOTHESIS IS TRULY ACCEPTABLE..
(aih.. commonsense larh! how can hao cherng be hotter than Sandra.. come ON larh!!! aih.. its okay.. he is too desperate to be "hot".. nevermind la.. i one day not hot nevermind.. let this kind of sad ppl feel "hot" for one day... hahaXD)

can you sense the desperate-dity in Hao Cherng?? aih.. kesian him.. too sad cause no one says he's hot before.. aih.. nevermind.. its okay, kid.. =)

Sandraaa~~

Found this in Lisa's blog.. and find it VERY COOL.. =D I can't resist posting it! hahaXDDD

Does your name fits you? :)

♫ A: hot
♫ B: loves people
♫ C: good kisser
♫ D: can kick ur butt
♫ E: has gorgeous eyes
♫ F: loves people wild and crazy adore you
♫ G: very outgoing
♫ H: stick to one
♫ I: very good kisser
♫ J: is very sexual
♫ K: crazy
♫ L: is really sweet
♫ M: Makes dating fun
♫ N: loves to laugh and smile
♫ O: has one of the best personalities ever
♫ P: popular with all types of people
♫ Q: a helpful minded
♫ R: funny
♫ S: makes people laugh
♫ T: smile to die for
♫ U: is loved by everyone
♫ V: not judgmental
♫ W: very broad minded
♫ X: never let people tell you what to do
♫ Y: is loved by everyone
♫ Z: can be funny and dumb at times


S-A-N-D-R-A... be ready to be ohmygodding..

S- makes ppl laugh
A- hot
N- loves to laugh and smile
D- can kick ur butt
R- funny
A-hot

my god!! its SO suitable.. and it has 2 times HOT.. i TOLD you i'm hot.. aih.. see?! its proven!!! blek! scientifically!!! hahaXDDD

boo!

according to Hao Cherng,

kau ada penyakit terlalu-bising-terlalu-perasan-terlalu-serius..

now only he know arh?! my god.. a bit too late right??? like duh!! everyone knows sandra has this sickness since she was born!!! my godddd!! even god knows.. i had that longggg time ago... right, buddiesss????

aih,.. its okay.. he's just jealous of my hot-ness.. its okay, hau cherng.. maybe u can be hot as me in your next life.. dun be to sadd... =)

to the ppl out there.. if you are ohmygodding.. keep it up.. good work! =DD i know i'm hot.. =)

by,
flammable junior...

ps: my mother is flamable a.k.a weigin and I have three daddies!!! number 1, its Obama, number 2, is Water Will, Number 3, its George from New Zealand.. so cool right??? i have a sister, name Kien yoong.. and a brother name Keanloong.. we are a happy family.. =DDDD

cheers for sandra!!! =DDDDDDDDDD when hyperness and lameness and perasanted-ness stikes back together! hahaXDDD
17 December 2008 = Worst day of my life

sigh.. ='(

the only thing i could wish now is having extremely good results for PMR.. which..

I dont think I would get it..

haizzz..

6 hours and 55 more minutes to end this shitty day..

International Cadet Camp

i want to post about ICC.. so, get ready for the SUPER LONG POST!!!

okayy.. the first day, we went to Templer's park with a shitty bus.. hahhahaXDD and then, we were divided into groups.. ='( the wilayah ppl were separated.. how sad... but i was with one of the cochrane guys.. name chin haw.. but i am use to calling him Cincau ady.. haha.. then i was in Green 2 and we named the group Green House Effect.. hahaXD Weixing's group was super funny.. "ooo.. banana!!" sound so wrong! and they keep saying banana is good for guys and watermelon are good for girls.. my godd!! they came our from the coconut shell issit?? where they learn all these... then we had ice breaking.. it was REALLY ice breaking.. we were giving block of ice and we were asked to break it.. hahaXDD in the afternoon, it rained.. and we all have to cramp under tents.. so many of us were suffocating!! anyway, there were 5 countries with us.. Sri lanka, Zambia, Singapore, New Zealand and Hong kong.. so many hot guys man!! nola.. not hot enough for me.. nola.. joking.. weigin larh!! with her new zealander "georgeeee" hahaXDDD so unfair.. she got a kiss on the sixth day.. hahaXD weigin, i tell daddy arh!!

on the second day, we woke up at 6am.. and had morning exercise.. then we had our breakfast.. and we had a rehearsal for the opening.. stupid VVVVVVVVVVIP came one and the half hours late!! and made us stand under the freaking sun!!!! so many ppl fainted and all the VIP could say was, "good, this should be the kind of sacrifice we should give.. and yada yada yada" so many ppl fainted okayh! and our dear Forest, a guy from Wilayah fainted and fell right on his face that cause his skull to crack.. kesian him.. boo sama comittee!! then we had this belajar kung fu thingy.. but most of us, as in the wilayah ppl didnt joing.. we sat there.. and talk.. and gossip.. hahahaXDD

on the third day, as usual, we had morning exercise.. ppl start to skip the morning exercise.. then.. we had..we had jungle trekking.. it was so freaking damn niceeee!!!! walao!! the BEST jungle trekking i have ever haddd!!! it was so freaking freaking freaking niceeee!!! have to climb here climb there.. fall here fall there, slip here slip there, go through river and stuff.. nice mannN!!!!! then, we had.. water rafting!!! ewh!! the water was so disgusting.. hahahha.. "you do not want to what is under the water", said a sir.. and according to a group leader.. he told his group members.. its something softer than cotton.. haha.. according to MY group leader.. its like a quicksand.. and its pulling you inside.. haha.. then at night, we crapped.. oh! did i tell you about the toilet??? its disgusting... its like flooded... and then, we had to stand on chairs to bathe.. godd.. nightmare thinking of it.. i think, i was suddenly emo that night.. dunno why.. nothing to crap.. and so, weixing took over my lame-ness.. and pls.. ohmygod.. he is super extra lame until can die!

on the fourth day... we had flying fox.. while waiting, me, keanloong, weixing, daniel and ham yu(salted fish) a.k.a yee xuan crapped.. and keep screaming for no reason... but it was fun... seriously!!!like duh!! stupid weixing KEEEP calling me fat!! so hurting!! hahaXD but lunch time, according to zhengkang, i looked horrible.. cause i was keeping queit the whole time, and standing like without moving for like 2 hours?? and ppl tried to make me laugh.. and all i could give them was a =.=zzz look.. and then, we had obstacle course.. it was fun!! fun and fun!! hahahahhahaXDD then we had the local cultural performance!!! ohmygodd!! it was so freaking assholy niceeeee!!! we rock!! KL rocks!! the fashion show was like fuyh!!! cannot explain.. too proud adyy... all of us were so happy.. and that's when sandra's hyperness strikes back.. no one can tahan my hyperness mann!!! hahahahahXDDD kesian zhengkang.. he was sitting beside me.. and scream like i lost my house for no reason.. and everytime i scream, his cells die.. cause it was so freaking loud.. like everyone was staring at me.. but, who cares?? its sandra, come on larrr.. =.=" i was too hyper until cannot sleep ady.. and then, i started singing the Wilayah song.. and others followed!! hahahhahaXDD then we had supper!! ate a burger!! my god.. i felt so fat!! hahaXDD

then on the fifth day, we woke up at 5!!! after breakfast, we went for National Review and saw SBU ppl!! mygodd!! i was so happy to see them!!! after that, we went for the city tour, first, we went to Times Square.. we were suppose to be with our group members... but dunno how wilayah ppl end up together in the food court.. like almost EVERYONE.. haha.. so the table was super longg. ahhahaXD then, went to the Palace... boringgggg for KL ppl, then, it started to rain!! ='( we went to see the Tugu Negara.. but it was still raining, so we didnt go down.. *cheers* later, we went to Kl tower.. on the way there, everyone in the bus slept.. then, proceed to KlCC!!! went to Isetan and shop around.. buy some food and stuff.. hahaXDD almost the whole KLCC was conquered by ICC camp ppl.. haha.. then we went back for the Campfire.. sadly, EVERYONE was emo during the campfire night.. haizzz.. they were like putting a candle.. and a few of them were sitting around it, staring at it.. and emo! aih.. KL ppl arrrr.. weixing lagi no need to say.. emo king of the night.. hahaXDD i was emo too.. but then, i went hyper with Keelin ( a cochrane girl).. so yea.. me, keeling and hau cherng(MBS guy) kept dancing to the loud music like the others.. dance until like crazy ady.. damn nice man, the feelinggg... well, everyone in the dorm slept early.. but i didnt.. i was too hyper.. then one of our dorm mates had to go the medical bay.. she was having stomach pain and a lil' fever too.. so i brought her to the medical bay.. and went back to the dorm like 1.30 am..

on the sixth day, as usual, went for the morning exercise.. like SO MANY OF THEM didnt attend.. the whole bunch of cochrane guys didnt go also..then we had the first aid competition..but i ponteng to go and use the computer... haha.. later.. we had lunch and free& easy so all of us slept.. but tak sampai 1 hour.. we were asked to wake up and get ready for the closing ceremony.. ish!!! so we stand under the sun AGAIN.. and hear some VIP telling stories.. =.=" after that, we get had dinner and get ready for the gathering night.. that is when i start to NOT feel well, my stomach was so pain.. and i tahan and tahan and tahan.. then when i get a little bit okay.. i stood up and try to join other ppl getting hyper.. so unfair.. when i hyper, they are not.. but when they are hyper, i WANT to hyper also cannot!!! ='( but i tried.. i try to dance with them.. dance for like 10 minutes, then i dropped dead.. i went to a corner.. and died.. died for 45 minutes alone until some kuan cheng girls found me.. and wanted to drag me to the medical bay but they were not successful.. then keelin help me to tell xiau wei.. and the SBU seriously FORCE me to go the medical bay.. and so i did.. i drank some yucky liquid.. and went to bed.. not fair.. while others party till 1 am.. ='(

the next morning, which is the seventh day, i was burning hot! inside out.. hahaXD well, i had high fever, then i went to the medical bay AGAIN!!! and the doctor gave me some medicine.. and i didnt have fever anymore.. but my stomach was still painful.. until NOW!!! then we had our breakfast.. and went back to KL headquarters.. we had lunch.. not we.. THEY.. i had no appetite.. i was going to die, you see.. so that's why..

my. stomach.hurts.like.shit. ='( i will post the pics later!! there's so many pics.. later larh, okay?? =)


=( my stomach.. ='(