Deep Shit.

It's a sad case that Chu can't come to my open house.. cause if not, i can introduce him to my fellow HOT AND COLD gors.. so sad.. he say he have to go shopping with his sister and friends.

that explains everything.
hahaXD i was like o.o when i saw the message too..

haha.. puiyi will sure go whathehelll....

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I'm so scared,
Cause the feeling is coming back,

I'm so scared,
Afraid of not controlling my feelings.

I'm living in deep shit.

I want and dont want and the same time.

ugh.
hate myself.