Post Mortem 2008

I'm not in a good mood,
as usual.. get screwed by my piano teacher >.<
JAH!!!

anyway, that's not my point.. i got screwed for so many times ady.. so, another time, wouldnt bother me so much.. what bothers me now is.. that problem.. haizz.. since today is the 29th.. and tomorrow we are gonna get our results.. and if i dun get good results.. i dun think i will be able to online and blog that often anymore..

so, today, I will do some post mortem about this year, 2008.

at the start of the year,
I still remember, how happy i were.. when i get to stay with my friends in the same class.. I still remember that i was screaming for joy for getting into that class.. Overall, I was the noisiest in that class.. I bring joy AND annoying-ness to all of them.. hahaXD I enjoy classes.. and i didnt anti any teacher. yet.

exams started to pour in the month of February or March, i think. And, in the first few exams, i studied a lot with my all my might.. but when exams started to come in EVERY TWO WEEKS, i couldnt be bothered about it anymore.. =.= All i know, its just another stack of papers for you to circle a few answers. Who really cares about it anyway? not to say that all the teachers will give you back the papers. They dont even bother to mark our papers.. well, i think we have like 8 or 10 exams throughout the year.. and like, we only got like 2 or 3 papers back from the teachers for english?? yea..

and i still remembered the BAD times during exam.. where SOME teachers.. i dunno what the hell is wrong with her. cause, it seems, if you sleep or do nothing during the exam, you will get it from her EVEN IF YOU'RE DAMN SICK LIKE A SICK CAT. well, i remember sleeping during exam. i was EXTREMELY SICK that i didnt even sleep the whole night, so, when i got the paper, stared at it for a few seconds, answer a few, and try my best to sleep, cause it was EXCRUCIATING PAINFUL.. well, THANK GOD i slept, but thanks to that PARTICULAR TEACHER who SLAPPED me until i wake up, i really really REALLY REALLY REALLYY wanted and is THISSSS close to slap back the shit out of her. but sadly, she teaches form 4 and form 5's.. so, i would just shut up, in case she teaches me NEXT year..

well, about this teacher, i didnt hate her.. i always hear rumours about how ARGHHH is she.. but then, i didnt really believe cause from the OUTSIDE, she look like a sweet demure polite teacher but in THE INSIDE.. fuyh! you WISHED you were never borned when she is teaching you.. i told my mom about her, and guess what my mom said, "issit you that disturbs her??"

"HOW CAN I DISTURB HER WHEN THE WHOLE DAMN BLOODY CLASS HATES HER?!"

gosh! moms.. i tell you..!

well, enough about her.. argh! anyway, yea.. i had good friendships.. i loved my friends.. i remember crushing on this guy like bloody hell deep.. and stupid siewjin always tease me =.=" but then, as usual, gosh! dunno how to explain.. i just let him go.. and i did =D and i remember playing volleyball like, so crazy.. it was so fun.. that it is unexplainableeee...

in the middle of the year, highlights were Kursus Peningkatan UBS and the St.John dinner in Kuan Cheng.. hmm.. i think i DID enjoy Kursus Peningkatan as the place we went was new, we are the one who tolong mereka buka the plastic of the beds.. and new bedsheets.. hahaXD but i remember i was SO SLEEPY when they give seminars.. gosh! i almost fell asleep like EVERYTIME?? and then during st.john dinner.. *poofs*

BIG FIGHTS man... i remember Low and Sheau Hwa were fighting cause of the dinner thingy.. well, remembered that Sheau Hwa paid and stuff, bought a dress.. yada yada yada.. and in the end, she didnt want to go.. cause she feels the dress is inapropriate..=.=" low and I were like "WHAT THE?!" and Low strongly disagree with her, cause she is suppose to go with Sheau hwa to the dinner TOGETHER by sheau hwa's car.. and now that sheau hwa IS NOT GOING.. how is Low going to the dinner again??

yea.. that was the commotion.. sheau hwa wanted to ask her dad to fetch low to the dinner..=.=" and how would Low feel? of course BAD lar.. takkan she feels good asking PEOPLE's father to purposely fetch her for dinner..

and then, life goes on.. I fetched Low to the dinner and Low and I enjoyed the dinner. hmm.. and then PMR trials were really bad for me.. cause i was SUPER sick.. fever, flu, cough, sorethroat.. everything came.. "thank" god.. and i almost didnt get to sit for it.. cause i was absent for 5 freaking days.. and the teacher didnt let me sit for the trials.. so, i went to see the principal and explained my condition to her.. and lastly, for her helpful-ness, i get to sit for it.. but my results were like shit, i guess.. i THINK... forgot ady..

and then, PMR was reallly realllyy near.. and I started skipping school like emily to study at home.. cause in school, its KINDA useless.. cause the teacher dont teach anyway.. so, there's no use going to school.. well, i am not that type who likes to skip school, in fact, i HATE it.. but no choice, i have to finish up everything.. so, i stayed at home.. and study..

PMR came, and.. gosh! i remembered how nervous was EVERYONEEEE!!!!! i so wanted to take a picture mann.. its like a ONCE in a lifetime thingy.. you know what sheau hwa said,"enjoy PMR cause you are gonna sit it only ONCE in your lifetime.. so enjoy it =D"

gosh! so.damn.positive. the most negative person throughout the whole year has become positive all of a sudden! miracle!

then, after PMR, things started to change very quickly.. Friends and stuff.. we had so much seminars about form 4.. and i skipped it like everytime. cause its so the darn boring.. and i will help our die-rec-tor, Kean loong for the form 5 concert.. haha, Keanloong singing made me laughed like shit.. but then, i laugh even shittier when he went up the stage and sing.. hahahhaahXDDDDD really cannot tahann mannn.. hahahXDD

then, we had so much fun activities after PMR, we had like volleyball competitions.. which we would care about the word, "compete".. we would just play and laugh laugh laugh.. and go crazy.. and i would trash into other ppl's classes.. especially form 2's!! and go crazy with themm... stayback for nothinggg.. and go see the form 2 band practice.. and trash into their practices.. take their guitar and simply play.. hahaXDD

hmm.. good days.. but i started to mix more with zunzen, chengken and keanloong they all, and with dil they all, instead of sheau hwa they all.. cause sheau hwa and low ALWAYS dun come to school...

and thanked god that we had so much fun after PMR.. i didnt even miss a DAY of school after PMR.. its like the most fun time of the whole school life.. cause even if you loiter, its like.. you wont get caught.. caught also, its nothing.. the teachers dont mind anymore..

well, that's practically the story of me through out this year..

i learn that true friendships aren't that true...
i learn that things will definitely change...
i learn that if you dun live happy, you may not have anymore chance to do it..
i learn that WE SHOULD F SO MUCH *hints junbin and THE gang..*

suan le ba..

as i say, things will change.. just leave it as it is.. and leave out all the rest.. just live our life..

tata~ i've said enough..