Just.

How would you feel when someone close to you lie to you?

How would you feel, when ppl constantly tells you that the someone is a good person when the someone is not.

How would you feel, when the someone says they regretted for what they did and ask for your forgivness? and after a long time, you did. but they didnt regret in the end.

How would you feel, when they continuously tell you that they have figured that they were stupid and they will change? and in the end they didnt change.

How would you feel, when someone close to you cheated you from behind for a VERY LONG TIME.

How would you feel, when your mother constantly scolds you for ignoring your best friend? and you felt damn bad?

How would you feel, when someone close to you told you they broke up with someone, and show you how much they suffer, claim your pity, when they didnt even break up?

I'm just wondering,

JUST wondering, if.. ..

I am the first or last person to know about it.

still wondering.

to be honest, i regretted scrolling down to delete my messages that i sent. I should have just leave it there, so that i wont see who you messaged. I should have just mind my own business to see who are you with. I should have NOT check your contact list and see his stupid number.

If it was still kept as a secret, our relationship will get better instead of worse.

poor us, we were just getting better day by day.

JUST.

too bad. it's so sad.

I wished i didnt take your phone. If i didnt take, nothing of these would happen..

i wonder how you felt when i said that.