god..

i'm sorry i kept posting and deleting posts... cause there were so many thoughts in my mind.. *sigh*.. up to you.. but..

you just "F"-ed me... u.. just.. "F"-ed me. . . . . . . . . . .

ohmygod..

do you realise that?? y..you.. just.. "F"-ed me..

after all i did for you,
after all the times we had,
after the promise we had,
after the jokes we joked,
after the talks we had,

but in the end??

you "f"-ed me... YOU "F"-ED ME!!!

that was sooo unpredictable.. i didnt even thought of it.. how stupid.. why didnt i expect it?? how stupid and silly am i to believe you will keep the promise you promised eventhough you broke it over and over again..

how..
how,,??

to tell you the truth.. i still CAN'T believe it..