If I could just..

it was just.........
another step until i reach the top,
but i missed a step,
and fell down.

just.like.that.
I lost the chance.
I thought I got over it.
but,
no..

EVERYTHING seems to remind me of it.
its like a everyday routine everyone remind me of not getting straight A's.
no one fails to remind me of it.

IF i just could get straight A's,
I can answer vivian's question about whether my mom going to the YPC ceremony..

IF i just could get straight A's,
I wouldnt be alone in 4th floor, looking down, crying during the YPC thing.

IF i just could get straight A's,
I wouldnt have been so blur about the farewell thing.

IF i just could get straight A's
I would have get that stupid voucher,

and i could have join you guys to d' Tandoor in KL tower.

IF i could just get straight A's,

Keanloong would have take his first step.

IF i could just get straight A's,

I wouldnt have failed my friends and family.

IF i could just get straight A's,

I wouldnt have to tell ppl repeatedly that i didnt get it.

IF i could just get straight A's,
I wouldnt be like that right NOW.

conclusion,
i hate myself.

no, ppl.. its not that I am not over it or what.. i was.. i WAS living in the future.. but somehow, someone just dragged me back to the past. i'm telling you..

its.not.me.

='(