hmm... just came back from derek's house... ter-slept there cause realllllyyy too tired while my mom chatting with his mom... before that... finish the hanakimi episodes..... kena marah cause on the computer tooo longgg... but worth it.. cause i finish watching hanakimi... so nice maannnnnn......

before this... i had badminton class.... with adeline.. then.. we hang out for like 2 or 3 hours... chatted... laughedd... ejek-ed each other.... stupid girll... can ejek me with... v _ _ _ _ _ _ ... dou-ahou... yishh... u guys cant guess wan larhh... dun need to waste ur brain cells thinking... if u can guess, except pinky, sheau hwa, siew jin and adeline... i kneel before u.....

lalala~~

i'm seriously in love with the 'dota' song and the songs my brother downloaded... so damnnn niceeee.... later... gonna have dinner with pinky's family and friends.... i am verryyy tired lo..... came back from badminton... lose to a 9 year old girl... great.... u dun want to know the score... =D haha.... cannot be salahkan, kay... i dun like to play match.... dunno why.. i like training better =D i dun like competition...

i'm finding for the 'secret' movie punya piano score..... i wanna play the songs so badly... eventhough i know... that i would take a life time to play that song properly..... haizz....

=D

woke up at 8.00... heard my family going out to eat for breakfast.... enexpectedly.. they didnt wake me up.. oh... alex woke me up.. he on the lights.. and when 'SANDRA! SANDRA! SANDRA!'..... luckily he didnt sprinkle water on me... he called me... but i went...shut up! i wanna sleep.. go urself larhh!! hehe... then.. he went out.. WITHOUT turning the lights off... ugh!!!! my mom came down.. then she was like... 'sandra, why u sleep with the lights on?' then i went.. the stupid head alex larh! turn on ady dun wanna turn off... then she quickly ask my maid to turn off the lights...hehe... then.. i went back to sleep....

then.. i woke up at 12.00pm... ask my maid to make mushroom soup!!! then... hehe.. found out that no one is at home... PARTYYY TIMMMEEEE!!~~ hanakimi.. hanakimi.. hanakimi!!! but.... the stupid alex... go close my uploading windows... NOW>>> I HAVE TO UPLOAD THAT GREAT DRAMA FOR ANOTHER FEW HOURS>>>>>!!!! arghhhhh!!!!! stupid....

yesterday.. when i was on my way to tuition.. at 8.00pm...my mum came back from genting..with sheau hwa... and pinky.... dammit... i had to go for tution.. if not... hehe.... my mom teach pinky to knit... and she say pinky is very patient... (wateverrrrrrrrrrr... first time is like that one.....) my scarf that i made... like 2 years ago.. is like still not done.. lazzzyyy wanna make.. hehe... and it takes time... i mean me larhh.... haha... before that... i called adeline... talked for a veryyy long time again... hehe... she's not dead yet... haha... but 'dad' is half dead... hahahha... he's sick internally and externally... hahaha.... but this time.. me and ade.. talk not that long only for 20 minutes.. usually... (i better not say)... =D

okai.. i wanna watch hanakimi... buh-bye~~!!

home sweet home... =D

at last, i'm back in Kay Elle....just reach home.. i ran up to the comp.. and i blog... =D.. i am super tired now... and super sleepy.. siew jin and i woke up at 7am and followed pinky's dad to come down to KL... sheau hwa stayed a little longer with my mum there to clean up my aunt's apartment.... pinky's dad fetch siew jin home.. cause her house which is Bukit Antarabangsa is on the wayy.... and me.. i reached at about 9.15am.... my dad was waiting for me at pinky's dad clinic...

unexpectedly, pinky's dad had gave us a long lecture about studying and stuff... and religions.... siew jin keeeppppp talking to him non stop.. and i jsut kept queit.. and smiling... he said i have a sulky face... i am not sad... i.am.darn.sleepyy.... pinky's dad asks us not to be lawyers or doctors... and stuff....

but we really had A LOT OF FUN!! but.. i drop my phone for 3 times...and the 2nd time, i didnt even notice... until the ticket collector called me... shitty ass... yesterday.. my phone drop again..and now its full of scratches... its new but full of scratches...i can feeel the pain.... aihhhh......

when i got into my car, my dad hand me the details for the sabah trip..... ohno!! its gonna be so darn tiring... especially walking with my aunties.. they wud shop shop shop AND shop..... thinking about it makes me so tiring already..... and wat more i am coming back on the 8th june which is one day before school reopens... and i am reaching KL at night,.... ohmygod....

its only 9.30 in the morning.... alex just woke up... i bet the 2 piggies in genting which is sheau hwa and pinky havent wake up yet.... okayy.. i'm darn tired... i can sleep with my eyes open ady... and 'THE NO ONE'is replying me in MSN... so sad... so.. ta-ta...

ps: pls leave a comment in my chatbox larh.. why so queit wann.... =D

and we go like dot..dot..dot...

now... me, sheau hwa, siew jin, and pinky is in one of the CC in genting... we are like sitting so near to each other... but we are chatting.. hahahahha... i'm sick but hyper... heheehhhhe.... watever pinky says that offend me, i smack her... hahahahahah!!!!

oh.. we went swimming just now.. all of them dun dare to go in the pool.. cause its not heated and the weather was so cold.. so.. i have to go in.. my whole body was shaking like crazy.. and they were laughing.. then..i keep splashing water on siew jin until she is wet.. then she gave up and came down to the pool... then after like 40 minutes of persuading pinky and sheau hwa... at last.. they went to the baby pool.. haha... then i push pinky to the adult pool... hahaha... so damn funny mannn,... the whole place was like ONLY us... and we were like laughing like mad people.. and vandalising the slide... haha.... cause its suppose to be only for childrenn... and at last.. we freeze to death.. i meant ME... cause i was the last one to bathe... and then when my turn to bathe.. i was feeling so sick already... sheau hwa and siew jin larhh.. take soooo longg..... yishhh....

lalala~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ pinky and sheau hwa playing counter strike... i also want to play... so ta-ta.... oo.. sheau hwa died.. hahahhahaha......

ohmygod... i'm currently laughing like shit... cause i just found out that.. 'dad' use to play piano.. ohmygod... so darn funny.... i cant imagine him play... hhahahaha.... it wud look.... loookk.. loookkk.. nevermind... hahahhahahahah!!!!!!!!!! wow.. at least he WAS grade 4... haha.. higher than chu tat tsun... chu started playing piano last year.. ahaahhahahaha......

28 May 2008, morning time...

okay.... i'm bored... woke up at 9am today.. not that early... 'dad' messaged... and scolded me for not sms-ing him yesterday night.. cause he didnt slept untill 1am yesterday.. stupid... but yesterday was scaryy.... seriously... not joking... i'm chatting to 'dad' and renny now... boringg..... my mom is asking me to eat more.. andi say dun wan.. then she say...
'sandra, who are u talking to on the computer arrr?? nowadays... i always notice u talking to someone on the computer... ' this and that... siew jin was like staring at me.. wat the helll.. i told my mom i am blogging... yish...

sheau hwa is asleep.. just wake up then sleep again.. pig... siew jin and pinky is eating.... they eat a lot... haha... eating and watching anime... and i am here blogging.. today is a hot day in genting.. hot but cold... as in... the sun is very shiny and bright but the weather is fine....

my throat is like so pain everytime i talk... cause i scream to much yesterday... i tell u.. my screaming can make ur ears deaf.. ask siew jin or sheau hwa or pinky.. hahahha.... scream too much...

okay... i will blog later.. wanna go swim.. i will freeze to death.. eventhough its hot.. but its still windy and cold.. aih.. u wont understand wan larhh.. come to genting now and u will understand... :D

have a hard time reading it, people!

ohmygod... at last mann.. i have been waiting for the pas one hour.. just to post this post... my godd.... the connection a bit cacat... pinky's internet larh.... yish.... so disturbing,... i'm still in genting.. its 1am.. and i am posting.. hahah... siew jin who was half dead cause she was so tired... is watching some japanese anime.... pinky also.. today.. we went to the peak at genting... it was so so cold.. but not as cold as last time.. and we were like sms-ing emily like when we almost step into the roller coaster... haha... i tell u... my feet is hurting like shit... and i was laughing like shit the whole time.. cause pinky was so.. so.. sick.. cause of the rides.. when she came down from those thrill rides.. i tell u... she look like a vampire... so damn pale.. but!! she still wanna shit... so dot..dot..dot... i will post up pictures for today later... its in siew jin's camera... and we dun have the cable right now... okay... there is so much to post about today... but i need the pictures.. haha... tomorrow we are going to swim.. imagine.. its like so cold here.. and we are going to swim... and the swimming pool wont be heated,.. cause its a weekday...ugh!... but i hope we dun fall sick... ahahaha... okay.. i am starting to crap... maybe cause i am too tired... siew jin, sheau hwa and pinky is like making so much noise now... so bising... so kacau-ing... okay.. let me talk about yesterday first.. i wrote this early this morning... so read...

hi, people! i dun have a comp.. so i wrote this in a piece paper... i'm lying down, writing my post in genting.. haha.. pinky is like ' you blogging again arr??!! its so so cold now.. and so misty... stupid siew jin is taking so long using the toilet... yesterday... which was this morning.. we slept at 3am... and i woke up at 7am... i'm so so darn sleepyyy now... we watch the 'secret' movie.... siew jin cried the most... the story is sooo touching... its better than step up 2!! haha... and i was like screaming 'rennyy!!!' whenever the songs he played in school was shown in the movie... so chun-ted.... it was so fun man.. and we prank call ariff... wakaka.. its like the funniest thing in the world... i was like hiding my face from pinky and siew jin,.. cause i was like laughing like shit,. and i didnt wanna make them laugh when we prank call him... here's the conversation:-ariff: hello?

pinky: hello?

ariff: hello? who's this?

pinky: er..er.. James? (in a squeky feminine voice, i was like laughing like shit.. siew jin larh.. where got such thing a girl voice and say u are james.. so wat the)

ariff: who's that? which james??
pinky: (she dun know wat to say.. so she said..) you dont wanna know which james....( i was like laughing and laughing like shit mannn....) why u make sandra cry arrrhh??

ariff: arh? why she cry??

pinky: stupid arr... u make her cry, u know....

ariff: okay... call me back later...
(wat the!! how can he possibly say.. 'okay..' and call him back some more?? wat kind of guy is this??)

then siew jin took the phone.. and try to act very very serious... but actually she is laughing like shit..

siew jin: why u make sandra cry arr??? u think u very big arr?? *ariff tried to say something.. but siew jin cut him out* you chicken is it??

( suddenly only.. and then siew jin quickly put down the phone and we all laugh like really crazy.... i think the next block also can hear our laughter already...)

(actually siew jin is the one chicken, she put down the phone..)haha

then.. later.. ariff sms pinky... and ask.. who's this? why sandra cry...??




then later.. i called ariff...





sandra: hello?

ariff: hello..

sandra: where were u?

ariff: i was cycling back from the basketball court and it was raining and some one called... erm... who was that... a person called and say she or he was ur fren..

sandra: wat u talking about?? who call u?? i'm alone in the apartment... evreryone went for swimming already... wat u talking about???

ariff: dun pretend...

sandra: i'm not pretending.. i'm innocent..u are the one lying.. where got such thing as ppl call u and say they are my fren and stuff.... stop lying larr...

ariff: i didnt lie.. it's true...

sandra... dun lie larr.. stop lying... i noe u are trying to crap.. but pls dun be so stupid.. creating stories..

ariff: i didnt lar.. seriously.. it true..

sandra: liar lar u... stop lying...(he gave up in the end,,,, and he went haih... and i was like laughing like shit.. hahahhaha.... but in the end.. i told him the truth.. haha... okay.. it's almost 2 am ady... i better go and sleep.. siew jin, pinky, and sheau hwa is asleep.. like 15 minutes ago.. they were like scolding me cause i was like talking to them.. but i didnt know they wud sleep so fast.. kena marah pulak... but i cant sleep.. i drank 2 cups of white coffee today... oh.. and we went to the snow world.. it was so darn fun mann.,. but siew in didnt join us... cause she wasnt feeling well... and we came out from the snow world freezing like crazy.. and when we went for the flying coaster.. the roller coaster where u have to lie down and ride... i was like shouting the michael buble song-everything which was stuck in my head... me and sew jin was like screaming at that song.. haha.. and... that's when i drop my handphone... and i didnt notice.. shit! luckily the ticket collector saw and quickly call for me.. thank.god.man.....


stupid joeh meng scaring me with ghost through msn messenger now,.. idiot... its already so scaryy now.. and some more i am in genting... idiot! idiot! i'm like scolding him now.. he thinks is funny to scare ppl... stupid idiot malaysian! luckily he apologise.. if not.. i am going to twist his neck.. until his head is seperated from his body mannn...

i'm so lonely now.... i mean.. in the apartment now larh.. it queit.dark.alone.and scary... everyone is asleep... why larh i drank 2 cups of coffe.. white coffee pulak tu.. now.. i cant sleep and my eyes is wide open.. no one online oso.. except joeh meng.... so boring... b.or.i.n.g.!!!

okayy.. i think i am done posting.. u guys had a hard time reading it rite??? ahaha... how many minutes did u take to read this post?? haha... i will post up all the pictures soon.. :D gooDNIGHT! its already morning... okay... now i began to yawn.. good thing rite..?? at last can sleep... :D:D

ohmygod,... did i just hear babies crying.. babies or children... but the whole floor is empty... how could that be.. o shit.... now i am really freaking out... shit.. die... shit.. i dun daree to look other place other than the laptop.. if some one were to dare me to look outside the window eventhough he or she is gving me 1 million dollars, i'm so not taking the risk... pls.. some one... sheau hwa? pinky? siew jin? wake up!!!! go toilet larhh!!! go.... so that u are awake.. i am so freaking out now.... i dun dare to shut the laptop down.. shittyy asss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! shit... so creeeppyy... i dun even dare to move man... god... help me.... i'm not trying to omake my post interesting r entertaining for u guys to laugh.. I AM SERIOUSLY F.R.E.A.K.I.N.G. OUT!!!! ughh....

hi!

okay.. why does everything go so slow.... i am typing super fast now... i think pinky's dad is here ady.. i gtg genting now!!!! but i wanna post... i had a great time yesterday.. buyt stupid 'dad' did not reply me... sheau hwa is like screaming for my name... i am so exited.... okok.... i gtg.. i will post in genting... okayy?D and more about yesterday... :D:D:D:D: bye!

doing this for fun!

I'll JUST do this for fun.. since no one is online... and i am going bored to DEATH.... where the hell is everyone!!???

Name 5 people you can think of right off the top of your head. Don’t read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 5 people. This is a lot funnier if you randomly list the names first. NO CHEATING!!

1. Pinky
2. Sheau hwa
3. Low
4. Adeline
5. Ariff


1. How did you meet 1? (pinky)
erm.. in school.. since standard 1??

2. On a scale of 1-10 how would you rate your friendship with 1? (pinky)
9 and the 1/2

3. How long have you known 4? [Adeline)
i knew her and became close to her since standard 4... she was my close friend.. and still is... :D

4. How do you know number 3? (low)
i became close to her only since form 1... she's in the same class as me...

5. Where is 5? (ariff)
One Utama... or playing basketball.. or sleeping... :D

6. A fact about number 1.(pinky)
dammit.. she's cute.. and has rosy cheeks... and cute!

7. Who is 4 going out with? (adeline)
erm... haha... with number 5... haha!

8. What does 1 do for a living? [pinky]
she shuffles and plays basketball.. hahaha..

9. Would you live with number 3? [low]
low??? she's close to me.. i wouldnt mind.... :)

10. What do you like about number 2? [sheau hwa]
she can crap non-stop for 5 minutes.. and she teaches useful bad words... :D haha...

11. Do you miss number 5? [ariff]
er... we're on holiday now... yeah... guess so.. in fact.. i miss everyone in school.. :D

12. Would you make out with number 4? [Adeline]
wat the.. anyway... she's TAKEN!! haahahaha

13. What’s you opinion of number 2? [Sheau hwa]
she craps a lot.. that's good.. cause crapping is fun... and she has a good body portion.. hahaha.... and she is so lemonie... everything oso lemon.. lemon biscuit, lemon soap, even lemon perfume!!

14. What’s your favourite memory with number 5? [ariff]
erm.... erm... erm... erm... teasing him is the best~!

15. What would you do if number 1 and 2 were going out? [pinky and sheau hwa]
they wud LOVE to... pinky is staying so far away.. going out with her is one of the best thing... hahahaha

16. Ever had a long conversation with 5? [ariff]
yeah.. with ade together.. about... an hour... ade's credit burst and her parents scolded her.. hahaha....

17. Have you slept at 2’s house? [sheau hwa]
no... i havent even been to her house... ;) but she slept in my house like a million times before...

18. Do you hang out with 3 alot? [low]
like duhhhh......

19. Who have you known the longest?
difficult question... i knew them all during standard one... why dun u ask who have i known the shortest... it wud be easier.. cause its ariff.. haha...

20. How often do you talk to 1? [pinky]
not quite often.... she doesnt online... she doesnt on her phone.. all time sleeping.. and she doesnt go to the same school.. AND she is staying so far away... how do u expect me to talk to her often....

21. How about 2? [sheau hwa]
yeah.. often... very very often.... in school.. and on the phone...

22. Have you ever thought 3 more than a friend? [low]
low? yeah... best friends.... :D

23. Would you go out for a date with 5? [ariff]
ohmygod... he's my 'dad' and if i date with him... ade is gonna slice me into like millions of pieces... haha

24. Do you dream about 2? [sheau hwa]
dream? yeah... her scolding me...

25. What did number 4 do to you that you can never forget? [Adeline]
hmph! ask her YOURSELF!!!

26. What have you done for 1 that the person never forgets? [pinky]
i hug her...and i visit her in genting.. :)

27. Whats 3’s hobby? [low]
watching all those anime and taiwan movies or watever.. i guess... and study.. yeap... study... :D

AND I TAG ARIFF, VAL, NIRO, KIM, EE LAINE.... :p

D.I.E

ohmygod... today is like the worst day of my life... my camera... the memory card... i dunno wat the hell happen to it... no!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....... seriously.. i dunno wat happen... i tell u.. i can cry ady mann..... wat the helll...... shit.. shit..shit.. i wanna die man.. i'm gonna get killed by alex... seriously... shit man.. shit.. shit.. shit... wat on earth happen to it.. sobs... the memory card is killing me..... die mann... and how on eart am i suppose to take the camera to genting... haizz...no... die lo.. this time.. shit.. shit... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! pls lar.. god.. pls.dun.do.this.to.me...... pls... i am gonna get it from my parents and alex...shit la.... wat shud i do mann... god!!! pls.. help me mann.. die.. die.. die.. shit.. shit.. shit... how can this happennn...................... die...die... :( :( :(

>.<

yesterday.. after blogging... i played chess at derek's house.. *adeline's 'favourite' game...* haha... i team with derek.. and alex team with derek's sister... so funn mann... of course we win lar... alex only help the sister to lose only... never use his brain to think properly.. of course i didnt too.. haha.. i was listening to my MP3 and watever derek try to say to me about the moves.. i just nod my head and go 'ya..ya..ya..' haha... and then.. we watch some kind of orchestra singing and stuff.. ohmygod.. the voice is so powerful.. better than leona lewis.. or celine dion.. or delta goodrem...

it was fun the whole day yesterday.. until... in the middle of the night.. like 2 or 3am... i open my eyes in horror.. and had a bad bad headache.. after some kind of nightmare.. dammit,.. my head was like so pain... guess wat? my head was so noisy... full of voices and sms sounds.. full of sheau hwa, low, ade, ariff, emily and pui yi's voices... scolding me... talking about the trip... comforting me... so so noisy... scarryy mann... then i quickly listen to songs.. and relax...

i'm currently veryy boring.. no one is online...

Sheau hwa- in pavillion.. eating at TGI fridays right now.. she saw.. zi kang and sue anne.. and another girl there.. haha.. :D

Low- having some kind of arguement with her dad

Ade- in melaka.. 'enjoying' her chess...

Ariff- in one utama.. stupid..

Siew jin- i dunno wat is she doing.. watching tv probably..

Niro- CLDS..
and mostly all the st.john members also went for CLDS...

me pulak.. gonna have piano... boringggg.... so lazy to practicee.... i'm not semangat-ed like renny... practice for dunno how many hours a day... minimum 30 minutes.. if not.. kena whack by his mum.. ohmygoddd.. so strict... my mom also like that but.. after a while.. she forget about it.. and i also forget about it.. haha...

i just came back from breakfast... then.. i went to Giant.. to shop some snacks.. for the trip to genting.. buy food.. cause the food there is like so damn expensive... cant wait to go genting tomorrow.. i hope i can blog there.. depends on pinky's house internet.. see wheather she can curi the internet or not.. haha... just now.. i was sitting in front on the computer.. downloading songs.. see him replying his face book.. then he downloaded 'no air' and then he say he didnt hear that song before.. i was like wat the =O.... HOW CAN U NOT LISTEN TO THAT SONG!!?? i tell u... he is like so jaccoon... he listen to songs that ppl dun listen.. weirdo..

later... i need to go to my niece's full moon dinner... ahh!! she is soo cute... =) and her name is E.M.I.L.Y..... ... ... ...

..dots..

i am currently in Derek's house.. haha.. i just talked to 'dad' in the phone... he ask me to be careful.. just because i am in a house that have a guy.. which is derek.. i was like wat the.. he is like so close to me... careful for wat?? so stupid... stupid malaysians.... even ade oso so close to derek... he was like still larr... must be careful.. i was like wat the.... -_-" yish,... alex is like.. let me use the comp larr... how many times u wanna blog in a day??!! then i say... nola.. havent finish the one... hehe... i actually post 3 posts including this one today... i just left a comment on ariff's blog for his post... so show off... haha.. he said he wanted to quit basketball.. so fake.. like he will just because he lost one game.. ONE PARTICULAR GAME!!! stupid-nya... and then he say i very noisy... wat the.. feel like slapping him... okay.. alex bising di... so i will just stop here>!! okay.. buh-bye!

okay... since ariff tagged me.. so i'm gonna do this.. and since i have nothing to do.. not really nothing.. still got like 3 karangans.. given by Cik Rahayu.. actually i plan to find the isi from internet.. but end up posting... but nevermind.. i like to do wat's not plan.. haha!

1. what is the most important thing in your life?
who do u want me to say? my friends?? i love them soso much.. dun think wrong... and my family... :D

2. will you consider a sexual relationship before marriage?
d.i.s.g.u.s.t.i.n.g. obviously, no!

3. do you smoke?
no... of course not.. i have brains to think.. unlike 'someone'... the dou-ahou...

4. what is the latest gadget that you own?
my MP3.. my bro bought it from me.. obviously, not alex... william..

5. who did you mostly text yesterday?
'dad' and that guy.... argh! that idiot waste my credit only... not 'dad'.. the guy... that dou-ahou...

6. how old are you and are you a virgin?
I'm kinda still 14..but i count myself 15.. i know december is still a long way to go... but still.... and like duh.. i am... stupid question...

7. what is the last thing that you bought with your own money?
err... the box of chocolate for sheng rei's bdae present?? before that was siew jin's present...

8. chocolate, oreos or vanilla?
i prefer oreos...

9. where do you wish to get married?
erm... i didnt think THAT far yet.. but.. i think.. marrying in my own country is better.. i can plan to go honeymoon in other place ma.... haha :D

10. how old do you think you will be permanently owned by your love?
Ermm... how wud I know... ask the god...

11. how many kids do you want?
er.. dunno... but sheau hwa, ade, low and pinky knows la... haha... i think...

12. are you in love?
er... currrently.. no.. no one around me deserve to... yet...

13. where was the last restaurant you had dinner?
Little Penang in mid-valley...

14. name the latest book that you bought?
book arr??? difficult question... i think last year... workbooks for all subjects.. but i didnt even touch one. haha.. sorryy....

15. what is your full name?
Cheah Mei Teng.. Sandra is not included.. but i wud prefer u to call me Sandra..

16. do you prefer your mother or father?
erm.. sometimes.. mom.. sometimes.. dad.. mostly.. dad.. but.. i still prefer both...

17. do you believe in God?
yeah.. i think.. yeah... i do...

18. name a person that you really wish to meet in real life for the first time?
hehe... my prince charming.. riding on a white horse.. saving me from this emo life...

19. christina or britney?
wat am I suppose to say.....?? i think i prefer christina.. cause.. britney.. is insane..

20. do you do your laundry?
err... no... hehe...

21. the most exciting place you want to go?
i want to go Brisbane a.k.a. Gold Coast... ohya.. can u even imagine.. 'dad' doesnt know wat is Brisbane or Gold Coast.. ohmygod.. the only things he know is japan, basketball and his dearrr.....

22. Hugs or kisses?
from who?? hugs from friends? yeah.. i hug them everyday.. kisses?? wait for my prince charming to come first...

23. Single or attached?
definitely single.. but i dunno why there is so many rumours.. with aaron larh.. chu tat tsun larh.. renny larh... joeh ming larh.. this larh.. that larh.. so bullshitting...

24. point out 5 things that made the person tagged you associated with you.
erm... 'dad'?? first, maybe cause i am pretty.. eh.. cannot blame me okay... i got the perasanted gened from him...

second, cause he's my 'dad'.. and definitely a good friend...

third, i only knew him and first saw him at siew jin's open house..and then... we only talk like i think... 2 months ago.. and then became closer... we share secrets, ya noe?? that's y he can assosiate with me... but all my secrets.. are bullshit.. so.. he tell me his real secrets.. but i tell him my fake secrets.. so stupid... nola.. just joking.. he will kill me...

fourth, aiyoh.. got nothing to say larh... cause he is one of my best friend's boyfriend??

fifth, erm.. cause he is more stupid-er than me.. usually.. i can get along more with ppl who are stupid-er than me... i only meant him... ONLY him... cause he has no brains to think that smoking can blackens ur lungs.. and its bad for health... that's why.... hehe :D

hehe... that's all!! i tag.. val, niro, and kim... who else got blog arr??? erm... everyone larh.....*dots*

*sigh*

today... i woke up at 8.00am... then i turn on the radio... and listening to music and lying on the bed.. eyes wide open.. but the lights were offed... then i only get up from the bed at 12.00pm.. then i went for breakfast...

the whole time i was thinking of shud i just forgive him... cause yesterday... at last.. he noticed i was so pissed off with him.. after sooooo longggg.. and then.. when he came online.. he asked me i was so angry with him.. how stupid... i told him.. and he denied it.. and watever he said was so bullshitting... even jessy say so.. and he say he didnt meant me.. so bullshitting... arghh!! then he apologised.. and ask me to promise him 3 things.. i debated the 3 things he ask me to promise.. then he say.. then wat do u want me to do or say... i was stagnant for awhile.. good question... wat do i want from him... yesterday, at about we were sms-ing until like 12.30.. then he ask me to call him.. cause he got not enough credit ady... and i thought.. if i talk to him.. then sure there's gonna be an akward silence.. so i asked him to talk online today... and u know.. my credit.. from RM128.73(i check at 10pm) rose up to RM132.01(i check at about 12.40pm) greattt.... thanks to all the 012s(u know hu u are)... -_-" ...hmm.. *sigh*

haizz... now i need to go and study... alex force me to.. arghh.. i told him 'holiday larh!' then he was like 'no, PMR.. then u every weekend oso holiday larh.. every weekend oso got frens coming..every month oso got go genting.. every at least one month oso got frens staying overnight..' then i was like 'tuition, okay?? and its so not true... the last time i went to genting isi December,, the last time frens stay overnight is like few weeks ago.. but then.. i even shoo them which is sheau hwa and ade to sleep downstairs.. dun wan them to kacau me,okay?!' then he was like so? still rite..' yish.... so annoying.. but too bad.. i promise him to go and study after finishing this post... so.. i will come online laterrr.... i keep my promise... unlike 'someone'.... *sigh*

** oh.. and i am glad that 'dad' likes the present! :D

a lot of things to say...

1) let's start with the teacher's day.. yeah.. we screw up our singing.. but who cares? i enjoy up there.. and i was having fun.. and i didnt really care if i got the embarassment... cause if the ppl down there are so great.. ask them to come and sing larh.... anyway.. i dun care... i like the chinese dance.. its so chun-ted... its nice...

2)ohmygod... my camera.. is full of stupid pictures.. dunno taken by who... wei gin was holding the camera.. i ask her to help me take the performances.. and then..i dunno the camera end up with who... and then.. like full of stupid pictures.. i was like wat the... then at last.. niro gave me back.. i was like ohmygod.. i feel like killing someone...

3)i feel like strangling someone.. well.. maybe not anymore... i figured it out that it is violent.. i dun wanna be like 'dad'.. he's so violent.. want to fight everytime.. it's so stupid.. fighting cant solve any problem.. it only add into problems... but i am still angry of that stupid idiotic guy... very indeed.. but more on annoyed at his acts on denying it...

4)stupid ariff go say wanna add joeh ming and do 'something' i feel like slapping him and asking him.. wat do u think u are doing?? i didnt even say it is him.. stupid malaysian.. and u left me alone in msn again.... dou-ahou..

...

i am definitely speechless...

i want to say sorry.. but definitely.. from the looks.. u wont accept it... she too.. she wud even remember it.. thank you...

but imagine u were in my shoes and wat u did to me.. i did to u... u think u will not feel angry?? i bet hundred per cent u will... and i didnt say I am always correct... i just want to get it right... and...... deleting that post.. its not because of wat u think it is.. i deleted THAT because i dun wanna let more ppl see.. and definitely.. not to remind u and myself of that incident again...

and of course u noe i was talking about u.. cause it sounds like u.. and u noe my underscores... and u noe everything i wrote.. only YOU can guess it correct... if it wasnt u..... u wouldnt felt it that was u, wud u? and u noe u ignored me, okay... and u noe.. i was really there for u when u needed me... and u noe.. wat i told u about the punching was not meant for u.. but no matter how many times i repeat it.. u still say i meant it to u.. and seriously.. wat i said that about ur attitude... its because... i really felt so angry.. and u noe why.. and u just.. leave me like that alone.. i know u will be rolling ur eyes now... saying that i am crapping.. u or her too...

and its difficult for me okay.. to be angry at you.. and i know its definitely not easy for u.... and i didnt tell HER everything okay.. and i side her to stop arguements.. so that we can just go on with that stupid idiotic freaking asshole performance...

wat u said made my tears rolled down... and wat u said was hurting.. and of course wat i said hurt u too... i didnt meant to do that to u.. but u cant imagine how angry was i at the other HER... and u were with her.. the feeling was exactly the same as wat u felt yesterday.. and only u know it how bad it felt....

that's all i want to say.. the rest its up to u.. i wouldn't mind anything... and i dun expect anything either.. so.. yeah.... its up to u.... and all i can say was i wasnt really angry with u.. although i was.. but partly... i was angry at myself.. cause i dun want to blame anyone.. i'm tired of blaming everyone.. and instead.. why dun i blame myself for E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G.?? it makes things better...

I know the anger in you wont fade away so fast... neither did mine.. but.. seriously.. i cant get angry at someone that long... and again.. i want to say.. i dun expect anything from u... that's all...

=D congratulations... my 'parents'

THEY ARE OFFICIAL, PEOPLE!! HAHA!


they are like so malu... my god.. feel like giving both of them slaps.... :D


after forcing them.. for like dunno how long.. and then oni they pose.. haha... so darn funny... and so secocok.. hahahah!!! i.cant.stop.laughing.


it started when i was pissed off.. and then i went out of the class during singing practice.. and then i heard piano sounds... so chun-ted ones... i bet it was Renny... it was really himm.. then later he duet-ed with his brother... so chunnn mannn... i wish i can play like him.. but i dun have the passion for piano...

anywayyyyy,... then 'dad' and 'mum' was with me.. ade was so amazed with renny playing too =D thennn... 'dad' ask 'mum' to go out.. then i was like ??? but smiling... hehe.. i got an idea wat was he gonna do.. then he was like 'give us a minute' then i went to the skylite... then i saw them coming out.. then i was like avoiding them... cause giving them space... hahahahha.... i was actually laughing like shit inside... then we went to the basketball court... then it rained so heavily.. so wat the... then we went to canteen.. then we heard the 'bubbly'song.. in the canteen.. then when ariff was looking another side.. then ade was lips singing.. of course to him.. and then he didnt notice... then when he turn.. ade made poker face.. i was like laughing like shit.. then he was looking at me.. with the expression 'huh?' both of them were like staring at me.. i feel like slapping both of them...

i wanna go away.. avoiding being their lamp post.. but instead.. they keep following me... i was like wat the... feel like smacking them... then we went to skylite again.. then he gave her a necklace.. hahahaha.. and he said it was from me and him to ade.. i was like 'bullshit!'... no such thing... cari alasan oni... so smartttt....-_-"

then alex came... then he was like... 'i was waiting outside' then i was like 'so?' its not 4.30pm.. it was raining soooo heavily... then ade have to fetch ariff to the LRT station.. then in the car.. me and alex were like talking about them and laughing like shit mann.....

ps: how on earth can ade say 'dad' is more handsome than Brad Pitt.. hahahahha!!!

4th post of the day..

i really must say this...something about us... you doen't seem right these days...i dont like it... u've changed... A LOT!!!

i think u will be okay...
i dont think u will care, will you?

i have got to move on.. i dun want everyone to suffer with me seeing me suffer like this... and be who I am i still dont know wheather i will forgive u but i hope you understand... wat u've done to me... cant be turn back.. wat u've said.. cant be taken back...

i don't wanna leave all the happy memories behind but if I get my hopes up
and I've got to watch them fall every time.. so.. no.. its difficult to trust u.. u dont keep ur promise.. u really dont.. i'm dissapointed in you.. very... very.. dessapointed... eventhough the memories are just too hard to watch it slowly fade away.. but.. still.. i have to bare the pain in me... to not hurt myself in the future...

FORGIVE AND FORGET???

bull****.. not that easy... i'm not ready to do that.. say watever u want.. i dont care anymore....

3rd post of the day...

niro....

he really was just fooling around,
he really was just joking,
he really didnt meant it,
he wasn't having a bad mood,thou
he really didnt have 'anyone'to message that time,
he really has nothing better else to do,

but, i want to tell u...

he really was just fooling around,
he really was joking,
he really didnt meant it,
he really didnt meant it,

maybe he reallllyy didnt meant it....

seriously....

dun take jokes toooooo seriously larh... chill la...

okai???

2nd post of the day...

i wanted to do my KKS.. so i needed to print something about the KKS stuff... but then i went for dinner for awhile..

when i came up.. my bro was using the comp.. using my account and chat with Wei Mae.. wat the... and then.. go and tell addie i brb pulak... yish...

i ask him to go away... let me use the comp.. then he say 5 more minures... and then he told me.. there was this song.. sang by a malaysian.. very nice.. then he say he saw the video in channel V he tried to find the title.. but he missed it when he watched it at 7.00pm.. then he try to get the title by watching it at 11.00pm.. then there was no title.. then he woke up at 3.00am.. to watch again.. in case he thought he missed the title.. but it turns out to be.. mmg dun have title.. so he went to channelV.com and ask the DJ.. wat song was it.. and he sign off his name with a girl's name so that they reply faster.. then i was like wat name u put... then he say.. he put 'LEXXIE' ... i was like laughing like shit... and i say... 'ohno, my brother's gay... ' then he was like 'wat la, stupid!'

then he ask me to watch this video.. then he show me in youtube... the first video was the malaysian singer thingy.. then we watched... honssan leong... ohmygod... it was soooooooooo funnnyyyyy!!! and stupid.. then we watched... russell peter.. then laugh like shit again.. he laughed more.. imagine.. sandra already laugh like a mad woman.. how bout alex? he laugh 100 times worst than me, okay?? then we kena marah by my mom... alexxxx.wasss.supposee.too.studyyy. stupid... make me ended up not doing my KKS... and posting.. hahahhhaha...

actually i was suppose to post emo stuff cause some emo stuff struck me before this... after writting my first post... then the alex go make me laugh like shit the whole night... but.. i can still feel the cut in my heart... but maybe not today... haizzzz...... wat if alex not here anymore to act stupid...

1) i will get scolding from my parents a lot.. cause all these while.. he's more stupid, so he gets more blame... and i get credits.. so if he's not here... then i will get more blame

2) when emo, no one can do stupid things more than he can..... so no one can cheer me up... the only thing to cheer me up is being stupid.. at least i will act as if i am okay.. better than making that stupid emo face.... during emo.. ppl usually comfort me and stuff but is meaningless to me... cause to me... its bullshit...(ade, take note)

3) no one to talk to about school...

4) no one to tease during chinese tuition..

5) no one to scold u and ban u from saying vulgar words...

6) nobody to let u pinch or to get pinch... cause who ever who pinch me or smack me will get it from me except him.. cause he's my teacher of smacking and pinching ppl.. hehe...

i really cant imagine without a stupid brother like him.. my life wud be so boring and nerdy... being stupid sometimes is fun....

nothing better to say.... =P

i'm so high....
i'm so hyperrrr now... (in my mind larh)if i show it out.. i think i wud scare my family... my hyper acts are only for adeline to seee... or maybe my whole class.. or in other words.. at school.. i know i am crapping.. cause i dunno wat to write.. i meant type... i have so many post that i havent completed... i dunno which one to start.

erm.. tomorrow, is gonna be a big day.wakaka!! dammit. RM29 is on the way. wakaka. see! i dun go .......... anymore.cause pui yi say its one thing she doesnt like about my blog, cause i always go ................ but so not nice and so not me without the ...............

today...... was boring... and i slept in the class... sambil listening to songs... then the stupid adeline and low go put the earphone and then they share, and then i cannot hear ady.. i was to tired to 'idiots' them... so i continue my sleeping... the class so bising mann... kacau me sleep only.. the table is so hard mann.. make me so difficult to sleep... so cacated....

oh... and then.. we had practice for teacher's day singing thingy... and then,... we sang and sang and sang.. no voice ady.. nola... my no voice is i cant shout loudly.. but can still shout... and then the Muzi go and keep on burping like a lion... and then.. we went to court.. and see if daddy was there.. haha... he wasnt.. and then me and ade was like in the rain... we purposely took the long way back... and chatted.. and chatted,.. and chatted... and chatted.... then we reach class... wet..not really wet larh..but it was drizzling wert... so ... .........

i havent finish my KKS... aih.. so malas wanna do.. i.am.really.darn.sleeppyyyyy... haizzzz..... my eyes are closing.. in 5...4...3...2...1...


ohmygod.. i really slept.. for about 20 minutes on the computer table... i wannaaa sleepppp.... yish... but.. let me talk about yesterday first... post about niro everything ..oso didnt say wat happen yesterday...

i woke up at 8.00am... got tuition at 9.00.. came back.. straight away go to my rrom and do my PEKA... then my dad come in and ask 'during ur work arr??' then i was like -_-" (obviously) then i say.. i let u guess.. wat am i doing..... then he laugh then he went out.. i was like -_______________-"

then later.. my mom walking up to my room,. i can hear.. then she was like 'sandra! sure talking on the phone again.... this arr.. that arr..' then when she open my room door.... i gave her a sacarstic smile... and say... 'do i look like i am on the phone??? i'm doing my work, okayyy...' then she kept queit.. wakaka~~!!! then she ask.. u wanna go subang or not... then i say.. okai!

when i reach subang.. sooo boring.. but for the keys... i have too.. hehe... then i did my piano homework.. cause i was suppose to have piano at 6.00pm... then got some piano stuff i dunno.. then i call adeline.. then she wasnt in.. so i check through my contact list... then i called Renny... he wasnt in too.. went for st. johns.. then i was talking to his brother.. then i ask him about piano.. waste my saliva oni.. everything oso dunno.. yishh... then then.. i wanted to online.. then my cousin keep on playing the 'perfect world' game.. then i keep on kacau him then i was taking pictures myself.. like a mad woman... that's how i spend my time.. then.. i went to sleep.. sambil listening to my MP3.. then.. suddenly.. my mom called.. then she was like ur piano teacher come ady,... i was soo sleeeppyy i was like huh??
i look at the watch.. its only 4.30pm.. i was like wat the crap.. then... actually i was suppose to have my class at 4.30pm.. but then wrote the wrong time.. so i thought it was 6.00... so.. kena marah.. but who cares?? then i went back to sleep.. then.. at 7.00pm.. my mom called again.. so.. do i need to still fetch u back at 6.00 for piano? then i was like.. 'its 7.00pm already larhhh....' then she was like 'ohh' so -__________________-"

oh.. and then i was so annoyed with my aunties.. not really annoyed.. but like wat the... -_-" cause they keep on teasing me about guys.. sms-ing guys.. i was looking at the pictures in my phone.. then they tuduh me saying i was sms-ing guys.. this and that.. and THEN.. my mom came.. then i told her.. 'u see la.. ur sisters.. keep on saying i am attached and stuff' then she dah lah, tak tolong.. then she summore go say 'yala..yala... she arr.. sure now got guys wann.. this la that la... ' i was like wat the.. i wanted to like bang my head on the wall mannn.... so gerammmm..... yish... tak pasal- pasal kena tuduh... yish....

NIROSHINI GWENDOLYN DE SILVA....

WAT THE?! niro... dun dun dun... push it too hard... i meant the conversation we had.. u go O.O.... cause if u push it push it.. now great.. u make that song stuck into my head.... rite.. let's get the 'party' started.....

maybe he is fooling around,
maybe he is joking,
maybe he didnt meant it,
maybe he was having a bad mood,
maybe he was angry that time,
maybe he didnt have 'anyone'to message that time,
maybe he was boring, so he wanted to get hated for AWHILE,
maybe he has nothing better else to do,
maybe he is fooling around,
maybe he is joking,
maybe he didnt meant it,
maybe he didnt meant it,

maybe he reallllyy didnt meant it....

but if he really does... there must be a reason.. takkan u hate someone, or people hate u, for fun... i know that's wat he likes to do... 'for fun' , 'for fun'.... but... but,... chill larh...

why u all get angry so fast wan... see me?? always happy...(kononnya).. but still... i get over things very fast... best solution... SHOPPING!!! buy anything u feel like buying.. eat anything u feel like eating..(shit, i grew fatter di these days... eating depression, kay.. so its okay.. i will work it out laterrr....)okay.. i'm drifting away tooo much.... about my shopping.. haha...but let me continue a BITTT more.. i bought a bagg... i gave the reason that when i go sabah.. if i bring sling bag.. my shoulders wud be too pain.. cause we will walk for dunno how many hours.. so ... the weight.. of my things.. must be balanced and stuff..and this bag is the best solution and stuff.. then my parents say... okay.. quickly take and go.. so i took and go... hahaha... Elle's.. haha.. again... but its reallyyyy very niceee... thanks to my parents..seriously... i like it so so much and i promise to not buy anymore bags.. and stuff(that's wat i say everytime i want to buy something..hehe.. but obviously u have to like it to buy it) hehe.. alex was like going -_-" cause i was like this one or this one.. this or that... wahaha.. it was soo funnnyyyy... haha...

OKAY!!!! back to the topic... so.... so.. so... i think u guys.. BOTH OF U SHUD CHILL!!!!want me to teach u yoga??? kean loong lebih pro.. ask him...but he called me a 'FISHER'!!!! well.. i know he is joking.. but still!!!!

BACKKK TO THE TOPICCCC!!!!
so... so... just try to chill larh...
as time passes by....
niro, dun say u dun have time...
u.are.not.gonna.die.tomorrow.
unless u commit suicide...
but this time if u really mean and want to..
ask me... i will show u the correct way...
dun make urself suffer before u die...
just die in a fast way....
these are some tips...

no1:u wanna drink poison?( u will suffer before u die, so.. no..)
no2:cut ur wrist?(u hand will be hanging from ur arm.. disgusting.. so.. no..)
no3:slit ur throat?(u will die in a disgusting way, no! and imagine ur head and the body is seperated in the coffin, so.. no..)
no4:jump down the building?(u will make the ground floor bloody, no.. the cleaners will have a hard time to clean ur blood..so..no..)
no5:hang urself?(u will make the place haunted, so..no..)

some more got wat ways arr???
umm... umm..oo... but ur head using ur fan... (nono... cannot.. disgusting... imagine.. shit.. i'm gonna have a nightmare..)

SO.. IN CONCLUSION...(wah..like writing essay)DYING OF OLD AGE IS THE BEST... LIVE LIFE TO THE MAX(with fly fm)DUN DIE SO FAST.. ENJOY IT... LIFE IS SHORT... SO ENJOY IT.. AND THE HAPPINESS U MUST TRY TO GET.. IS TO FORGIVE AND FORGET.... (yeah right, sandra.. u dun even do that)but still...Niro....

FORGIVE AND FORGET!!
FORGIVE AND FORGET!!
FORGIVE AND FORGET!!
FORGIVE AND FORGET!!
FORGIVE AND FORGET!!

omgg... reading the ways to commit suicide is sooo soo scary.. cause i just heard a screaming.. shit.. nightmares.. go away.. see?? niro.. u make me have nightmares adt.. weih.. i'm not joking.. scary kay....i'm peeking out the window... i hope they dun follow way no.4... cause the building around my house are high.. high houses...i hope i dun see anyone lying on the floor bloody... and definitely i hope that its not niro.. now the stupid stray cats are making all those stupid noises.. and ugh... feeling very 'cuak'.. go check the dictionary.. wats that... okay.. i gtg.. alex bising.. di..'sandra, u got school tomorrow arr...'... i dun even dare to go down alone myself now...see la.. thanks to u larh, niro... shit... gtg.. bye.. shit.. shit.. shit...

I just want u to realise..

i know u were noticing every movement i made today... and i bet u didnt notice.. i was noticing that u were noticing me.. i know u tried to be close to me.. stay close to me.. but too bad.. i ignored u.. it was difficult okay.. being so close to u all these while and ignoring u now.. and when u call for me.. i usually answer u with enthusiasm.. but now.. i didnt even answer u.. i know u have been wondering why.. but i think u just dont notice ur mistake... or maybe u did.. but.. the mistake u made was a very bigg one, to me... till i dont know wheather to forgive u or not.. cause it really hurt me a lot... it was really realllyy hurting... ur words were sharper than a knife... and now u expect me to talk to u?? i know u are feeling very sad now... but u think i am happy??? well.. its just the outside.. reallyy.. its ONLY the outside... and i am telling u that u have change.. i just want to tell u for now.. just because other people is like that.. it doesnt mean that u have to be like them.. i realllyyyy prefer u to be ur last time.. i like the last time one.. the one i use to have fun with.. the one i use to tell my stuff to.. the one who knows every single thing going through in and out of me.. not the one NOW... i hate that one.. and seeing u like that.. hurts me a lot.. we are getting further and further apart.. without u noticing... and maybe when u started to realise.. it may be too late... just to let u noe.. i really miss u.... the old YOU... :(

.... combination...

sorry people for not posting for soooo longgg.. i was uploading pictures me, ade, sheau hwa, and pinky took.. all the stupid stupid and yummy yummy pictures.... and so... it takes a longggg time to post everything up.. but i will post a bit of this few days punya stuff...okok?? cause i still havent finish uploading the pics.. and since u guys are soo desperate to see my post... i will give u a veryyy long one.. a combination of 4 days...

THURSDAY
so... umm... nothing much happen... its just.. WE DIDNT HAVE ELECTRICITY until after recess.. i forget di lar... wat happen... and then Alex fetched me home.. and then.. haha.. we potong yee jin's car... then siew jin was like putting her hands on her head.. cause yee jin was sooo slow.. and then alex brought me to Jusco.. then both of us had our lunch.. and then that was the time he ban me from saying any vulgar words.. not including stupid.. he say oni can say the words u can find in dictionary.. then i told him.. F word is in the dictionary.. then he said.. no.. its not in the encyclopedia.. i was like -_-".. and then he said something.. then i say bullshit.. he pinched me.. darn pain okay.. i was like WAT?! then he say.. u cant say bullshit.. so i said.. bull sweat.,. then he pinced me again.. i was like screaming.. and obviously he is use to MY screaming.. not like sheau hwa or pinky or ade... during genting.. the haunted house.. haha.. okay.. back to the topic.. then he said cannot say any form of animal excretion... i went -_-... fine.. so ugh!!!!

FRIDAY..

so.. all of us stayback on friday.. we sang the michael buble song.. preparing for teacher's day... and only like about 10-15 people stayback... i feel like strangling them mann.. i meant the one's who didnt stayback... adeline became the DJ.. haha... but overall we had fun... except i was like -_-" when 'dad' when emo during recess... wakakaka.... wanna let him feel terasa sikit... but then he merajuk-ed.. as usual... so have to like pujuk him.. like pujuking a small child by giving them lollipops... haha... :D i went back.. and then i listen to niro's CD only the last to songs.. over and over and over and over again for the whole day.... and also the next two days...

SATURDAY....

i went for badminton.. and then... went to Nikko hotel to have buffet lunch.. the food was soooo delicious... me and ade ate like pigs.. i show u the pics later... when ade send it to me... haha... then we kept taking prawns.. and end up making our own prawn cocktail... imagine how many prawns we used.. hnaha...and then.. we made 'dad' jealous by saying we ate with 5 guys.. he was so angry...but actually the 5 guys include alex and my close friends and their dad.. and another two guys... it was so damn funny mann.. but it wasnt funny when me and ade came out from the toilet wet like shit... all wet..... my whole face was wet... ade was not so wet.. it happened.. like this.. alex told us... when he wanted to flush the toilet... there was this button.. when u turn it on... a tube will come out.. and then water will come out.. it was suppose to wash ur butt.. but then.. he didnt noe.. cause the instruction was in japanese... and then when he turn it on... the water splashed at him.. luckily a little bit.. he ask us to go and try.. so me and ade.. acting stupid.. which we always do... went to the toilet... open the door.... turn the button and quickly get out before we get wet... and then... the water was so deras until it splashes at the outside of the toilet.. and then we didnt noe how to off it.. and the water was seperating me and ade... so.. i quickly took the tissue.. and try to close the tube... it worked... but i was ALL wet... and the whole toilet was flooded.. and when i was busy wiping the toilet floor.. ade found a ring on the sink.. haha.. and then suddenly a woman came in.. she was like shock to see the toilet wet.. and then.. i quickly ran into one of the toilet and close the door.. and then i open the door and pretend nothing happen then i ask ade... loudly... 'WHY THE TOILET SO WET WAN ARR??'

when we went back to the buffet place.. everyone was laughing lie shit cause i was so wet.. even my specs also wet.. i was like... argh.....but it was fun.. haha...

i know we are weird.. haha.. and then.. alex have to send me and ade back first.. cause we have tuition.. so.. alex didnt noe the way home.. so ade have to sit in the front sit.. WITH HIM.. and i sit at the back.. going crazy... hehe....

and then after our tuition.. when we were walking down the stairs.. wanna go to my room to sleeepppp before going to sally's house.. and then... a tragic happen... my teacher was pointing at ade's socks.. saying it look like a duck.. and then we were laughing our heads off.. and then i went down.. then i hurt a falling down the stairs sound.. i went up and saw ade on the floor.. ouch!.. she fell down three times.. she slipped down.. my teacher went =O ...i was like laughing like shit... i was laughing until i think 5 houses away oso can here.. i was like lying down on the floor and laugh.. ade was glaring at me.. but it was soooo funnyyy... then i came down trying to explain to alex wat happen.. then my teacher was like 'shhh'.. but u still tell alex.. and then he was laughing too.. and then ade was like 'dun laugh larhh'.. wahahhaha!!!

BUT...

after finish laughing... we went to my room.. wat to sleep ady... then we called 'dad' for awhile.. cause i wanted to explain wat the hell happen,.. cause it was SO FUNNY!!!! and then... he ask ade... 'pain arr??' then ade say in a sacarstic way.. 'nola... very nice'.. i was like laughing like shit.. and then when we asked for Ameer's number.. ade wanted to key in his phone number.. and then that was when.. we found out.. ade's phone spoil ady... cause she put in her pocket and the impact she fell was veryyy big... so her whole screen pecah inside...and we were.. 'oh, shit!'... tears rolled down her cheeks and then i was like patting her.. and then she chuckled.. i was like 'still can laugh some more??!!' then she went sad again.. i was like comforting her with half of my eyes close... i was soooo darn sleeppyyyy.... and then after that.. i was walking towards the toilet.. and then i was talking to her.. facing her.. when i turned.. i banged my head so hard on the wall.. the sound was like so loud.. then both of us went =O after 5 seconds.. only i say owhhh!!!!! it was sooo pain mannn... i was like lying on the bad holding my head.. then she say put cold water on ur head.. i stared at her... 'where on earth u learn that from, where got such thing wan?? st. john didnt teach that,okay...' then she say... 'from my experience' i was like wat the... still screaming for help.. cause its like so painn.. then we get ready to sally's house.. i told 'dad' that i knock my head.. he was like oh.. okay... i worry about ade larh.. she okay or not.. i feelll like bursting.. i was like.. i am physically hurt and she is mentally hurt.. so physially is more important.. he even thinks i did that on purpose.. i am soo like him... i know he does that when he emo.. but i dont.. cause i will grow stupid-er... like him... then he was like... phydically hurt recover faster than mentally hurt.. i was like wat the.. anyway.. ade seemed okay.. when we reached sally's house... we went to a nearby playground... siew jin sat on the swing.. after that.. gaik xuang.. then me and niro sat.. while others.. i dunno do wat... then we talked.. and i was so happy... and then i ter-hurt my heels... and it was bleeding.. everyone was like =O.. omgg... then i was like nothing larh.. nothing larh.. then when they turn.. i was like 'owhh.....' haha... its still hurting.. and i am like walking likea ballerina...walk on my toes.. cause it hurts.. if i walk on heels... and then we had barbeque after that... i burnt like 6 chicken wings.. but at least is cooked.. not like siew jin's.. nice on the outside.. but inside not cooked... then we watched miss swan.. then played twister... haha... we were like all twisted up.. haha... i will get some pics from Valerie.. okok?? then about 9.15pm.. we went back.. me and ade.. others were staying overnight except niro...cause st.john proficiency exam.... i was sooooooooooooo tired.... my sleep was interupted by ade's tears...

and then .. when ade went back... i wash up.. and then when i want to change my clothes.. i end up sleeping already... and then i need to wake up so early the next day..

SUNDAY...
i woke up at 7.00am.. cause got the fitness exam.. and then.. went to kuan cheng.. met kean loong.. jia jun and sin zhao.. and then we met sir.. he was also one of our examiner.. then he told us.. u noe.. wat we gonna ask orally?? then we were like 'noo' then he say.. i can tell u ... but first.. it goes a bit like this... he point to sin xhao and said 'when u and pui yi started?' then we were like lauhging like shit... then... we were waiting for our turn.. it was like soooo longg... suppose to end at 9.30... but i did mine at 10.30... and the others still havent do yet.. i dunno wat time they did it... i went back.. but the 2 hours.. we were like crapping like shit.. sin zhao and kean loong ejek each other... and then jia jun.. so sad... didnt join our conversation but he smiled the whole way.. and then when kean loong cant say anything when me and sin zhao ejek him.. he suddenly oni say me and Aaron.. i was like 'huh??? why so random wan??' then he say chu tat tsun.. i was like.. 'he's my sister'.. after a longgg longg time... it rained.. so we went inside.. then kean loong was like staring at something.. then we were like.. looking at him.. when he notice.. he was like.. i am thinking bout her.. then me and sin zhao was like 'whoah.....' he was like NOLAH!!! actually he wanted to say.. thinking who i like.. but then put it in wrong sentence.. so.. wakakaka!!! then when me and sin zhao tease him a lot.. then he just sit down queitly.. then i was like 'see la! sin zhao, u make him cry ady..' then sin zhao was like 'dun cry larh....' then kean loong was like wat the.... then he say.. i just wanna relax my mind and then he try to change subject.. 'the maths exam arr.. the algebraic expression arr..' then i was like relax ur mind by thinking of 'someone arr??' then i say 'dun change topic' hahhahah.. sin xaho was like 'yalarh!! the vivian and ......' so stupid mannn... and then i found out something.. sin zhao said.. he doesnt like girls same age or elder than him.. only younger.. haha... then kean loong was like 'vy vyan arr??' then i say... 'cannot .. vy vyan is jarett and ji onn one....' and then after i finish my turn.. when i wanna go back,... i was like 'good luck..' and i told kean loong.....'FOCUS!! dun think too much about her....' then he was like 'fisher'... i was like.. wats that.. then i ask sin zhao.. then he said.. 'wats that... ( in chinese) the person who go fishing arr??' then i was like laughing like shit.. and then i say.. 'is it the word to replace the F word??' then kean loong say yarr.... then i told sin zhao.. 'fisher and fisherman is different.. dun u go put in ur essay... THE FISHER GO TO THE SEA TO CATCH FISH EARLY IN THE MORNING....' haha...

and then.. i came back.. my family had breakfast.. then i came back.. i bathe then terus sleep.. i was suppose to wake up at 1.00pm to practice piano.. my piano was 2.00pm... but.. i put alarm then i keep on snoozing it.. until 1.30... i off the alarm.. then i went back to sleep.. then i saw the clock... 1.38pm.. then i say.. wait till it round up to 1.40 first larh.. then i sleep.. then i wake up.. it was 1.43pm.. then i was like let it round to 1.45pm.. then i end up not practicing my piano.. and get humiliated by my teacher in front of other 5 younger people in my class... then after that.. i dun care.. then when i finish my piano class.. i checked my credit....

RM120.. my mouth was hanged open.. its only the 18th day of the month today and i use up RM120... i was like shit!!! D.I.E...... i better stop mann.. i told my dad.. i wanna change to 012 di.. cause i told him.. the whole school, only a few people use 016.. actually not whole school... is people who i talked to.. then he kept queit.. and i was like shit....

annoyed with that idiot

i really cannot tahan this time I never say F words.. unless i am really really realllyyyy the ****ing angry.. the stupid mushroom green duck... i was already having a bad stomachache.. can die ady.. i was practically lying on the floor during sivic exams... i was like tahaning my idiotic pain... and when i have my moral exams.. itss like superrr pain... like what i am having now... u shud see my handwriting when i was writing this...arghhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!! this was my ugly writing
this was the stupid thing i was conteng-ed when i was superrrrr angry...

and this one too.. to lepaskan my angryness... arghhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it says.. idiot.. freaking stupid crazy asshole... :D


i was like begging the god to let me sleep.. and finally.. when i slept... the stupid mushroom green duck go slap me like 7-8 times.. not soft u noe... to wake up.. for wat? nothing... why in the hell and wat in the hell is wrong with that unmarried woman.... so frustrateddddd!!! now... my stomachache come back.... I.FEEL.LIKE.STRANGLING.HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

u noe.. i abaikan-ed my moral paper.. didn't even write my name on the paper and straight away try to sleep....cause the pain is un-explainable ....I can cry ady...and she WOKE ME UP FOR NOTHING ......HATE THAT STUPID B**** .....I don't use vulgar words ....even if you hear me use it , I don't actually mean it.....but this time ...I mean it waith all my bloody heart and SOUL. and now the idiotic pain come back.........
I.WANT.TO.KILL.HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i have to think other things.. or i will end up killing someone... and being a murderer... i wonder how is my kota kinabalu trip is going to be... okay... think of ways to make fun of 'mum'... then seeing him smile is fun too... thinking about him smile... :) :)..(not 'dad', of course.. who wud ever think HE is cute.. maybe one or two person...).. i meant the twilight edward.... emily is rolling her eyes at me... sobs.. she glared at me... and then she gave me her cute face... and lying down the table.. her face is so innocent.. she went like >.< .. now she is looking at me... then looked away.. and then bck at me... she is looking at her watch.. wondering why is her boyfren not here yet... and then glared at me again... and again.. so cute... she's so cute when she gets angry.. haha.. she's looking at me now... rolling her eyes.. putting her hand on her head... and said 'CAN YOU STOP WRITING?' i still kept writing.. and now she is going 'aihh....' she is trying to take pui yi's things.. wat the heck...still got 20 minutes... arghh!!! siew jin is clipping her hair ... she warned me not to write about her..but... who cares?? :D pui yi dont seem to move too much today.. haha.. Niro came back.. from the toilet... again... emily is enjoying looking at her beautiful nails.. admiring it.... ewh... disgusting.. jacky just acted like a perverted seeing a hot girll.... which is obviously me.. haha.. so stupid mann... disgusting shit... I know i'm hot but i didnt think even girls wud fall for me.. haha.. i just ask for a new paper from adeline to write... she's smiling at me.. siew jin made some stupid expression,... sheau hwa looked bored.. she conteng-ing something.. ade is fat... i dunno wat is she staring ar... thinking of 'SOMEONE" perhaps... Niro is hugging her bottle... siew jin is opening her bottle... drinking.. closing it back... emily is rocking her chair.. now lying her head on the table.. ade just drank.. WAT ON EARTH IS NIRO DOING??!! she's like.. putting her bottle on her eyes... and like wat the...

i'm pulling adeline's chair... then i let go of my hands... and the super loud noise came out.. everyone was staring at me and her.. but i was like laughing like shit...and then she went.. sandra arr.... she just hit me... wakak.. now she is staring at me and went 'ewh'.. i dunno why.. maybe she's just jealous... haha... emily eyes are soooo biggg... siew jin is smiling at me.. adeline just blow a kiss to siew jin.. they are like exchanging blow kisses....EEWWHHH!! she blow to siew jin to show only.. but DEEPP DOWN IN HER HEART>>>> its to 'aherm aherm'.... sheau hwa's going to rot.. she doesnt know whats happening behind... siew jin is staring at pui yi's legs.. scarrryyyy.... emily is pulling pui yi's table.. and then pui yi kick emily's chair... hhahahahhah.. i'm laughing like shit di.... bcz of the stupid adeline making stupid stuff.... low's staring at me now... emily's staring at me now... she's smiling at me,.. and talking to me... and i think she was coming on to me... nola.. that's a lyrics for the song 'if you were gay'..haha

i think i'll stop here.. or not I will be having a hard time typing this post and everyone's gonna complain about my long long posts...:D:D

OH., and i spread my blogging- in- class to sheau hwa.. niro.. and pui yi.. wakaka....

about another day....

( i wrote this during maths paper 2)

it's maths paper 2 now.. i still got 50 minutes.... i'm done... dunno wat to do... so.. i'm posting again =D.. i ponteng-ed class and went around with Niro.. not exactly ponteng.. teacher wasnt teaching.. it was agama time... so.. we chatted/// for qite awhile... then we go see daddy.. practically only ME... cause Niro walked away.. I went to his class and saw him sitting by himself..STUDYING!!!.. my godd... i felt stupid for a moment... but only for a moment... haha.. everyone was studying.. i had no mood to study... i was mentally hyperr....

emily is doing her last question.. can see from far... I want to shout to her and say 'CANNOT DIVIDE RITEEE????' i can see she is also cracking her head.. I wanna bang my head on to the wall.... but i gonna be stupid-er like someone who does it everytime... so.. no.. i wont do that... i'm crapping so much... =O ADELINE IS SLEEPING =O stupid malaysian... no one is sleeping except her... kay.. let's look at pui yi again... she's mumbling to herself.. emily is like so frustrated.. she erasing something.. Niro looks fed-up doing the questions...

u guys shud see how i did my paper 1... my stomach were like extremely pain.. so everything i did was extremely slow... when i press the calculator.. i went oops.. wrong button.. then oops.. ter-off it.... then i drop my calculator.. then i went oops.. i drop my calculator.. i was like moving so darn slow... oops this oops that... i was taking my own sweet time.. but luckily i manage to finish it.. still got 5 minutes left... when i look up.. everybody was moving their hands super fast.. then i felt so slow.. haha...

when i was doing my paper 2... i wasnt paying full concentration on the paper 50% on the paper... the other 50% is like full of voices of flashback mostly about sheau hwa's words..and also other people's... it kept repeating in my head... its like i'm moving my hand and doing maths.. but i was thinking other things...

i better change topic.. wat to buy?? wat to buy?? erm..erm.. dun think other things Niro.. its not good.. and its not gonna happen...ya noe?? twilight trailer is coming out.. and sheau hwa's crazy about it... -_-"

haizz.. i try to write happy things.. but my brain is only working for sad things... i'm un-hyper... lifeless and sick now... my hands are trembling like crazy.. i dunno why.. argh! ermm.. i better say other things before the emo goes again...

i can't wait till saturday.. la~la~ la~ (i'm not even smiling).. i'm starting to talk to myself... scaryy... and and oh ya.. i'm going to kota kinabalu.. and gonna climb the gunung kinabalu.. then i put the SBU flag there.. pasted with ade.. sheau hwa.. dad.. siew jin... low and niro and emily and pui yi's pics there..wahaha... nola.. joking... i noe its lame.... but life is only meaningful when u learn how to go random, weird, lame, lifeless, hyper and emo... we must do these 6 things during our school life.. takkan u wanna do these 6 things when u work.. u'll get fired and slapped.. so.. do it now.. and i'm not joking at the part i'm going to kota kinabalu and climb the mountain... on the 5, 6, 7, 8 June 2008 :D... i hope i dun die =( that easily =) cause i have not found my prince charming YET>... haha:D

i wanna check my paper... so .. tata!

wah.. i check my paper and and i even didnt do one question.. tertinggal... and then got 1 more is only like half way done.. didnt read the question properly.. LUCKILY i check mann...:D:D:D

oh oh.. and i bought something already...=D =P... ade is jealous!! cause she say.. its more expensive than her rm29!! haha!! bluek!!

going crazyyy....

I wrote this during BI paper 1.... i was too boring....

My godd... so many people is sleeping... But if its not of writing this post... i will oso be sleeping too... ade is sleeping... sheau hwa also.. niro oso... emily just woke up... pui yi look so tired.. siew jin look so semangat-ed checking her answer... oh.. now she's asleep... haha.. Still got 30 minutes to go... I'm the only weirdo wearing st.john's uniform.. ugh! so annoying... but.. who cares??? haha.. There's nothing to write.. no one is moving except me... OOoo.. and just now me, ade, sheau hwa, low, siew jin crapped a lot of crap.. again... as usual...

eh..eh.. i just realise niro oso wearing the uniform larh.. yish.. fine.. me and niro are weirdos.. okay... i'm starting to crap cause there's nothing to say... umm.. umm... oh.. sorrryyy for posting emo posts yesterday... biasa larh... sandra wert.. mmg like that wan la...

Actually i am dilemma-ing.. to go to low's house or dinner in Shangri-la with pinky.. of course.. actually i dun have a choice.. my parents wont allow.. cause its like a family dinner... but, i feel soooo badd for ditching Low.. aih... life sucks (oh no! here it goes again)i better change topic.. if not.. u guys will get bored of reading my blog... Ooo.. ade change her sleeping position.. I sound like a stalker..

erm.. why is niro sleeping?? why isn't she looking at me anymore like yesterday?? am i not pretty anymore?? so sad.. she rather sleep than look at my face..
i wonder how's dad exam... oh oh.. and 2 more days... what to buy?? i also dunno (shit.. i'm talking like ade)..

I'm hungry.. I wanna eat.. siew jin's hungry too.. she wanna eat too... what kind of crap am i writing.. pui yi is staring at the door.. like she's retarded... now.. she is tying her shoe lace.. again.. now she's looking down.. tucking her shirt.. something happened.. and i'm laughing like shit... Jacky is staring at me.. watever... let's continue bout pui yi.. she's betulkan-ing her collar... then tidying her hair... then at last... she stopped.. and sleep... haha...

low's looked at me.. then she is checking her paper... Jacky is acting stupid by blowing her paper.. she's challenging me to blow my paper... wat the.. -_-'.. her lips almost touched the table... adn pui yi is tidying her hair again... ( no need to make la... very neat already).. niro is standing up and walking to the teacher.. and she dissapeared to the toilet... Jacky's staring at me.. now wat.. another person thinks that i am pretty.. haha.. I know u guys will go -_-".. but i got my peransanted genes from dad.. JACKY IS STILL STARING AT ME!!.. godd... am i really THAT pretty?? haha..

pui yi is betulkan-ing her shirt AGAIN.. an then now her socks... wat the.. how many times she wanna betulkan... Niro came back.. from the toilet.. pui yi is soooooo weird... she took out her shoe... then put itback again.. then she is tying her shoe lace AGAIN!! wat the.. now.. she is wearing her specs.. then tying her another shoe lace... again -_-" .. ade change her sleeping position.. emily is also asleep.. okay.. teacher is collecting our paper.. everyone is awake... and pui yi FINALLLLYYY stop tying her shoe lace...

OH SHIT! now sheau hwa is staring at me.. am i really THAT PRETTY!!!??? godd... u guys dun have to be THAT jealous... haha.. SHE IS STILL STARING AT ME!!!!( i noe if sheau hwa read this.. she will go wtf) ade is opening her bottle.. drinking.. siew jin also... omg.. BOTH OF THEM ARE STARING AT ME... my godd... dun have to be that jealous.. i kesiann u all la.. aih...

( i wrote this during free time)

OOOoooooo i met daddy in canteen just now.. i came back with a realllyy broadddd smile... hit adeline with my book.. and said GOOD LUCK ADELINE!!!! my thighs are extremely numb now.. ade is sitting on me.. so shitty... ouch!

( i wrote this during BI paper 2)

i'm having BI paper 2 now... everyone is busy writing.. i finished everything di... pui yi is betulkan- ing her shirt AGAIN!! she's rocking her chair.. if she falls... i will be laughing like shit... ade is lying down while writing... siew jin is so semangat-ed... emily's writing is so neat.. can see from far... no one's sleeping.. not like paper 1.... still got 35 minutes to go.... emily look so cute now.. ( so random rite??)

pui yi just ask me wheather i had finished.. i said ya.. and she went =O ohmygod... then she smiled cause she knows i'm writing this post...haha... she's laughing now.. she is trying to concentrate.. but i keep distracting her.. wakaka... sheau hwa is like a statue.. she didnt move at all mann.. is adeline sleeping or writing while lying down?? i can't really see.. her head is blocking... pui yi looks retarded.. haha.. i can see emily is going 'er..er.. wat to write summore arr??' emily is looking at me now... does she too?? feels that i am prettyy.. hahaha...

pui yi keeps looking towards my direction and i keep smiling.. why like so many people didn't finish yet wann.... god.. how many the heck times must pui yi betulkan her shirt... she tries to concentrate hard.. emily also.. her face is like 1 cm from the paer while writing... nola.. maybe 1 inch... like still so INTO the paper... pui yi sigh-ing and rolling her eyes at me... i sound so much like a stalker who needs to do report... like daddy...haha.. joking...i'm so boreddd.....emily's hand and neck look so pain.. she is like moving her fingers to flexibilise her joints... no such word.. i think.. niro is walking to teacher again... going to toilet again.. wat the.. every exam oso go toilet..

Nan is staring at me.. am i that pretty... err... its getting scary mann.. yerhhh.. she's smiling.. disgusting... get ur own pretty face to look.. dun look at mine.. SHE"S STILL STARING AT ME!!! ahhh....

shit.. i didn't realise cik rahayu was staring at me.. D.I.E.. she's staring at me... or maybe she too thinks that i am pretty?? haha.... pui yi is looking at me again.. and she show me her fist... cause i keep smiling at her.. and she noes i'm writing bout her.. haha


EVERYONE JUST STARED AT ME... SOOOOO EMBARASSINGG!!!! I JUST DROP MY BOTTLE AND IT WAS LIKE SUPER LOUD.... SO.DAMN.LOUD.. SO SHITTY... SORIEEEE PPL...adeline is smiling at me... greatttt... now everyone is laughing at me... especially sheau hwa... argh! okay.. passing up our paper.. =)

arghhh@!!!!!!!!!!!! so angry... cik rahayu is going give the whole class BSL... when she discovered a library book in our class... dunno which stupid malaysian go put the book there...3 some more.. die mann this time.. my record was clear... sobs...
aih... so saddening... okay... and i found out that actually niro's finger was bleeding thats why she went to the toilet.. haha.. but i bet her heart bleeds more... haha... joking... :P

adeline very bising larhh.. keep on pastoring me to read this post.. yishhh.. fine fine.. i'm stopping here... bye!

There it goes again......

i wrote this during my BM paper 1.... i wrote in on a paper...

I know i am sick.... during exam oso wanna post and update my blog instead of checking my answers.. stupid ade.... not here... chess..chess..chess... my stomach hurts like helll... pui yi is sleeping... Emily is focusing.... Siew Jin looks dilemma-ing.. Low fell asleep... Sheau hwa looks... like she is going 'shit.. shit.. shit.. which answer???' Niro is holding her head... thinking hard.. and me, here, writting a post for my blog... Cik tengku noor walked around... I am imagining... if adeline was there... cracking her head answering questions... the next thing i knew I was drawing somekind of crap...

everyone looked so bored... actually i haven't done my paper... a few more difficult questions that i skipped... i'm sick right.. i'm hyperrr... i have not finish my paper and i am happily writting my post.. I know u will go oh.my.god.. what's wrong with her.... i'm just a normal girl addicted to posting my blog.. that's all.. unlike 'someone' who rarely update their blog... before this exam.. me, ade, low, sh, and siew jin were crapping... again.. I forgot how to answer my questions.. so.. i'm gonna screw BM.. and die... my minds aren't working... keep on thinking wat to write on my blogg.. Yuen Ping just finish her paper... Ooo.. pui yi and low woke up... I think i'll stop here and continue my paper... ta-ta!

(after finishing and checked my paper)

Wah... I recheck my paper and i notice so many silly mistakes... luckily i check again... thank goddd.... It's time ady.. Puan ina still haven't collect pur papers yet... Niro is staring at me... asking wheather i have finished my paper.. i nodded.. and i continue writting.. but.. SHE'S STILL STARING AT ME~!!! maybe cause i'm too pretty.. she's jealous...=P wakaka... oh.my.god.. she cant take her eyes of me... scarryyyy.... oh.. and Pui yi is tying her shoe lace.. and teacher collected our paper ady.. yay!!

(that was how hyper i was during paper 1)

i wrote this when i got home... I know i am not allowed to post emo posts anymore.. but.. yeah... ..........

(this was my mood before going home)
I suck! I suck more than the suckiest person on earth.. my wish is granted.. i screwed BM.. so i can die ady... can you believe it? BM!! That is like my best subject.. my favourite subject and i screwed it up... I am extremelyy dissapointed in myself... feel like jumping down the building.. i was wondering.. i always say i wanna jump down the building.. i was wondering.. when will it really happen....

I'm such a freaking annoying stupid idiotic asshole... my Bm paper 2 suck like shit... i wanna kill myself mann... and no, sheau hwa... i didn't cry cause my story i wrote was touching and sad... it was a STORY... i mean, its half true.. but no.. i didnt...... because of that..

When i got into my car... i try to greet my mom cheerfully... then she asked y i sounded different.. then i told her i got a flu.... so bullshitting righttt??? then she was still looking at me.. then i gave up and told her i screw BM...

when i reached home.. siew jin sms-ed me and asked if i was okay... i wasnt... i hate myself... Then ade called me.. and asked bout BM.. thanks to ****.. who told her.. then i didn't wanna talk about it... and again.. i hate myself for being so rude... and back again to the same old thing.. HOW THE HECK CAN I SCREW BM!!!????? i mean if sejarah... i understand la.. i screw it all the time.. but BM!!! how can I!!!???? ugh!

by; THE freaking annoyed irritated frustrated sucky idiotic piece of something worse than shit...
(that was how i felt just now)

I was feeling better just now when SHE told me bout her sad things AGAIN... and when
Alex just scolded me a stupid bastard.. greattttt... back to emo-ing.. i hate myself.. i cant measure how many litre of tears i drip today.... so annoying.... argh!!!! feel like killing myself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! shud i follow her way? maybe not.. i'm not ready to die.. soon... yeah.. soon....

i'm like dr.jekyll and mr.hyde.. the difference its just that i dun suddenly turn from a good person to an evil person by just drinking some kind of liquid... but.. i can turn hyper to emo by people's words and my actions.. or people's action... EASILY!!! anyway.. this post its getting longer and longer.. my post is getting longer and longer day by day.. so.. i better stop typing...

ohya.. i'm sorry i keep on using the word 'screw' cause before this i got that as a wrong meaning... it means other stuff... its dirty.. go check the dictionary...

dedicated to 'someone'

This to someone... feeling miserable now.. or last time till now... and is the person who make me emo all the time... i just want u to read this lyrics.. its realllllyyy suitable for u... too bad i cant find the song.. i will try.. but exam.. so just read the lyrics... its good to sing it to the 'other' person.... if u really still feel miserable... try to understand cause u are making me feel miserable..


In the years to come
Will you think about these moments that we shared

In THE years to come
Are you gonna think it over
And how we lived each day with no regrets

Nothing lasts forever though we want it to
The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you

Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts in your heart,
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts,
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
'CAUSE true love never dies

In a year from now
Maybe there'll be thing we'll wish we'd never said

In a year from now
Maybe we'll see each other
Standing on the same street corner though it rains

Each and every end is always written in the stars
If only I could stop the world
I'd make this last

Sometimes goodbye, THOUGH it hurts in your heart,
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, THOUGH it hurts,
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye (so say goodbye)
But don't you cry
'CAUSE true love never dies

And when you need my arms to run into
I'll comfort you
Nothing will ever change the way I feel

Sometimes goodbye, THOUGH it hurts in your heart,
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, THOUGH it hurts,
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every day
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Because a true love never dies

Monday......

Today... oklah.. 'nothing much happen'.. kononnya... but if i say arr... i will get strangled... and die.. i dun wanna die so fast.... ANYWAY.... almost every period, no class.. but we need to do some sejarah exercise... which me, low, ade and niro enjoyed... caused we crapped so much.. and lame so much... i dunno why... today is a hugging day for me... I keep hugging Low... and then keep hugging ade... I think sheau hwa and siew jin were thankful cause they ponteng-ed.. if not.. i will be hugging them..... (i'm not lesbian.. okayyy...)

After school, I teached Renny yoga.... go ask him whyyyyy... longgg storyy.. dun think wrong.... I malas wanna type..( got my genes from 'dad').. then.. played a bit of basketball, i meant ade, dad, and kim..... my name wasnt included cause i dunno what was i playing... I look like somekind of retarted kid playingg... so saddening... we went to canteen to buy water after that... then... (skip)... sensored...(skip)... after that.... (SKIPPPP!!!!!) MORE SENSORED>>>>> under 100 years old.....=D

then.. i was like rushing out cause it was like 4.10pm already... and i asked my mom to come at 4.00pm... BUT... she wasn't there... wat the helllllllll..... and then.. i saw Vy Vyan..., hugged her very longgg... to make ade jealous.... but she already had one best hug... so.. no need to be jealous.... ANYWAY... my mom STILL WASN'T THERE!!! I was like opening my novel book to read..but nothing went in.. as usual..
but I was smiling all the time like a retarted person.. god knows wat happenedddd... :D

suddenly.. all of a sudden.. i felt so lonely... cause there's no one around...except the ice cream man... not like last year.. one stupid person... always there to crap like shit... making fun of me... doing stupid stuff and telling me things... it was entertaining.. at least a stupid malaysian a.k.a. Alex is useful that time... but now... i just sit there.. so -called reading my novel nook, and smiling... see how sick am I???????

After my mom fetched me (finalllyyyy), we had to go to a restaurant to get some food for the stupid malaysian... I was sooooooooooooo tired and sleepyyyyy..... on the way.. i was telling my mom.. i have exams.. haha.. i told her one day before the exams... then suddenly she say... focus on your studies arr... dun focus on guys to much... this and that.. i was like.. harh?? =O... wat u talking about?? then i say.. oso no handsome guys in my school.. dun need to worry... haha...

When I reached home... I lied down on the floor in my room.. cause i felt so dirty... didn't bathe yet... and try too sleep... cause memang cannot tahan di....

BUTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!,,,

all the stupid bising sms...(you know hu u are) especially... the 2 person who visit my blog oftenly... i noe u are reading thiss... I wanna make u feel bad.. wakaka!! and then i was like 'why is the floor so hard'.... ugh... then.. after lying on the floor for 40 minutes.. i gave up and I just climb to my bed and slept... God knows how comfortable it was... by the time i wanted to close my eyes... my alarm started ringing.. and then i snooze it.. and then it rang again.. then i snooze again... it went on for an hour... i feel like smashing my phone mannn...

Then.. when i woke up... my waist hurt like shit!!! so annoyinggggg!!! argh!!! dun ask me why... maybe.. cause i didnt warm up before teaching renny yoga.. i ask him to warm up... i sendiri didnt warm up.. yish... God knows how pain is it now.. And i'm gonna die ady.... tommorow's exam.. but i'm here happily posting my blogg... Ade can go and die first la... her last wish is granted ady... tommorow.. u will see the newspaper front page 'HOT GIRL DIES AFTER GRANTING HER LAST WISH'.... i haven't grant mine yet.. so.. i cannot die yet... =D

St. John's Fitness Proficiency Course =D

Panic!! Panic!! Panic struck right through me. At 10 something yesterday night... Kean Loong told me to bring yoga mat... or cardboard... I was like... where the hell to get a yoga mat.. or cardboard... Luckily... my brain was working and ahah! My cousin.. I quickly gave her a call and asked for a yoga mat.. cause she learns yoga... I put down the phone and ran to her house....(it was just a few blocks away), took it.... and thank her for saving my life.... =D thank godd too...

The next morning, I arrive early at Kuan Cheng school for the fitness proficiency course and saw Niro, Carmen, and Eugene.. Sir Geng-Ta came by and teased Eugene with Samantha... We were like harh?? dot...dot..dot.... then we said( us and sir)... actually Derrick like Carmen but Carmen like Cheng Ken... fuyohhh!!! cinta tiga segi... Then we went to register.. and I saw Joeh Ming there... we said hi... and FULLSTOP!!! No other things... dun think stupid thing, stupid Malaysians!!

Then, we went to the basketball court.. took out our shoes, place our yoga mats on the floor... and we started yoga-ing.. the day wasn't sunny.. and it was perfect for outdoor yoga =D.... it was so cooll and fun... yoga-ing with Kean Loong, Sin Zhao and Jia Jun... it was like one of the most enjoyable thing i had ever enjoyed on earth... same... dun think other stuff peoplee... cauuse it was realllyyy fun.... *stupid Renny didnt turn up*

The yoga instructor , Miss Asther was hot.. haha..... i noe i talk like a guy.. haha... but seriosly.. she was verryyy prettyy... and then Sir Geng-Ta yoga-ed with us... he was like ow.. ow.. ow... my godd... so damn funny mann... he almost fell for a few times.. haha... then all of us started laughing like shit.. haha... Kean Loong acted like pro.. haha..

In the yoga class, we were required to close our eyes, sit down, hold our abdomen or stomach and inhale through our nose and exhale through our mouth.... THen we lied down and do the same thing... it was soooo relaxing... calm.. and everything.... For a moment... its like you're in heaven.... When I opened our eyes while lying down... the sky seem bluer and it was like..... the whole world was perfect... everything.. everyone.. was perfect for that moment... or its still perfect now.. dunno.. not sure... THEN.. we close our eyes again..and take deep breaths... I was thinking deeply about everyone around me... mostly friends... I was thinking everything about them... every word they utter.. every move they made... The world was so peaceful.. and beautiful... and again.. PERFECT.... :)

Then we learnt a lot of yoga.... 6 types of postures and stuff.... it wasnt easy.. ya noe.... but it was so relaxing... We were learning 'Hatha' yoga... 'HA' means sun/ female.. and 'THA' means moon/ male... in other words.. it means balance.... and we must have good 'asanas' which means posture... and we should practice 'pranayama' at all times which means yogic breathing.. and and.. do you actually know.. that our normal breathing.. which is inhaling at exhaling through nose.... can cause fatigue and stress????? so... we must inhale through our nose and exhale through our mouth.. it makes us to become more calming and relaxinggg....

Kean Loong was so dissapointed that this fitness course cause it wasn't like last year's.. which was pumping.. sit- up, running and stuff... few years back was swimming...every year is different... This time was yoga... it is realllyyyy a very good experience especially when u learn it from a hot yoga instructor... haha.... Sin Zhao was so sad.... cause Su Zanne wasnt the one teaching... haha... joking la....

I was so grateful that the exam we are going to take is not in writing or theory form.. instead.. we must perform yoga... so must practice.. haha.. but ahh.. its such a relaxing thing.... but not easy.. seriously... your knees and arms are going to hurt.. like Sin Zhao and Kean Loong.. not me... cause luckily.. i put deep heat before going for the course.. smart right???? haha... BUt you will feelll tired and sleeppyyy.. like me now... i wanna sleeeepppp.. but i have to go for piano class now.. so ta-ta!!!!!:D

ps: yoga is such a fun and relaxing thing and i think.... the 'people' like .... ... ... and should take up yoga!! try to relax and calm your crazy mind like mine down.... okayyy???? haha!

lalala~~=D

umm... oh ya... yesterday.. in tuition... we were discussing about anger... and and... Puan Jugdeep ask.... 'sandra, how do u release your anger?' ' do u get angry easily?' 'What makes you happy?'

i was like so ..dot..dot..dot... i didn't noe wat to say cause i was angry at 'someone' that time..... so... everyone was staring at me... and i was like... shit..shit.. shit... then i say 'I release my anger by blogging'... (as u can see... my 'arghh!!!' post... haha..) then Puan Jugdeep was like 'good, it doesnt harm anyone....' i was like..... it may.. if that person i was angry at was in front of me... anywayyyyy then she ask.. do u get angry often and easily?? i was like.... 'I think so' haha... then she say.. 'What makes you happy when u're angry?' i wanted to say punch, kick, smack and bang ppl's head on the wall... BUT... of course i said... 'umm... playing badminton??' cause i can hit very hard and imagine the opponent is the 'someone' and imagine the shuttlecock is their head... and hit them until the feathers drop out from the shuttlecock like their eyeballs dropping out...therefore... playing badminton is a good choice... :D i noe i'm sick.. muahahaha!!!

and then the article was like... why do we get angry at people? because we tend to blame other people most of the time... everything is their fault... and not ours... have you ever realise... that do we actually contribute to arguements actually and stuff and more stuff... i was like... aih... fine la.. then i went hyper and decided not to get angry at that 'someone'...but then that person dun believe cause before i went to tuition i emo like shit and when i came back from tuition i hyperr like shit... then when i went for the next tuition... everyone was like.. wat's wrong with u... cause i keep laughing at everything like shit.. hahahahah!!!

and then today as usual... badminton.... ade was like playing one set with badminton classmate partner...a guy... so chunnn mannn.... its like so nice(dun be jealous, dad) hahaha...and then...while she was playing... i took her phone and see her messages... ugh! disgusting... its more disgusting than the most disgusting piece of shit in earth.. or maybe universe!! ughhhh.... and then... i was so angry when i realise .... something... then ade said.. can u dun be emo or angry again or not... then she keep looking at me.. then i said.. no... y must he be like that... then she say.. can u think and considerate first or not.. then i say.. see first.. then when i say.. fine fine.. then she still make that annoyed face then i say.. fine.. i message him and say i loveeeeee you so so much.. and then she was like ... wat the.. and then after that she okay ady...:D

and then... we had tuition.. it ends at 3.30.. but ade stayed till 5.30.. for fun... we were like chatting sooooooooooooo much about almost everything... so nice.... oh ya.. and we opened love notes... all the notes were like soooo sweet mannn.... aihhh... to dad... no need to be jealous... hahahaha!!! but its like soooo sweeetttt...!!! haha...

DIAGNOSTIK is coming... so shitty laaaa.... some more.. tommorow got proficiency course... yorr.... but nevermind la... at least i MAY get another badge.. dunno can pass this exam or not... hm.... okok.. the post very long di.... must stop talking di...buh-bye!

and by the way.. dad... I'M NOT JEALOUS... WHY DO I HAVE TO BE JEALOUS??? HM?? and i can just keep wondering where? where? where?? wakakaka...=D and a bit of how?? haha!