Down To Hell

I'm feeling angry.

no,

I'm feeling down.

way down.


How do you walk away from someone you love
And take the road of friend;
Can you reroute the course you have taken
And start over once again?

Pain... Tension... Fatigue...
Depression...
Anger, Aggression, Frustration.
All these unwanted sensations -
Burning, hurting, tearing.
My heart alone, cold and fearing.

Why won't you let me sleep, let me rest,
Let me forget
To eradicate, eliminate, destroy all my regrets?
These memories inside, swirling, twirling,
unwilling to reside in the corner of my mind.
Repeating, resisting, insisting

Refusing to be denied its recognition
Of its position in my
Frustration, Confusion, Delusion.
To close my eyes and let time fly by,
Because there's so much to gain
By forgetting these dreams driving me insane.

Unfocused, unclear, out of control,
My world spinning, spinning, spinning,
My sanity flying through the door.

My reason, my logic, oh, it's tragic,
Like fine sands running through my hands,
I'm losing my mind.